out

[Eliza Orlins]

ewwww that was so not a blind-side. LOL wateva!


i self destructed and saw it coming lol





well, what can i say... it may have been fun. if not for the epic suck out. i've never seen eliza go out first before. actually i've never gone out first before. EPIC suck out.



well sorry to disappoint y'all. i woulda been really active, and i will be if i get back in somehow. but most likely, that little tiny bit there will be the last you'll see of me.


thnx for the invite.



*scurries off back into retirement*

this is precisely why i said i was done these games. i just don't keep it together anymore. LOL.

[Eliza Orlins]

i'm so proud of myself!!!!



let me into pre-jury i wanna see what it's like. i hope it's not disappointing. i hope it's pretty

[Eliza Orlins]

lol i just saw na onka's vote she cast against me. LOL!

so she has time to make a pretty vote for me but she doesn't have time to play the challenge?



she's funny. i was also the only one at the tribal who did what they said they'd do. and i dont think i really lied all that much in my drunk night, too. i just gave away too much. relayed eveyrhting i heard from everyone, which is stupid, but it's not really dishonest

LOL.



ahhhh, just some thoughts i had. i figured i'd share. i am bored

[Eliza Orlins]

i am soooooooooo happy that my old tribe lost again. that just makes me super HAPPY.

i hope they all die. maybe there'll be a huge fire at tribal council or something and everyone except for na onka will burn.



burn baby burn


































i cant wait to get back in the game so i can get voted out first round again.

[Host Sarah]

hahahah <3

[Eliza Orlins]

jeez my karma keeps going down.

everytime someone smites me it just makes me wanna tag more annoying shit onto my account. now i got this depressing ass signature pic to go along with it all.




fuck you na onka i am going to make sure that my tribal council fire doesn't hurt you. that way i can throw you in the fuckin ocean myself.





tee-hee!

[Eliza Orlins]

i'm sooooooooooo bored...


wreckless abandon

you must... be having fun
give this gift to the queen... of everything -
it's my heart
fresh, for you to rip apart
if i grovel to you then that's all i can do
if i get down on my knees then you know that it's true
cut the head off the fish,
serve the rest on a dish
fresh, and rip it apart
thin the herd

my time is an egg
it's cracking by default
drip the contents in a bag and put it in the trash
i know that nothing is sacred,
nothing is sacred
every option is shit... from this point on

and it's not in direction
everywhere is just fucky
one great big misconception
everything is just sucky
after five uneventful echoey clicks
comes lucky number six
thin the herd

and i'll be the first to admit that nothing was sacred

[Eliza Orlins]

cliquety-clique

oh my god you're the center of so much drama
your problem is you carry some sort of storm cloud
with you it's always something hysterical
we can hear your heart beating... mmhmm

there's a droplet of blood left near your mouth
if i wipe it away would you get mad at me?
if you bite my finger again i will scream

lets gather all the attention and put it in a pile
we'll let you roll around in our shit for awhile

fuck your introspective attempt at mercy

should wear a bomb on your chest, fuckin explode
or whatever that shit was you just went and showed

and with a psychotic murmur i fade off into the dark
i'm sorry i kinda missed that last little fuckin remark
but your fall-out is mild, you're so god damn bitter

let it go, let it go, as you're driven insane
cliquety-clique, over the very slightest thing
with you it's always something hysterical
we can hear your heart beating... mmhmm

[Eliza Orlins]

alexis and fairplay so aren't enemies, by the way. there are no ENEMIES. everything is circumstantial. honestly.

that's just a thought... as i said before, i am sooooooooooooo bored.


the day after i get my driver's license, too, and i'm bored. what a life.






but really... when i get back in, i will have no hope. that's where my signature thing comes from. as counterproductive as my last year or so of ORGs was... fairly certain it was mostly on purpose. i've been doing a lot of work to alienate myself from the world of ORGs. and the people that tend to fill a lot of the games up, more than anything.

it's because, for the most part, i just don't like people.

but the result of that counterproductivity is the perfect return of those sentiments: people do not like me, anymore, either.


and in staying true to my self-destructive tendencies, i've made it extremely clear who i am, to anyone who may know me. and knowing me is... well, disliking me. plain and simple.


ya never know, maybe the bringing someone back challenge thing will be like a poll, where you gotta get people to vote for ya. obviously that would do a great deed for me preventing the fool's errand that re-entering the game would be.




i've done a number on myself, let me tell ya

[Eliza Orlins]

oh, by the way, i've now got the lowest karma



i exalt while others smite. and i am the bad guy.

[Eliza Orlins]

YES!!!!!!! benry screwed it up for them!!!!

it's kinda sad that they're not gonna be getting rid of any of the real people from that tribe (I.E. alexis and jaime) and but... atleast that tribe is getting it's ass kicked. it makes me happy to see.


although, lets be honest, they really dont care. they're already set up for merge numbers as long as they dont lose any of te real people, which, trust me, they wont.

the fuckin dice are loaded.

but i still enjoy watching that shit fuckin tribe lose. even if i already know, in the end, who is going to win. i just gotta not focus on that part, and keep looking at the positives...

[Eliza Orlins]

i hope na onka will post something in pre-jury.

now i could finally get to talk to her, if only she actually existed

[Eliza Orlins]

annoying accessories

i've done a lot of work alienating myself from the picture
finding fun in the stricture
float me down a river of opinions and slivers
keep so cold that i shiver
scold me till i quiver
it's a wonder i wouldn't just slither away
i guess the snake wants to play
wither, decay
it's a wonder i can laugh while life just fritters away
i'm a glittery beta ray

what can i say, i'm happy just having been laughed at
the very most daftest way to find one's own kicks
and i know the trick
at a constant attention deficit with a grip on a quick fix
i find myself in the middle of a million conflicts
and i get called a bitch
and i smile like i haven't in a while
and it's kinda sick isn't it?

i wish it were different
and i also wish that i didn't wish
but i don't think that i have that maybe you'd like to go fish
and there's a certain little bit of me that would like to resist
but i insist it desists
i present you my wrists
and a razorblade
for all the problems i've made this should be savored
and you can have your parade
and i will behave

... finally
this world could be rid of me
in the blink of an eye like a press of the return key
there's nothing like dead as far as a guarantee

bitter orange tree

here's my head here's the city here is the masterkey
and have a glass of chablis

all the debris in the street i reside on is bothersome...
all the debris all the debris
potpouri

wee wee wee

and i disagree

vitamin B... reminds me of me

drinking mexican tea with such glee
much esprit

whoopee

[Eliza Orlins]

i'm out