Post by Eliza Orlins on Nov 12, 2010 18:47:30 GMT -5
hmmmmm... wanna see something really weird and unorthodox?
lol... skim through this convo with marcus, from before we attempted the hcallenge last night and then after...
November 11, 2010
mymiddlefingr (5:20:07 PM): hey
dinkii3 (5:20:58 PM): Hey eli
mymiddlefingr (5:21:10 PM): how r u?
dinkii3 (5:23:35 PM): i am good and u ?
mymiddlefingr (5:23:56 PM): all right, tired, just got back from work
mymiddlefingr (5:24:03 PM): kinda disappointed abt the challenge time
mymiddlefingr (5:24:19 PM): i have shows on then that i dont wanna miss but i guess i'm gonna have to
dinkii3 (5:26:07 PM): awwww
dinkii3 (5:26:08 PM): damn
mymiddlefingr (5:26:14 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:26:16 PM): what bad timing
mymiddlefingr (5:26:29 PM): we gotta make sure monica loses
mymiddlefingr (5:26:32 PM): what if she wins again?
mymiddlefingr (5:26:35 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (5:26:57 PM): omg
dinkii3 (5:27:00 PM): that wuill be sucks
mymiddlefingr (5:28:10 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:28:14 PM): lets just focus on winning
mymiddlefingr (5:28:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (5:28:19 PM): i'll do my best
mymiddlefingr (5:29:46 PM): will you be online when the challenge startS?
mymiddlefingr (5:45:55 PM): i gotta go for a bit marcus, sorry hun
mymiddlefingr (5:46:00 PM): i'll be back in like an hour or so
mymiddlefingr (5:46:01 PM):
dinkii3 (5:46:53 PM): sorry
dinkii3 (5:46:56 PM): i am busy now
dinkii3 (5:47:01 PM): ok we will talk later
mymiddlefingr (5:47:09 PM): no prob, perfect timing
mymiddlefingr (10:59:08 PM): good luck!
mymiddlefingr (10:59:12 PM): almost challenge time!
dinkii3 (11:00:21 PM): i cant believe we were voted least deserving
dinkii3 (11:00:25 PM): like seriously
mymiddlefingr (11:00:28 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:00:36 PM): and we took out the guy no one else could take out
mymiddlefingr (11:00:39 PM): fuck em all
dinkii3 (11:00:48 PM): well if they think that , they can go and die
mymiddlefingr (11:02:01 PM): exactly
mymiddlefingr (11:02:08 PM): i've written more confessional posts than anyone all game
mymiddlefingr (11:02:11 PM): and i know that for a fact
mymiddlefingr (11:02:23 PM): i've also not voted someone who hasn't gone home since i've been back
mymiddlefingr (11:02:33 PM): and i voted everyone out who voted for me except alexis, who was forced to vote for me
mymiddlefingr (11:02:38 PM): plus got fairplay out
mymiddlefingr (11:02:43 PM): and came in second in every challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:02:47 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (11:02:55 PM): i cant see many people being MORE deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:02:57 PM): to be honest
mymiddlefingr (11:03:09 PM): watch us all three get all stars spots
mymiddlefingr (11:03:15 PM): the 3 least deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:03:16 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:03:33 PM): haha ikr
mymiddlefingr (11:04:18 PM): oh well atleast everyone called monica a liar
mymiddlefingr (11:04:20 PM): that's how i voted
mymiddlefingr (11:04:31 PM): everything bad i just put monica... except for brainless i put fairplay
mymiddlefingr (11:04:32 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:04:33 PM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (11:04:40 PM): monica and jane... two peas in a pod
mymiddlefingr (11:04:42 PM): HAHAHAHA
dinkii3 (11:04:49 PM): did you watch ilm 2?
mymiddlefingr (11:05:02 PM): no but it's finally done downloading
mymiddlefingr (11:05:07 PM): i just had too much to do the last two days
mymiddlefingr (11:05:16 PM): working looooong hours, then doing 3 games at once
mymiddlefingr (11:05:31 PM): hopefully i get a chance to start it up tomorrow... that's my plans for friday
mymiddlefingr (11:06:16 PM): posted
dinkii3 (11:07:28 PM): alright
mymiddlefingr (11:19:25 PM): i've never won an AIM challenge before
mymiddlefingr (11:19:29 PM): lol i'l ldo my best!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:35 PM): could be a first, who knows
dinkii3 (11:19:37 PM): i think i only won one
mymiddlefingr (11:19:41 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:19:50 PM): well... good luck to us!!!!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:51 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:28:17 PM): here that?
mymiddlefingr (11:28:20 PM): he is sitting in his car
mymiddlefingr (11:28:22 PM): playing the game
mymiddlefingr (11:28:27 PM): instead of visiting his family
mymiddlefingr (11:28:37 PM): that's why we need him out, he's damn serious abt this
mymiddlefingr (11:28:39 PM): major threat
dinkii3 (11:29:08 PM): who ?
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): monica
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): ?
mymiddlefingr (11:29:12 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:29:13 PM): monica
mymiddlefingr (11:29:18 PM): or sorry *she
mymiddlefingr (11:29:19 PM): lol
dinkii3 (11:29:33 PM): haha omg
dinkii3 (11:29:38 PM): she is such a threat
mymiddlefingr (11:30:09 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (11:30:11 PM): that was weird
mymiddlefingr (11:30:22 PM): and i was just kidding with her
mymiddlefingr (11:30:32 PM): about that not being good i nthe challenge cause she's sick
mymiddlefingr (11:30:36 PM): and then she snaps at me
mymiddlefingr (11:30:39 PM): "whatever eliza"
mymiddlefingr (11:30:40 PM): jeez
mymiddlefingr (11:33:17 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:33:22 PM): sorry i had to vent
mymiddlefingr (11:33:25 PM): that annoyed me
mymiddlefingr (11:33:31 PM): so i guess there's no challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:33:36 PM): i think i might take off for awhile
dinkii3 (11:33:37 PM): she is acting all dramatic
mymiddlefingr (11:33:43 PM): yeah she really is
dinkii3 (11:33:50 PM): she wants us to keep her
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): because she is sick
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:33:58 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:36:12 PM): i might be back in a bit...
mymiddlefingr (11:36:17 PM): but i'll probly go to sleep early
mymiddlefingr (11:36:24 PM): and try to catch up on my sleep
mymiddlefingr (11:36:34 PM): so... yeah i'll probly actually talk to you tomorrow babe
mymiddlefingr (11:36:36 PM): luv ya!
mymiddlefingr (11:36:45 PM):
dinkii3 (11:36:50 PM): aww good night sweetie
mymiddlefingr (11:37:01 PM): you too
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okay, now read this LONG ASS private message that i sent to monica at the end of the night (titled "here you go") :
hehehehe it's me!!!
lol sorry. okay so as well as me not getting immunity this round unless marcus is taking everyone else out, then i'll take him down... i want you to have all my convo with him from today.
to preface this, though... since the end of it is me talking kinda bad abt you...
i'm sure you know this already but just in case you don't, jane told me last night she wantsto blindside marcus. like she wants it to be a blindside. she wants t do like a custom parchment and all this stuff... lol... she's awesome...
but anyway she suggested that me and alexis keep pretending we're with marcus so that he really believes he is staying.
so... i assume this is to lessen the chance that i'l get the jury votes, and that alexis will getthe jury votes.
i'm cool with that, i like the idea of the blindside.
but then i got to like talking bad abt you some tonight, and it was like... there's no need for this. he already thinks i'm wit hhim, i jsut gotta not give him any reason to believe i'm not. i don't have to drive it home anymore.
so yeah, i won't badmouth you anymore or anything. it felt like dirty and just... unneccessary.
and really, who cares what he thinks when it gets down to it. it doesn't even need to be a blindside really.
i dont care...
so yeah... here's all my convos with him from today. with this, and me not being immune, it TRULY is up to you whether i stay in the game or not. i'm sure feeding you this is enough to make marcus hate me if he found out.
and honestly, i swear to God, if you want to take me out, if that's your choice, i wont blame you and i wont hold it against you or be overly upset at you... OVERLY... it'll still get to me some, obviously. how could it not
oh and i'd like to talk to you on AIM abt something... it's a deal i wanna make about the final 4 immunity challenge... like, if you win it you'll blah blah blah and if i win it i'l... blah blah blah... sorta thing... just wanna run it by you sometime.
but not tonight cause i finally get to catch up on my sleep after i send this loooooooooooong PM.
all right, without further ado... here's the convo...
November 11, 2010
mymiddlefingr (5:20:07 PM): hey
dinkii3 (5:20:58 PM): Hey eli
mymiddlefingr (5:21:10 PM): how r u?
dinkii3 (5:23:35 PM): i am good and u ?
mymiddlefingr (5:23:56 PM): all right, tired, just got back from work
mymiddlefingr (5:24:03 PM): kinda disappointed abt the challenge time
mymiddlefingr (5:24:19 PM): i have shows on then that i dont wanna miss but i guess i'm gonna have to
dinkii3 (5:26:07 PM): awwww
dinkii3 (5:26:08 PM): damn
mymiddlefingr (5:26:14 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:26:16 PM): what bad timing
mymiddlefingr (5:26:29 PM): we gotta make sure monica loses
mymiddlefingr (5:26:32 PM): what if she wins again?
mymiddlefingr (5:26:35 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (5:26:57 PM): omg
dinkii3 (5:27:00 PM): that wuill be sucks
mymiddlefingr (5:28:10 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:28:14 PM): lets just focus on winning
mymiddlefingr (5:28:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (5:28:19 PM): i'll do my best
mymiddlefingr (5:29:46 PM): will you be online when the challenge startS?
mymiddlefingr (5:45:55 PM): i gotta go for a bit marcus, sorry hun
mymiddlefingr (5:46:00 PM): i'll be back in like an hour or so
mymiddlefingr (5:46:01 PM):
dinkii3 (5:46:53 PM): sorry
dinkii3 (5:46:56 PM): i am busy now
dinkii3 (5:47:01 PM): ok we will talk later
mymiddlefingr (5:47:09 PM): no prob, perfect timing
mymiddlefingr (10:59:08 PM): good luck!
mymiddlefingr (10:59:12 PM): almost challenge time!
dinkii3 (11:00:21 PM): i cant believe we were voted least deserving
dinkii3 (11:00:25 PM): like seriously
mymiddlefingr (11:00:28 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:00:36 PM): and we took out the guy no one else could take out
mymiddlefingr (11:00:39 PM): fuck em all
dinkii3 (11:00:48 PM): well if they think that , they can go and die
mymiddlefingr (11:02:01 PM): exactly
mymiddlefingr (11:02:08 PM): i've written more confessional posts than anyone all game
mymiddlefingr (11:02:11 PM): and i know that for a fact
mymiddlefingr (11:02:23 PM): i've also not voted someone who hasn't gone home since i've been back
mymiddlefingr (11:02:33 PM): and i voted everyone out who voted for me except alexis, who was forced to vote for me
mymiddlefingr (11:02:38 PM): plus got fairplay out
mymiddlefingr (11:02:43 PM): and came in second in every challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:02:47 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (11:02:55 PM): i cant see many people being MORE deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:02:57 PM): to be honest
mymiddlefingr (11:03:09 PM): watch us all three get all stars spots
mymiddlefingr (11:03:15 PM): the 3 least deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:03:16 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:03:33 PM): haha ikr
mymiddlefingr (11:04:18 PM): oh well atleast everyone called monica a liar
mymiddlefingr (11:04:20 PM): that's how i voted
mymiddlefingr (11:04:31 PM): everything bad i just put monica... except for brainless i put fairplay
mymiddlefingr (11:04:32 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:04:33 PM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (11:04:40 PM): monica and jane... two peas in a pod
mymiddlefingr (11:04:42 PM): HAHAHAHA
dinkii3 (11:04:49 PM): did you watch ilm 2?
mymiddlefingr (11:05:02 PM): no but it's finally done downloading
mymiddlefingr (11:05:07 PM): i just had too much to do the last two days
mymiddlefingr (11:05:16 PM): working looooong hours, then doing 3 games at once
mymiddlefingr (11:05:31 PM): hopefully i get a chance to start it up tomorrow... that's my plans for friday
mymiddlefingr (11:06:16 PM): posted
dinkii3 (11:07:28 PM): alright
mymiddlefingr (11:19:25 PM): i've never won an AIM challenge before
mymiddlefingr (11:19:29 PM): lol i'l ldo my best!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:35 PM): could be a first, who knows
dinkii3 (11:19:37 PM): i think i only won one
mymiddlefingr (11:19:41 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:19:50 PM): well... good luck to us!!!!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:51 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:28:17 PM): here that?
mymiddlefingr (11:28:20 PM): he is sitting in his car
mymiddlefingr (11:28:22 PM): playing the game
mymiddlefingr (11:28:27 PM): instead of visiting his family
mymiddlefingr (11:28:37 PM): that's why we need him out, he's damn serious abt this
mymiddlefingr (11:28:39 PM): major threat
dinkii3 (11:29:08 PM): who ?
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): monica
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): ?
mymiddlefingr (11:29:12 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:29:13 PM): monica
mymiddlefingr (11:29:18 PM): or sorry *she
mymiddlefingr (11:29:19 PM): lol
dinkii3 (11:29:33 PM): haha omg
dinkii3 (11:29:38 PM): she is such a threat
mymiddlefingr (11:30:09 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (11:30:11 PM): that was weird
mymiddlefingr (11:30:22 PM): and i was just kidding with her
mymiddlefingr (11:30:32 PM): about that not being good i nthe challenge cause she's sick
mymiddlefingr (11:30:36 PM): and then she snaps at me
mymiddlefingr (11:30:39 PM): "whatever eliza"
mymiddlefingr (11:30:40 PM): jeez
mymiddlefingr (11:33:17 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:33:22 PM): sorry i had to vent
mymiddlefingr (11:33:25 PM): that annoyed me
mymiddlefingr (11:33:31 PM): so i guess there's no challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:33:36 PM): i think i might take off for awhile
dinkii3 (11:33:37 PM): she is acting all dramatic
mymiddlefingr (11:33:43 PM): yeah she really is
dinkii3 (11:33:50 PM): she wants us to keep her
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): because she is sick
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:33:58 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:36:12 PM): i might be back in a bit...
mymiddlefingr (11:36:17 PM): but i'll probly go to sleep early
mymiddlefingr (11:36:24 PM): and try to catch up on my sleep
mymiddlefingr (11:36:34 PM): so... yeah i'll probly actually talk to you tomorrow babe
mymiddlefingr (11:36:36 PM): luv ya!
mymiddlefingr (11:36:45 PM): *mwah*
dinkii3 (11:36:50 PM): aww good night sweetie
mymiddlefingr (11:37:01 PM): you too
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LMAO!
i have never done something like this before in my entire time playing ORGs. it is just a bizarre decision to make.
i am signing my name on a waiver for monica again. i've done it before with her but not to this extent. this is like... i lied to you, straight up, fucked you over, and now here... is a knife, and here is my throat, and it's okay if you slit it.
lets take a moment to be VERY honest. who deserves to win the game the most?
i deserve to win it, yes... but, there are people who have done as good as me in the time i've been here... and they've been here longer than me. monica is one of them. and alexis is another. and even jane has made her moves but... i don't think she deserves it because she was trying HARD to get me out and she couldn't untill now, when i am going to let her. so... i think, on the list of who really deserves to win, i am third.
and i can't really say who deserves it more between monica and alexis, but i want alexis to win it between them. and actually... alexis is still here without immunities, and having her original tribe wiped the fuck out... and she's gonna make the end. which speaks a lot to her ability to survive dude... SERIOUSLY. that's fucking good.
okay...
here's my convos with alexis since i last posted:
November 11, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:52:43 AM): enjoy survivor?
gamerkennyhoang (12:52:52 AM): yeah it was pretty good
gamerkennyhoang (12:52:58 AM): im exhausted though
mymiddlefingr (12:53:16 AM): yeah, right there with ya
mymiddlefingr (12:53:22 AM): i'll be going in like 10 mins
gamerkennyhoang (12:53:29 AM): yeah im going in like 2
mymiddlefingr (12:53:32 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:53:36 AM): well sweet dreams
gamerkennyhoang (12:53:42 AM): thanks you too
mymiddlefingr (12:53:44 AM):
mymiddlefingr (7:27:31 PM): hey there
mymiddlefingr (7:27:44 PM): sorry for agreeing with jane and getting tara to post it later
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:08 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:10 PM): i was just kidding
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:12 PM): its fine
mymiddlefingr (7:29:13 PM): oh okay cool
mymiddlefingr (7:29:23 PM): jane wants me to throw it
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:32 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (7:29:32 PM): if marcus isn't winning, that is
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:37 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (7:29:43 PM): what do u think i should do?
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:47 PM): try tow in
mymiddlefingr (7:29:50 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (7:30:05 PM): okie, i might, i might not...
mymiddlefingr (7:30:10 PM): i'm exhausted to be honest
mymiddlefingr (7:30:19 PM): if it's something that runs really late into the night, i wont be able to
gamerkennyhoang (7:32:39 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (7:32:44 PM): i just want to make an attempt
mymiddlefingr (7:32:52 PM): i hope it's something u can win
mymiddlefingr (7:32:58 PM): i want to see YOU beat monica
mymiddlefingr (7:33:12 PM): hmmmm...
gamerkennyhoang (7:33:15 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (7:33:16 PM): you think the deal with them is real?
mymiddlefingr (7:33:34 PM): like, u dont think they'll jsut go show marcus and tyrone what i said abt getting them out?
mymiddlefingr (7:33:36 PM): LOL
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:09 PM): Monica is serious about the final four
mymiddlefingr (7:34:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (7:34:25 PM): that's good
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:28 PM): she swore to God i think... which if she is really a christian is a big thing
mymiddlefingr (7:34:37 PM): i don't like talking to marcus... i like tyrone, but i dont think he really deserves to be here
mymiddlefingr (7:34:46 PM): oh wow
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:49 PM): marcus is okay
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:59 PM): he's good at the social game
mymiddlefingr (7:35:02 PM): i suppose
mymiddlefingr (7:35:07 PM): talking to him annoys me a bit
gamerkennyhoang (7:35:08 PM): worked on me
mymiddlefingr (7:35:19 PM): jane said the same thing last night... he annoys her
mymiddlefingr (7:35:20 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (7:35:52 PM): i wanted Tyrone out first but i think Jane's choice is more importanted
mymiddlefingr (7:36:38 PM): yeah did she say she wanted marcus out to you too?
mymiddlefingr (7:36:42 PM): that's what she said to me
mymiddlefingr (7:36:51 PM): but monica seemed to want tyrone out first
mymiddlefingr (7:36:56 PM): i dont care myself
mymiddlefingr (7:36:58 PM): at all
gamerkennyhoang (7:37:10 PM): i think it will be marcus
mymiddlefingr (7:37:18 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (7:37:38 PM): i'm soooooo happy that i am finally in an alliance with all people i like
mymiddlefingr (7:37:45 PM): first time this game
gamerkennyhoang (7:38:41 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (7:41:00 PM): so whats up?
mymiddlefingr (7:41:07 PM): not much... confessionals
gamerkennyhoang (7:41:18 PM): lol i hate confessionals
mymiddlefingr (7:41:21 PM): tired from working all day, and then i gotta do mass confessionals i nthree different games
mymiddlefingr (7:41:31 PM): i usually love doing confessionals. but it's turning into just work
gamerkennyhoang (7:42:16 PM): Klein is probably going in namibia
mymiddlefingr (7:42:16 PM): what are you up to? naything a little more interesting?
mymiddlefingr (7:42:20 PM): awwwwwww
mymiddlefingr (7:42:28 PM): is he just not active enough or something?
gamerkennyhoang (7:42:45 PM): no not really
gamerkennyhoang (7:44:33 PM): im trying to save him
mymiddlefingr (7:45:05 PM): oh... good luck
mymiddlefingr (7:45:12 PM): wish there was a way i could help
mymiddlefingr (7:45:32 PM): i barely talk to people... and i'm not on ur tribe
mymiddlefingr (7:45:36 PM): so... not much i can do
gamerkennyhoang (7:45:40 PM): i barely talk to people too lol
mymiddlefingr (7:45:50 PM): ya. it's just not my favorite game
mymiddlefingr (7:46:01 PM): it looks like it could be good, but all my time is being spent on japan
mymiddlefingr (7:46:14 PM): i think i'm gonna change that tho. i've done what i came to do... pretty much, in japan
mymiddlefingr (7:46:32 PM): costa rica i am BARELY there at all
gamerkennyhoang (7:46:38 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (7:46:38 PM): only 3 confessionals so far
gamerkennyhoang (7:46:45 PM): im not a big confessional right
mymiddlefingr (7:46:55 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (7:47:01 PM): i started as a host
mymiddlefingr (7:47:08 PM): for almost 8 games
gamerkennyhoang (7:47:12 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (7:47:19 PM): so, i've always written big confessionals
mymiddlefingr (7:47:29 PM): and tried to play more for the hosts' entertainment than anything else
gamerkennyhoang (7:48:10 PM): yeah thats cool
mymiddlefingr (7:51:26 PM): brb
mymiddlefingr (7:51:42 PM): oh the award ceremony is posted, bth
mymiddlefingr (7:51:44 PM): btw*
gamerkennyhoang (7:51:50 PM): oh cool
gamerkennyhoang (7:51:54 PM): i'll check it out in a few minutes
mymiddlefingr (8:00:17 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (8:00:20 PM): i like them
gamerkennyhoang (8:00:29 PM): hah
mymiddlefingr (8:20:06 PM): read them yet?
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:08 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:12 PM): silent assassin
mymiddlefingr (8:20:12 PM): oh cool!
mymiddlefingr (8:20:13 PM): congrats!
mymiddlefingr (8:20:16 PM): i like that
mymiddlefingr (8:20:20 PM): i was hoping u'd get it
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:25 PM): Monica lol
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:32 PM): fakest
mymiddlefingr (8:20:33 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (8:20:38 PM): that's the award i usually get
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:47 PM): XD
mymiddlefingr (8:20:49 PM): that bodes well for your chances against monica u know
mymiddlefingr (8:20:54 PM): you got silent assassin
mymiddlefingr (8:20:58 PM): and she got liar, basically
mymiddlefingr (8:20:59 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (8:21:05 PM): perfect opposites
gamerkennyhoang (8:21:11 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (8:21:15 PM): assassins dont like liar
mymiddlefingr (8:21:21 PM):
mymiddlefingr (8:26:54 PM): brb again, sorry
gamerkennyhoang (8:27:08 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (8:41:49 PM): well, i'm back
mymiddlefingr (8:41:53 PM): for like 15 mins
mymiddlefingr (8:41:58 PM): then i'll be gone till challenge time
gamerkennyhoang (8:42:02 PM): k
gamerkennyhoang (8:42:09 PM): im watching ponderosa
gamerkennyhoang (8:42:13 PM): and Mary is annoying me
mymiddlefingr (8:42:22 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (8:42:42 PM): what is that? sorry
gamerkennyhoang (8:45:21 PM): jury house
mymiddlefingr (8:45:36 PM): oh lol ur watching the costa rica ponderosa
mymiddlefingr (8:45:55 PM): lol sorry absent minded
mymiddlefingr (8:45:56 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (8:46:02 PM): what is she doing?
gamerkennyhoang (8:46:21 PM): he just wont shut up abotu the game
mymiddlefingr (8:55:04 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (8:55:10 PM): wasn't she out first?
mymiddlefingr (8:55:13 PM): jeez, just leave it alone
mymiddlefingr (8:55:20 PM): ... oh actually look who's talking
mymiddlefingr (8:55:28 PM): still tho... leave it alone
gamerkennyhoang (8:55:40 PM): wait what are you talking about
gamerkennyhoang (8:55:47 PM): i meant Nicargua ponderosa
gamerkennyhoang (8:55:49 PM): and Marty lol
mymiddlefingr (8:56:47 PM): oh you said mary
mymiddlefingr (8:56:50 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (8:56:53 PM): oh haha
gamerkennyhoang (8:56:54 PM): sorry
mymiddlefingr (8:56:58 PM): i thought u meant costa rica
mymiddlefingr (8:57:05 PM): ya i saw that marty thing
mymiddlefingr (8:57:08 PM): lol!
mymiddlefingr (8:59:37 PM): i gotta go
mymiddlefingr (8:59:38 PM): sorry
mymiddlefingr (8:59:39 PM):
mymiddlefingr (8:59:43 PM): i'll be back for the challenge
mymiddlefingr (8:59:44 PM): ttyl hun
gamerkennyhoang (8:59:46 PM): k bye
mymiddlefingr (10:59:48 PM): good luck!!!
gamerkennyhoang (11:01:06 PM): you too
gamerkennyhoang (11:01:34 PM): its late
mymiddlefingr (11:01:41 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:01:48 PM): it is
mymiddlefingr (11:01:49 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:03:43 PM): tara isn;t evne online yet
mymiddlefingr (11:03:45 PM): HURRY
mymiddlefingr (11:03:49 PM): i'm tired
gamerkennyhoang (11:03:51 PM): she's on aim
mymiddlefingr (11:03:53 PM): i know...
mymiddlefingr (11:03:58 PM): i dont wanna bug her tho
gamerkennyhoang (11:04:46 PM): i am
mymiddlefingr (11:05:41 PM): oh awesome
mymiddlefingr (11:05:42 PM): good!
mymiddlefingr (11:05:49 PM): i've bugged her the last few times abt stuff
mymiddlefingr (11:05:55 PM): i didn't want to again
mymiddlefingr (11:05:56 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:06:14 PM): oposted
mymiddlefingr (11:06:34 PM): ewwwwwww AIM challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:06:36 PM): good luck!
mymiddlefingr (11:06:44 PM): keep it away from marcus
mymiddlefingr (11:06:47 PM): PLEASE... i suck at these
gamerkennyhoang (11:08:05 PM): did they announce the challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:08:28 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:08:31 PM): it's gonna be on AIM
gamerkennyhoang (11:10:26 PM): invite me on my alexis account lol
gamerkennyhoang (11:10:43 PM): nvm
mymiddlefingr (11:10:49 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (11:11:12 PM): just so ya know i am gonna play like i am with marcus more still
mymiddlefingr (11:11:17 PM): maybe even a bit in the chat
mymiddlefingr (11:11:18 PM): who knows
mymiddlefingr (11:29:44 PM): wow
mymiddlefingr (11:29:55 PM): you should practise counting
mymiddlefingr (11:29:56 PM): lol j/k
gamerkennyhoang (11:30:02 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:30:53 PM): i'm bitching abt monica to marcus
mymiddlefingr (11:30:55 PM): hahahaha
gamerkennyhoang (11:31:04 PM): tell her your doing that
mymiddlefingr (11:31:10 PM): oh ya i did
mymiddlefingr (11:31:14 PM): that was that thing i nthe challenge
gamerkennyhoang (11:31:16 PM): or it will blow up in your face lol
mymiddlefingr (11:31:19 PM): where she was like "whatever monica"
mymiddlefingr (11:31:25 PM): so that i could have something to bitch abt to marcus after
mymiddlefingr (11:31:26 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:31:46 PM): i'm gonna send him the whole convo
mymiddlefingr (11:31:49 PM): monica that is
mymiddlefingr (11:31:59 PM): should i send it to jane too or just monica?
gamerkennyhoang (11:32:26 PM): nah just monica
mymiddlefingr (11:32:27 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (11:32:33 PM): if we put this ugy o nthe jury
mymiddlefingr (11:32:38 PM): that is one vote i surely will not get
mymiddlefingr (11:32:40 PM): hahahahaha
gamerkennyhoang (11:34:27 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (11:34:30 PM): he'll be pissed at me too
mymiddlefingr (11:34:35 PM): i see...
mymiddlefingr (11:34:39 PM): well...
mymiddlefingr (11:34:44 PM): i'll try and make him more pissed at me
mymiddlefingr (11:34:46 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (11:34:46 PM): he started calling me babe lol
mymiddlefingr (11:34:51 PM): oh you know what
mymiddlefingr (11:34:53 PM): when i vote him out
mymiddlefingr (11:34:58 PM): i'm gonna tell him i'm a dude actually
gamerkennyhoang (11:35:02 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:35:03 PM): cause he still thinks i'm a girl
mymiddlefingr (11:35:07 PM): that'll fuckin make him hate me
gamerkennyhoang (11:35:17 PM): i think the drrockz might of made him realize
gamerkennyhoang (11:35:23 PM): for me
mymiddlefingr (11:35:28 PM): ya...
mymiddlefingr (11:35:36 PM): hmmmmm, we'll see
mymiddlefingr (11:37:14 PM): there i told him i was going to bed... i'm on invisible now
mymiddlefingr (11:37:19 PM): tho i will be going to bed for real before long
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:26 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:27 PM): me too
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:36 PM): i hope tara is okay
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:49 PM): her mom is cool
gamerkennyhoang signed off at 11:42:59 PM
mymiddlefingr (11:47:13 PM): sorry i'm not sure what happened... oh ur offline
mymiddlefingr (11:47:19 PM): ttyl
November 12, 2010
mymiddlefingr (7:10:15 PM): hi!
gamerkennyhoang (7:10:20 PM): hey
mymiddlefingr (7:10:29 PM): ready to win a challenge babe?
mymiddlefingr (7:10:37 PM): hehehe
mymiddlefingr (7:10:41 PM): oh wait!
mymiddlefingr (7:10:48 PM): did u see namibia?
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:04 PM): ydzh
mymiddlefingr (7:11:06 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:12 PM): klein is a little doucher lol
mymiddlefingr (7:11:27 PM): ya he told me he talked everyone into getting u out instead
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:33 PM): i tried super hard to keep him and when i gave up he turned everyone against me
mymiddlefingr (7:11:42 PM): lameeeeee
mymiddlefingr (7:11:47 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:52 PM): thats the 2nd time that that has happened lol
mymiddlefingr (7:11:58 PM): with him?
mymiddlefingr (7:11:59 PM): really?
mymiddlefingr (7:12:00 PM): jeez
mymiddlefingr (7:12:11 PM): you need to win japan!
mymiddlefingr (7:12:15 PM): to make up for that
gamerkennyhoang (7:12:25 PM): lol idc
mymiddlefingr (7:13:46 PM):
mymiddlefingr (7:13:58 PM): are you like really upset abt namibia?
gamerkennyhoang (7:15:37 PM): nah
mymiddlefingr (7:17:09 PM): good!
mymiddlefingr (7:17:14 PM): i wish you could trade me spots
mymiddlefingr (7:17:19 PM): i dont even wanna be in it
gamerkennyhoang (7:17:20 PM): nah
gamerkennyhoang (7:17:26 PM): it'll get better
mymiddlefingr (7:17:33 PM): ya but i'm jsut too busy
mymiddlefingr (7:17:38 PM): japan will be over soon
mymiddlefingr (7:17:41 PM): probably wuickly for me
mymiddlefingr (7:17:57 PM): ur still alive in costa rica!
mymiddlefingr (7:18:03 PM): ur guys' questions were awesome
gamerkennyhoang (7:18:07 PM): you have no faith in yourself
mymiddlefingr (7:18:11 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (7:18:13 PM): i really dont
mymiddlefingr (7:18:20 PM): well...
mymiddlefingr (7:18:26 PM): this is kinda funny... but weird
gamerkennyhoang (7:18:28 PM): you got final 3 in the bag
mymiddlefingr (7:18:34 PM): i gave monica all of my convos with marcus from yesterday
mymiddlefingr (7:18:45 PM): all of everything i said abt her
mymiddlefingr (7:18:48 PM): and i told monica
mymiddlefingr (7:18:50 PM): if you want me out
mymiddlefingr (7:18:55 PM): all you have to do
mymiddlefingr (7:18:57 PM): is show marcus this
mymiddlefingr (7:19:00 PM): and i'm out
mymiddlefingr (7:19:04 PM): and i agreed to throw the challenge
mymiddlefingr (7:19:06 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (7:19:11 PM): it really is up to monica and jane, now
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:12 PM): why
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:15 PM): why would you do that
mymiddlefingr (7:19:19 PM): i feel REALLY bad
mymiddlefingr (7:19:24 PM): i genuinely like them both
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:28 PM): like you say you want to play better
mymiddlefingr (7:19:28 PM): and i dont know...
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:40 PM): but your not
mymiddlefingr (7:19:42 PM): i probly wouldn't win anyway
mymiddlefingr (7:19:49 PM): the challenge i mean
mymiddlefingr (7:19:59 PM): ...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:02 PM): its like...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:06 PM): i am really happy abt what i've done
mymiddlefingr (7:20:10 PM): cause it gets me all stars
mymiddlefingr (7:20:17 PM): or well considerred for it anyway
mymiddlefingr (7:20:26 PM): with the fairplay thing...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:30 PM): and taking out everyone who voted for me
mymiddlefingr (7:20:41 PM): not that that was my intention
gamerkennyhoang (7:20:42 PM): except me
mymiddlefingr (7:20:44 PM): but it happened
mymiddlefingr (7:20:46 PM): ya well...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:53 PM): i dont even look at you as having voted for me
mymiddlefingr (7:20:58 PM): everyone else was
gamerkennyhoang (7:21:08 PM): yeah haha
mymiddlefingr (7:21:20 PM): in round 1 you dont stick out ur neck to save someone when everyne wants to vote them
mymiddlefingr (7:21:24 PM): but yeah...
mymiddlefingr (7:21:29 PM): so after fairplay went
mymiddlefingr (7:21:38 PM): i was like happy abt that... but sad that i screwed monica for it
mymiddlefingr (7:21:44 PM): cause i really really like her
gamerkennyhoang (7:21:52 PM): monica is cool
mymiddlefingr (7:21:58 PM): so this is my like ... i dont know... justification to myself
mymiddlefingr (7:22:06 PM): if she actualyl does want me out, she can
mymiddlefingr (7:22:17 PM): but i dont think she does
mymiddlefingr (7:22:19 PM): because...
mymiddlefingr (7:22:23 PM): she and jane are a couple
mymiddlefingr (7:22:27 PM): you and i are a couple
gamerkennyhoang (7:22:29 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (7:22:33 PM): and tyrone and marcus are a couple
mymiddlefingr (7:22:35 PM): so...
gamerkennyhoang (7:22:38 PM): jane will break up in final 4
mymiddlefingr (7:22:42 PM): if they take out me or you...
mymiddlefingr (7:22:53 PM): they would be left with a final five of marcus, tyrone, and you or me
gamerkennyhoang (7:22:56 PM): the other goes with Tyrone and Marcus
mymiddlefingr (7:22:57 PM): who could jsut vote them out
mymiddlefingr (7:23:02 PM): yeah exactly
gamerkennyhoang (7:23:09 PM): not going to the finals with Monica
mymiddlefingr (7:23:19 PM): u dont want to?
mymiddlefingr (7:23:29 PM): would u want jane and me?
gamerkennyhoang (7:23:41 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (7:23:43 PM): if thats okay
mymiddlefingr (7:23:44 PM): ouch
mymiddlefingr (7:23:49 PM): ya no it's fine
mymiddlefingr (7:23:55 PM): that'll just suck for me if i win it
mymiddlefingr (7:24:06 PM): but yeah you'd have a much better shot
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:11 PM): suck for you?
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:14 PM): i think you could win
mymiddlefingr (7:24:23 PM): no i mean it would suck to vote out monica at that point
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:26 PM): i think the hate for me would be intense
mymiddlefingr (7:24:34 PM): but that's fine
mymiddlefingr (7:24:38 PM): really?
mymiddlefingr (7:24:44 PM): i think you'll win against me
mymiddlefingr (7:24:46 PM): which is good
mymiddlefingr (7:24:57 PM): the problem is... i really do think u would have a problem winning against monica
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:58 PM): your a goof
gamerkennyhoang (7:25:08 PM): the point of survivor is to win the game
mymiddlefingr (7:25:14 PM): so ya, it would be hard for me to vote her if i won the final challenge but i would have to
mymiddlefingr (7:25:19 PM): oh i'm trying
mymiddlefingr (7:25:24 PM): i just think you have it
mymiddlefingr (7:25:27 PM): but that's good
mymiddlefingr (7:25:31 PM): either one of us is good
mymiddlefingr (7:25:40 PM): actually if jane went to final 3 with you and me
mymiddlefingr (7:25:45 PM): we'd probly be first and second
gamerkennyhoang (7:26:07 PM): i think monica will win final 4.....
gamerkennyhoang (7:26:13 PM): so it'll just be jane
mymiddlefingr (7:26:38 PM): well we can take her out at final 5
mymiddlefingr (7:26:42 PM): if we vote out marcus now
mymiddlefingr (7:26:50 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (7:26:53 PM): that's what jane wanted
mymiddlefingr (7:26:55 PM): not monica tho
mymiddlefingr (7:26:58 PM): but whatever
gamerkennyhoang (7:27:03 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (7:27:04 PM): jane wants it, you probly want it, i want it
mymiddlefingr (7:27:07 PM): tyrone loves me
mymiddlefingr (7:27:11 PM): for whatever reason
mymiddlefingr (7:27:16 PM): so does marcus but he's a wild card
mymiddlefingr (7:27:24 PM): he will literally go wherever
mymiddlefingr (7:27:27 PM): and he cares more too
mymiddlefingr (7:27:42 PM): tyrone has a good chance of winning an all stars game right now
mymiddlefingr (7:27:47 PM): and marcus just got betrayed in it
gamerkennyhoang (7:27:55 PM): oh wow
mymiddlefingr (7:28:02 PM): so... yeah, that says a lot for how much time each would be putting into this game
mymiddlefingr (7:28:03 PM):
mymiddlefingr (7:28:30 PM): have you heard of BT?
mymiddlefingr (7:28:33 PM): bermuda triangle?
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:39 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (7:28:46 PM): yeah it's the all-stars of that one
mymiddlefingr (7:28:50 PM): i met tyrone in the first game
mymiddlefingr (7:28:55 PM): or the second game actually
mymiddlefingr (7:28:57 PM): mystery island
mymiddlefingr (7:29:07 PM): we were friends but everyone else hated me so he had to vote me out
mymiddlefingr (7:29:14 PM): he got second in it
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:17 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (7:29:19 PM): sorry lol now i'm rambling
mymiddlefingr (7:29:24 PM): but yeah that's how he knows me
mymiddlefingr (7:29:30 PM): dont tell monica, she doesn't that much
mymiddlefingr (7:30:28 PM): okie so...
mymiddlefingr (7:30:36 PM): challenge in 30 mins
gamerkennyhoang (7:30:41 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (7:30:45 PM): try and take out marcus
mymiddlefingr (7:30:49 PM): then try and take out monica
gamerkennyhoang (7:30:49 PM): im leaving i an hour and a half
mymiddlefingr (7:30:57 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (7:31:00 PM): me too
mymiddlefingr (7:31:06 PM): i gotta post this confessional i have been writing
_____________________________________________________________________
i do want to win this. i just don't want to get in the way of alexis. like if i were to get further than her, like if it were between her and i... that would really bother me. i won't ever vote her and i wont ever let her get taken out INSTEAD of me...
but make no mistake, i do want to get to the end, and i do want to beat her. but i want her to get atleast second in that scenario.
so the rest of the game is for her... in a big sense. but that's not all of what i am doing here, or i would not be spending these hours. i believe i will already be seriously considered for a spot in all stars. everyone that voted for me was out, and i was the reason that train started rolling. whether it looked that way or not, it's because i made that decision. and i stuck to that decision.
and it's because of myself and alexis that fairplay is out. and... sorry to say, but i think the time i put in with marcus when i was out of the game, and the raport i had with tyrone from the start of us talking in this game... was the main reason that was able to happen when it did. and i believe the things i said, in public, and the way i acted played a big part i ntheir trusting i nthe voters enough to really actually both vote that way, together, finally.
either way... it was the first time i voted fairplay. and that says something.
i would not still be spending these hours after all this, with this sense of calm... if it were not for me to go to the end and have a shot at winning.
but... with that said... i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE alexis!!!!!
lol... skim through this convo with marcus, from before we attempted the hcallenge last night and then after...
November 11, 2010
mymiddlefingr (5:20:07 PM): hey
dinkii3 (5:20:58 PM): Hey eli
mymiddlefingr (5:21:10 PM): how r u?
dinkii3 (5:23:35 PM): i am good and u ?
mymiddlefingr (5:23:56 PM): all right, tired, just got back from work
mymiddlefingr (5:24:03 PM): kinda disappointed abt the challenge time
mymiddlefingr (5:24:19 PM): i have shows on then that i dont wanna miss but i guess i'm gonna have to
dinkii3 (5:26:07 PM): awwww
dinkii3 (5:26:08 PM): damn
mymiddlefingr (5:26:14 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:26:16 PM): what bad timing
mymiddlefingr (5:26:29 PM): we gotta make sure monica loses
mymiddlefingr (5:26:32 PM): what if she wins again?
mymiddlefingr (5:26:35 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (5:26:57 PM): omg
dinkii3 (5:27:00 PM): that wuill be sucks
mymiddlefingr (5:28:10 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:28:14 PM): lets just focus on winning
mymiddlefingr (5:28:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (5:28:19 PM): i'll do my best
mymiddlefingr (5:29:46 PM): will you be online when the challenge startS?
mymiddlefingr (5:45:55 PM): i gotta go for a bit marcus, sorry hun
mymiddlefingr (5:46:00 PM): i'll be back in like an hour or so
mymiddlefingr (5:46:01 PM):
dinkii3 (5:46:53 PM): sorry
dinkii3 (5:46:56 PM): i am busy now
dinkii3 (5:47:01 PM): ok we will talk later
mymiddlefingr (5:47:09 PM): no prob, perfect timing
mymiddlefingr (10:59:08 PM): good luck!
mymiddlefingr (10:59:12 PM): almost challenge time!
dinkii3 (11:00:21 PM): i cant believe we were voted least deserving
dinkii3 (11:00:25 PM): like seriously
mymiddlefingr (11:00:28 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:00:36 PM): and we took out the guy no one else could take out
mymiddlefingr (11:00:39 PM): fuck em all
dinkii3 (11:00:48 PM): well if they think that , they can go and die
mymiddlefingr (11:02:01 PM): exactly
mymiddlefingr (11:02:08 PM): i've written more confessional posts than anyone all game
mymiddlefingr (11:02:11 PM): and i know that for a fact
mymiddlefingr (11:02:23 PM): i've also not voted someone who hasn't gone home since i've been back
mymiddlefingr (11:02:33 PM): and i voted everyone out who voted for me except alexis, who was forced to vote for me
mymiddlefingr (11:02:38 PM): plus got fairplay out
mymiddlefingr (11:02:43 PM): and came in second in every challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:02:47 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (11:02:55 PM): i cant see many people being MORE deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:02:57 PM): to be honest
mymiddlefingr (11:03:09 PM): watch us all three get all stars spots
mymiddlefingr (11:03:15 PM): the 3 least deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:03:16 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:03:33 PM): haha ikr
mymiddlefingr (11:04:18 PM): oh well atleast everyone called monica a liar
mymiddlefingr (11:04:20 PM): that's how i voted
mymiddlefingr (11:04:31 PM): everything bad i just put monica... except for brainless i put fairplay
mymiddlefingr (11:04:32 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:04:33 PM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (11:04:40 PM): monica and jane... two peas in a pod
mymiddlefingr (11:04:42 PM): HAHAHAHA
dinkii3 (11:04:49 PM): did you watch ilm 2?
mymiddlefingr (11:05:02 PM): no but it's finally done downloading
mymiddlefingr (11:05:07 PM): i just had too much to do the last two days
mymiddlefingr (11:05:16 PM): working looooong hours, then doing 3 games at once
mymiddlefingr (11:05:31 PM): hopefully i get a chance to start it up tomorrow... that's my plans for friday
mymiddlefingr (11:06:16 PM): posted
dinkii3 (11:07:28 PM): alright
mymiddlefingr (11:19:25 PM): i've never won an AIM challenge before
mymiddlefingr (11:19:29 PM): lol i'l ldo my best!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:35 PM): could be a first, who knows
dinkii3 (11:19:37 PM): i think i only won one
mymiddlefingr (11:19:41 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:19:50 PM): well... good luck to us!!!!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:51 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:28:17 PM): here that?
mymiddlefingr (11:28:20 PM): he is sitting in his car
mymiddlefingr (11:28:22 PM): playing the game
mymiddlefingr (11:28:27 PM): instead of visiting his family
mymiddlefingr (11:28:37 PM): that's why we need him out, he's damn serious abt this
mymiddlefingr (11:28:39 PM): major threat
dinkii3 (11:29:08 PM): who ?
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): monica
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): ?
mymiddlefingr (11:29:12 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:29:13 PM): monica
mymiddlefingr (11:29:18 PM): or sorry *she
mymiddlefingr (11:29:19 PM): lol
dinkii3 (11:29:33 PM): haha omg
dinkii3 (11:29:38 PM): she is such a threat
mymiddlefingr (11:30:09 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (11:30:11 PM): that was weird
mymiddlefingr (11:30:22 PM): and i was just kidding with her
mymiddlefingr (11:30:32 PM): about that not being good i nthe challenge cause she's sick
mymiddlefingr (11:30:36 PM): and then she snaps at me
mymiddlefingr (11:30:39 PM): "whatever eliza"
mymiddlefingr (11:30:40 PM): jeez
mymiddlefingr (11:33:17 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:33:22 PM): sorry i had to vent
mymiddlefingr (11:33:25 PM): that annoyed me
mymiddlefingr (11:33:31 PM): so i guess there's no challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:33:36 PM): i think i might take off for awhile
dinkii3 (11:33:37 PM): she is acting all dramatic
mymiddlefingr (11:33:43 PM): yeah she really is
dinkii3 (11:33:50 PM): she wants us to keep her
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): because she is sick
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:33:58 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:36:12 PM): i might be back in a bit...
mymiddlefingr (11:36:17 PM): but i'll probly go to sleep early
mymiddlefingr (11:36:24 PM): and try to catch up on my sleep
mymiddlefingr (11:36:34 PM): so... yeah i'll probly actually talk to you tomorrow babe
mymiddlefingr (11:36:36 PM): luv ya!
mymiddlefingr (11:36:45 PM):
dinkii3 (11:36:50 PM): aww good night sweetie
mymiddlefingr (11:37:01 PM): you too
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okay, now read this LONG ASS private message that i sent to monica at the end of the night (titled "here you go") :
hehehehe it's me!!!
lol sorry. okay so as well as me not getting immunity this round unless marcus is taking everyone else out, then i'll take him down... i want you to have all my convo with him from today.
to preface this, though... since the end of it is me talking kinda bad abt you...
i'm sure you know this already but just in case you don't, jane told me last night she wantsto blindside marcus. like she wants it to be a blindside. she wants t do like a custom parchment and all this stuff... lol... she's awesome...
but anyway she suggested that me and alexis keep pretending we're with marcus so that he really believes he is staying.
so... i assume this is to lessen the chance that i'l get the jury votes, and that alexis will getthe jury votes.
i'm cool with that, i like the idea of the blindside.
but then i got to like talking bad abt you some tonight, and it was like... there's no need for this. he already thinks i'm wit hhim, i jsut gotta not give him any reason to believe i'm not. i don't have to drive it home anymore.
so yeah, i won't badmouth you anymore or anything. it felt like dirty and just... unneccessary.
and really, who cares what he thinks when it gets down to it. it doesn't even need to be a blindside really.
i dont care...
so yeah... here's all my convos with him from today. with this, and me not being immune, it TRULY is up to you whether i stay in the game or not. i'm sure feeding you this is enough to make marcus hate me if he found out.
and honestly, i swear to God, if you want to take me out, if that's your choice, i wont blame you and i wont hold it against you or be overly upset at you... OVERLY... it'll still get to me some, obviously. how could it not
oh and i'd like to talk to you on AIM abt something... it's a deal i wanna make about the final 4 immunity challenge... like, if you win it you'll blah blah blah and if i win it i'l... blah blah blah... sorta thing... just wanna run it by you sometime.
but not tonight cause i finally get to catch up on my sleep after i send this loooooooooooong PM.
all right, without further ado... here's the convo...
November 11, 2010
mymiddlefingr (5:20:07 PM): hey
dinkii3 (5:20:58 PM): Hey eli
mymiddlefingr (5:21:10 PM): how r u?
dinkii3 (5:23:35 PM): i am good and u ?
mymiddlefingr (5:23:56 PM): all right, tired, just got back from work
mymiddlefingr (5:24:03 PM): kinda disappointed abt the challenge time
mymiddlefingr (5:24:19 PM): i have shows on then that i dont wanna miss but i guess i'm gonna have to
dinkii3 (5:26:07 PM): awwww
dinkii3 (5:26:08 PM): damn
mymiddlefingr (5:26:14 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:26:16 PM): what bad timing
mymiddlefingr (5:26:29 PM): we gotta make sure monica loses
mymiddlefingr (5:26:32 PM): what if she wins again?
mymiddlefingr (5:26:35 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (5:26:57 PM): omg
dinkii3 (5:27:00 PM): that wuill be sucks
mymiddlefingr (5:28:10 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (5:28:14 PM): lets just focus on winning
mymiddlefingr (5:28:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (5:28:19 PM): i'll do my best
mymiddlefingr (5:29:46 PM): will you be online when the challenge startS?
mymiddlefingr (5:45:55 PM): i gotta go for a bit marcus, sorry hun
mymiddlefingr (5:46:00 PM): i'll be back in like an hour or so
mymiddlefingr (5:46:01 PM):
dinkii3 (5:46:53 PM): sorry
dinkii3 (5:46:56 PM): i am busy now
dinkii3 (5:47:01 PM): ok we will talk later
mymiddlefingr (5:47:09 PM): no prob, perfect timing
mymiddlefingr (10:59:08 PM): good luck!
mymiddlefingr (10:59:12 PM): almost challenge time!
dinkii3 (11:00:21 PM): i cant believe we were voted least deserving
dinkii3 (11:00:25 PM): like seriously
mymiddlefingr (11:00:28 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:00:36 PM): and we took out the guy no one else could take out
mymiddlefingr (11:00:39 PM): fuck em all
dinkii3 (11:00:48 PM): well if they think that , they can go and die
mymiddlefingr (11:02:01 PM): exactly
mymiddlefingr (11:02:08 PM): i've written more confessional posts than anyone all game
mymiddlefingr (11:02:11 PM): and i know that for a fact
mymiddlefingr (11:02:23 PM): i've also not voted someone who hasn't gone home since i've been back
mymiddlefingr (11:02:33 PM): and i voted everyone out who voted for me except alexis, who was forced to vote for me
mymiddlefingr (11:02:38 PM): plus got fairplay out
mymiddlefingr (11:02:43 PM): and came in second in every challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:02:47 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (11:02:55 PM): i cant see many people being MORE deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:02:57 PM): to be honest
mymiddlefingr (11:03:09 PM): watch us all three get all stars spots
mymiddlefingr (11:03:15 PM): the 3 least deserving
mymiddlefingr (11:03:16 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:03:33 PM): haha ikr
mymiddlefingr (11:04:18 PM): oh well atleast everyone called monica a liar
mymiddlefingr (11:04:20 PM): that's how i voted
mymiddlefingr (11:04:31 PM): everything bad i just put monica... except for brainless i put fairplay
mymiddlefingr (11:04:32 PM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:04:33 PM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (11:04:40 PM): monica and jane... two peas in a pod
mymiddlefingr (11:04:42 PM): HAHAHAHA
dinkii3 (11:04:49 PM): did you watch ilm 2?
mymiddlefingr (11:05:02 PM): no but it's finally done downloading
mymiddlefingr (11:05:07 PM): i just had too much to do the last two days
mymiddlefingr (11:05:16 PM): working looooong hours, then doing 3 games at once
mymiddlefingr (11:05:31 PM): hopefully i get a chance to start it up tomorrow... that's my plans for friday
mymiddlefingr (11:06:16 PM): posted
dinkii3 (11:07:28 PM): alright
mymiddlefingr (11:19:25 PM): i've never won an AIM challenge before
mymiddlefingr (11:19:29 PM): lol i'l ldo my best!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:35 PM): could be a first, who knows
dinkii3 (11:19:37 PM): i think i only won one
mymiddlefingr (11:19:41 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:19:50 PM): well... good luck to us!!!!
mymiddlefingr (11:19:51 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:28:17 PM): here that?
mymiddlefingr (11:28:20 PM): he is sitting in his car
mymiddlefingr (11:28:22 PM): playing the game
mymiddlefingr (11:28:27 PM): instead of visiting his family
mymiddlefingr (11:28:37 PM): that's why we need him out, he's damn serious abt this
mymiddlefingr (11:28:39 PM): major threat
dinkii3 (11:29:08 PM): who ?
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): monica
dinkii3 (11:29:11 PM): ?
mymiddlefingr (11:29:12 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:29:13 PM): monica
mymiddlefingr (11:29:18 PM): or sorry *she
mymiddlefingr (11:29:19 PM): lol
dinkii3 (11:29:33 PM): haha omg
dinkii3 (11:29:38 PM): she is such a threat
mymiddlefingr (11:30:09 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (11:30:11 PM): that was weird
mymiddlefingr (11:30:22 PM): and i was just kidding with her
mymiddlefingr (11:30:32 PM): about that not being good i nthe challenge cause she's sick
mymiddlefingr (11:30:36 PM): and then she snaps at me
mymiddlefingr (11:30:39 PM): "whatever eliza"
mymiddlefingr (11:30:40 PM): jeez
mymiddlefingr (11:33:17 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:33:22 PM): sorry i had to vent
mymiddlefingr (11:33:25 PM): that annoyed me
mymiddlefingr (11:33:31 PM): so i guess there's no challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:33:36 PM): i think i might take off for awhile
dinkii3 (11:33:37 PM): she is acting all dramatic
mymiddlefingr (11:33:43 PM): yeah she really is
dinkii3 (11:33:50 PM): she wants us to keep her
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): because she is sick
dinkii3 (11:33:56 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:33:58 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:36:12 PM): i might be back in a bit...
mymiddlefingr (11:36:17 PM): but i'll probly go to sleep early
mymiddlefingr (11:36:24 PM): and try to catch up on my sleep
mymiddlefingr (11:36:34 PM): so... yeah i'll probly actually talk to you tomorrow babe
mymiddlefingr (11:36:36 PM): luv ya!
mymiddlefingr (11:36:45 PM): *mwah*
dinkii3 (11:36:50 PM): aww good night sweetie
mymiddlefingr (11:37:01 PM): you too
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LMAO!
i have never done something like this before in my entire time playing ORGs. it is just a bizarre decision to make.
i am signing my name on a waiver for monica again. i've done it before with her but not to this extent. this is like... i lied to you, straight up, fucked you over, and now here... is a knife, and here is my throat, and it's okay if you slit it.
lets take a moment to be VERY honest. who deserves to win the game the most?
i deserve to win it, yes... but, there are people who have done as good as me in the time i've been here... and they've been here longer than me. monica is one of them. and alexis is another. and even jane has made her moves but... i don't think she deserves it because she was trying HARD to get me out and she couldn't untill now, when i am going to let her. so... i think, on the list of who really deserves to win, i am third.
and i can't really say who deserves it more between monica and alexis, but i want alexis to win it between them. and actually... alexis is still here without immunities, and having her original tribe wiped the fuck out... and she's gonna make the end. which speaks a lot to her ability to survive dude... SERIOUSLY. that's fucking good.
okay...
here's my convos with alexis since i last posted:
November 11, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:52:43 AM): enjoy survivor?
gamerkennyhoang (12:52:52 AM): yeah it was pretty good
gamerkennyhoang (12:52:58 AM): im exhausted though
mymiddlefingr (12:53:16 AM): yeah, right there with ya
mymiddlefingr (12:53:22 AM): i'll be going in like 10 mins
gamerkennyhoang (12:53:29 AM): yeah im going in like 2
mymiddlefingr (12:53:32 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:53:36 AM): well sweet dreams
gamerkennyhoang (12:53:42 AM): thanks you too
mymiddlefingr (12:53:44 AM):
mymiddlefingr (7:27:31 PM): hey there
mymiddlefingr (7:27:44 PM): sorry for agreeing with jane and getting tara to post it later
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:08 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:10 PM): i was just kidding
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:12 PM): its fine
mymiddlefingr (7:29:13 PM): oh okay cool
mymiddlefingr (7:29:23 PM): jane wants me to throw it
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:32 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (7:29:32 PM): if marcus isn't winning, that is
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:37 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (7:29:43 PM): what do u think i should do?
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:47 PM): try tow in
mymiddlefingr (7:29:50 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (7:30:05 PM): okie, i might, i might not...
mymiddlefingr (7:30:10 PM): i'm exhausted to be honest
mymiddlefingr (7:30:19 PM): if it's something that runs really late into the night, i wont be able to
gamerkennyhoang (7:32:39 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (7:32:44 PM): i just want to make an attempt
mymiddlefingr (7:32:52 PM): i hope it's something u can win
mymiddlefingr (7:32:58 PM): i want to see YOU beat monica
mymiddlefingr (7:33:12 PM): hmmmm...
gamerkennyhoang (7:33:15 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (7:33:16 PM): you think the deal with them is real?
mymiddlefingr (7:33:34 PM): like, u dont think they'll jsut go show marcus and tyrone what i said abt getting them out?
mymiddlefingr (7:33:36 PM): LOL
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:09 PM): Monica is serious about the final four
mymiddlefingr (7:34:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (7:34:25 PM): that's good
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:28 PM): she swore to God i think... which if she is really a christian is a big thing
mymiddlefingr (7:34:37 PM): i don't like talking to marcus... i like tyrone, but i dont think he really deserves to be here
mymiddlefingr (7:34:46 PM): oh wow
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:49 PM): marcus is okay
gamerkennyhoang (7:34:59 PM): he's good at the social game
mymiddlefingr (7:35:02 PM): i suppose
mymiddlefingr (7:35:07 PM): talking to him annoys me a bit
gamerkennyhoang (7:35:08 PM): worked on me
mymiddlefingr (7:35:19 PM): jane said the same thing last night... he annoys her
mymiddlefingr (7:35:20 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (7:35:52 PM): i wanted Tyrone out first but i think Jane's choice is more importanted
mymiddlefingr (7:36:38 PM): yeah did she say she wanted marcus out to you too?
mymiddlefingr (7:36:42 PM): that's what she said to me
mymiddlefingr (7:36:51 PM): but monica seemed to want tyrone out first
mymiddlefingr (7:36:56 PM): i dont care myself
mymiddlefingr (7:36:58 PM): at all
gamerkennyhoang (7:37:10 PM): i think it will be marcus
mymiddlefingr (7:37:18 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (7:37:38 PM): i'm soooooo happy that i am finally in an alliance with all people i like
mymiddlefingr (7:37:45 PM): first time this game
gamerkennyhoang (7:38:41 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (7:41:00 PM): so whats up?
mymiddlefingr (7:41:07 PM): not much... confessionals
gamerkennyhoang (7:41:18 PM): lol i hate confessionals
mymiddlefingr (7:41:21 PM): tired from working all day, and then i gotta do mass confessionals i nthree different games
mymiddlefingr (7:41:31 PM): i usually love doing confessionals. but it's turning into just work
gamerkennyhoang (7:42:16 PM): Klein is probably going in namibia
mymiddlefingr (7:42:16 PM): what are you up to? naything a little more interesting?
mymiddlefingr (7:42:20 PM): awwwwwww
mymiddlefingr (7:42:28 PM): is he just not active enough or something?
gamerkennyhoang (7:42:45 PM): no not really
gamerkennyhoang (7:44:33 PM): im trying to save him
mymiddlefingr (7:45:05 PM): oh... good luck
mymiddlefingr (7:45:12 PM): wish there was a way i could help
mymiddlefingr (7:45:32 PM): i barely talk to people... and i'm not on ur tribe
mymiddlefingr (7:45:36 PM): so... not much i can do
gamerkennyhoang (7:45:40 PM): i barely talk to people too lol
mymiddlefingr (7:45:50 PM): ya. it's just not my favorite game
mymiddlefingr (7:46:01 PM): it looks like it could be good, but all my time is being spent on japan
mymiddlefingr (7:46:14 PM): i think i'm gonna change that tho. i've done what i came to do... pretty much, in japan
mymiddlefingr (7:46:32 PM): costa rica i am BARELY there at all
gamerkennyhoang (7:46:38 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (7:46:38 PM): only 3 confessionals so far
gamerkennyhoang (7:46:45 PM): im not a big confessional right
mymiddlefingr (7:46:55 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (7:47:01 PM): i started as a host
mymiddlefingr (7:47:08 PM): for almost 8 games
gamerkennyhoang (7:47:12 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (7:47:19 PM): so, i've always written big confessionals
mymiddlefingr (7:47:29 PM): and tried to play more for the hosts' entertainment than anything else
gamerkennyhoang (7:48:10 PM): yeah thats cool
mymiddlefingr (7:51:26 PM): brb
mymiddlefingr (7:51:42 PM): oh the award ceremony is posted, bth
mymiddlefingr (7:51:44 PM): btw*
gamerkennyhoang (7:51:50 PM): oh cool
gamerkennyhoang (7:51:54 PM): i'll check it out in a few minutes
mymiddlefingr (8:00:17 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (8:00:20 PM): i like them
gamerkennyhoang (8:00:29 PM): hah
mymiddlefingr (8:20:06 PM): read them yet?
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:08 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:12 PM): silent assassin
mymiddlefingr (8:20:12 PM): oh cool!
mymiddlefingr (8:20:13 PM): congrats!
mymiddlefingr (8:20:16 PM): i like that
mymiddlefingr (8:20:20 PM): i was hoping u'd get it
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:25 PM): Monica lol
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:32 PM): fakest
mymiddlefingr (8:20:33 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (8:20:38 PM): that's the award i usually get
gamerkennyhoang (8:20:47 PM): XD
mymiddlefingr (8:20:49 PM): that bodes well for your chances against monica u know
mymiddlefingr (8:20:54 PM): you got silent assassin
mymiddlefingr (8:20:58 PM): and she got liar, basically
mymiddlefingr (8:20:59 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (8:21:05 PM): perfect opposites
gamerkennyhoang (8:21:11 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (8:21:15 PM): assassins dont like liar
mymiddlefingr (8:21:21 PM):
mymiddlefingr (8:26:54 PM): brb again, sorry
gamerkennyhoang (8:27:08 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (8:41:49 PM): well, i'm back
mymiddlefingr (8:41:53 PM): for like 15 mins
mymiddlefingr (8:41:58 PM): then i'll be gone till challenge time
gamerkennyhoang (8:42:02 PM): k
gamerkennyhoang (8:42:09 PM): im watching ponderosa
gamerkennyhoang (8:42:13 PM): and Mary is annoying me
mymiddlefingr (8:42:22 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (8:42:42 PM): what is that? sorry
gamerkennyhoang (8:45:21 PM): jury house
mymiddlefingr (8:45:36 PM): oh lol ur watching the costa rica ponderosa
mymiddlefingr (8:45:55 PM): lol sorry absent minded
mymiddlefingr (8:45:56 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (8:46:02 PM): what is she doing?
gamerkennyhoang (8:46:21 PM): he just wont shut up abotu the game
mymiddlefingr (8:55:04 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (8:55:10 PM): wasn't she out first?
mymiddlefingr (8:55:13 PM): jeez, just leave it alone
mymiddlefingr (8:55:20 PM): ... oh actually look who's talking
mymiddlefingr (8:55:28 PM): still tho... leave it alone
gamerkennyhoang (8:55:40 PM): wait what are you talking about
gamerkennyhoang (8:55:47 PM): i meant Nicargua ponderosa
gamerkennyhoang (8:55:49 PM): and Marty lol
mymiddlefingr (8:56:47 PM): oh you said mary
mymiddlefingr (8:56:50 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (8:56:53 PM): oh haha
gamerkennyhoang (8:56:54 PM): sorry
mymiddlefingr (8:56:58 PM): i thought u meant costa rica
mymiddlefingr (8:57:05 PM): ya i saw that marty thing
mymiddlefingr (8:57:08 PM): lol!
mymiddlefingr (8:59:37 PM): i gotta go
mymiddlefingr (8:59:38 PM): sorry
mymiddlefingr (8:59:39 PM):
mymiddlefingr (8:59:43 PM): i'll be back for the challenge
mymiddlefingr (8:59:44 PM): ttyl hun
gamerkennyhoang (8:59:46 PM): k bye
mymiddlefingr (10:59:48 PM): good luck!!!
gamerkennyhoang (11:01:06 PM): you too
gamerkennyhoang (11:01:34 PM): its late
mymiddlefingr (11:01:41 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:01:48 PM): it is
mymiddlefingr (11:01:49 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:03:43 PM): tara isn;t evne online yet
mymiddlefingr (11:03:45 PM): HURRY
mymiddlefingr (11:03:49 PM): i'm tired
gamerkennyhoang (11:03:51 PM): she's on aim
mymiddlefingr (11:03:53 PM): i know...
mymiddlefingr (11:03:58 PM): i dont wanna bug her tho
gamerkennyhoang (11:04:46 PM): i am
mymiddlefingr (11:05:41 PM): oh awesome
mymiddlefingr (11:05:42 PM): good!
mymiddlefingr (11:05:49 PM): i've bugged her the last few times abt stuff
mymiddlefingr (11:05:55 PM): i didn't want to again
mymiddlefingr (11:05:56 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:06:14 PM): oposted
mymiddlefingr (11:06:34 PM): ewwwwwww AIM challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:06:36 PM): good luck!
mymiddlefingr (11:06:44 PM): keep it away from marcus
mymiddlefingr (11:06:47 PM): PLEASE... i suck at these
gamerkennyhoang (11:08:05 PM): did they announce the challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:08:28 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (11:08:31 PM): it's gonna be on AIM
gamerkennyhoang (11:10:26 PM): invite me on my alexis account lol
gamerkennyhoang (11:10:43 PM): nvm
mymiddlefingr (11:10:49 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (11:11:12 PM): just so ya know i am gonna play like i am with marcus more still
mymiddlefingr (11:11:17 PM): maybe even a bit in the chat
mymiddlefingr (11:11:18 PM): who knows
mymiddlefingr (11:29:44 PM): wow
mymiddlefingr (11:29:55 PM): you should practise counting
mymiddlefingr (11:29:56 PM): lol j/k
gamerkennyhoang (11:30:02 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:30:53 PM): i'm bitching abt monica to marcus
mymiddlefingr (11:30:55 PM): hahahaha
gamerkennyhoang (11:31:04 PM): tell her your doing that
mymiddlefingr (11:31:10 PM): oh ya i did
mymiddlefingr (11:31:14 PM): that was that thing i nthe challenge
gamerkennyhoang (11:31:16 PM): or it will blow up in your face lol
mymiddlefingr (11:31:19 PM): where she was like "whatever monica"
mymiddlefingr (11:31:25 PM): so that i could have something to bitch abt to marcus after
mymiddlefingr (11:31:26 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:31:46 PM): i'm gonna send him the whole convo
mymiddlefingr (11:31:49 PM): monica that is
mymiddlefingr (11:31:59 PM): should i send it to jane too or just monica?
gamerkennyhoang (11:32:26 PM): nah just monica
mymiddlefingr (11:32:27 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (11:32:33 PM): if we put this ugy o nthe jury
mymiddlefingr (11:32:38 PM): that is one vote i surely will not get
mymiddlefingr (11:32:40 PM): hahahahaha
gamerkennyhoang (11:34:27 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (11:34:30 PM): he'll be pissed at me too
mymiddlefingr (11:34:35 PM): i see...
mymiddlefingr (11:34:39 PM): well...
mymiddlefingr (11:34:44 PM): i'll try and make him more pissed at me
mymiddlefingr (11:34:46 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (11:34:46 PM): he started calling me babe lol
mymiddlefingr (11:34:51 PM): oh you know what
mymiddlefingr (11:34:53 PM): when i vote him out
mymiddlefingr (11:34:58 PM): i'm gonna tell him i'm a dude actually
gamerkennyhoang (11:35:02 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:35:03 PM): cause he still thinks i'm a girl
mymiddlefingr (11:35:07 PM): that'll fuckin make him hate me
gamerkennyhoang (11:35:17 PM): i think the drrockz might of made him realize
gamerkennyhoang (11:35:23 PM): for me
mymiddlefingr (11:35:28 PM): ya...
mymiddlefingr (11:35:36 PM): hmmmmm, we'll see
mymiddlefingr (11:37:14 PM): there i told him i was going to bed... i'm on invisible now
mymiddlefingr (11:37:19 PM): tho i will be going to bed for real before long
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:26 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:27 PM): me too
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:36 PM): i hope tara is okay
gamerkennyhoang (11:37:49 PM): her mom is cool
gamerkennyhoang signed off at 11:42:59 PM
mymiddlefingr (11:47:13 PM): sorry i'm not sure what happened... oh ur offline
mymiddlefingr (11:47:19 PM): ttyl
November 12, 2010
mymiddlefingr (7:10:15 PM): hi!
gamerkennyhoang (7:10:20 PM): hey
mymiddlefingr (7:10:29 PM): ready to win a challenge babe?
mymiddlefingr (7:10:37 PM): hehehe
mymiddlefingr (7:10:41 PM): oh wait!
mymiddlefingr (7:10:48 PM): did u see namibia?
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:04 PM): ydzh
mymiddlefingr (7:11:06 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:12 PM): klein is a little doucher lol
mymiddlefingr (7:11:27 PM): ya he told me he talked everyone into getting u out instead
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:33 PM): i tried super hard to keep him and when i gave up he turned everyone against me
mymiddlefingr (7:11:42 PM): lameeeeee
mymiddlefingr (7:11:47 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (7:11:52 PM): thats the 2nd time that that has happened lol
mymiddlefingr (7:11:58 PM): with him?
mymiddlefingr (7:11:59 PM): really?
mymiddlefingr (7:12:00 PM): jeez
mymiddlefingr (7:12:11 PM): you need to win japan!
mymiddlefingr (7:12:15 PM): to make up for that
gamerkennyhoang (7:12:25 PM): lol idc
mymiddlefingr (7:13:46 PM):
mymiddlefingr (7:13:58 PM): are you like really upset abt namibia?
gamerkennyhoang (7:15:37 PM): nah
mymiddlefingr (7:17:09 PM): good!
mymiddlefingr (7:17:14 PM): i wish you could trade me spots
mymiddlefingr (7:17:19 PM): i dont even wanna be in it
gamerkennyhoang (7:17:20 PM): nah
gamerkennyhoang (7:17:26 PM): it'll get better
mymiddlefingr (7:17:33 PM): ya but i'm jsut too busy
mymiddlefingr (7:17:38 PM): japan will be over soon
mymiddlefingr (7:17:41 PM): probably wuickly for me
mymiddlefingr (7:17:57 PM): ur still alive in costa rica!
mymiddlefingr (7:18:03 PM): ur guys' questions were awesome
gamerkennyhoang (7:18:07 PM): you have no faith in yourself
mymiddlefingr (7:18:11 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (7:18:13 PM): i really dont
mymiddlefingr (7:18:20 PM): well...
mymiddlefingr (7:18:26 PM): this is kinda funny... but weird
gamerkennyhoang (7:18:28 PM): you got final 3 in the bag
mymiddlefingr (7:18:34 PM): i gave monica all of my convos with marcus from yesterday
mymiddlefingr (7:18:45 PM): all of everything i said abt her
mymiddlefingr (7:18:48 PM): and i told monica
mymiddlefingr (7:18:50 PM): if you want me out
mymiddlefingr (7:18:55 PM): all you have to do
mymiddlefingr (7:18:57 PM): is show marcus this
mymiddlefingr (7:19:00 PM): and i'm out
mymiddlefingr (7:19:04 PM): and i agreed to throw the challenge
mymiddlefingr (7:19:06 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (7:19:11 PM): it really is up to monica and jane, now
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:12 PM): why
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:15 PM): why would you do that
mymiddlefingr (7:19:19 PM): i feel REALLY bad
mymiddlefingr (7:19:24 PM): i genuinely like them both
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:28 PM): like you say you want to play better
mymiddlefingr (7:19:28 PM): and i dont know...
gamerkennyhoang (7:19:40 PM): but your not
mymiddlefingr (7:19:42 PM): i probly wouldn't win anyway
mymiddlefingr (7:19:49 PM): the challenge i mean
mymiddlefingr (7:19:59 PM): ...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:02 PM): its like...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:06 PM): i am really happy abt what i've done
mymiddlefingr (7:20:10 PM): cause it gets me all stars
mymiddlefingr (7:20:17 PM): or well considerred for it anyway
mymiddlefingr (7:20:26 PM): with the fairplay thing...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:30 PM): and taking out everyone who voted for me
mymiddlefingr (7:20:41 PM): not that that was my intention
gamerkennyhoang (7:20:42 PM): except me
mymiddlefingr (7:20:44 PM): but it happened
mymiddlefingr (7:20:46 PM): ya well...
mymiddlefingr (7:20:53 PM): i dont even look at you as having voted for me
mymiddlefingr (7:20:58 PM): everyone else was
gamerkennyhoang (7:21:08 PM): yeah haha
mymiddlefingr (7:21:20 PM): in round 1 you dont stick out ur neck to save someone when everyne wants to vote them
mymiddlefingr (7:21:24 PM): but yeah...
mymiddlefingr (7:21:29 PM): so after fairplay went
mymiddlefingr (7:21:38 PM): i was like happy abt that... but sad that i screwed monica for it
mymiddlefingr (7:21:44 PM): cause i really really like her
gamerkennyhoang (7:21:52 PM): monica is cool
mymiddlefingr (7:21:58 PM): so this is my like ... i dont know... justification to myself
mymiddlefingr (7:22:06 PM): if she actualyl does want me out, she can
mymiddlefingr (7:22:17 PM): but i dont think she does
mymiddlefingr (7:22:19 PM): because...
mymiddlefingr (7:22:23 PM): she and jane are a couple
mymiddlefingr (7:22:27 PM): you and i are a couple
gamerkennyhoang (7:22:29 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (7:22:33 PM): and tyrone and marcus are a couple
mymiddlefingr (7:22:35 PM): so...
gamerkennyhoang (7:22:38 PM): jane will break up in final 4
mymiddlefingr (7:22:42 PM): if they take out me or you...
mymiddlefingr (7:22:53 PM): they would be left with a final five of marcus, tyrone, and you or me
gamerkennyhoang (7:22:56 PM): the other goes with Tyrone and Marcus
mymiddlefingr (7:22:57 PM): who could jsut vote them out
mymiddlefingr (7:23:02 PM): yeah exactly
gamerkennyhoang (7:23:09 PM): not going to the finals with Monica
mymiddlefingr (7:23:19 PM): u dont want to?
mymiddlefingr (7:23:29 PM): would u want jane and me?
gamerkennyhoang (7:23:41 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (7:23:43 PM): if thats okay
mymiddlefingr (7:23:44 PM): ouch
mymiddlefingr (7:23:49 PM): ya no it's fine
mymiddlefingr (7:23:55 PM): that'll just suck for me if i win it
mymiddlefingr (7:24:06 PM): but yeah you'd have a much better shot
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:11 PM): suck for you?
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:14 PM): i think you could win
mymiddlefingr (7:24:23 PM): no i mean it would suck to vote out monica at that point
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:26 PM): i think the hate for me would be intense
mymiddlefingr (7:24:34 PM): but that's fine
mymiddlefingr (7:24:38 PM): really?
mymiddlefingr (7:24:44 PM): i think you'll win against me
mymiddlefingr (7:24:46 PM): which is good
mymiddlefingr (7:24:57 PM): the problem is... i really do think u would have a problem winning against monica
gamerkennyhoang (7:24:58 PM): your a goof
gamerkennyhoang (7:25:08 PM): the point of survivor is to win the game
mymiddlefingr (7:25:14 PM): so ya, it would be hard for me to vote her if i won the final challenge but i would have to
mymiddlefingr (7:25:19 PM): oh i'm trying
mymiddlefingr (7:25:24 PM): i just think you have it
mymiddlefingr (7:25:27 PM): but that's good
mymiddlefingr (7:25:31 PM): either one of us is good
mymiddlefingr (7:25:40 PM): actually if jane went to final 3 with you and me
mymiddlefingr (7:25:45 PM): we'd probly be first and second
gamerkennyhoang (7:26:07 PM): i think monica will win final 4.....
gamerkennyhoang (7:26:13 PM): so it'll just be jane
mymiddlefingr (7:26:38 PM): well we can take her out at final 5
mymiddlefingr (7:26:42 PM): if we vote out marcus now
mymiddlefingr (7:26:50 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (7:26:53 PM): that's what jane wanted
mymiddlefingr (7:26:55 PM): not monica tho
mymiddlefingr (7:26:58 PM): but whatever
gamerkennyhoang (7:27:03 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (7:27:04 PM): jane wants it, you probly want it, i want it
mymiddlefingr (7:27:07 PM): tyrone loves me
mymiddlefingr (7:27:11 PM): for whatever reason
mymiddlefingr (7:27:16 PM): so does marcus but he's a wild card
mymiddlefingr (7:27:24 PM): he will literally go wherever
mymiddlefingr (7:27:27 PM): and he cares more too
mymiddlefingr (7:27:42 PM): tyrone has a good chance of winning an all stars game right now
mymiddlefingr (7:27:47 PM): and marcus just got betrayed in it
gamerkennyhoang (7:27:55 PM): oh wow
mymiddlefingr (7:28:02 PM): so... yeah, that says a lot for how much time each would be putting into this game
mymiddlefingr (7:28:03 PM):
mymiddlefingr (7:28:30 PM): have you heard of BT?
mymiddlefingr (7:28:33 PM): bermuda triangle?
gamerkennyhoang (7:28:39 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (7:28:46 PM): yeah it's the all-stars of that one
mymiddlefingr (7:28:50 PM): i met tyrone in the first game
mymiddlefingr (7:28:55 PM): or the second game actually
mymiddlefingr (7:28:57 PM): mystery island
mymiddlefingr (7:29:07 PM): we were friends but everyone else hated me so he had to vote me out
mymiddlefingr (7:29:14 PM): he got second in it
gamerkennyhoang (7:29:17 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (7:29:19 PM): sorry lol now i'm rambling
mymiddlefingr (7:29:24 PM): but yeah that's how he knows me
mymiddlefingr (7:29:30 PM): dont tell monica, she doesn't that much
mymiddlefingr (7:30:28 PM): okie so...
mymiddlefingr (7:30:36 PM): challenge in 30 mins
gamerkennyhoang (7:30:41 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (7:30:45 PM): try and take out marcus
mymiddlefingr (7:30:49 PM): then try and take out monica
gamerkennyhoang (7:30:49 PM): im leaving i an hour and a half
mymiddlefingr (7:30:57 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (7:31:00 PM): me too
mymiddlefingr (7:31:06 PM): i gotta post this confessional i have been writing
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i do want to win this. i just don't want to get in the way of alexis. like if i were to get further than her, like if it were between her and i... that would really bother me. i won't ever vote her and i wont ever let her get taken out INSTEAD of me...
but make no mistake, i do want to get to the end, and i do want to beat her. but i want her to get atleast second in that scenario.
so the rest of the game is for her... in a big sense. but that's not all of what i am doing here, or i would not be spending these hours. i believe i will already be seriously considered for a spot in all stars. everyone that voted for me was out, and i was the reason that train started rolling. whether it looked that way or not, it's because i made that decision. and i stuck to that decision.
and it's because of myself and alexis that fairplay is out. and... sorry to say, but i think the time i put in with marcus when i was out of the game, and the raport i had with tyrone from the start of us talking in this game... was the main reason that was able to happen when it did. and i believe the things i said, in public, and the way i acted played a big part i ntheir trusting i nthe voters enough to really actually both vote that way, together, finally.
either way... it was the first time i voted fairplay. and that says something.
i would not still be spending these hours after all this, with this sense of calm... if it were not for me to go to the end and have a shot at winning.
but... with that said... i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE alexis!!!!!
