MR4 - "Monica has won immunity, TC is posted"

[Eliza Orlins]

during tribal council


next time you update the news ticker thing, all you gotta do is take away "amanda quit the game". the rest of it will always be true.



check it out my karma went back up. i think that's marcus... lol... thnx marcus.







guess what?!



fairplay talked to me!!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD right?!


well i mean he sorta "talked" to me...


enough to say this:

johny fairplay 8:57 pm
(9:03:36 PM): [Offline IM sent 7m ago] ugh
(9:03:36 PM): [Offline IM sent 7m ago] I'm sorry I haven't been around
(9:03:36 PM): [Offline IM sent 6m ago] the 13 hour a day week last week caught up to me
(9:03:37 PM): [Offline IM sent 6m ago] I've been sick past 3 days, so when I get sick after a long week
(9:03:37 PM): [Offline IM sent 6m ago] I kinda don't wanna talk to anybody

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yeah dude fuckin for sure. totally. 100 fuckin per cent man. that's sooooooooooooo the reason. you got time to log onto the fuckin site as much as i do, like fucking 20 times a day, bug alexis abt trying to vote you out, talk up fucking everyone else but like... yeah you dont have 30 seconds to say "yeah i'm thinking so and so"... or "not sure let me get back to you"...

totally.


jesus christ i may be on the outs and shit and not doing so great in the game but don't treat me like i'm retarded.

dangle something fucking shiny in front of my face and expect me to stare at it and drool.








i want to dig out my eyeballs with a fucking melon baller. stick my face in a hot deep frier.












i dont think alexis wants to vote fairplay. she was all like... what's the pros of voting out fairplay... jeez... what's with actually thinking getting rid of the girls was a good idea? i can see that it was a mistake...

miss fucking positivity. honestly that has me pretty worried.



but like i said before, i'm leaving my vote up to her. i mean for the most part... if hse's turning on me and i realize it in time i'm not gonna vote her way. obviously.


she said she wanted to talk to me about it later. i told her i was leaving my vote up to her and that i wouldn't try and push one way or the other. i am perfectly fine going either way.



but the truth is, i wanna vote this motherfucker ONCE before i leave. even if i leave this round and that alone is the reason... i'd get a lot of joy out of writing that guy's name down.


FAIRPLAY FAIRPLAY FAIRPLAY
















i wont even be here to talk to jane like she "wanted to" tonight. alexis said thesame thing... she wanted to talk to her tonight but she won't be here.

well fuck. and then i work tomorrow, early, till like 4:00 or 5:00 so...



yay for me.




immunity woulda been really nice







i feel like such a joke after i posted that first last night. such a fucking loser.






i want to poor a can of gas out on myself and light a match.

[Eliza Orlins]

as i said, i didn't have a lot of time here tonight. so i didn't really get to talk much.


i talked tyrone for like... a few minutes. same with alexis.


i'll start with the alexis convo, since how i talk to the rest of the people is depending on what she says to me:



mymiddlefingr (10:52:02 PM): hey
gamerkennyhoang (10:52:07 PM): hi
mymiddlefingr (10:53:25 PM): so... i'm not gonna be available at 10:00, in 7 minutes
mymiddlefingr (10:53:32 PM): i'm sorry
gamerkennyhoang (10:53:43 PM): lol its fine
gamerkennyhoang (10:53:46 PM): idk what to do
gamerkennyhoang (10:53:51 PM): Marcus is being rude
mymiddlefingr (10:54:22 PM): is he?
mymiddlefingr (10:54:39 PM): like, being pushy or something?
gamerkennyhoang (10:54:51 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (10:54:56 PM): actually not really
gamerkennyhoang (10:55:00 PM): he's refusing to tell me
mymiddlefingr (10:55:11 PM): about wanting jon out?
mymiddlefingr (10:55:12 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (10:57:23 PM): well, like i said... if you wanna just vote tyrone... i'm okay with it
mymiddlefingr (10:57:28 PM): 100%
gamerkennyhoang (10:57:30 PM): nah
gamerkennyhoang (10:57:35 PM): i trust Marcus
mymiddlefingr (10:58:01 PM): okie...
mymiddlefingr (10:58:13 PM): well i'm not gonna vote quite yet
mymiddlefingr (10:58:16 PM):
gamerkennyhoang (10:58:22 PM): i will i might not be back in tim
gamerkennyhoang (10:58:25 PM): but i can change it
mymiddlefingr (10:58:33 PM): oh ya that's true it can be changed
mymiddlefingr (10:58:46 PM): if fairplay uses an idol... or anything like that
mymiddlefingr (10:58:50 PM): it is supposed to be tyrone that goes
mymiddlefingr (10:59:01 PM): but i made those comments to him at tribal, so if it's not him, it should be me
mymiddlefingr (10:59:14 PM): so... that's a good ting, in my eyes
mymiddlefingr (11:00:26 PM): okay...
mymiddlefingr (11:00:29 PM): i have to work tomorrow
mymiddlefingr (11:00:37 PM): but i will be back by 4:00 pm EST at the latest
mymiddlefingr (11:00:45 PM): so i will still have time to change it too if i need to
gamerkennyhoang (11:01:02 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (11:01:59 PM): okie... i gotta go aagin, really sorry
mymiddlefingr (11:02:15 PM): just PM me if anything changes, i'll change my vote with you in a heartbeat, whoever u want
gamerkennyhoang (11:02:46 PM): k thanks
mymiddlefingr (11:03:08 PM): no prob


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and now the convo with tyrone...


keeping in mind that at the very start of this, i didn't have alexis' verdict yet... so i was about to try and get tyrone and marcus to try harder to talk her into it.


okay, yes, mean... i realize that. i need to know what she wants and so i go and get ready to try and manipulate that. wtf is that right? i dont know...


anyway, the convo with tyrone:



brownlost69 (10:42:33 PM): Jon wants me out
brownlost69 (10:42:37 PM): we have to vote him
brownlost69 (10:42:41 PM): Marcus is down
brownlost69 (10:42:43 PM): Ive voted
brownlost69 (10:42:51 PM): I need you and Im going to talk with Jane and Alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:51:41 PM): yes
mymiddlefingr (10:51:45 PM): you need to convince alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:51:51 PM): i already asked her
mymiddlefingr (10:51:57 PM): and she's gonna talk to me later tonight
brownlost69 (10:52:14 PM): ok, well she hasn't replied to my last pm from last round so idk if it'll do anything
mymiddlefingr (10:52:25 PM): u should try on AIM
mymiddlefingr (10:52:33 PM): gamerkennyhoang
mymiddlefingr (10:52:40 PM): cause i'm gonna be busy for the next hour
mymiddlefingr (10:52:44 PM): and she may be gone by the time i get back
mymiddlefingr (10:53:00 PM): and yeah, marcus had the idea originally to vote fairplay...
mymiddlefingr (10:53:05 PM): but jane is important too
mymiddlefingr (10:53:50 PM): please dont sya i'm like totally down yet to people tho
brownlost69 (10:54:03 PM): I wont mention anything about you
mymiddlefingr (10:54:09 PM): well i mean, unless u know they are with us
mymiddlefingr (10:56:17 PM): if u can talk to marcus...
brownlost69 (10:56:28 PM): hes already down
mymiddlefingr (10:56:29 PM): abt telling alexis the truth abt him wanting airplay out, i think that would help
mymiddlefingr (10:56:36 PM): ya he just apparently isn't telling alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:56:41 PM): so she is kinda skeptical
brownlost69 (10:57:35 PM): hmm
mymiddlefingr (10:57:47 PM): ah nevermind
mymiddlefingr (10:57:55 PM): she says she's good
brownlost69 (10:59:14 PM):
brownlost69 (10:59:16 PM): ok
mymiddlefingr (10:59:19 PM): oh my god
mymiddlefingr (10:59:25 PM): are we really gonna vote fairplay?
brownlost69 (10:59:28 PM): yes
mymiddlefingr (10:59:31 PM): and just hope he doesnt use an idol again?
brownlost69 (10:59:32 PM): he has to go
mymiddlefingr (10:59:35 PM): he does
mymiddlefingr (10:59:37 PM): he HAS to go
mymiddlefingr (10:59:43 PM): if it works, the rest of the game will be easy
mymiddlefingr (10:59:51 PM): and if not, atleast we tried
mymiddlefingr (11:00:15 PM): and what abt jane, what do you think is the best way of going abt getting her vote?
brownlost69 (11:00:43 PM): I am just going to ask what sh eis doing
brownlost69 (11:00:46 PM): because this morning
brownlost69 (11:00:50 PM): she was being my friend
brownlost69 (11:00:51 PM): lol
brownlost69 (11:00:54 PM): and now she wants to vote me?
mymiddlefingr (11:01:00 PM): i dont think she does
mymiddlefingr (11:01:14 PM): monica told me that she is like 100% sure jane is n longer with her
mymiddlefingr (11:01:29 PM): and from what i know, they are trying to get alexis' vote
mymiddlefingr (11:01:34 PM): and they think they have mine
mymiddlefingr (11:01:47 PM): so that, to me, means they are looking for a 4th because they dont trust jane
mymiddlefingr (11:02:35 PM): okie i gotta go again unfortunately
mymiddlefingr (11:02:38 PM): i'll be back in an hour
brownlost69 (11:02:47 PM): ok ttyl
mymiddlefingr (11:03:01 PM): yepperZ u too! thnx a bunch!!!



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so, as you can see, i am now putting my efforts into getting fairplay 5 votes, or atleast 4. 5 would be nice for if he has a vote nullifier.


if he has an idol, i'm just screwed. i would like it for monica and fairplay to feel secure... obviously. i want them to not use any idols if they have them, and i want them to not change the vote from tyrone. so they NEED to feel secure.





i don't want to go because of this whole thing. i also kinda dont wanna be here if it doesn't work... but i cant just make sure i'm out if it doesn't work. i will get fucked so hard, and be hated so bad while i'm here... if fairplay stays and i get the votes on him.



i could just be getting played tho. get me all going after fairplay and shit so you can get monica and fairplay to vote me out. so whatever, anyone could be doing shit to me at this point because i'm in pretty goddamn deep with almost every single person.


to the point that i've said stuff to them, done stuff for them, that if they showed other people, i could be fucked. so everyone, in a sense, has great control over me now. everyone can play me, therefore, and i've made it pretty easy if that's what they choose to do.



if that made sense.














i dont know what the fuck i'm gonna say to monica if we talk tonight.



maybe like... i talked to alexis... she is solid. i told her i'd vote fairplay, i'd vote marcus, i'd vote tyrone, whoever she wants... and she said she wanted to vote tyrone. so i gave her plenty of ways to back out and she seems to genuinely want tyrone gone.


or something like that. i dont know if i want to talk to monica tonight. but if she's around, i have to, because i always do.



and NOTHING can be different...right now.







nothing at all.




this is sooooooooooooooooooo scary for me to stick my neck out this far like this. and to think i used to pull this kinda shit off all the time on people...