MR4 - wateva

[Eliza Orlins]

after the immunity challenge

damnit... damnit damnit damnit.

i knew i shoulda waited and not gone first. but with monica, i feel like i would have had to go first anyway. i know she wouldn't have posted first... oh well.

i wish it woulda been by PM or in the confessional that we guessed

i also wish i'd just went higher, or wateva.




so close.




i NEED to find a way to discredit fairplay to monica.



i have the idea to talk to christy and get her to just say the jury is voting fairplay if he makes ti to the end. in a natural convo. to be able to show monica... but i dont know if that's too unethical.



FUCK i should not have guessed. next fuckin time i am waiting as LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG as i have to, to avoid shit like that.





anyway, can you tell me the rules on talking to the jury? i need to do something... soon.

like not for this round in particular but... i need to do something.










that sucks i started abt that last night. after i'd left. at like 6:00 am when i woke back up i was like "wait wh ythe fuck did she make us post in that thread? and why the fuck would i be nice and post as soon as i could?"

i really should have made it the waiting game it was set up to be.





i am so fucking disappointed in myself. and disappointed i nthe game right now.



i just gotta go take a walk or something. this... sucks.








no fuck it you know what i'm doing the jury thing, i dont even care.

that was cheap and i walked right into it being the fuckin good guy. i'm doing the jury thing whether it's unethical or not, fuck i'll break the rules to do it i dont care.






honestly, first time i'm bitching, but that shoulda been posted in the confessionals.

[Eliza Orlins]

all right well sorry for saying i'd do it without knowing if it was against the rules.


obviously i ws just venting. but since i asked and tara said "it's fine" i am gonna do it.





gonna make sure everyone fuckin knows that if fairplay makes the end, he wins. whether that's true or not these people need to think that.




i sent this to jane today:


hey jane.

i wanted to take this time to try and get on the same page as you about something... so far, this round, i've heard it's between tyrone and alexis.

i'm curious if you've heard the same, and i'm also really worried you're going to try and come after me again.

i believe that u trust monica, and that you like monica... i mean, u voted with her against christy last round and before that people were saying how you and christy were really tight...



so ya, i'm just hoping we can get on the same page for this round. i don't want to go out of the game, and i promise i'm not gunning for you or anything... so i'd just really like the same in return.


thnx for hearing me out.



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and she sent this back:

Hey Eliza!!

Well yeah, i've heard those names for this round aswell. Im unsure on which path to take to be honest. I really wanna think this down (and talk it down) so that i can take the best choice. Im glad that you PMed me about getting on the same page which is something i indeed appreciate from you and think that we can be succesful on acheiving that. I really wanna trust you Eliza, you dont know how much i really do but i think we 2 gotta sit down and talk about anything that we may've had against eachother so that we can get a clean slate and work together FOR SURE! Well, i hope we can have a chance at talking on AIM tonight.

Love,

Mama Jane


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and i had this convo with marcus:


mymiddlefingr (11:39:30 AM): hey did u see the challenge results?
mymiddlefingr (11:39:34 AM): lol
dinkii3 (11:39:42 AM): not yet
mymiddlefingr (11:39:47 AM): oh lol
dinkii3 (11:39:56 AM): i just got on
mymiddlefingr (11:39:57 AM): how abt in your all stars game?
mymiddlefingr (11:40:02 AM): oh i see... well, good morning
dinkii3 (11:40:03 AM): yes i did
mymiddlefingr (11:40:08 AM): and did u win?!
dinkii3 (11:40:10 AM): no
mymiddlefingr (11:40:14 AM): awwwwwwww
dinkii3 (11:40:21 AM): idk y i cant never win immiunity
mymiddlefingr (11:40:36 AM): ... ya
mymiddlefingr (11:40:42 AM): i feel the same
dinkii3 (11:41:59 AM): damn eliza 13 was the lucky number
mymiddlefingr (11:42:10 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:42:19 AM): i bitched at sarah for making me post before i left
mymiddlefingr (11:42:29 AM): and for making us post in public
mymiddlefingr (11:42:33 AM):
dinkii3 (11:43:40 AM): awwww
dinkii3 (11:43:48 AM): thats now a big deal eliza
dinkii3 (11:43:49 AM): come on haha
mymiddlefingr (11:44:02 AM): ya i didn't bitch too hard
mymiddlefingr (11:44:22 AM): hopefully it doesn't matter i guess
dinkii3 (11:46:29 AM): she is sad
dinkii3 (11:46:32 AM): she talked to me
dinkii3 (11:46:40 AM): i think she was crying
dinkii3 (11:46:50 AM): she told me that u hurt her feelings
dinkii3 (11:46:55 AM): now i understand why
mymiddlefingr (11:48:18 AM):
mymiddlefingr (11:48:23 AM): did u mean to send that to me?
dinkii3 (11:48:28 AM): yes
mymiddlefingr (11:48:40 AM): oh abt tara?
dinkii3 (11:48:41 AM): that was what sarah told me

mymiddlefingr (11:48:45 AM): really?
mymiddlefingr (11:48:51 AM): i just posted it in my confessional now
dinkii3 (11:48:54 AM): i didnt know why she was crying
mymiddlefingr (11:48:56 AM): has she even eben on since then?
mymiddlefingr (11:49:16 AM): no she couldn't have seen it yet
dinkii3 (11:49:22 AM): Hahahahha , JK . i love messing with you
mymiddlefingr (11:49:26 AM): awwwwwww
mymiddlefingr (11:49:30 AM): i felt bad for a minute there
dinkii3 (11:49:55 AM): am i in the sharping block this week ?
mymiddlefingr (11:50:09 AM): i haven't heard ur name
dinkii3 (11:50:19 AM): alright cool
mymiddlefingr (11:50:22 AM): but i think tyrone is going
dinkii3 (11:50:30 AM): ohh noo
dinkii3 (11:50:34 AM): we cant do that
mymiddlefingr (11:50:39 AM): jane, fairplay, monica, and alexis will be voting that way it sounds like
dinkii3 (11:50:45 AM): hew is the only person that will help us get rid of the threats
dinkii3 (11:50:57 AM): we need to help him stay
dinkii3 (11:51:16 AM): why the fuck these people want to keep alexis
dinkii3 (11:51:18 AM): that pissed me off
dinkii3 (11:51:25 AM): i will have a serious talk with these people
mymiddlefingr (11:51:40 AM): ...
mymiddlefingr (11:51:43 AM): i have no idea
mymiddlefingr (11:51:51 AM): dont get me in trouble
dinkii3 (11:52:00 AM): u need to help me so we can keep himm
dinkii3 (11:52:04 AM): i wont
dinkii3 (11:52:11 AM): get u in trouble
mymiddlefingr (11:52:14 AM): thnx u
dinkii3 (11:52:20 AM): why would i ?
mymiddlefingr (11:52:25 AM): i'll do whatever it takes to keep the hope alive
mymiddlefingr (11:52:30 AM): otherwise we're screwed
mymiddlefingr (11:53:44 AM): i dont really know why we wanna take out alexis, to be honest
mymiddlefingr (11:53:53 AM): i know she'd help, for one round atleast anyway
dinkii3 (11:53:54 AM): haha not really
dinkii3 (11:54:02 AM): tyrone wants fairplay out i think
dinkii3 (11:54:04 AM): and jane too
dinkii3 (11:54:09 AM): she voted him last round
mymiddlefingr (11:54:14 AM): they actually do?
dinkii3 (11:54:18 AM): so we can go big this time
dinkii3 (11:54:20 AM): yes
mymiddlefingr (11:54:25 AM): wait didn't jane vote christy?
dinkii3 (11:54:26 AM): i voted christy
dinkii3 (11:54:31 AM): hmmmm
mymiddlefingr (11:54:33 AM): oh you voted christy
dinkii3 (11:54:37 AM): yes i did
dinkii3 (11:54:38 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:54:39 AM): and jane voted fairplay... wow
dinkii3 (11:54:46 AM): idk now
dinkii3 (11:54:47 AM): god
dinkii3 (11:54:49 AM): u confussed me
dinkii3 (11:54:50 AM): haha
mymiddlefingr (11:54:58 AM): LOL sorry
mymiddlefingr (11:55:02 AM): it's pretty early, i just woke up
mymiddlefingr (11:55:05 AM): LOL
dinkii3 (11:55:35 AM): this round will be interesting
dinkii3 (11:56:29 AM): i just want to know if u will be here with me
dinkii3 (11:56:31 AM): ?
dinkii3 (11:56:39 AM): i had been here with u all this time
mymiddlefingr (11:56:46 AM): yes
mymiddlefingr (11:56:48 AM): i promise
mymiddlefingr (11:56:49 AM): 100%
dinkii3 (11:56:51 AM): ok
dinkii3 (11:56:53 AM): sweet
mymiddlefingr (11:56:58 AM): and i can get alexis to vote our way as well
mymiddlefingr (11:57:03 AM): for now anyway
dinkii3 (11:57:05 AM): alright
mymiddlefingr (11:57:11 AM): probly not for very long, but for atleast this round i can
dinkii3 (11:57:21 AM): thats fine
mymiddlefingr (11:58:09 AM): i gotta go do some job applications
mymiddlefingr (11:58:16 AM): i'll be back in like 2 hours tho
dinkii3 (11:58:35 AM): ok
dinkii3 (11:58:36 AM): bye
mymiddlefingr (11:58:42 AM): thnx for talking
mymiddlefingr (11:58:55 AM): this could be really awesome!


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and i had this convo with tyrone:


brownlost69 (2:10:52 PM): hi
mymiddlefingr (2:11:40 PM): how r u?
brownlost69 (2:12:27 PM): im good how are you
mymiddlefingr (2:12:39 PM): all right, disappointed, nervous... all the usual things
mymiddlefingr (2:12:43 PM): how did al lstars go?
brownlost69 (2:12:48 PM): I won immunity
mymiddlefingr (2:13:07 PM): AWESOME!
mymiddlefingr (2:13:08 PM): grats!
brownlost69 (2:13:11 PM): ty
brownlost69 (2:13:23 PM): 5 of us had the same time so it came down to guessing jaime's pms
brownlost69 (2:13:25 PM): I guessed 28
brownlost69 (2:13:27 PM): 38*
brownlost69 (2:13:31 PM): she had 39
mymiddlefingr (2:13:32 PM): lol!
brownlost69 (2:13:32 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (2:13:34 PM): nice
mymiddlefingr (2:13:42 PM): well atleast u won ur tie breaker guess
mymiddlefingr (2:13:43 PM):
brownlost69 (2:13:51 PM): you were so close!
mymiddlefingr (2:13:58 PM): yeah... blah
mymiddlefingr (2:14:00 PM):
mymiddlefingr (2:14:04 PM): no one will ever beat her
mymiddlefingr (2:14:08 PM): you know what i'm gonna do?
mymiddlefingr (2:14:13 PM): i'm gonna get christy and jaime and amanda
brownlost69 (2:14:15 PM): what
mymiddlefingr (2:14:16 PM): to all have a convo with me
mymiddlefingr (2:14:21 PM): and promise to vote fairplay if he makes finals
mymiddlefingr (2:14:26 PM): LOL
brownlost69 (2:14:29 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (2:14:34 PM): and then show that around
mymiddlefingr (2:14:36 PM):
mymiddlefingr (2:14:52 PM): also, marcus asked me if i'd vote fairplay
mymiddlefingr (2:14:56 PM): he said u probly would
mymiddlefingr (2:15:01 PM): and i think alexis would
mymiddlefingr (2:15:04 PM): if ur down for that?
brownlost69 (2:15:09 PM): that'd be nice!
mymiddlefingr (2:15:18 PM): i'm so sick of this couple
brownlost69 (2:15:24 PM): me too
mymiddlefingr (2:15:42 PM): i'll just have to talk to alexis abt it...
mymiddlefingr (2:15:47 PM): and jane, i dont know
mymiddlefingr (2:15:53 PM): she's up monica's ass i think
brownlost69 (2:15:59 PM): lol yeah
brownlost69 (2:16:28 PM): anyways i need to go study, I l talk to you later!
mymiddlefingr (2:16:37 PM): cool cool i didn't have long to stay either
mymiddlefingr (2:16:38 PM): talk later
brownlost69 (2:16:43 PM): bye!

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and i sent alexis a PM telling her marcus suggested fairplay and i said i would but i won't actually vote that way untill i get alexis' opinion.



i think if i get three other votes on fairplay i will be the 4th. i THINK. regardless...


i'm also gonna try and get a convo with me and christy talking abt how fairplay will win, and talk to monica abt it... maybe. i dont know if i wanna do that yet.





i think fairplay will have an idol or a vote nullifier that couldn't be used last tribal council though. so if i vote him, i'm risking a LOT. my life even, possibly.



i'd like to make sure they are voting tyrone, and then vote fairplay. that would be nice.





i am just so fucking sick of this game right now. the monica and fairplay show, fuck everyone else.




SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SICK OF BEING HERE.



something seriously needs to change. or i need to get voted out. i'm not gonna walk the fuckin slaughter anymore just monica can have a fuckin easy game.



FUCK THIS.

[Eliza Orlins]

this is what i was able to get in the time i have had so far today, while doing a posting challenge in another game... this is with christy, my favorite juror... the person i wish could come back in more than anyone:



iamsovrycool (3:42:59 PM): hey!
mymiddlefingr (3:43:02 PM): thnx again for the help last night, so close!
mymiddlefingr (3:43:03 PM):
iamsovrycool (3:43:46 PM): I didn't check yet today... you didn't get it?
iamsovrycool (3:45:32 PM): urg goddamnit, she just guessed on top of you
mymiddlefingr (3:46:08 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (3:46:19 PM): cheap that we had to do it in that thread, and that tara told me to pos before i went to sleep
mymiddlefingr (3:46:20 PM):
mymiddlefingr (3:46:22 PM): oh well
mymiddlefingr (3:46:53 PM): i have an idea that is sorta... a bit unethical, but i posted in my confessional and asked tara and she said it's fine... i'm wondering if i could get ur help with one more thing?
mymiddlefingr (3:46:57 PM): it's not too difficult
iamsovrycool (3:47:21 PM): what is it?
mymiddlefingr (3:47:58 PM): well i had the idea to like have a convo with one of the jury members... talking abt fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:48:02 PM): and being pissed off at fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:48:13 PM): and i wanna have someone say that the jury is all gonna vote fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:48:16 PM): if he makes it to the end
mymiddlefingr (3:48:18 PM): lol...
mymiddlefingr (3:48:26 PM): just in case i need to show monica, to get her against fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:48:34 PM): cause at this point, it's clear who she wants to bring to the end
iamsovrycool (3:48:45 PM): so say that I would vote for Fairplay if he makes it?
iamsovrycool (3:49:09 PM): lol, because that's not even a lie. Fairplay and Monica, Fairplay gets my vote 100%
mymiddlefingr (3:49:13 PM): ya, basically, i just wannna have like a fivem inute natural convo abt fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:49:15 PM): awesome
mymiddlefingr (3:49:21 PM): except i cant use this convo...
iamsovrycool (3:49:28 PM): I know
mymiddlefingr (3:49:35 PM): so if you have five minutes... could we possibly start over? then i could mention fairplay... i nsome way...
mymiddlefingr (3:49:39 PM): then you could just say that line over
mymiddlefingr (3:49:42 PM): if u dont mind?
mymiddlefingr (3:49:42 PM): LOL
iamsovrycool (3:49:47 PM): sure, you start
iamsovrycool (3:49:53 PM): and I've done this before
iamsovrycool (3:49:55 PM): so lol
mymiddlefingr (3:49:56 PM): LOL okie this is a first for me...
mymiddlefingr (3:49:59 PM): oh you have? LOL
mymiddlefingr (3:50:03 PM): awesome okay well
iamsovrycool (3:50:05 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (3:50:31 PM): hey there christy!
mymiddlefingr (3:50:56 PM): did u see the results?
mymiddlefingr (3:50:57 PM): lol!
iamsovrycool (3:51:23 PM): lol yeah, too bad
iamsovrycool (3:51:46 PM): It sucks because you probably only lost because you posted first
mymiddlefingr (3:51:52 PM): ya probly
mymiddlefingr (3:51:59 PM): but i had to go to bed so what can ya do
iamsovrycool (3:52:06 PM): it's cheap that you had to post in the thread
mymiddlefingr (3:52:15 PM): totalyl right!
iamsovrycool (3:52:18 PM): and now Monica wins immunity, again
mymiddlefingr (3:52:23 PM): lol, yeah, again
iamsovrycool (3:52:34 PM): she'll keep winning to the end
mymiddlefingr (3:52:41 PM): no doubt
mymiddlefingr (3:52:46 PM): nothing anyone can do to stop her
iamsovrycool (3:52:58 PM): f2: her and Fairplay. I'm alreally placing my bets in the jury house
mymiddlefingr (3:53:06 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (3:53:09 PM): if she does that
mymiddlefingr (3:53:11 PM): i am voting fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:53:14 PM): 100%
mymiddlefingr (3:53:22 PM): that's just the cheap way out
iamsovrycool (3:53:24 PM): lol definitely
iamsovrycool (3:53:30 PM): even if she doesn't
iamsovrycool (3:53:36 PM): I'm voting Fairplay, tbh
mymiddlefingr (3:53:51 PM): ya well i dont blame ya really
mymiddlefingr (3:53:57 PM): i mena i hate the guy but... lameeeeeeee
iamsovrycool (3:54:17 PM): lol, I think he's amusing
iamsovrycool (3:54:29 PM): and let's face it, he's the one calling the shots
mymiddlefingr (3:54:34 PM): you think so?
mymiddlefingr (3:54:39 PM): could quite possibly be
mymiddlefingr (3:54:50 PM): i just hate him cause he stopped talking to me right after i helped him and screwed my game
mymiddlefingr (3:54:56 PM): he's... quite the asshole
iamsovrycool (3:55:23 PM): oh, he's definitely quite the asshole
iamsovrycool (3:55:34 PM): but he's charismatic as hell
mymiddlefingr (3:55:37 PM):
mymiddlefingr (3:55:43 PM): watch him win
iamsovrycool (3:55:51 PM): Monica thinks she's charismatic
mymiddlefingr (3:55:52 PM): that would bite my ass but i'd still vote him if he gets there
mymiddlefingr (3:56:03 PM): maybe not against alexis but everyone else
iamsovrycool (3:56:13 PM): but those two in the f2, Fairplay's winningf any of the votes he doesn't have
mymiddlefingr (3:56:23 PM): lol!
mymiddlefingr (3:56:30 PM): that's actualyl kinda like comforting to know
mymiddlefingr (3:56:55 PM): when i get taken out in favor of fairplay, whoever did it is like signing the game off
iamsovrycool (3:57:05 PM): yup
iamsovrycool (3:57:26 PM): I don't know where Amanda stands
iamsovrycool (3:57:38 PM): but Jaime would vote Fairplay over anyone left
iamsovrycool (3:58:06 PM): She very much enjoyed hating him
iamsovrycool (3:58:29 PM): while she just ranted about how everyone else was stupid/undeserving in the Jury house
mymiddlefingr (3:58:59 PM): lol!
mymiddlefingr (3:59:03 PM): that's hilarious
iamsovrycool (3:59:12 PM): lol yeah
mymiddlefingr (3:59:21 PM): well... fairplay FTW i guess
iamsovrycool (3:59:24 PM): yep
mymiddlefingr (3:59:32 PM): boooooooooooooo
mymiddlefingr (3:59:34 PM): LOL
iamsovrycool (3:59:38 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (3:59:53 PM): maybe next immunity challenge i can win
mymiddlefingr (4:00:14 PM): oh shit i have a challenge in another game starting
iamsovrycool (4:00:19 PM): oh shit
mymiddlefingr (4:00:21 PM): sorry, i gtg
iamsovrycool (4:00:22 PM): go do that
iamsovrycool (4:00:26 PM): bye
mymiddlefingr (4:00:27 PM): ya it's al ive one
iamsovrycool (4:00:29 PM): ttyl
mymiddlefingr (4:00:33 PM): so ill need the concentration
mymiddlefingr (4:00:35 PM): thnx for talking
mymiddlefingr (4:00:41 PM): c-ya
iamsovrycool (4:00:42 PM): who the hell hosts live at 3pm?
iamsovrycool (4:00:48 PM): well see ya
mymiddlefingr (4:00:49 PM): lame people
mymiddlefingr (4:00:51 PM):
mymiddlefingr (4:00:55 PM): it's not like AIM live
mymiddlefingr (4:00:59 PM): just like, posting live
iamsovrycool (4:01:01 PM): haha, good luck
mymiddlefingr (4:01:03 PM): thank god
mymiddlefingr (4:01:12 PM): thnx, c-ya
mymiddlefingr (4:02:07 PM): LOL!
mymiddlefingr (4:02:16 PM): so do u think that was long enough to be believable should iever use it?
mymiddlefingr (4:07:19 PM): oh i gtg for real now lol
iamsovrycool (4:07:26 PM): kk
mymiddlefingr (4:07:36 PM): thnx a lot for doing that, ur just like literally the best. i wish you could be back in the game
iamsovrycool (4:07:37 PM): you should use that
mymiddlefingr (4:07:41 PM): okie i will
iamsovrycool (4:07:47 PM): me too, but oh ell
mymiddlefingr (4:07:51 PM): that's just HILARIOUS to me, i was laughing all thru it
iamsovrycool (4:07:52 PM): I'm just happy to make jury
iamsovrycool (4:07:56 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (4:08:00 PM): ya, true... jury is nice
iamsovrycool (4:08:13 PM): so far I've only ever been jury
iamsovrycool (4:08:24 PM): as long as I don't break that streak I'm happy
mymiddlefingr (4:11:15 PM): awesome!
mymiddlefingr (4:11:20 PM): have u never been ifnal 2 ??
mymiddlefingr (4:11:22 PM): final*
iamsovrycool (4:11:47 PM): I've been in either 8th or 6th in like every game
mymiddlefingr (4:12:03 PM): oh ya that right, u were saying that to me before
iamsovrycool (4:12:08 PM): it's a weird pattern



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so... i have that to use. i need to tell alexis. and ask her if i should use it or not.

[Eliza Orlins]

if alexis decides to stick with monica, i'm sticking with monica. and then i'd use that convo most likely. if she decides to vote fairplay, and the others do too, then i'm voting fairplay...

that's the way my decision will be made.




it's a fuck you to monica. if i'm gonna play for anyone else besides myself, it's gonna be alexis, not fucking monica.


suck it.

[Eliza Orlins]

and by the way i answered that TC question like that in hopes that jane wil lread it and come to be and be like "blah blah blah you wanna vote fairplay?" or something like that...


here's some PM convo with monica, about jane...


starting with one i sent her:


i talked to jane...well i PMd her...

told her i have heard the vote is between alexis and tyrone, and that i was curious who she was voting. blah blah. said i know she trusts you and likes you. and that i do too so i was hoping her and i could get on the same page this round... that i'm gunning for her if she won't come after me this time and stuff...


blah blah, yada yada... she said she appreciated me reaching out to her and that she would like to talk on AIM tonight.




is she one of the people we want to have voting tyrone? i am not sure abt this, so i had to ask you first... thnx.



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monica's reply:


Yeah, I'm about 100% sure that Jane isn't going to vote with us. She PMed me telling me she'd heard Tyrone was the target, and saying there was no way she would do it.

So, she's probably gonna guilt trip you like hell and try to make you vote for Alexis, but please don't listen to her. I'm pretty sure we still have the votes to boot Tyrone. You can try talking to Marcus if you want, but I don't know if he'd listen. Fairplay is still in, last I heard, so I think Tyrone's done no matter what.

Thanks for keepin' me updated! <3

~ Monica

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hey guess what monica!?


you're a whore!







and my reply to monica...


ah, she can't guilt trip me into voting alexis.


only thing that would make me doubt my vote is if she SHOWED me a convo with fairplay actualyl telling her that he was voting alexis.


but i mean, i still wouldn't vote alexis unless you were too, i'd just try to find a way to make something else work





and i had an itneresting convo with christy a little while ago i wanna show you sometime but i am just abt to leav right now so... next time we talk i will


nothing bad or anything dont worry, just kinda funny oh and nt abt you either, it's abt fairplay


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i wanna take a fucking dull pearing knife and stab myself in the throat.




and fucking twist it.

[Eliza Orlins]

oh look my karma went back down

[Eliza Orlins]

by the way i also posted what i did about fairplay at tribal because... well... i posted stuff last time about monica.

remember all stars is the reason i'm here more than anything else. if i dont have a personality, there's no reason i should get in.



so... yeah. my karma goes immediately back down when i mention it. that's funny.







i betcha fairplay was intending on voting me this round. i sent him another PM today, just because... he read it, like he read the last one, just doesn't reply.


i betcha he's planning on "blindsiding" me this round. whatever man, go fuck yourself.




*eliza rolls her eyes at jonny fairplay*


you piece of shit