MR2 basket case

[Eliza Orlins]

during the revote at tribal council




a private message from monica, replying to the one i sent, where i left off yesterday with her... for the record, this was BEFORE the tie in votes was revealed.



Eh, I dunno. Tyrone's always worked closely with Jane. I don't think he'd flip. And even if he did, well, it'll be a tie. And, Alexis is totally wrong.

Hell, you could even send Alexis the convo that Amanda had with you. Then you can be like, "Well, either Amanda's lying to you or she's lying to me. Either way, one of us is getting screwed by them, and I don't like it." *shrug*

But, yeah. This TC is gonna be hardcore. Hopefully Tyrone isn't enough of an idiot to force a tie. But if he is, well, then I have no problem drawing rocks. (That was the tiebreaker last season) You/me/Fairplay/Jaime wouldn't draw, but that would mean that only Jane and Marcus would be vulnerable, whereas they'd stand to lose Tyrone, Alexis, Christy, or Amanda.

I think they know they're in trouble, and they're gonna say whatever they have to in order to get us to break.

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i talked to jane, after that, on AIM for the very first time. here is that conversation:


November 3, 2010
Janebrighty (11:56:57 PM): There?
mymiddlefingr (11:59:45 PM): yep
mymiddlefingr (11:59:52 PM): i was on invisible, i thought i'd be
Janebrighty (11:59:52 PM): How are you?!!
Janebrighty (11:59:53 PM): Lol
mymiddlefingr (11:59:58 PM): i'm all right
mymiddlefingr (11:59:59 PM): nervous
November 4, 2010
Janebrighty (12:00:03 AM): Lol
mymiddlefingr (12:00:09 AM): host i think was playing mind games with me
Janebrighty (12:00:09 AM): It should be ok.
Janebrighty (12:00:17 AM): I mean, you are the swing vote.
Janebrighty (12:00:23 AM): So if you sided with us, it should be 6-4
mymiddlefingr (12:00:27 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:00:47 AM): the host told me, like half an hour ago, that he was waiting on one vote
mymiddlefingr (12:00:49 AM): damien said this
mymiddlefingr (12:00:55 AM): and said it would decide who went home
Janebrighty (12:00:56 AM): Christy's
mymiddlefingr (12:01:04 AM): so that part got me nervous
mymiddlefingr (12:01:15 AM): but he's probly just screwing with my head, like i said
Janebrighty (12:01:21 AM): Worst case scenario, its a tie.
mymiddlefingr (12:01:23 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:01:37 AM): either way i cant go home
mymiddlefingr (12:01:41 AM): i just want to have chosen the right side
mymiddlefingr (12:01:49 AM): cause clearly last tribal i didn't
Janebrighty (12:01:50 AM): Yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:01:54 AM): same mistake twice would suck
Janebrighty (12:02:04 AM): Yeah
Janebrighty (12:02:07 AM): Lol
mymiddlefingr (12:02:25 AM): anyway, nice to meet you finally
Janebrighty (12:02:46 AM): Yeah
Janebrighty (12:02:47 AM): Lol
Janebrighty (12:02:50 AM): Me too
mymiddlefingr (12:03:23 AM): do the hosts ever show the votes?
mymiddlefingr (12:03:28 AM): like, cause i made mine special
mymiddlefingr (12:03:38 AM): so people would know whose it is in case there's a tie or anything
Janebrighty (12:03:51 AM): Yeah
Janebrighty (12:04:01 AM): He uses the parchment people make
mymiddlefingr (12:04:11 AM): good. just last round he didn't i guess
mymiddlefingr (12:04:20 AM): well, mine is pink
mymiddlefingr (12:04:25 AM): and it has hearts for the "i"s
Janebrighty (12:04:33 AM): Lol
mymiddlefingr (12:04:37 AM): or i mean the "j" and the "i"
mymiddlefingr (12:04:39 AM):
Janebrighty (12:04:42 AM): Mine has a heart in the end
mymiddlefingr (12:04:48 AM): hehehe
mymiddlefingr (12:04:59 AM): that's nice
mymiddlefingr (12:05:00 AM): jaime is nice
mymiddlefingr (12:05:08 AM): but... wateva
mymiddlefingr (12:06:41 AM): sarah is almost done with the results
mymiddlefingr (12:06:47 AM): the suspence is killing me
mymiddlefingr (12:07:15 AM): brb
Janebrighty (12:08:23 AM): Ok
mymiddlefingr (12:13:04 AM): wow
mymiddlefingr (12:13:06 AM): results up
Janebrighty (12:14:19 AM): I saw
mymiddlefingr (12:14:33 AM):
Janebrighty (12:14:40 AM): Hmm
Janebrighty (12:14:46 AM): Maybe Tyrone didnt got it right.
mymiddlefingr (12:14:51 AM): it's deadlocked, can fairplay win a challenge, u think?
mymiddlefingr (12:14:58 AM): i hope it's not blamed on me
mymiddlefingr (12:15:03 AM): mine was the first jaime vote read
Janebrighty (12:15:12 AM): Yeah, it wasnt you.
mymiddlefingr (12:15:52 AM): musta been tyrone
Janebrighty (12:16:04 AM): Yeah.
Janebrighty (12:16:10 AM): Probably he didnt get my PM right.
Janebrighty (12:16:18 AM): And he thought we were voting ''with'' Jaime
mymiddlefingr (12:16:42 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:16:48 AM): that's too bad
mymiddlefingr (12:16:53 AM): think he'll be okay in the re-vote?
Janebrighty (12:17:16 AM): Yeah.
mymiddlefingr (12:17:48 AM): i gotta go back to invisible
Janebrighty (12:17:52 AM): Ok
mymiddlefingr (12:17:54 AM): i am not in the mood to be harrassed by the girls
mymiddlefingr (12:17:55 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:18:00 AM): this sucks!
mymiddlefingr (12:43:25 AM): i told fairplay that it couldn't have been you that voted him, cause of our convo abt what the votes would look like
mymiddlefingr (12:43:28 AM): just so ya know
Janebrighty (12:44:19 AM): Thanks
mymiddlefingr (12:45:36 AM): yeah no prob, i was using the convo to make sure he knewi didn't vote him
mymiddlefingr (12:45:41 AM): so... my pleasure lol
mymiddlefingr (12:50:28 AM): all right i revoted the same... were you at the last tied tribal council??
Janebrighty (12:50:41 AM): Yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:50:53 AM): did the re-vote go 24 hours?
Janebrighty (12:51:02 AM): Kinda
mymiddlefingr (12:51:18 AM): lol, i see... oh well... hopefully this one is quicker
mymiddlefingr (12:51:28 AM): i SHOULd be voting jaime again, correct?
mymiddlefingr (12:51:31 AM): just wanna make sure
Janebrighty (12:55:34 AM): Yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:56:03 AM): okay
mymiddlefingr (12:56:10 AM): good luck with tyrone!
mymiddlefingr (12:56:23 AM): i'm gonna take off for awhile
Janebrighty (1:37:40 AM): Night

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that was a very important hting i did, telling her how my vote would look before they were revealed.


immediately after the votes were read, i sent monica this PM:



to start, here's what i gave fairplay:




secondly, here's a some of a conversation i had with jane before the votes were read (i am on atlantic time, so that's the way my AIM times it obviously... for proof that this conversation happened BEFORE the votes were read, you'll need to ask jane)...


mymiddlefingr 12:03 am
(12:03:23 AM): do the hosts ever show the votes?
(12:03:28 AM): like, cause i made mine special
(12:03:38 AM): so people would know whose it is in case there's a tie or anything
Janebrighty 12:03 am
(12:03:51 AM): Yeah
(12:04:01 AM): He uses the parchment people make
mymiddlefingr 12:04 am
(12:04:11 AM): good. just last round he didn't i guess
(12:04:20 AM): well, mine is pink
(12:04:25 AM): and it has hearts for the "i"s
Janebrighty 12:04 am
(12:04:33 AM): Lol
mymiddlefingr 12:04 am
(12:04:37 AM): or i mean the "j" and the "i"
(12:04:39 AM): :-P
Janebrighty 12:04 am
(12:04:42 AM): Mine has a heart in the end
mymiddlefingr 12:04 am
(12:04:48 AM): hehehe
(12:04:59 AM): that's nice
(12:05:00 AM): jaime is nice
(12:05:08 AM): but... wateva
mymiddlefingr 12:06 am
(12:06:41 AM): sarah is almost done with the results :-)
(12:06:47 AM): the suspence is killing me
(12:07:15 AM): brb
Janebrighty 12:08 am
(12:08:23 AM): Ok
mymiddlefingr 12:13 am
(12:13:04 AM): wow
(12:13:06 AM): results up
Janebrighty 12:14 am
(12:14:19 AM): I saw
mymiddlefingr 12:14 am
(12:14:33 AM): :-(
Janebrighty 12:14 am
(12:14:40 AM): Hmm
(12:14:46 AM): Maybe Tyrone didnt got it right.
mymiddlefingr 12:14 am
(12:14:51 AM): it's deadlocked, can fairplay win a challenge, u think?
(12:14:58 AM): i hope it's not blamed on me
(12:15:03 AM): mine was the first jaime vote read
Janebrighty 12:15 am
(12:15:12 AM): Yeah, it wasnt you.
mymiddlefingr 12:15 am
(12:15:52 AM): musta been tyrone :-P
Janebrighty 12:16 am
(12:16:04 AM): Yeah.
(12:16:10 AM): Probably he didnt get my PM right.
(12:16:18 AM): And he thought we were voting ''with'' Jaime
mymiddlefingr 12:16 am
(12:16:42 AM): :-(
(12:16:48 AM): that's too bad
(12:16:53 AM): think he'll be okay in the re-vote?
Janebrighty 12:17 am
(12:17:16 AM): Yeah.




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now... that that's done.





what are we gonna do?




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and then i had this convo with fairplay:


November 4, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:22:37 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:22:48 AM): good luck in the tie breaker!
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:22:50 AM): well
mymiddlefingr (12:22:56 AM): you'd win the challenge if it came to it right?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:23:09 AM): you know
mymiddlefingr (12:23:30 AM): all right
mymiddlefingr (12:23:35 AM): hopefully tyrone votes right this time
mymiddlefingr (12:23:43 AM): you know which vote was mine?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:25:29 AM): I'm going to guess that you want me to say one for jamie
mymiddlefingr (12:25:37 AM): i told jane before they were revealed
mymiddlefingr (12:25:38 AM): just in case
mymiddlefingr (12:25:41 AM): mine was the pink one
mymiddlefingr (12:25:50 AM): with the hearts for the dots on the "j" and the "i"
mymiddlefingr (12:25:56 AM): the first jaime one that was shown
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:25:59 AM): there's only one pink
mymiddlefingr (12:26:02 AM): oh...
mymiddlefingr (12:26:03 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:26:05 AM): well that's the one
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:26:06 AM): so alright
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:26:09 AM): I'll trust you
mymiddlefingr (12:26:13 AM): i can screen cap
mymiddlefingr (12:26:15 AM): i want to
mymiddlefingr (12:26:17 AM): to prove it
mymiddlefingr (12:26:21 AM): so... give me one sec
mymiddlefingr (12:29:23 AM): i55.tinypic.com/34j55wm.jpg
mymiddlefingr (12:29:26 AM): there we go
mymiddlefingr (12:29:39 AM): that should be enough to make sure you know i voted with you
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:29:56 AM): alright
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:29:57 AM): 1 down
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:29:59 AM): 4 to go
mymiddlefingr (12:30:18 AM): awww
mymiddlefingr (12:30:19 AM): jane did too
mymiddlefingr (12:30:21 AM): look:
mymiddlefingr (12:30:37 AM): Janebrighty 12:04 am
(12:04:42 AM): Mine has a heart in the end
mymiddlefingr (12:30:44 AM): that was before they were revealed
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:31:47 AM): alright
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:31:55 AM): 3 to go
mymiddlefingr (12:35:40 AM): it would shock me if it was monica
mymiddlefingr (12:36:10 AM): she's the one that did all that work to convince me to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (12:36:23 AM): actually, she asked me who i wanted to vote
mymiddlefingr (12:36:43 AM): so she was just working to make sure i was voting with you guys,.. i dont think she coulda voted you
mymiddlefingr (12:40:49 AM): i just PM'd monica and asked what she thinks
mymiddlefingr (12:44:52 AM): gonna repost my vote then take off for awhile... good luck... oh and jane made marcus' vote for him
mymiddlefingr (12:44:56 AM): so it also couldn't have been him
mymiddlefingr (12:45:03 AM): ttyl


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and this little convo with marcus:


mymiddlefingr (12:40:55 AM): so...
mymiddlefingr (12:40:59 AM): the vote is messed up
mymiddlefingr (12:41:01 AM): this sucks
dinkii3 (12:41:15 AM): i will keep fairplay
dinkii3 (12:41:21 AM): statrategically is bette
dinkii3 (12:41:24 AM): jaime is stronger
mymiddlefingr (12:41:25 AM): me too
mymiddlefingr (12:41:30 AM): and jane voted with us
mymiddlefingr (12:41:39 AM): she told me what her vote would look like before they were revealed
mymiddlefingr (12:41:56 AM): i55.tinypic.com/34j55wm.jpg
mymiddlefingr (12:42:03 AM): that's my vote, a screen capture, if you need
mymiddlefingr (12:42:20 AM): i also told jane what my vote would look like before they were revealed... and i trust that you voted right
mymiddlefingr (12:42:27 AM): so it must have been tyrone
mymiddlefingr (12:42:30 AM): i think
dinkii3 (12:42:37 AM): yeah i voted
dinkii3 (12:42:45 AM): jane even made my vote haha
mymiddlefingr (12:43:39 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:43:44 AM): well good
mymiddlefingr (12:43:52 AM): jane says tyrone should vote right in the re-vote
mymiddlefingr (12:44:01 AM): so i guess we just put down jaime again and that's that
dinkii3 (12:44:47 AM): ok
mymiddlefingr (12:46:47 AM): how many people are signed up for your game so far?
dinkii3 (12:47:22 AM): 7
mymiddlefingr (12:50:37 AM): i see... out of how many spots?
dinkii3 (12:50:57 AM): 18 but i will prolly leave it in 16 if i dont get 18 people
mymiddlefingr (12:51:42 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:51:55 AM): okie well there should hopefully be time for me to decide after my interview tomorrow then
mymiddlefingr (12:52:03 AM): i cant make any committment before then, unfortunately
dinkii3 (12:52:16 AM): its ok
mymiddlefingr (12:57:01 AM): i'm gonna put you on my sierra account
mymiddlefingr (12:57:02 AM): brb
dinkii3 (12:57:39 AM): ok



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and then monica logged onto AIM and i had this convo:


UblazRob signed on at 1:10:29 AM
UblazRob (1:10:43 AM): Okay
mymiddlefingr (1:11:23 AM): back?
UblazRob (1:11:29 AM): Indeed.
UblazRob (1:11:31 AM): Makin' a chat now
mymiddlefingr (1:11:36 AM): okie well ya it says away, i can try ... oh
mymiddlefingr (1:11:37 AM): cool
UblazRob (1:11:41 AM): She's on
UblazRob (1:11:43 AM): Join the chat
UblazRob (1:14:18 AM): Is it okay if I send her the convo you sent me?
UblazRob (1:14:24 AM): Or at least the parts about her?
mymiddlefingr (1:14:44 AM): sure
mymiddlefingr (1:14:55 AM): hun, it's ur g...
mymiddlefingr (1:15:00 AM): well it is ur game
mymiddlefingr (1:15:02 AM): that sounds bad
mymiddlefingr (1:15:07 AM): like i'm saying it in a bad way
mymiddlefingr (1:15:10 AM): i'm not, i promise



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and then monica initiated this group chat with myself, her, and alexis:



November 4, 2010
UblazRob (1:11:48 AM): Hello, ladies.
mymiddlefingr (1:11:48 AM): hi
gamerkennyhoang (1:11:53 AM): well hello there
UblazRob (1:11:54 AM): So, Alexis
UblazRob (1:12:00 AM): I'll come right out and say it.
UblazRob (1:12:06 AM): We would like you to change your vote.
UblazRob (1:12:16 AM): And, obviously, that seems like a bad strategic move for you right now.
gamerkennyhoang (1:12:21 AM): yup
UblazRob (1:12:42 AM): Because you, I assume, have at least a final four promise with Jaime/Christy/Amanda
UblazRob (1:13:09 AM): And, it would be stupid to throw that all away to save Fairplay, who's kind of been a dick to you.
mymiddlefingr (1:13:24 AM): kind of...
mymiddlefingr (1:13:25 AM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (1:13:31 AM): yup
gamerkennyhoang (1:13:41 AM): i dont plan on going to the final 4 with those 4
UblazRob (1:13:50 AM): Really.
UblazRob (1:13:53 AM): That's good.
UblazRob (1:13:59 AM): Because they don't intend to let you get there, either.
UblazRob (1:14:31 AM): And
UblazRob (1:14:35 AM): I don't intend to let Fairplay get there.
mymiddlefingr (1:14:37 AM): okie...
gamerkennyhoang (1:14:41 AM): but i dont see a use of in getting rid of Jaime now
UblazRob (1:14:55 AM): They're a tight threesome.
UblazRob (1:15:05 AM): And if we don't split them up
UblazRob (1:15:10 AM): We're all fucked.
gamerkennyhoang (1:15:13 AM): my orginal plan
gamerkennyhoang (1:15:22 AM): was to get down to the final seven
gamerkennyhoang (1:15:32 AM): and then have me and eliza switch with whoever was left from your tribe
UblazRob (1:15:38 AM): Heh.
gamerkennyhoang (1:15:39 AM): then go to final 4
UblazRob (1:15:48 AM): Well, they have Tyrone mpw
UblazRob (1:15:50 AM): *now
UblazRob (1:15:53 AM): They don't need you.
UblazRob (1:16:21 AM): And, in fact, according to a conversation Amanda had with Eliza, they don't even want you.
mymiddlefingr (1:16:25 AM): i am really flattered
gamerkennyhoang (1:16:34 AM): i'll vote one of them off next round... i just want Fairplay gone
mymiddlefingr (1:16:36 AM): i always thought of myself as just the fifth person
UblazRob (1:16:44 AM): Alexis, if you switch, I will promise you
UblazRob (1:16:49 AM): On anything I can promise
gamerkennyhoang (1:16:53 AM): im like fucking Jane i want my marty gone
UblazRob (1:16:56 AM): That Fairplay will be outta here before the final seven.
UblazRob (1:17:07 AM): I don't want him around any more than you.
UblazRob (1:17:09 AM): He's a threat to me.
UblazRob (1:17:28 AM): But Jaime and Christy and Amanda have already been working on ways to get along without you
UblazRob (1:17:46 AM): I know they approached Jane already.
UblazRob (1:17:54 AM): They obviously approached Tyrone.
gamerkennyhoang (1:17:57 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (1:17:58 AM): amanda approached me
UblazRob (1:18:02 AM): Amanda offered me final six.
mymiddlefingr (1:18:06 AM): but have y'all hashed that out?
UblazRob (1:18:07 AM): So.
gamerkennyhoang (1:18:19 AM): like i would do this easily
gamerkennyhoang (1:18:23 AM): if it was either of the other two
gamerkennyhoang (1:18:33 AM): idk i like Jaime though
UblazRob (1:18:40 AM): Well, I like her two.
UblazRob (1:18:43 AM): I liked her in round one
UblazRob (1:18:49 AM): When she promised to pick me in the tribe switch.
mymiddlefingr (1:18:50 AM): i even like her now
mymiddlefingr (1:18:52 AM): damnit
UblazRob (1:18:55 AM): And I liked her in the tribe switch
UblazRob (1:19:00 AM): When she promised to work with me at the merge
UblazRob (1:19:11 AM): But told me "she might have other loyalties"
UblazRob (1:19:19 AM): But that she'd "try"
gamerkennyhoang (1:20:15 AM): k i'll think about it
UblazRob (1:20:27 AM): Heh.
UblazRob (1:20:28 AM): No you won't.
gamerkennyhoang (1:20:41 AM): like i want fairplay out
UblazRob (1:20:41 AM): If you were willing, you'd have said so.
UblazRob (1:20:47 AM): If you do
UblazRob (1:20:56 AM): You're handing them the win on a damn silver platter
UblazRob (1:20:58 AM): And you know it.
UblazRob (1:21:19 AM): You take out Jaime
gamerkennyhoang (1:21:23 AM): and if i vote out Jaime im handing your alliance a damn silver platter
UblazRob (1:21:31 AM): Who do you think my alliance is?
UblazRob (1:21:35 AM): Jane voted against me.
UblazRob (1:21:40 AM): Fairplay will win against anybody.
UblazRob (1:21:49 AM): Tyrone betrayed me TWICE.
gamerkennyhoang (1:21:55 AM): wahtevr i'll do it
UblazRob (1:22:10 AM): Well, look
UblazRob (1:22:12 AM): Here's what I'll say
UblazRob (1:22:16 AM): I don't make final two alliances.
UblazRob (1:22:17 AM): Ever.
UblazRob (1:22:21 AM): But
UblazRob (1:22:30 AM): You girls obviously would be taking a huge risk by helping me.
UblazRob (1:22:41 AM): And I will guarantee both of you final four if you vote off Jaime.
UblazRob (1:22:45 AM): At that point
UblazRob (1:22:49 AM): You have 2/4 votes.
gamerkennyhoang (1:23:00 AM): k
UblazRob (1:23:03 AM): That's enough to force a deadlock.
UblazRob (1:23:09 AM): If you want me gone, I'm gone. lol
UblazRob (1:23:27 AM): And, Alexis, I'm telling you this on my honor as a Christian.
gamerkennyhoang (1:23:30 AM): i liked you better as Ibrhem
mymiddlefingr (1:23:45 AM): i did too
UblazRob (1:23:45 AM): I don't make deals like this and then betray them.
mymiddlefingr (1:23:48 AM): and i didn't even know him then
gamerkennyhoang (1:23:55 AM): lol were you in that game too?
mymiddlefingr (1:23:56 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:23:57 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (1:24:00 AM): no
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:01 AM): oh
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:02 AM): i was
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:22 AM): he kind of pissed me off for one round
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:24 AM): but i'll do it
mymiddlefingr (1:24:28 AM): what game?
UblazRob (1:24:31 AM): You won't regret it
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:34 AM): Soul Survivor 1
UblazRob (1:24:38 AM): And, just to show you I'm not full of it
UblazRob (1:24:46 AM): I'll PM you that convo
mymiddlefingr (1:24:48 AM): i see... never seen it
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:52 AM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (1:24:56 AM): it was pretty good
mymiddlefingr (1:25:01 AM): how did u do in it?
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:05 AM): 8th
mymiddlefingr (1:25:07 AM): beat... ibrehe...
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:10 AM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:10 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:25:11 AM): however u spell that
mymiddlefingr (1:25:13 AM): cool
UblazRob (1:25:14 AM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:19 AM): you disapeered
UblazRob (1:25:31 AM): Japan meant more.
UblazRob (1:25:32 AM): :C
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:34 AM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:43 AM): i was Tyrone btw <3
gamerkennyhoang (1:25:50 AM): we got into a nice little arguement
mymiddlefingr (1:26:14 AM): ahhhhh...
mymiddlefingr (1:26:18 AM): nothing like a good argument
gamerkennyhoang (1:26:25 AM): i know it was great fun
UblazRob (1:26:33 AM): Uhhhh
mymiddlefingr (1:27:10 AM): i dont get arguments anymore
mymiddlefingr (1:27:25 AM): ppl kjust talk abt me behind my back
UblazRob (1:27:44 AM): Psst Alexis
UblazRob (1:27:46 AM): Eliza's a ho
gamerkennyhoang (1:27:51 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:27:52 AM): Don't tell her I said that
mymiddlefingr (1:28:23 AM): hey i'm a psycho and a time bomb
mymiddlefingr (1:28:26 AM): not a hoe
mymiddlefingr (1:28:32 AM): that's sarah
mymiddlefingr (1:28:48 AM): okay so wait what's going on?
mymiddlefingr (1:29:06 AM): i'm doing too much at once
gamerkennyhoang (1:29:31 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:30:55 AM): this game is bizarre...
mymiddlefingr (1:30:56 AM): brb
gamerkennyhoang (1:34:45 AM):
gamerkennyhoang (1:34:47 AM): oops
gamerkennyhoang (1:34:52 AM): tinypic.com/r/1z1ec5w/7
mymiddlefingr (1:35:32 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:36:06 AM): i55.tinypic.com/34j55wm.jpg
mymiddlefingr (1:36:09 AM): right back at ya
gamerkennyhoang (1:40:58 AM): 3 new ims
gamerkennyhoang (1:41:02 AM): oh nvm 1
gamerkennyhoang (1:41:05 AM): i was going to say
gamerkennyhoang (1:41:07 AM): someone is popular
mymiddlefingr (1:44:05 AM): lol




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and then monica and i finished our convo:



mymiddlefingr (1:19:45 AM): i dont think she's gonna budge
UblazRob (1:20:20 AM): Probably not
UblazRob (1:20:22 AM): We'll see.
UblazRob (1:24:00 AM): Uhhh
UblazRob (1:24:07 AM): I've never played as Ibrehem.
mymiddlefingr (1:24:10 AM): no?
UblazRob (1:24:13 AM): Alexis obviously has me confused as someone else.
mymiddlefingr (1:24:19 AM): i have no idea what she was talking abt, i'm just trying to lighten the mood
mymiddlefingr (1:25:42 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:25:46 AM): so ur just playing along?
mymiddlefingr (1:25:48 AM): japan meant more
mymiddlefingr (1:25:49 AM): LOL
UblazRob (1:25:52 AM): XD
mymiddlefingr (1:25:53 AM): nice
UblazRob (1:25:56 AM): Yeah, well, what am I gonna say?
mymiddlefingr (1:26:41 AM): exactly
mymiddlefingr (1:29:38 AM): i feel like...
mymiddlefingr (1:29:42 AM): did we harrass her?
UblazRob (1:31:23 AM): Eh
UblazRob (1:31:24 AM): A bit
mymiddlefingr (1:32:02 AM): she say anything else that she didn't say in the chat? anything like more ... positive sounding?
UblazRob (1:33:50 AM): Indeed.
UblazRob (1:33:52 AM): We're bonding
UblazRob (1:33:53 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:34:01 AM): oh good
mymiddlefingr (1:34:24 AM): i'm gonna have a smoke
mymiddlefingr (1:35:03 AM): this entire situation *draws a big circle in the air with her arm to represent like EVERYTHING* is fucked
mymiddlefingr (1:35:09 AM): brb
UblazRob (1:36:29 AM): I know
UblazRob (1:36:31 AM): Have a good smoke
UblazRob (1:36:31 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:36:48 AM): i am going to... a really relly good "smoke"
mymiddlefingr (1:36:59 AM): hope that doesn't offend... the Christian side of you
mymiddlefingr (1:36:59 AM):
UblazRob (1:37:09 AM): Ohhh
UblazRob (1:37:11 AM): That kind of smoke
UblazRob (1:37:11 AM): Nah
UblazRob (1:37:21 AM): I'm not one of those uptight christians
mymiddlefingr (1:37:28 AM): Cool, me niether
mymiddlefingr (1:37:43 AM): oops i dont need to capitalize with you, you know who i am
UblazRob (1:37:52 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:40:26 AM): actually i dont need to leave for this either
mymiddlefingr (1:40:30 AM): so i'm not gonna brb
mymiddlefingr (1:40:36 AM): i got a question
mymiddlefingr (1:40:50 AM): this thing with the final 4 with me... and with alexis... wassup with that??
mymiddlefingr (1:40:56 AM): is that really ... real?
UblazRob (1:41:14 AM): Yep.
UblazRob (1:41:23 AM): Ideally, it'd be you/me/her/Marcus
UblazRob (1:41:33 AM): I never make promises as a Christian that I don't intend to carry out.
UblazRob (1:41:42 AM): I once threw a F3 immuntiy to keep a promise like that.
UblazRob (1:41:47 AM): Placed third.
UblazRob (1:41:59 AM): My honor isn't worth throwing away for a game.
mymiddlefingr (1:43:47 AM): Well I like the sounds of that
UblazRob (1:44:53 AM):
UblazRob (1:44:55 AM): Alright
UblazRob (1:44:55 AM): Well
UblazRob (1:45:05 AM): I guess it's all up to Lexi, now
UblazRob (1:45:06 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:45:09 AM): i guess so
mymiddlefingr (1:45:13 AM): you really dont tink tyrone will?
mymiddlefingr (1:45:19 AM): what was it that jane said to me...
mymiddlefingr (1:45:22 AM): something really dumb...
mymiddlefingr (1:45:46 AM): Janebrighty (12:16:04 AM):Yeah.Janebrighty (12:16:10 AM):Probably he didnt get my PM right.Janebrighty (12:16:18 AM):And he thought we were voting ''with'' Jaime
mymiddlefingr (1:46:00 AM): whatever that means
mymiddlefingr (1:46:41 AM): did u send alexis that convo?
UblazRob (1:55:14 AM): Yes
mymiddlefingr (1:55:51 AM): cool... the whole thing or did you have to wade through it to find the right part?
mymiddlefingr (1:55:53 AM):
UblazRob (1:56:18 AM): I'm editing it
UblazRob (1:56:25 AM): But I told her if she wanted the whole thing I'd give it to her
mymiddlefingr (1:56:33 AM): ewwwwww... have fun with that
mymiddlefingr (1:56:51 AM): and that's cool, whatever u gotta do
mymiddlefingr (1:57:10 AM): i appreciate offering me final 4...
UblazRob (1:57:19 AM): Well, it's the truth
UblazRob (1:57:19 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:57:21 AM): that's huge, cause you know, you really dont have to to get me on ur side
UblazRob (1:57:26 AM): Nope
UblazRob (1:57:31 AM): But it occurs to me
mymiddlefingr (1:57:36 AM): all you gotta do now is show up and i'll be there
UblazRob (1:57:38 AM): Now that Tyrone's a total bastard
UblazRob (1:57:46 AM): We have perfect lisence to boot him
UblazRob (1:57:52 AM): Then Fairplay
UblazRob (1:57:54 AM): Then Jane.
UblazRob (1:58:01 AM): Then we're in the final four
UblazRob (1:58:09 AM): (After we vote off Christy/Amanda, that is. )
mymiddlefingr (1:58:28 AM): that's a brilliant plan
mymiddlefingr (1:58:39 AM): if things happen that way i'd be thrilled
mymiddlefingr (1:59:01 AM): whatever u need me to do from here on out just let me know, and it's done
mymiddlefingr (1:59:49 AM): i cant remember if i asked, and if it's getting too late or whatever and i'm overbearing let me know ... but, how did u do in season one?
UblazRob (2:04:46 AM): Season one?
UblazRob (2:04:48 AM): didn't play
UblazRob (2:04:50 AM): Season two?
UblazRob (2:04:54 AM): Third place.
mymiddlefingr (2:04:59 AM): oh, ya, last season
UblazRob (2:05:00 AM): The guy I promised final two to?
UblazRob (2:05:02 AM): Won.
mymiddlefingr (2:05:06 AM): oh wow
UblazRob (2:05:13 AM): So you know my word is good
UblazRob (2:05:13 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (2:05:15 AM): u r the enigma
mymiddlefingr (2:05:24 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (2:05:49 AM): in my confessional i've been calling u that
UblazRob (2:06:29 AM): hahaha
UblazRob (2:06:32 AM): Oh dear
mymiddlefingr (2:06:58 AM): the way i like gave you that convo first time i talked to you basically...
mymiddlefingr (2:07:03 AM): LOL... that was weird
mymiddlefingr (2:07:21 AM): i titled a post that day called "monica padilla will bury me"
mymiddlefingr (2:07:24 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:07:33 AM): sorry, i'm rambling... lol
mymiddlefingr (2:08:54 AM): how the hell could u "like me"... lol that's strange
mymiddlefingr (2:10:56 AM): i gotta go to bed soon... i'm keeping my vote on jaime, right?
UblazRob (2:15:27 AM): Indeed.
UblazRob (2:15:37 AM): Alexis swore up and down she'd do it
UblazRob (2:15:43 AM): So let's cross our fingers
mymiddlefingr (2:16:13 AM): *crosses fingers for a thousand reasons*
mymiddlefingr (2:16:49 AM): and jaime...
mymiddlefingr (2:16:57 AM): when she says she's talked to you and stuff...
mymiddlefingr (2:17:01 AM): and i shouldn't go with her...
mymiddlefingr (2:17:04 AM): just more bullshit right?
mymiddlefingr (2:17:10 AM): shouldn't go with you*
UblazRob (2:17:17 AM): She's talked to me, yeah
UblazRob (2:17:22 AM): And she's offering me the moon if I switch my vote
UblazRob (2:17:25 AM): But I ain't flippin'.
UblazRob (2:17:30 AM): I told her that to her face.
UblazRob (2:17:42 AM): Obviously Jaime's gonna tell you that
UblazRob (2:17:45 AM): It's her only play
mymiddlefingr (2:17:54 AM): ya everyone knows how i'm voting too now
mymiddlefingr (2:17:59 AM): well, christy and i dont speak
UblazRob (2:18:04 AM): She told me she wants to work with me
mymiddlefingr (2:18:05 AM): but everyone else knows
UblazRob (2:18:16 AM): And the only reason she never approached me yet is because I didn't approach her or something
UblazRob (2:18:20 AM): Right.
UblazRob (2:18:22 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (2:18:43 AM): she only talks to me when she's desperate too
mymiddlefingr (2:18:52 AM): but she has a legitimate reason: i annoy her
mymiddlefingr (2:18:57 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:19:23 AM): well i'm just gonna ignore it
mymiddlefingr (2:19:27 AM): the hard one was always alexis
mymiddlefingr (2:19:35 AM): that's the one that got me to question myself constantly
mymiddlefingr (2:19:43 AM): so... thank god that obstacle is removed
UblazRob (2:20:37 AM): Indeed.
UblazRob (2:20:43 AM): Yeah, Jaime only talks to people when she needs something
UblazRob (2:20:54 AM): Which is why I didn't really bother talking to her much
UblazRob (2:21:02 AM): Since she only seemed to want me when it was her neck on the line
mymiddlefingr (2:21:39 AM): ya, i couldn't work with her for long because of that
mymiddlefingr (2:21:44 AM): clearly i like to talk a lot
mymiddlefingr (2:21:45 AM):
UblazRob (2:21:49 AM): Haha
UblazRob (2:21:51 AM): So do I
mymiddlefingr (2:22:14 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:22:23 AM): that's the point of these games, as i see it
UblazRob (2:22:28 AM): Indeed!
mymiddlefingr (2:22:36 AM): lol you really talk like someone i know
mymiddlefingr (2:22:40 AM): it's freaky
UblazRob (2:22:45 AM): Ha
UblazRob (2:22:51 AM): Sorry 'bout that
mymiddlefingr (2:22:57 AM): lol no it's good
mymiddlefingr (2:23:16 AM): if youd have said yes, you were kyle, you'd have been even better off
mymiddlefingr (2:23:39 AM): there are certain people that i just cant seem to help bu do what they say .. lol
UblazRob signed off at 2:23:48 AM
UblazRob signed on at 2:24:49 AM
UblazRob (2:24:56 AM): Gah
UblazRob (2:24:58 AM): Netglitch
UblazRob (2:25:00 AM): I should go
UblazRob (2:25:04 AM): Don't let 'em guilt trip you
UblazRob (2:25:07 AM): They will say ANYTHING
mymiddlefingr (2:25:08 AM): ya me too
mymiddlefingr (2:25:11 AM): it's very late
mymiddlefingr (2:25:19 AM): i wont, dont worry
mymiddlefingr (2:25:26 AM): my vote's in and it wont change
mymiddlefingr (2:25:42 AM): sweet dreams
UblazRob (2:25:43 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:26:30 AM): thnx again
mymiddlefingr (2:26:35 AM):
UblazRob (2:26:37 AM): No prob!
UblazRob (2:26:40 AM): <3



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and that was it for the night...




then this morning, i got this private message from tyrone:


Hey Eliza, Jane told me about the convo you had with Amanda... first off, I wanted to apologize for forcing this tie, I had no fucking idea for sure it was that amanda, ugh but now that I know, thanks to you (thanks ) That bitch is toast, stupid cunt still keeps chirping the same song over and over again, too delusional to see everyone in my game hated her and she was taken out cause of that, lol.

Anyways, judging by the convo you seem to know who I am too If you dont mind me asking, who are ya? lmao, obv. know who a-man-duh is


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and i replied to tyrone with this:



ya jane said that it was pretty much just a mistake, she assured me that the revote will go better

i really dont wanna tell you who i am. you and i dont have the greatest history, to be honest... that's why i haven't come to talk to you yet.

i guess now that i've voted with jane and them, i've made it clear that i'm on your side. so, hopefully we can let the past be the past. that is, if you are actually brownlost.



so, for the sake of full disclosure, i am.... hmmmm... how would you best know me...


neleh from mystery island? todd from egypt?


that's who i am. i really really hope that doesn't make you just automatically take up arms against me. i really am not here to fuck with you, or anything. promise!





ummmmm... and yeah, amanda still really wants you gone, the last time i talked to her. she calls you her "arch enemy"... if you are, who she thinks yo uare


whats her problem with you anyway? she said you like forced her out of a game she was in or something?




personally, i'm playing a game of hers... in her rules, she states that she "won't cheat or rig the game for anyone, and she wont divulge confessional posts"... just, a random thought... seems to me that you'd only have to say that if you were actually planning on doing it





sorry now i'm just ranting. lol... point is, she's annoyed me a lot lately, from things like that to stuff like bitching abt every challenge here in japan. she even went so far as to say she was gonna delete her account if she got another posting challenge. that was before the farmville thing, so she lied

LOL... i'm just fed up with her attitude, personally. a real whiny bitch.

and that's me, neleh from mystery island, saying that.


LOL



all right i'd say this PM is long enough. i added you to my AIM that i'm using for this game... so if i see you, if this is actually you, lol... then i'll say hi.



oh and i'm voting jaime in the revote. i tried talking alexis into doing the same, as well, and so did monica, and alexis said she would. so... i think we're good for sure this time.




that's my vote b ythe way, the pink one!


and however y'all wanna vote next time, i'm good. personally, i tink you know who i'd want... and it's probly the same person you'd want


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and then tyrone sent me this:


Hi Neleh Don't tell anyone else who I am since that idiot Amanda somehow found out, it's me Brendan LOL Shhh, I have nothing against you, never have, never will, just games, lol.

Anyways, Amanda, that idiot, she was in a game I hosted, Eclipse. You can probably guess it's not too hard to believe that alot of people were annoyed by her so when tribes were shuffled near the merge, she had numbers and was so cocky and let's just say, she got Idol'd out and beacuse she got idol'd out, she has the balls to call the game rigged. I had a co-host and pw's too, and then she was like "collective" rigging, wtf? but yeah, she's been my "arch" enemy ever since, more her doing then mine, I just hate her guts and she's annoying as fuck and delusional, not really sure how you can have an "arch" enemy when only one person is making it that way but what ever, it jsut sucks cause I really like Jaime and knowing she is getting voted out becuase of Amanda sucks but I can't let her side get numbers knowing it's her now, we need to put her in her place. But yeah, I have nothing against you, if you remember we got along pretty well from what I recall Brendan from M.I lol. (btw, your lucky your not in that series AS game, I swear some people are making it so fucking stupid now and it's just draining, Kelly S is still in and she's really gotten on my nerves with not what she's doing but how she's played lol) sorry ranting, lol

But no, I am not automatically against you, if you'd like, I'd actually like to make amends from Mystery Island and work with you all the way through to the end if you'd like, or if you don't already have plans. I don't like Jonny either cause he treated me like shit on the other tribe but Amanda has to go next and yeah. Sorry if this is so long but yeah, lol.


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and then i sent him this:




nice reply yo


same length as my message, makes me feel less bad for sending so much for you to read at once



i agree fairplay is pretty annoying. he does tis thing where he comes and ays hi to me and starts up a convo then leaves for like... hours... that's annoying.



and i also like jaime. i didn't, at first, cause i thought she was holding tis past game we were in together against me... i was wrong tho, she's actually really sweet. but yeah, it's super clear that she's in really tight with amanda.

and that's funny abt amanda... jeez. she told me she was gonna wuit, last round, if she got idol'd out. like she thought fairplay had an idol, and so she said "if i get idol'd out i'm not ocming back for the final tribal and i'm gonna delete my account" and stuff....


and as far as delusional goes... has she ever told you abt her amanda-stalking? how she believes they will be married someday. how her whole life goal is to "make love to amanda"...


LOL, ya that's delusional.





LOL... speaking of ranting. nice to know someone else does it too, it's not just me



and i'm pretty sure you and i left on all right terms after everything, i jsut wasn't positive. i know i was a jackass in mystery island, and i was a lying sack of shit in egypt... so i just figured anyone from those games wouldn't exactly like me a lot

and i don't really have any plans for the game. as far as i know, i'm just trying to make final 6. but i'm hearing more and more of "your side" saying they dont really like fairplay, so maybe i'm actualyl pplaying for better than final 6



basically, i'm pretty open at this point.


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and that's it so far... other than right now, amanda just aksed me "WTF is with japan?"



so... i'll post what happens with that later...



sorry no time for commentary right now, gotta do another challenge in another game. peace.














i will say that i am really paranoid still about jaime actualyl going home. ... we'll see... i'm doubtful still.

[Eliza Orlins]

after the revote at tribal council (actually, it's really merge round 3 now but i ummmmm... yeah... didn't make a new thread, for whatever reason)





all right everyone who said they would vote jaime... voted jaime.



alexis' vote was funny




and amanda is sooooooo pissed!



WTF i dont have the convo wit hher for some reason...


what the fuck... this multiple AIM SNs at once is confusing the hsit out of me..



basicalyl she says she' probly gonna quit now.


and told me to explain myself. IT'S THAT RIGHT THERE AMANDA! that fucking shitty attitude. that's what the fuck is wrong.



i'll try and find the convo. it was short, but still, it's drama... a little anway... be back.

[Eliza Orlins]

i love this reward challenge so much that i want to marry it :-)

[Eliza Orlins]

i can see why some people call tara insane :-)

[Eliza Orlins]

i got convos i gotta post i just dont feel like it.


i'm covering up the posts i did in reply to the reward challenge thing... whatever the hell that meant




and i dont have the energy still to do commentary, just to post what i said to people and what they said to me. and barely that amount of energy. or desire, right now.

this round is gonna be a very boring one, from me. suffocating surrender.

i'm not even gonna try to win this immunity challenge. literally, when i say surrender, i mean exactly that.



i already posted my chat with monica... i'll post it again to make sure i got everything, since we talked some after i posted it.



this is the most accurate illustration of FUCK MY LIFE that you will ever see....





November 4, 2010
sierrar66 (8:28:24 PM): heya
sierrar66 (8:28:33 PM): i came back jsut as you said hi to me
sierrar66 (8:28:39 PM): so what do you mean you got green?
UblazRob (8:28:49 PM): Whaa? Eliza has another sn?
sierrar66 (8:28:52 PM): the challenge is posted?
UblazRob (8:28:53 PM): Ah is confused
UblazRob (8:28:54 PM): Yeah
UblazRob (8:28:59 PM): Go to your confessionals
sierrar66 (8:29:00 PM): yeah this is eliza
sierrar66 (8:29:03 PM): okie
UblazRob (8:29:06 PM): there's a thread called "your color"
sierrar66 (8:29:28 PM): oh
sierrar66 (8:29:32 PM): should i choose green>?
UblazRob (8:29:35 PM): No
UblazRob (8:29:37 PM): Just look in there
UblazRob (8:29:41 PM): And see what it says
UblazRob (8:29:42 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:29:44 PM): okie
sierrar66 (8:29:45 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:30:04 PM): oh
sierrar66 (8:30:08 PM): should i choose
sierrar66 (8:30:09 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:30:10 PM): nice
sierrar66 (8:30:14 PM): okay i got grey
sierrar66 (8:30:15 PM):
sierrar66 (8:30:17 PM): what is the challene?
sierrar66 (8:30:19 PM): let me look
UblazRob (8:30:22 PM): k
sierrar66 (8:31:29 PM): playing another challenge right now
sierrar66 (8:31:31 PM): posting one
sierrar66 (8:31:33 PM): sucky times
sierrar66 (8:31:42 PM): fuckin amanda's game
sierrar66 (8:31:45 PM): whiny little bitch
sierrar66 (8:31:50 PM): said she's gonna quit or go inactive now
UblazRob (8:32:16 PM): XD
UblazRob (8:32:20 PM): Shucks
sierrar66 (8:32:29 PM): oh fuck this challenge
sierrar66 (8:32:31 PM): you got it
UblazRob (8:32:43 PM): I got what?
sierrar66 (8:32:49 PM): i'm gonna go shoot myself in the head instead
sierrar66 (8:32:50 PM):
sierrar66 (8:32:59 PM): i'm not doing this challenge yo
sierrar66 (8:33:12 PM): fuckin guess everyone's colors
UblazRob (8:33:18 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:33:19 PM): just tell me the color you want me to tell other people i have
UblazRob (8:33:23 PM): LOL
UblazRob (8:33:26 PM): Uhhh...
sierrar66 (8:33:27 PM): i'm not even gonna ask others
UblazRob (8:33:32 PM): Green?
UblazRob (8:33:33 PM): lol
UblazRob (8:33:40 PM): I'll tell pepole I'm grey
sierrar66 (8:34:32 PM): okie
sierrar66 (8:34:34 PM): sounds good
sierrar66 (8:34:40 PM): if people tell me i'll jsut tell you
UblazRob (8:34:43 PM): k
sierrar66 (8:34:47 PM): wait do you want to win tis?
UblazRob (8:34:50 PM): Yeah
sierrar66 (8:34:54 PM): okay
sierrar66 (8:34:58 PM): i'll just help you win it then
UblazRob (8:35:00 PM): I have no idea what they're gonna try and pull
UblazRob (8:35:09 PM): Probably they're gonna start telling people to go after me
UblazRob (8:35:18 PM): But I think if we do Amanda next
UblazRob (8:35:32 PM): Then we can either do Christy to finish it off
UblazRob (8:35:33 PM): Or
UblazRob (8:35:39 PM): I still don't trust Tyrone
UblazRob (8:35:40 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:35:50 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:35:53 PM): tyrone is talking to me now
sierrar66 (8:35:57 PM): he offered me a deal
sierrar66 (8:36:01 PM): well no specific things yet
UblazRob (8:36:04 PM): Hahaha
sierrar66 (8:36:08 PM): but asked if i had anyone with me, if i was open for a deal
sierrar66 (8:36:10 PM): so more accurately
UblazRob (8:36:14 PM): I love how Tyrone is so totally inactive
sierrar66 (8:36:14 PM): he is ABOUT to offer me a deal
UblazRob (8:36:20 PM): Yet still tries to play everybody
UblazRob (8:36:27 PM): XD
UblazRob (8:36:30 PM): Ask him what his color is
sierrar66 (8:36:48 PM): okie
sierrar66 (8:36:49 PM): i will
sierrar66 (8:36:54 PM): and ummm... can u get alexis?
UblazRob (8:36:58 PM): I'll try
sierrar66 (8:36:59 PM): i can get marcus' if u cant
UblazRob (8:37:01 PM): She signed off just now
UblazRob (8:37:05 PM): I think I can get Marcus
UblazRob (8:37:07 PM): Jane might lie
UblazRob (8:37:07 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:37:07 PM): okie
sierrar66 (8:37:14 PM): yeah jane wont tell me either i doubt
sierrar66 (8:37:18 PM): only talked to her once on aim
sierrar66 (8:38:25 PM): what is his aim?
sierrar66 (8:38:26 PM): tyrones?
sierrar66 (8:38:32 PM): besides brownlost69
UblazRob (8:39:28 PM): intersect2point0
UblazRob (8:39:33 PM): He's been on it ONCE
sierrar66 (8:39:43 PM): jesus he always does that
sierrar66 (8:39:48 PM): and i have to make nice with this guy
UblazRob (8:39:48 PM): I know
sierrar66 (8:39:50 PM): yay
UblazRob (8:39:51 PM): Eh
UblazRob (8:39:58 PM): Try telling him you'll work with him
UblazRob (8:39:59 PM): That way
UblazRob (8:40:10 PM): He won't be like, "Oh, Eliza won't," and then start asking other people.
UblazRob (8:40:25 PM): And then he'll tell you all of his plans, and we'll know how best to stop him
sierrar66 (8:40:47 PM): yeah he did that last two times i played with him
sierrar66 (8:40:54 PM): he's pretty... easy
UblazRob (8:40:56 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:41:07 PM): and then just tell you what he said
sierrar66 (8:41:20 PM): no problem, as i said... ur game now
sierrar66 (8:41:21 PM):
UblazRob (8:41:21 PM): If you want *shrug*
UblazRob (8:41:38 PM): Nah, it's our game.
UblazRob (8:41:40 PM): lol
UblazRob (8:41:41 PM): Together
sierrar66 (8:42:09 PM): i cant believe that
sierrar66 (8:42:17 PM): but i dont mind following it anyway
sierrar66 (8:42:23 PM): lol, just being honest
UblazRob (8:42:37 PM): lol
UblazRob (8:42:39 PM): Well, eh
UblazRob (8:42:48 PM): You're the one who helped get Alexis on board
UblazRob (8:42:56 PM): You're the one who's gonna be keeping an eye on Tyrone
sierrar66 (8:42:57 PM): did i help that much?
UblazRob (8:43:01 PM): So, it's not like I can do this without you
UblazRob (8:43:03 PM): Yeah
sierrar66 (8:43:03 PM): ya i will do that
sierrar66 (8:43:09 PM): alexis is annoyed with me and you now
UblazRob (8:43:09 PM): Without that convo, we'd have been sunk
UblazRob (8:43:12 PM): Really?
UblazRob (8:43:13 PM): Why?
sierrar66 (8:43:23 PM): yeah... well i told her, i'd be annoyed at me
sierrar66 (8:43:26 PM): and at monica
sierrar66 (8:43:31 PM): and she said, yeah, i am, but whatever
sierrar66 (8:43:35 PM): that sorta deal
UblazRob (8:43:43 PM): Why is she annoyed?
UblazRob (8:43:47 PM): Because Tyrone also flipped?
sierrar66 (8:43:48 PM): just cause... well, we pushed her out of her original strat
sierrar66 (8:43:50 PM): now she is...
sierrar66 (8:43:54 PM): on the leash, sorta thing
UblazRob (8:43:59 PM): Whaa?
sierrar66 (8:44:00 PM): her life is in the same hands as mine
UblazRob (8:44:04 PM): Geeze
sierrar66 (8:44:05 PM): only i take it better _
sierrar66 (8:44:55 PM): i mean
sierrar66 (8:44:58 PM): she didn't say that last part
sierrar66 (8:45:01 PM): but that's what it is
UblazRob (8:45:08 PM): Well, eh, tell her not to worry
sierrar66 (8:45:11 PM): she was in control of her plan... sorta deal
sierrar66 (8:45:15 PM): and she gave up control, last night
UblazRob (8:45:17 PM): I'm down to vote however she wants
sierrar66 (8:45:34 PM): me too
sierrar66 (8:45:39 PM): i'm down to vote however you want
UblazRob (8:45:46 PM): Well, you can't, this round.
sierrar66 (8:46:16 PM): yeah i know
sierrar66 (8:46:22 PM): and i'm not going for immunity either
sierrar66 (8:46:36 PM): don't tell tyrone you got green
sierrar66 (8:46:40 PM): i'm telling him i got green
UblazRob (8:46:57 PM): I won't
UblazRob (8:47:09 PM): Tyrone's an untrustworthy punk
UblazRob (8:47:17 PM): I'd wait for him to tell me what he got
UblazRob (8:47:20 PM): And if he said Cyan
UblazRob (8:47:24 PM): I'd say "I got Cyan too!"
UblazRob (8:47:32 PM): "Liar!"
sierrar66 (8:47:39 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:47:41 PM): okie cool
UblazRob (8:47:42 PM): Just to see what he'd say
sierrar66 (8:47:44 PM): well i'll let ya know
UblazRob (8:47:46 PM): k
UblazRob (8:47:48 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:50:41 PM): okie so
sierrar66 (8:50:44 PM): i sent him:
sierrar66 (8:50:54 PM): i doubt i can win this challenge so... i got green
sierrar66 (8:50:56 PM): enjoy that
sierrar66 (8:50:58 PM): and good luck!
sierrar66 (8:51:03 PM): THE END
sierrar66 (8:51:09 PM): we'll see if he just volunteers his
sierrar66 (8:52:37 PM): who else should i ask?
sierrar66 (8:52:42 PM): "ask"?
UblazRob (8:53:02 PM): lol
UblazRob (8:53:10 PM): Could try Christy. XD
sierrar66 (8:56:28 PM): LOL
sierrar66 (8:56:31 PM): never talked to her once
UblazRob (8:56:34 PM): lol
UblazRob (8:56:38 PM): Then... maybe not
UblazRob (8:56:39 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:56:39 PM): i'm gonna give mine to amanda
sierrar66 (8:56:42 PM): "mine"
UblazRob (8:56:42 PM): XD
UblazRob (8:56:51 PM): Watch as she bitches you out
sierrar66 (8:56:54 PM): you didn't tell her yours is green yet did u?
UblazRob (8:56:56 PM): No
sierrar66 (8:56:58 PM): okie
UblazRob (8:57:00 PM): I only told Fairplay
UblazRob (8:57:15 PM): Because he was the first one to talk to me
UblazRob (8:57:16 PM): lol
sierrar66 (8:57:26 PM): yeah dude you gotta keep close to him
sierrar66 (8:57:30 PM): everyone wants him out tho
sierrar66 (8:57:31 PM): tyrone
sierrar66 (8:57:32 PM): jane
UblazRob (8:57:35 PM): I know
sierrar66 (8:57:38 PM): marcus even said he is a bit annoyed
UblazRob (8:57:42 PM): He is annoying
UblazRob (8:57:43 PM): But
UblazRob (8:57:56 PM): I still don't trust Jane/Tyrone
UblazRob (8:57:59 PM): If we can ditch Amanda
UblazRob (8:58:09 PM): Or even Christy
sierrar66 (8:58:10 PM): yeah we should be able to
UblazRob (8:59:00 PM): Because Christy's tight with Jane
UblazRob (8:59:08 PM): So if we boot Amanda
UblazRob (8:59:18 PM): Then Fairplay
UblazRob (8:59:27 PM): It'd have to be you/me/Marcus/Alexis
sierrar66 (8:59:36 PM): then christy should go next?
sierrar66 (8:59:38 PM): or...?
UblazRob (8:59:41 PM): If we can, yeah
sierrar66 (8:59:48 PM): amanda thinks she's going
sierrar66 (8:59:51 PM): we have a lot of votes
UblazRob (8:59:51 PM): I don't think Jane will go for it, though
sierrar66 (8:59:57 PM): do we need jane?
sierrar66 (9:00:00 PM): who ...
sierrar66 (9:00:02 PM): oh yeah wait
sierrar66 (9:00:05 PM): amanda has to go next
UblazRob (9:00:06 PM): If Jane/Tyrone/Amanda/Christy all vote
UblazRob (9:00:10 PM): Yeah
UblazRob (9:00:12 PM): Amanda has to go
sierrar66 (9:00:12 PM): jane/tyrone are pushing for her hard
UblazRob (9:00:16 PM): Are they?
UblazRob (9:00:17 PM): Good.
UblazRob (9:00:18 PM): lol
UblazRob (9:00:25 PM): If we do Amanda
UblazRob (9:00:33 PM): Then it'll be F8
UblazRob (9:00:45 PM): You/me/Alexis/Marcus/Fairplay
UblazRob (9:00:48 PM): Can get majority
sierrar66 (9:00:57 PM): possibly
UblazRob (9:01:01 PM): Possibly.
sierrar66 (9:01:03 PM): alexis is sooooooo iffy
UblazRob (9:01:05 PM): I know
UblazRob (9:01:09 PM): We need to keep her with us
UblazRob (9:01:21 PM): That's why I want her to be able to choose who goes
UblazRob (9:01:30 PM): After Amanda's gone
UblazRob (9:01:35 PM): So she feels like she has control
sierrar66 (9:01:44 PM): yeah
sierrar66 (9:02:06 PM): this is gonna be really weird
UblazRob (9:02:13 PM): Yeah
sierrar66 (9:02:22 PM): she is GOING to flip once amanda is gone
sierrar66 (9:02:26 PM): over to jane and christy
sierrar66 (9:02:30 PM): like... 100%
sierrar66 (9:02:42 PM): the only one she doesn't like is amanda
sierrar66 (9:02:53 PM): once shes not part of it, what's stopping alexis from going to the people she likes?
UblazRob (9:03:05 PM): Indeed.
sierrar66 (9:04:10 PM): wow my fears are totally coming true as i'm doing this challenge
sierrar66 (9:04:15 PM): trying to think of who i can ask
sierrar66 (9:04:18 PM): who would tell me
sierrar66 (9:04:28 PM): i cant think of anyone who would be honest with me anymore
sierrar66 (9:04:31 PM): hahahaha
sierrar66 (9:04:59 PM): except POSSIBLY tyrone, just cuase... of whatever
UblazRob (9:05:05 PM): lol
UblazRob (9:05:14 PM): Well, that's why it's good to work with Tyrone
UblazRob (9:05:17 PM): If he approaches you
UblazRob (9:05:25 PM): You'll know if he approaches anybody else
sierrar66 (9:06:08 PM): i wish he would go online
sierrar66 (9:06:14 PM): he used to be online on AIM 24/7
sierrar66 (9:07:09 PM): you know
sierrar66 (9:07:20 PM): i wish you would put your monica avatar on your AIM
sierrar66 (9:07:29 PM): just saying
sierrar66 (9:10:10 PM): what the fuck?
UblazRob (9:10:26 PM): ?
sierrar66 (9:10:35 PM): the reward challenge thing
sierrar66 (9:10:39 PM): doesn't make sense
sierrar66 (9:21:36 PM): okie i posted a bunch of stuff
sierrar66 (9:21:38 PM): lol
sierrar66 (9:21:40 PM): i dont know
UblazRob (9:21:43 PM): lol
UblazRob (9:21:44 PM): Me too
sierrar66 (9:21:47 PM): : - )
sierrar66 (9:21:49 PM): that thing right?
sierrar66 (9:21:53 PM): the original smiley?
UblazRob (9:21:54 PM): Yeah, that's my guess
sierrar66 (9:21:55 PM): in like a joke
sierrar66 (9:21:57 PM): yeah
sierrar66 (9:22:01 PM): when was ur first post with it?
UblazRob (9:22:20 PM): Uhhh
UblazRob (9:22:22 PM): Not sure
UblazRob (9:22:25 PM): I think a few min ago
UblazRob (9:22:32 PM): As long as Tyrone doesn't get the reward, I'll be happy
UblazRob (9:22:36 PM): He posted something in his confessional, too
sierrar66 (9:22:40 PM): i see
sierrar66 (9:22:44 PM): do you know when he posted?
UblazRob (9:22:49 PM): Nope
UblazRob (9:22:55 PM): I just did one with every emoticon being used though
sierrar66 (9:23:00 PM): i love this reward challenge so much that i want to marry it
sierrar66 (9:23:05 PM): plus : - )
sierrar66 (9:23:14 PM): that was the first emoticon ever used
sierrar66 (9:23:20 PM): so i posted that joke
sierrar66 (9:23:27 PM): at 8:14
sierrar66 (9:23:52 PM): and the challenge was posted at 7:47
sierrar66 (9:23:56 PM): so... we'll see
UblazRob (9:24:11 PM): lol
UblazRob (9:24:12 PM): Yeah
sierrar66 (9:24:53 PM): got a message from tyrone here
sierrar66 (9:25:04 PM): it's long, brb
sierrar66 (9:25:09 PM): i hate tis reward challenge stuff
sierrar66 (9:25:11 PM):
UblazRob (9:25:42 PM): Me too
sierrar66 (9:28:32 PM): purple for tyrone
UblazRob (9:28:37 PM): k
UblazRob (9:28:41 PM): What else is he sayin?
UblazRob (9:28:46 PM): Talking crap about me?
UblazRob (9:28:47 PM): lol
sierrar66 (9:28:56 PM): lol
sierrar66 (9:28:58 PM): you want the message?
UblazRob (9:29:00 PM): Sure
UblazRob (9:29:01 PM): lol
sierrar66 (9:29:27 PM): it's long
sierrar66 (9:29:28 PM): omg i know, fairplay takes forever to reply and leaves in the middle! and I hated voting for Jaime cause of Amanda but we had to, Amanda's a bitch.

LOL omg, her and idols, hilarious. Just wait till you see what I write on my amanda vote and say to her once she gets voted out Im gonna tell her to do us all a favor and not log back in ever again LOL


sierrar66 (9:29:35 PM): and the stalking... don't even get me started! The person who got her out in my game is a friend of mine (you'd love her, lmao, she got your enemy Ozzy out in both the games she played with him, hard to believe huh? She outlasted him and his whole alliance in bermuda triangle and finished third and in All stars she single handidly blindsided his ally and then him early in the game , but she was too big a threat and got voted out recently I think you two would be pretty good friends lol) Did i mention she also blindsided Amanda with the idol? which is why she's after me cause she thinks I rigged it for her, what's better is that she had immunity that round and played the idol for her ally! lmao) but yeah, she made so much fun of amanda and how he jerks off to amanda's pic and everything lmao, Amanda (person playing her) is really creepy, ew, lol. Marry her? yeah... my ass, lmao.


sierrar66 (9:29:42 PM): But yeah, we got along fine we get along fine now too and we both rant lmao idk, can't help it once im on a roll, haha.

But as far as length of the game, I'd like to run something by you Jane and Monica, you may like em alot but well, I know a few things I've learned after witnessing them on the other tribe before you came back in, I may be under the radar but I've observed quiet alot about them, so if we can chat on aim, then I'd like to talk to you bout something

PS: if you still have my brownlost aim, im on that one more then this tyrone one, lol

oh and my color is purple

Good luck to you too!
sierrar66 (9:29:44 PM): the end
UblazRob (9:30:14 PM): LOL
UblazRob (9:30:17 PM): He's turning on Jane?
UblazRob (9:30:19 PM): That's freakin' hilarious
sierrar66 (9:31:09 PM): i wish i could find him on aim for the love of god
UblazRob (9:31:17 PM): Well, eh, see what he says
UblazRob (9:31:24 PM): And, don't believe a word he says about me.
UblazRob (9:31:28 PM): He tried to get me voted off
UblazRob (9:31:34 PM): And then was pissed when Jane/Jaime wouldn't vote me
UblazRob (9:31:46 PM): So he's gonna try and tell you I'm a challenge threat, and I'm two-faced, and all this crap
UblazRob (9:32:26 PM): Ech gotta go
UblazRob (9:32:59 PM): But, yeah
UblazRob (9:33:02 PM): Don't listen to him
UblazRob (9:33:12 PM): The guy has been playing both sides all game
sierrar66 (9:33:20 PM): okie
UblazRob (9:33:22 PM): And trying to get rid of me for like five rounds
sierrar66 (9:33:24 PM): no worries
UblazRob (9:33:24 PM): lol
sierrar66 (9:33:32 PM): the leash thing is about you
sierrar66 (9:33:38 PM): i'm not going anywhere
UblazRob (9:33:39 PM): :C
sierrar66 (9:33:39 PM): ttyl
UblazRob (9:33:40 PM): lol
UblazRob signed off at 9:33:45 PM


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pretty fuckin pathetic right? and to think you said i have a good shot at making all stars. you CAN'T give all stars to someone who acts this way. for real. you just can't.





i'm pathetic.












here's a convo with jane i'm having...



Janebrighty is available 11:02 pm
Janebrighty 11:02 pm
(11:02:27 PM): Hey!!
(11:02:31 PM): It worked!!
mymiddlefingr 11:03 pm
(11:03:02 PM): yepperZ
(11:03:05 PM): cant believe alexis turned
Janebrighty 11:03 pm
(11:03:22 PM): Yeah
(11:03:38 PM): 6-2
mymiddlefingr 11:03 pm
(11:03:43 PM): LOL
Janebrighty 11:03 pm
(11:03:46 PM): So only Amanda and Christy stuck to her.
mymiddlefingr 11:03 pm
(11:03:48 PM): you know the funniest part?
Janebrighty 11:03 pm
(11:03:51 PM): Wha?
mymiddlefingr 11:03 pm
(11:03:56 PM): after that, amanda came and freaked at me
(11:03:58 PM): and said she is quitting
(11:04:20 PM): since then she said she is just gonna go inactive tho, and disappear
(11:04:22 PM): :-P
Janebrighty 11:04 pm
(11:04:24 PM): Wha?
mymiddlefingr 11:04 pm
(11:04:32 PM): i know, she's got such a bad attitude
Janebrighty 11:04 pm
(11:04:35 PM): Crazy
mymiddlefingr 11:04 pm
(11:04:45 PM): i mean, i got voted out unanimously and i just shrugged it off... it's just a game :-P
Janebrighty 11:05 pm
(11:05:04 PM): Lol, yeah!
(11:05:04 PM): Hehe
(11:05:10 PM): Anyway, wahts your color babe h
mymiddlefingr 11:05 pm
(11:05:54 PM): lol
(11:06:01 PM): green
(11:06:07 PM): i'm not going for it even
(11:06:16 PM): two challenges at once tht i have no chance in, and i get no vote :-P
(11:06:24 PM): good luck to you in it tho !
Janebrighty 11:06 pm
(11:06:38 PM): Lol
(11:06:39 PM): Thanks!
(11:07:10 PM): Did you figured the Reward?
mymiddlefingr 11:07 pm
(11:07:23 PM): i dont know
(11:07:27 PM): i made joke in my confessional
(11:07:32 PM): and put the original smiley after it
(11:07:35 PM): : - )
(11:07:37 PM): that ting
(11:07:49 PM): but i think tyrone might have gotten it
(11:07:52 PM): or alexis or monica
(11:07:56 PM): they were all on at that time
Janebrighty 11:08 pm
(11:08:02 PM): Ok
mymiddlefingr 11:08 pm
(11:08:18 PM): i would like to get it
(11:08:30 PM): obviously i feel very vulnerable
(11:08:36 PM): now that i'm no longer really needed for naything :-P
Janebrighty 11:09 pm
(11:09:11 PM): Haha, dont say that girl!
mymiddlefingr 11:09 pm
(11:09:46 PM): lol... well, we'll see what happens
(11:10:02 PM): tyrone PMd me a few times today, i've been sorta bonding with him
(11:10:14 PM): i dont know :-P
mymiddlefingr 11:12 pm
(11:12:37 PM): no one has even told me they're color :-P
(11:12:51 PM): mind you, i haven't asked, but i've given it out to most everyone on our side now
Janebrighty 11:16 pm
(11:16:18 PM): Oh
(11:16:21 PM): Mine is Pink
(11:16:42 PM): Sorry, i thought i had given it to you h
(11:16:43 PM): My bad
mymiddlefingr 11:16 pm
(11:16:50 PM): no prob, i dont expect it
(11:16:52 PM): that's why i dont ask
(11:17:01 PM): i'm basically just gonna guess randomly :-P
(11:17:18 PM): i dont know... loooong, depressing day for me, i guess... just not into it right now
mymiddlefingr 11:22 pm
(11:22:25 PM): how about you with the reward challenge?
(11:22:36 PM): i forgot i also noticed you post in your confessional at about that time
(11:22:44 PM): or... it's gone up recently anyway :-P
Janebrighty 11:23 pm
(11:23:24 PM): Lol
(11:23:28 PM): I posted smilieys
(11:23:34 PM): Not sure what the challenge is about
mymiddlefingr 11:24 pm
(11:24:00 PM): me niether really
(11:24:03 PM): i hope i was right
(11:24:12 PM): apparently the very first smiley ever used was : - )
(11:24:19 PM): so i think that's what she meant, but i dont know :-P
mymiddlefingr 11:25 pm
(11:25:03 PM): i was wondering, does tyrone come on AIM very often?
(11:25:26 PM): he said he'd be on tonight and he wanted to talk and stuff but i am running out of energy to stay awake and wait for him :-P
Janebrighty 11:37 pm
(11:37:50 PM): hey!!
mymiddlefingr 11:37 pm
(11:37:57 PM): LOL
Janebrighty 11:37 pm
(11:37:58 PM): soory
mymiddlefingr 11:37 pm
(11:37:58 PM): hi!
(11:38:02 PM): no problem
(11:38:04 PM): :-P
Janebrighty 11:38 pm
(11:38:07 PM): i was making peanut butter and honey sandwhices
mymiddlefingr 11:38 pm
(11:38:25 PM): mmmmmmm
(11:38:28 PM): sounds good :-)
(11:39:23 PM): i'm just trying to write a confessional for japan
(11:39:34 PM): most saddest confessional in all the world :-P


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yay it worked!!!! now i can go fuck myself somewhere. woo hoo...


lol... oh my god i am bi-polar. it's just a rollercoaster ride, being me.






now, you already saw my latest PM from tyrone, if you didn't skim that convo with monica... ill show you the PM i sent to tyrone, now, to prompt that reply:



i doubt i can win this, people really dont trust me much anymore so...


i got green. enjoy


good luck yo!



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that's it. i also got jane's, if she was being honest, from not asking. in a sorta sense. but am i going to use them? no?

am i just going to guess randomly and give monica all my answers? yeah, probably. you know why?

me niether. that's just the way i feel. at a time when it should be a celebration, i feel dejected as fuck.





"i'm just gonna quit now or go inactive"... lol... amanda.



atleast all the times i've felt this way here, i've only deleted my account once by accident when trying to modify it



that's something i guess.








what a thing to do tho. make sure i have no hope of winning immunity, while i have no vote, and give monica every bit of... life... that i have in me.

everything. just like... fuck it.











and then in reply to the PM tyrone sent me, which i posted here in the convo with monica, i sent him this:


i got brownlost69


is that correct?



mine is sierrar66

or mymiddlefingr




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and i'm still talking with jane, kind of. it's slow going.


i might have more to paste here later...



this is still the basket case thread... fuck.




i was gonna post the lyrics to "basket case" by green day. i was listening to it earlier and it reminded me of my version of eliza in this game.

































i saw a little dying insect being carried away by an ant and it reminded me of my version of eliza from this game.

[Eliza Orlins]

refer to reply #2 if you happen to be looking for a post that had anything even remotely to do with the weird ass reward challenge.


kinda think that ship has sailed tho

[Eliza Orlins]

a convo with tyrone... my first one on AIM with him:



November 5, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:04:11 AM): hey there
mymiddlefingr (12:04:22 AM): lol i was looking at my list when you logge on
brownlost69 (12:04:35 AM): Hi
mymiddlefingr (12:04:47 AM): how r u?
brownlost69 (12:05:23 AM): Im good how are you?
brownlost69 (12:05:28 AM): and brb, gotta tuck my brother in lol
mymiddlefingr (12:05:36 AM): lol no prob
mymiddlefingr (12:05:39 AM): i'm all right
brownlost69 (12:08:23 AM): ok back
mymiddlefingr (12:08:28 AM): well, now i gotta brb
mymiddlefingr (12:08:32 AM): i'll jsut be a minute tho
brownlost69 (12:08:37 AM): ok lol
mymiddlefingr (12:11:18 AM): okay back
brownlost69 (12:12:43 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:13:32 AM): so... been a long time
brownlost69 (12:13:42 AM): it has, lol
brownlost69 (12:13:44 AM): where ya been?
mymiddlefingr (12:13:49 AM): i took awhile off
mymiddlefingr (12:13:53 AM): thought it was gonna be forever
mymiddlefingr (12:14:04 AM): after egypt... and then a couple little like inactive games
mymiddlefingr (12:14:20 AM): this is my first real game back (oliver's games dotn count)
mymiddlefingr (12:15:43 AM): and what have u been up to?
brownlost69 (12:16:17 AM): lots of schoo
brownlost69 (12:16:19 AM): school
brownlost69 (12:16:23 AM): playing games here and there lol
mymiddlefingr (12:16:33 AM): cool
mymiddlefingr (12:16:42 AM): well... i mean... cool enough
brownlost69 (12:16:46 AM): hehe
mymiddlefingr (12:16:51 AM): did that reward challenge thing make any sense to you?
brownlost69 (12:17:10 AM): not at all!
mymiddlefingr (12:17:32 AM): ya i know
mymiddlefingr (12:17:35 AM): i made some jokes
mymiddlefingr (12:17:41 AM): and put the original smiley face after them
brownlost69 (12:17:48 AM): haha
mymiddlefingr (12:17:51 AM): like apparently the first smiley face ever used was : - )
mymiddlefingr (12:17:53 AM): or something
brownlost69 (12:18:12 AM):
brownlost69 (12:18:14 AM): : - )
brownlost69 (12:18:15 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:19:08 AM): yeah that one
mymiddlefingr (12:19:18 AM): but i got mine it at 8:14
mymiddlefingr (12:19:24 AM): and i saw a few people post before then
mymiddlefingr (12:19:28 AM): pretty sure i did anyway
mymiddlefingr (12:19:31 AM): so, oh well
brownlost69 (12:20:43 AM): I dont even know what im gonna post for that
mymiddlefingr (12:20:58 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:21:14 AM): you still have the same avatar
mymiddlefingr (12:21:16 AM): that's awesome
brownlost69 (12:21:20 AM): yep lol
brownlost69 (12:25:03 AM): so did you read my last pm? I know it was long lol
mymiddlefingr (12:25:45 AM): yep i did
mymiddlefingr (12:25:52 AM): i think
mymiddlefingr (12:25:53 AM): let me check
brownlost69 (12:26:12 AM): lol ok
mymiddlefingr (12:26:56 AM): you said you wanted to run something by me?
mymiddlefingr (12:27:10 AM): abt jane and monica?
brownlost69 (12:28:33 AM): yes
brownlost69 (12:28:45 AM): the tribal that john k left
brownlost69 (12:28:49 AM): when you were still in prejury
brownlost69 (12:28:57 AM): Monica wanted to throw to get him out and was very bossy
brownlost69 (12:29:09 AM): me and jane didn tlike it but agreed to go along with her
mymiddlefingr (12:29:10 AM): bossy?
mymiddlefingr (12:29:12 AM): monica?
mymiddlefingr (12:29:13 AM): NO!
mymiddlefingr (12:29:14 AM):
brownlost69 (12:29:22 AM): but jane didn't want to vote christy either
brownlost69 (12:29:29 AM): (they are friends and we need to keep an eye on those two)
brownlost69 (12:29:33 AM): so we voted monica
brownlost69 (12:29:36 AM): three way tie
brownlost69 (12:29:47 AM): revote comes monica should go but.. Jane and her work something out, leaving me out of it
brownlost69 (12:29:59 AM): so John goes, Monica and Jane work a deal out
brownlost69 (12:30:04 AM): Jane is friends with Christy
brownlost69 (12:30:27 AM): and such I think once we get rid of amanda and alexis
brownlost69 (12:30:44 AM): me you marcus and fairplay work together to get those three out (christy, jane, monica)
brownlost69 (12:30:50 AM): then we can get rid of fairplay
mymiddlefingr (12:31:01 AM): amanda and alexis first?
mymiddlefingr (12:31:09 AM): oh because jane probly wouldn't vote christy?
mymiddlefingr (12:31:12 AM): OMG
mymiddlefingr (12:31:14 AM): confusing much
brownlost69 (12:31:21 AM): yeah
brownlost69 (12:31:24 AM): so order would be
brownlost69 (12:31:27 AM): amanda then alexis
brownlost69 (12:31:35 AM): and we have to get christy out next regardless of what jane says
brownlost69 (12:31:40 AM): then monica and jane
brownlost69 (12:31:53 AM): i've talked ot marcus about it, he likes you and he likes this idea too
brownlost69 (12:32:01 AM): fairplay i havent but we can use him as a vote
brownlost69 (12:32:05 AM): me you marcus as a solid 3
mymiddlefingr (12:32:32 AM): i could do that
mymiddlefingr (12:32:43 AM): but marcus... isn't the easiest to talk to
mymiddlefingr (12:32:46 AM): i mean i like him
mymiddlefingr (12:32:50 AM): i just dont connect well
mymiddlefingr (12:32:52 AM): but that's okay
mymiddlefingr (12:32:59 AM): who do i honestly connect well with?
mymiddlefingr (12:33:01 AM): LOL, no one
brownlost69 (12:33:09 AM): he's loyal and thats all that matters
brownlost69 (12:33:09 AM): lol
brownlost69 (12:33:19 AM): he won't go around plotting with jane and monica thats for sure!
mymiddlefingr (12:34:45 AM): good
mymiddlefingr (12:34:56 AM): this is monica's game, you know?
brownlost69 (12:35:03 AM): monica's game?
mymiddlefingr (12:35:03 AM): just asying
mymiddlefingr (12:35:06 AM): saying
brownlost69 (12:35:14 AM): you mean host is playing as monica?
mymiddlefingr (12:35:17 AM): nonono
mymiddlefingr (12:35:23 AM): like... lol, she's got the game
brownlost69 (12:35:31 AM): oh
brownlost69 (12:35:35 AM): so we vote her out
mymiddlefingr (12:36:21 AM): lol well not like now
mymiddlefingr (12:36:25 AM): we need the numbers still
mymiddlefingr (12:36:30 AM): hopefully before she votes us out
mymiddlefingr (12:36:47 AM): but i dont think she's thinking of doing that yet
mymiddlefingr (12:36:55 AM): besides, her avatar is the hottest one in the game
brownlost69 (12:36:59 AM): well hush hush about this until amanda alexis go
mymiddlefingr (12:37:00 AM): i dont wanna lose that yet
brownlost69 (12:37:00 AM): lol
brownlost69 (12:37:02 AM): haha
mymiddlefingr (12:37:49 AM): u playing in amanda's game?
mymiddlefingr (12:37:51 AM): LOL!!!!!!!!
brownlost69 (12:38:10 AM): amanda's god no
mymiddlefingr (12:38:55 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:38:57 AM): i am unfortunately
mymiddlefingr (12:39:03 AM): she's so pissed too
mymiddlefingr (12:39:11 AM): "she's gonna quit now or go inactive"
mymiddlefingr (12:39:17 AM): that's so lame
brownlost69 (12:39:20 AM): haha
brownlost69 (12:39:22 AM): did she say that?
mymiddlefingr (12:39:25 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:39:28 AM): she blocked me
brownlost69 (12:39:40 AM): wow
mymiddlefingr (12:39:45 AM): it's like... i didn't even vote her yet
mymiddlefingr (12:39:46 AM):
brownlost69 (12:39:58 AM): funny, she blocked me after I cussed her out for calling my game rigged lmao
mymiddlefingr (12:40:54 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:40:58 AM): yeah well... whatever
mymiddlefingr (12:41:06 AM): i've had enough of that attitude
mymiddlefingr (12:41:19 AM): bitching abt every challenge, when i try to talk to her abt the game she says she's too busy...
mymiddlefingr (12:41:26 AM): and then gets mad at me for not sticking with her
brownlost69 (12:41:29 AM): yep
brownlost69 (12:41:34 AM): thats him in a heartbeat
mymiddlefingr (12:41:39 AM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (12:45:08 AM): i am sooooooo tired
mymiddlefingr (12:45:13 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:45:21 AM): are u in a lot of games right now?
mymiddlefingr (12:45:26 AM): or do u not do that so much anymore?
brownlost69 (12:45:36 AM): im in japan
brownlost69 (12:45:40 AM): and mystery all stars
mymiddlefingr (12:46:38 AM): oh cool
mymiddlefingr (12:46:40 AM): grats
brownlost69 (12:46:47 AM): thanks
mymiddlefingr (12:46:51 AM): oh ya i was there when u got all stars
mymiddlefingr (12:46:52 AM): duh
mymiddlefingr (12:46:56 AM): good luck in it!
mymiddlefingr (12:47:18 AM): i was hoping for yul but that was like 10000000000 to 1 odds
mymiddlefingr (12:47:19 AM): LOL
brownlost69 (12:47:42 AM): hoping for yul to what? lol
mymiddlefingr (12:48:17 AM): win all stars
mymiddlefingr (12:48:27 AM): wasn't that who he was?
mymiddlefingr (12:48:33 AM): wait was there a yul?
mymiddlefingr (12:48:36 AM): sorry i am tired
brownlost69 (12:48:42 AM): yul was ozzy from egypt
mymiddlefingr (12:48:45 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:48:50 AM): that's what ithought
brownlost69 (12:48:54 AM): he was one of the first people voted out lol
mymiddlefingr (12:48:58 AM): woulda been BIZARRE if he made it through
mymiddlefingr (12:49:02 AM): that's why i was hoping for him
mymiddlefingr (12:49:04 AM): underdog
mymiddlefingr (12:50:36 AM): but now i'm def hoping for you
mymiddlefingr (12:50:41 AM): dont know or care for anyone else in it
mymiddlefingr (12:50:45 AM): tara didn't make it heard
mymiddlefingr (12:50:46 AM): fuckers
mymiddlefingr (12:50:55 AM): who doesn't let tara make all stars? c'mon
mymiddlefingr (12:50:57 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:51:08 AM): i'm in love with tara, sorry
brownlost69 (12:51:44 AM): she did
brownlost69 (12:51:47 AM): she was kelly w
brownlost69 (12:51:47 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:51:51 AM): oh
mymiddlefingr (12:51:52 AM): good
mymiddlefingr (12:52:04 AM): was it from BT
mymiddlefingr (12:52:07 AM): or a previous one?
brownlost69 (12:52:12 AM): BT
mymiddlefingr (12:52:15 AM): oh, cool
mymiddlefingr (12:52:18 AM): GRATS to tara
mymiddlefingr (12:52:20 AM): lol
brownlost69 (12:52:26 AM): but she got voted out lol
brownlost69 (12:52:29 AM): pre merge
mymiddlefingr (12:52:30 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:52:32 AM): who won?
brownlost69 (12:52:38 AM): bt?
mymiddlefingr (12:52:39 AM): i still never asked anyone that question
mymiddlefingr (12:52:40 AM): ya
brownlost69 (12:52:41 AM): Randy
mymiddlefingr (12:52:44 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:52:50 AM): i see
brownlost69 (12:52:55 AM): what do you think? he took an outcast to final 2
mymiddlefingr (12:53:46 AM): lol
brownlost69 (12:53:53 AM): voted out an underdog to be the last juror
brownlost69 (12:53:56 AM): who was my friend lol
mymiddlefingr (12:54:01 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:54:03 AM): awwww
brownlost69 (12:54:10 AM): people said she would have won cause she survived
brownlost69 (12:54:12 AM): on a tribe of 8
brownlost69 (12:54:17 AM): 6 of them being yuls alliance
brownlost69 (12:54:18 AM): lol
brownlost69 (12:54:25 AM): and made merge, and flipped lol
brownlost69 (12:54:32 AM): and then idol'd out yuls right hand man
brownlost69 (12:54:38 AM): and beat another of his allies in a TB
mymiddlefingr (12:55:52 AM): ya i heard abt that tie breaker
mymiddlefingr (12:55:58 AM): sounds like it was a crazy game dude
brownlost69 (12:56:04 AM): it was
mymiddlefingr (12:57:42 AM): i think fairplay got that reward
mymiddlefingr (12:57:55 AM): his confessional post coutn has gone up a few since the host got on there for a second
mymiddlefingr (12:57:58 AM): since tara got on
brownlost69 (12:58:05 AM): damn
mymiddlefingr (12:58:08 AM): and at one point, two people were viewing his confessional at the same time
mymiddlefingr (12:58:18 AM): so... i dont know, but that'd be my best guess just from watching
brownlost69 (12:59:00 AM): well guess its time to buddy up to jonny
brownlost69 (12:59:01 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:59:22 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:59:25 AM): enjoy dude
mymiddlefingr (12:59:35 AM): i'm in the process of buddying down
mymiddlefingr (12:59:40 AM):
brownlost69 (12:59:42 AM):
brownlost69 (1:04:15 AM): im gonna be hosting a survivor game with lost characters again lo
brownlost69 (1:04:16 AM): lol*
mymiddlefingr (1:04:58 AM): awesome!
mymiddlefingr (1:05:04 AM): lost characters are the best
brownlost69 (1:05:08 AM): they are
mymiddlefingr (1:05:08 AM): wehn u doing that?
brownlost69 (1:05:41 AM): i have tribal challenges and board up and done
brownlost69 (1:05:45 AM): so maybe this weekend
mymiddlefingr (1:06:58 AM): wow
mymiddlefingr (1:07:04 AM): well if it's that soon i couldn't play
mymiddlefingr (1:07:10 AM): unless amanda tells me to leave her game
brownlost69 (1:07:15 AM): haha
mymiddlefingr (1:07:16 AM): or y'all vote me out of japan
brownlost69 (1:07:29 AM): well your not getting voted out of japan
brownlost69 (1:07:39 AM): better hope amanda kicks you out
brownlost69 (1:07:41 AM): lmao jkz
mymiddlefingr (1:07:47 AM): i actually do hope so
brownlost69 (1:07:52 AM): haha
mymiddlefingr (1:07:58 AM): i dont wanna just quit but...
mymiddlefingr (1:08:01 AM): that's be kinda nice
mymiddlefingr (1:08:07 AM): lol!
brownlost69 (1:08:08 AM): lmao
mymiddlefingr (1:08:10 AM): this isfunny...
mymiddlefingr (1:08:20 AM): so she's been bitching abt all the posting challenges here
mymiddlefingr (1:08:21 AM): in japan
mymiddlefingr (1:08:31 AM): and saying how she hates posting challenges
mymiddlefingr (1:08:40 AM): her first challenge in her game... guess what kind it is
mymiddlefingr (1:08:41 AM): LOL!
brownlost69 (1:08:52 AM): posting
brownlost69 (1:08:53 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:10:21 AM): lol
brownlost69 (1:10:43 AM): wanna see the board?
mymiddlefingr (1:10:47 AM): sorry abt last round, not voting amanda out, by the way
mymiddlefingr (1:10:48 AM): sure
brownlost69 (1:10:52 AM): its ok
brownlost69 (1:10:52 AM): lol
brownlost69 (1:10:53 AM): surv-phantomisland.proboards.com/index.cgi
mymiddlefingr (1:11:35 AM): me
mymiddlefingr (1:11:41 AM): ur sawyer?
mymiddlefingr (1:11:43 AM): hehehe
brownlost69 (1:12:25 AM): yes
brownlost69 (1:12:26 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:14:43 AM): that's hot
mymiddlefingr (1:14:55 AM): if i could play...
mymiddlefingr (1:14:58 AM): i would be...
mymiddlefingr (1:15:00 AM): hmmmmmmm...
brownlost69 (1:15:05 AM): i have a few reserved
brownlost69 (1:15:07 AM): so it'd depend
mymiddlefingr (1:15:15 AM): do u have jack reserved?
mymiddlefingr (1:15:25 AM): of course not
mymiddlefingr (1:15:29 AM): no one cares abt jack
brownlost69 (1:16:03 AM): let me check
brownlost69 (1:16:15 AM): i do
mymiddlefingr (1:17:08 AM): oh my
mymiddlefingr (1:17:10 AM): GOOD
mymiddlefingr (1:17:14 AM): somebody cares abt jack
brownlost69 (1:17:18 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:17:30 AM): someone should be vincent!
mymiddlefingr (1:17:31 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:17:42 AM): or the smoke monster
brownlost69 (1:17:48 AM): these people are reserved: Sun, Boone, Jack, Kate, Claire, Shannon, Charlotte, Charlie, Ana Lucia, Desmond, Hurley
mymiddlefingr (1:17:56 AM): wow lots!
brownlost69 (1:18:17 AM): yep
brownlost69 (1:18:26 AM): and um smokey is a twist in the game
mymiddlefingr (1:19:07 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:19:09 AM): awesome
mymiddlefingr (1:25:42 AM): wow sorry
mymiddlefingr (1:25:45 AM): i am falling asleep
mymiddlefingr (1:25:47 AM): i think i gtg hun
mymiddlefingr (1:25:48 AM):
brownlost69 (1:25:50 AM): haha its ok
brownlost69 (1:25:54 AM): good night and sweet dreams
brownlost69 (1:25:57 AM): it was nice talking to you
mymiddlefingr (1:26:01 AM): ummmm... talk to you later
mymiddlefingr (1:26:07 AM): it was nice talk... yeah, ditto!
mymiddlefingr (1:26:08 AM): lol
brownlost69 (1:26:15 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:26:17 AM): sweet dreams back! *hugz*
brownlost69 (1:26:21 AM): *hugs*

[Eliza Orlins]

while i was talking to tyrone... monica came online...


can you guess what maybe happened when we got to talking??



lol... i am a whore.

(oh and the first little bit of this is just something from right before the last convo with monica that i posted here... just as i was switching over to my sierra account... for another game)...





UblazRob (8:26:41 PM): Boo yah.
UblazRob (8:26:46 PM): Alexis is like officially my hero now.
mymiddlefingr (8:26:49 PM): wassup?
mymiddlefingr (8:26:54 PM): awwwww
UblazRob (8:26:58 PM): Next to you
mymiddlefingr (8:26:59 PM): where does that leave me?
mymiddlefingr (8:27:02 PM): LOL just kidding
UblazRob (8:27:06 PM): You're my #1 hero
UblazRob (8:27:09 PM): She's #2.
UblazRob (8:27:14 PM): And, I got green in the challenge.
UblazRob (8:27:15 PM):
mymiddlefingr (8:27:16 PM): i need to add you to another list
mymiddlefingr (8:27:21 PM): what's ur name, Ublazrob?
UblazRob (8:27:25 PM): Rob.
UblazRob (8:27:26 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (8:27:31 PM): no ur SN
UblazRob (8:27:35 PM): UblazRob, yeah
November 5, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:02:54 AM): hey... this is easier than PMing you cause i dont wanna log onto the boards... just wanted to say, i've been watching fairplay's confessional count and it went up when the host got on and then again after when fairplay got on, and at one point there were 2 people viewing it... i think there's a good chance he may have gotten the reward
mymiddlefingr (12:02:57 AM): ttyl
UblazRob (12:05:19 AM): k
mymiddlefingr (12:05:54 AM): lol what did i send that to you right as you came on? that was freaky
UblazRob (12:08:32 AM): lol
UblazRob (12:08:33 AM): Yeah
UblazRob (12:08:42 AM): But, eh, if Fairplay gets it, that's alright for us
UblazRob (12:08:56 AM): If Alexis flips again
UblazRob (12:08:59 AM): We're gonna needh im
mymiddlefingr (12:10:59 AM): true
mymiddlefingr (12:11:07 AM): oh my god my head is like... a whirlwind
mymiddlefingr (12:11:13 AM): i cant even think strategy right now
mymiddlefingr (12:11:23 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:12:38 AM): i'm talking to ...
mymiddlefingr (12:12:41 AM): holy shit...
mymiddlefingr (12:12:44 AM): the guy ...
mymiddlefingr (12:13:07 AM): i'm talking to tyrone, tho... jeez... and that's taking all of my energy, as u can tell
UblazRob (12:18:01 AM): lol
UblazRob (12:18:09 AM): What kind of stuff is he saying?
UblazRob (12:18:17 AM): I'm interested to know what his big problem with me/Jane is
mymiddlefingr (12:18:21 AM): we're just talking life right now
UblazRob (12:18:31 AM): k
mymiddlefingr (12:18:35 AM): all right i could try to steer it that way in the twenty more minutes or so that i'll be awake
UblazRob (12:18:53 AM): Ah, don't bother
UblazRob (12:18:55 AM): You're tired
UblazRob (12:18:56 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:18:58 AM): i've fallen into some weird depression mode... making me want to go to bed
UblazRob (12:18:58 AM): Just go to bed
mymiddlefingr (12:18:59 AM):
UblazRob (12:19:05 AM): Let Tyrone talk to himself
UblazRob (12:19:06 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:19:51 AM): haha
mymiddlefingr (12:19:59 AM): oh
mymiddlefingr (12:20:03 AM): jane's is pink, she says
mymiddlefingr (12:20:17 AM): so ... hope u remember what i've said so far
mymiddlefingr (12:20:19 AM): cause i dont
mymiddlefingr (12:20:26 AM): i'm just gonna randomly write down colors
mymiddlefingr (12:20:30 AM):
UblazRob (12:21:12 AM): lol
UblazRob (12:21:15 AM): Uhh
UblazRob (12:21:26 AM): You've said you/grey, Jane/pink, Tyrone/purple
UblazRob (12:21:29 AM): That's all I know
mymiddlefingr (12:21:42 AM): tyrone was purple?
UblazRob (12:21:46 AM): I think
mymiddlefingr (12:21:49 AM): lol, i totally forgot that one
UblazRob (12:21:56 AM): I accidentally closed the winow
UblazRob (12:22:02 AM): What'd Alexis say?
mymiddlefingr (12:22:08 AM): i didn't talk to alexis
UblazRob (12:22:10 AM): Ech
mymiddlefingr (12:22:14 AM): or did i?
UblazRob (12:22:18 AM): I don't remember
UblazRob (12:22:25 AM): I think my AIM windows got closed on me
mymiddlefingr (12:22:30 AM): jeez tonight was strange for me... too much going on in too many games
UblazRob (12:22:45 AM): Haha
mymiddlefingr (12:22:51 AM): no i didn't talk to her
mymiddlefingr (12:23:11 AM): and ya tyrone's is purple
mymiddlefingr (12:23:15 AM): i'm grey
mymiddlefingr (12:23:20 AM): or am i green ?
mymiddlefingr (12:23:24 AM): no i'm grey
mymiddlefingr (12:23:29 AM): i've been saying green
mymiddlefingr (12:23:33 AM): lol, whatever
mymiddlefingr (12:24:04 AM): oh by the way, before when i had talked to alexis
mymiddlefingr (12:24:10 AM): when she told me she was a bit annoyed and all that
mymiddlefingr (12:24:19 AM): she did get a bit upset abt that convo
mymiddlefingr (12:24:39 AM): how you and i failed to mention that amanda was gunning for alexis because of what i told amanda that alexis had said
mymiddlefingr (12:24:40 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:24:45 AM): if that made sense
UblazRob (12:24:50 AM): Uh, yeah, I talked to her
mymiddlefingr (12:24:56 AM): okay cool
UblazRob (12:25:03 AM): But I told her Amanda brought it up first
mymiddlefingr (12:25:07 AM): well i tink thats everything i have
UblazRob (12:25:10 AM): So... hoooooopefully she's not toooo pissed
mymiddlefingr (12:25:17 AM): yeah, i just... surrendered
mymiddlefingr (12:25:30 AM): basically said fuck it and sorry and...
mymiddlefingr (12:25:36 AM): do with me what you will, like i have been lately
mymiddlefingr (12:25:37 AM):
UblazRob (12:25:59 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:26:33 AM): i told amanda my color earlier but she never told mehrs back
mymiddlefingr (12:26:36 AM): well my fake color
UblazRob (12:26:39 AM): XD
UblazRob (12:26:49 AM): That's funny
mymiddlefingr (12:27:27 AM): i'm a funny "girl"
mymiddlefingr (12:27:34 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:27:58 AM): i am in the weirdest mood ever... weirdest, darkest, most depressing and yet comedic mood ever
mymiddlefingr (12:28:10 AM): ya may wanna steer clear of me
UblazRob (12:28:14 AM): Okay
mymiddlefingr (12:28:40 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:28:50 AM): that was an awesome response
UblazRob (12:29:03 AM): lol
UblazRob (12:29:05 AM): Sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:29:28 AM): no that was funny
mymiddlefingr (12:30:05 AM): did we settle earlier on who we were gonna vote? amanda right?
UblazRob (12:30:13 AM): Yeah, I think so
UblazRob (12:30:22 AM): I haven't heard... not... Amanda.
mymiddlefingr (12:31:26 AM): LOL nice way of putting it
mymiddlefingr (12:31:34 AM): i'm talking for real to this dude now by the way
mymiddlefingr (12:31:38 AM): you'll enjoy reading this after
UblazRob (12:31:42 AM): Well, everybody seems to be thinking Amanda
UblazRob (12:31:46 AM): Uh oh
mymiddlefingr (12:31:51 AM): and i'll enjoy handing you more little bits of my bleeding heart
UblazRob (12:32:37 AM): lol
UblazRob (12:32:40 AM): What's he sayin?
UblazRob (12:32:53 AM): What did Big Bad Monica and Jane do to him?
mymiddlefingr (12:33:11 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:33:18 AM): i'll give it to you after
mymiddlefingr (12:33:22 AM): or do you want it in bits?
mymiddlefingr (12:33:27 AM): i'll send what i have so far
mymiddlefingr (12:33:40 AM): don't crucify me with it
mymiddlefingr (12:33:43 AM): or do, i dont care
mymiddlefingr (12:33:45 AM): really
UblazRob (12:33:50 AM): Sure
UblazRob (12:33:59 AM): What reason would I have to crucify you?
UblazRob (12:34:04 AM): If anything, I'm gonna crucify Tyrone
mymiddlefingr (12:34:06 AM): i dont know
mymiddlefingr (12:34:12 AM): just feel the need to sya that
mymiddlefingr (12:34:23 AM): you dont need me anymore so... i feel the need t say thatm ore than ever
mymiddlefingr (12:35:30 AM): okie sent
mymiddlefingr (12:35:37 AM): i'll ummmm... send the rest when i have the rest
mymiddlefingr (12:35:45 AM): look at this ur getting my convos live as they happen now
mymiddlefingr (12:35:57 AM): that's the game, on tap
UblazRob (12:36:05 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:37:20 AM): am i annoying?
mymiddlefingr (12:37:23 AM): be HONEST
mymiddlefingr (12:37:29 AM): cause i CAN tone myself down
mymiddlefingr (12:37:30 AM):
UblazRob (12:39:33 AM): Nah, you're not
mymiddlefingr (12:40:03 AM): all right. make sure if i get annoying that u tell me
mymiddlefingr (12:40:20 AM): i'd rather know and watch myself around you than drive you away like i do soooooooo many other people
UblazRob (12:40:51 AM): Nah
UblazRob (12:40:53 AM): Serioulsy
UblazRob (12:41:02 AM): You have no idea how much shit I put up with in Greenland
UblazRob (12:41:05 AM): EVERY round
UblazRob (12:41:08 AM): My F2 guy
UblazRob (12:41:13 AM): Would show up and ask me why I was betraying him
UblazRob (12:41:22 AM): Because I would have said something like, "We need to vote for so and so"
UblazRob (12:41:33 AM): And he'd go "OMG I KNEW IT YOURE VOTING ME OFF"
UblazRob (12:41:38 AM): And when it got down to it
UblazRob (12:41:44 AM): And we were like final thre
UblazRob (12:41:46 AM): And talking about the finals
mymiddlefingr (12:42:03 AM): ....
UblazRob (12:42:06 AM): He randomly decided I thought I was 'carrying him', and kept telling me how I should be more humble and nothing I controlled him
mymiddlefingr (12:42:18 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:42:20 AM): wow
mymiddlefingr (12:42:31 AM): well... that's insane
mymiddlefingr (12:42:44 AM): well no, i'm insane... that's just really paranoid
mymiddlefingr (12:42:59 AM): i am also paranoid by the way but i will do it in a way that like... it dont matter
mymiddlefingr (12:43:05 AM): i will always think you're voting me out
mymiddlefingr (12:43:11 AM): but i just wont get mad or freaky abt it
mymiddlefingr (12:43:40 AM): like right now, i am totally sure that i'm gone next
mymiddlefingr (12:43:44 AM): 100% convinced
mymiddlefingr (12:43:53 AM): so much so that i'm not even gonna try to win, just gonna watch it happen
mymiddlefingr (12:43:57 AM): but, that's okay
mymiddlefingr (12:44:08 AM): so... lol... that's abt as bad as you'll get from me
UblazRob (12:44:12 AM): No, frick, you're not going
mymiddlefingr (12:44:17 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:44:29 AM): i know, i know, i'm just paranoid
mymiddlefingr (12:44:39 AM): but, like i said, i wont go crazt
mymiddlefingr (12:44:51 AM): i'll keep it to my confessional for the most part
UblazRob (12:44:54 AM): I'm paranoid, too
UblazRob (12:45:01 AM): I think if I don't get Immunity, people are gonna go
UblazRob (12:45:10 AM): "Hmm. Monica's good at challenges. How's about we vote her off now?"
mymiddlefingr (12:45:40 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:45:44 AM): that's a rational one tho
mymiddlefingr (12:45:51 AM): i so got you beat in paranoia
mymiddlefingr (12:46:05 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:46:18 AM): u are super good at challenges
mymiddlefingr (12:46:30 AM): i'll let ya know if i ever hear ur name, of course
UblazRob (12:46:58 AM): k
UblazRob (12:47:00 AM): Well, hrm.
UblazRob (12:47:08 AM): It scares me a bit that Tyrone has been talking with Marcus
UblazRob (12:47:13 AM): But I think after Amanda/Christy go
UblazRob (12:47:17 AM): We can go to Jane
UblazRob (12:47:22 AM): And be like, "OMG, Tyrone"
mymiddlefingr (12:47:54 AM): ya true
mymiddlefingr (12:48:05 AM): we got something to use already, sorta
UblazRob (12:48:25 AM): Indeed we do
UblazRob (12:48:32 AM): And, he already voted differently from Jane
UblazRob (12:48:37 AM): So she'd be smart not to trust him
mymiddlefingr (12:49:18 AM): this is true
mymiddlefingr (12:49:37 AM): hahahahaha i'm with a genius everyone
mymiddlefingr (12:49:38 AM): SUCK IT!
mymiddlefingr (12:49:42 AM): lol sorry... weird mood
UblazRob (12:49:44 AM): lol
UblazRob (12:49:48 AM): I think I'm gonna go to Marcus
UblazRob (12:49:49 AM): And be like
UblazRob (12:49:58 AM): "Tyrone's talking a lot of shit to me about you and Fairplay being too close."
UblazRob (12:50:05 AM): Just to see what he says
mymiddlefingr (12:50:16 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:50:20 AM): that would be awesome
mymiddlefingr (12:50:24 AM): i wonder how he'd react
mymiddlefingr (12:50:28 AM): if he'd buy it
UblazRob (12:51:01 AM): He might
UblazRob (12:51:04 AM): Marcus is pretty clueless
mymiddlefingr (12:51:21 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:51:26 AM): that's why i cant connect
mymiddlefingr (12:51:27 AM): at all
mymiddlefingr (12:51:45 AM): i dont really feel like i can talk to him abt naything real
UblazRob (12:52:35 AM): Yeah, me neither
UblazRob (12:52:40 AM): But I think I have him pretty wrapped
mymiddlefingr (12:53:00 AM): good
mymiddlefingr (12:53:05 AM): just takes time talking to him
mymiddlefingr (12:53:13 AM): he thinks i'm a girl still...
mymiddlefingr (12:53:30 AM): i dont feel right abt flriting with him but...
mymiddlefingr (12:53:32 AM): ah, whateva
mymiddlefingr (12:54:57 AM): i think fairplay's confessional post ocutn went up again...
mymiddlefingr (12:54:59 AM): count*
mymiddlefingr (12:55:24 AM): not positive tho... jeez how much does this guy have to write abt? he's worse than me with that damn confessional
UblazRob (12:56:32 AM): I don't know
mymiddlefingr (12:56:54 AM): he probly did get that reward
mymiddlefingr (12:56:59 AM): lameeeeeee i wanted that shit
mymiddlefingr (12:57:00 AM):
UblazRob (12:57:31 AM): I dunno
UblazRob (12:57:35 AM): He might just be repeatedly guessing
mymiddlefingr (12:58:33 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:58:38 AM): i only did one smiley
mymiddlefingr (12:58:42 AM): but a lot of different posts with it
mymiddlefingr (12:58:55 AM): dumb strategy now that i think abt it
UblazRob (1:00:35 AM): eh
UblazRob (1:00:41 AM): its a good try
mymiddlefingr (1:01:35 AM): ya. well i found this article on google that said : - ) was the very first emoticon ever used, and it was used to show that something was not serious...
mymiddlefingr (1:01:37 AM): so... yeah
mymiddlefingr (1:01:40 AM): whatever
UblazRob (1:01:54 AM): *nods*
UblazRob (1:01:55 AM): Well, hey
UblazRob (1:02:00 AM): If it works, good on ya
mymiddlefingr (1:02:05 AM): lol true
mymiddlefingr (1:02:12 AM): i'll tell you if i get naything
mymiddlefingr (1:02:14 AM): obviously
UblazRob (1:02:32 AM): kk
UblazRob (1:02:33 AM): Same here
mymiddlefingr (1:02:36 AM): cool
mymiddlefingr (1:02:43 AM): you dont have to, i dont expect it in return
mymiddlefingr (1:02:47 AM): just so ya know
mymiddlefingr (1:03:02 AM): i wouldn't be upset if i found out you were holding back or anything
mymiddlefingr (1:03:16 AM): OMG jaime is in yellow
mymiddlefingr (1:03:21 AM): nice
UblazRob (1:03:24 AM): I know
UblazRob (1:03:26 AM): Don't worry
UblazRob (1:03:31 AM): I got nothin' to hold back
mymiddlefingr (1:03:38 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:04:18 AM): u know what would be nice
mymiddlefingr (1:04:27 AM): is if people would heed what i'm telling them abt amanda fucking off
mymiddlefingr (1:04:35 AM): and want to vote someone else instead
mymiddlefingr (1:04:43 AM): cause amanda... is dead in the water
mymiddlefingr (1:04:50 AM): but, i dont think that's in the cards
mymiddlefingr (1:06:03 AM): then again, she may have just been pissed enough to say she was gonna go inactive or quit, and then come back with like a hard on for revenge later
UblazRob (1:08:08 AM): Oh, I don't doubt for a second she won't quit
mymiddlefingr (1:09:07 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (1:09:08 AM): ur right
mymiddlefingr (1:09:14 AM): she's... like i used to be
mymiddlefingr (1:09:34 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:09:48 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:19:19 AM): well...
mymiddlefingr (1:19:24 AM): one more smoke and i think i'm off to bed
UblazRob (1:19:28 AM): A'ight
mymiddlefingr (1:19:31 AM): do u want the rest of my convo?
UblazRob (1:19:31 AM): Well, thanks for keeping me posted
UblazRob (1:19:33 AM): Sure
mymiddlefingr (1:19:46 AM): he didn't really say much more but i mean you could print it off and read it on the toilet or something
mymiddlefingr (1:19:47 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:19:50 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:21:04 AM): i say something like "monica's got this game you know?"
mymiddlefingr (1:21:06 AM): or something
mymiddlefingr (1:21:11 AM): more or less being agreeable
mymiddlefingr (1:21:14 AM): jsut a warning
UblazRob (1:21:16 AM): Oh dear
UblazRob (1:21:28 AM): Well, I'm interested to see his reaction
mymiddlefingr (1:21:48 AM): ah...
mymiddlefingr (1:21:52 AM): you'll be let down
mymiddlefingr (1:21:53 AM):
UblazRob (1:22:15 AM): Tyrone: "No that bitch doesn't. I do."
mymiddlefingr (1:22:23 AM): not a lot of interesting stuff comes from this press...
mymiddlefingr (1:22:27 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:22:38 AM): i think he said like "we should vote her out then" or something
UblazRob (1:22:47 AM): Ek.
mymiddlefingr (1:22:56 AM): ya
UblazRob (1:22:58 AM): Did you say "But not until after Amanda/Alexis"?
mymiddlefingr (1:23:02 AM): oh yeah
UblazRob (1:23:06 AM): Good
mymiddlefingr (1:23:06 AM): i said we need the numbers still
UblazRob (1:23:07 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:23:12 AM): plus your avatar is too hot
UblazRob (1:23:16 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:23:19 AM): i still need some time to say goodbye
UblazRob (1:23:20 AM): Alright
mymiddlefingr (1:23:20 AM):
UblazRob (1:23:23 AM): Well, for future reference
UblazRob (1:23:30 AM): It's better not to tell the enemy I'm a threat
UblazRob (1:23:32 AM): ;p
mymiddlefingr (1:23:41 AM): he already knew you were a threat
UblazRob (1:23:52 AM): I know
mymiddlefingr (1:23:54 AM): remember, he wants me to go after you and jane after amanda/alexis
UblazRob (1:23:59 AM): I know
mymiddlefingr (1:24:03 AM): but yeah i know what ya mean
mymiddlefingr (1:24:12 AM): for future reference, i wont
mymiddlefingr (1:24:14 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:24:16 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:24:31 AM): Next time he talks to you
UblazRob (1:24:36 AM): Try to get him to talk trash about Jane
UblazRob (1:24:38 AM): That would really help
UblazRob (1:24:50 AM): If I can get Jane to realize what Tyrone is doing
UblazRob (1:24:57 AM): (Not now, but later)
UblazRob (1:25:01 AM): Then it'll help
mymiddlefingr (1:25:19 AM): okie cool
mymiddlefingr (1:25:23 AM): i can do that
UblazRob (1:26:00 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:26:54 AM): here's the ending ending of the convo:
mymiddlefingr (1:26:56 AM):
mymiddlefingr 1:19 am
(1:19:07 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr 1:19 am
(1:19:09 AM): awesome
mymiddlefingr 1:25 am
(1:25:42 AM): wow sorry
(1:25:45 AM): i am falling asleep

(1:25:47 AM): i think i gtg hun

(1:25:48 AM):
brownlost69 1:25 am
(1:25:50 AM): haha its ok


(1:25:54 AM): good night and sweet dreams


(1:25:57 AM): it was nice talking to you
mymiddlefingr 1:26 am
(1:26:01 AM): ummmm... talk to you later

(1:26:07 AM): it was nice talk... yeah, ditto!

(1:26:08 AM): lol
brownlost69 1:26 am
(1:26:15 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr 1:26 am
(1:26:17 AM): sweet dreams back! *hugz*
brownlost69 1:26 am
(1:26:21 AM): *hugs*
mymiddlefingr (1:27:04 AM): i wasn't done talking to him when i sent it to you...
mymiddlefingr (1:27:10 AM): now i'm invisible so he tinks i'm gone
UblazRob (1:27:18 AM): k
mymiddlefingr (1:27:24 AM): lol that's how you can tell who someone is with
mymiddlefingr (1:27:35 AM): they're invisible but still talking to u
UblazRob (1:27:37 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:27:38 AM): Yeap
mymiddlefingr (1:29:26 AM): wow *hugz* and shit with tyrone
mymiddlefingr (1:29:28 AM): and sweet dreams
mymiddlefingr (1:29:33 AM): that's nice and sappy
mymiddlefingr (1:32:21 AM): okay then... i am out...
mymiddlefingr (1:32:42 AM): u still haven't put the monica avatar on ur AIM yet
mymiddlefingr (1:32:45 AM): by the way!
mymiddlefingr (1:32:47 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:32:57 AM): see ya later, good luck in the challenge
UblazRob (1:35:22 AM): Sorry
UblazRob (1:35:31 AM): 1 don't know how to change my avatar
UblazRob (1:35:31 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:35:34 AM): lol it's fine
UblazRob (1:35:45 AM): If you tell me how, I'll put up a Monica pic for ya
mymiddlefingr (1:36:01 AM): you gotta like save the pic to somewhere on your computer
UblazRob (1:36:11 AM): *nods*
mymiddlefingr (1:36:14 AM): then go to menu, at the top of your aim thing...
mymiddlefingr (1:36:20 AM): then settings
mymiddlefingr (1:36:29 AM): then go to the "expressions" tab
mymiddlefingr (1:36:44 AM): and in the top right corner of the window there should be a thing to change ur pic
UblazRob (1:36:48 AM): kk
mymiddlefingr (1:36:57 AM): you click "browse"... and then find the pic on ur computer
mymiddlefingr (1:36:58 AM): lol
UblazRob (1:37:07 AM): I'll do that tomorrow
mymiddlefingr (1:37:14 AM): if u put one up i'm gonna laugh
mymiddlefingr (1:37:25 AM): put a picture up just for me to look at
mymiddlefingr (1:39:01 AM): take care... if i get anymore colors i'll tell you, so... if u can, i'd say wait to submit ur answers unless it's like based on time or something too
mymiddlefingr (1:39:06 AM): i didn't really read it, to be honest
mymiddlefingr (1:39:08 AM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (1:39:11 AM): night
UblazRob (1:40:35 AM): kk
UblazRob (1:40:45 AM): Have a good night, Eliza!
mymiddlefingr (1:40:55 AM): you too sexy monica
UblazRob signed off at 1:40:57 AM



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so, at those points when i said i was giving him the convos with tyrone... i did. all of it. even the parts where i semi-dissed monica... semi-dissed at best.



there's really no way to explain the decision. other than how i did before... there's just some people who i will throw everything away for.


i figure, to be quite honest, i might as well just get to it. and i'm gonna do it anyway, it's in my nature, so i might as well do it thoroughly and efficiently. lol. without wasting anytime pretending that i have a handle on shit when it's pretty clear that i don't.


well... no, actually, i do. now.

now that i've made that decision, consciously, and am carrying it out so intently. that's actually having a handle on it, in it's own little weird way.



who knows. maybe if i survive, i'll stop. if i really did make the conscious choice to start being so easy... why can't i make the choice to stop?




maybe if i survive i'll do a lot of things...


i still don't think i will though. ... survive, that is.

[Eliza Orlins]

by the way... there's a noticeably smaller amount of guilt when i'm just being a robot. SMALLER... ... it's just smaller...


that's something... a positive... i guess.








tara you are hot




you'd probly be one of those people... lol... i could see that...


































goodnight.