Post by Eliza Orlins on Nov 3, 2010 13:07:59 GMT -5
during tribal council
"MR2" by the way means "merge round 2". if i abbreviate that i can date my posts and give them a title in the same subject field.
to begin my posting today, i am going to show some convos... both by private message and AIM. i do have things to actually say, i just don't have the time to say them, at this point, so for now i'll stick with the convos.
the title of this probably won't make any sense untill i find time later on to actually talk.
to begin with, a private message from jane (the first time her and i have shared words):
Hey Eliza!! Nice to meet you. Sorry that i we havent talked before, my bad. So, whats up?
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and i replied to jane with this:
not much... well finally done doing that challenge! and no problem, i coulda said hi to you too! i heard you were away for a little while there, so, welcome back
do you talk on AIM? if so, you can message me if you want. mymiddlefingr is my SN... i know, it's a stupid one, but i was kinda drunk when i signed up and i picked a crappy SN for it
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and jane replied to me with this:
All righty! I'll try to catch you on AIM =)
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and then i sent tis to jane (this one hasn't been read yet... i sent it last night at 12:42 am EST):
cool cool!
sorry about last vote. jon told me how he explained everything to you. i'm on board fully this time, i wont get scared or anything.
and we are voting jaime is what i'm under the impression of.
she actually told me you wanted to get me out with them... jon explained all that too tho, so i think we're on the same page even though we've barely spoken two words to eachother
ttyl jane
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and now here is a convo that i had with alexis... VERY short...
mymiddlefingr (10:10:48 PM): hey...
mymiddlefingr (10:10:57 PM): i dont have long, but i talked to monica
mymiddlefingr (10:11:10 PM): and i told her i wanted to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (10:11:16 PM): she basically said she'd see if she could change it
mymiddlefingr (10:11:19 PM): to jaime
gamerkennyhoang (10:11:51 PM): k sweet
mymiddlefingr (10:12:13 PM): ya... that's all i can do tho really...
mymiddlefingr (10:12:18 PM): i gtg, talk to you later
gamerkennyhoang (10:12:51 PM): see ya
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as you can see, that one was before i knew monica was giving me an immunity and actually really wanted me around for tis round. and when i was still in the tail winds of that storm i nearly drowned in yesterday...
this next convo, which i had with jaime, is from the same general period... during the tail winds. it surprised me that she'd come to me to initiate talking.
wait a sec... while o nthe topic of jaime, it's important to say... i'm actually really starting to feel bad abt my vote. she was giving me the benefit of the doubt...
she even told me something in here, i nthis next convo, which was true. something abt jane, and something she had said to jaime. i mean, it was for her benefit that she told me, but i am starting to feel like we may have actually been ableto stick together to final 5. like the alliance would have genuinely stayed true to me till then. which is really nice, and makes me feel bad.
but, it's a game... and one that they obviously dotn care as much abt was some people... otherwise they'd have done better in the challenge. that's the way i see it, anyway.
but... genuinely sorry to jaime for my vote...
anyway, the quick convo we had:
November 2, 2010
g1nger23 (10:26:33 PM): heyy
mymiddlefingr (10:26:41 PM): hey
mymiddlefingr (10:26:48 PM): i'm just about to go... but i got a few minutes
mymiddlefingr (10:26:51 PM): wassup?
g1nger23 (10:26:59 PM): oh lol
g1nger23 (10:27:00 PM): its fine
g1nger23 (10:27:07 PM): just wanted to let you know
g1nger23 (10:27:21 PM): the other 5 are trying to split us up
g1nger23 (10:27:26 PM): janes pushing me to vote you out right now
g1nger23 (10:27:28 PM): i'm not going to
mymiddlefingr (10:27:36 PM): yeah i figured
mymiddlefingr (10:27:45 PM): monica was pushing me around kinda to get me out of the challenge
mymiddlefingr (10:27:56 PM): so i just gave up like 4 hours ago
g1nger23 (10:28:14 PM): yeah i did awful on the challenge
mymiddlefingr (10:28:28 PM): i got 2nd
mymiddlefingr (10:28:31 PM): monica won
g1nger23 (10:28:39 PM): aw damn
mymiddlefingr (10:28:43 PM): stupid thing is i let her
mymiddlefingr (10:28:49 PM): just got fed up
g1nger23 (10:28:59 PM): damn
g1nger23 (10:29:04 PM): well
g1nger23 (10:29:12 PM): since janes trying to push me to vote for you
g1nger23 (10:29:15 PM): they might be voting for you
mymiddlefingr (10:29:20 PM): they most likely are
g1nger23 (10:29:21 PM): so as long as the 5 of us stay strong
mymiddlefingr (10:29:28 PM): it will tie
g1nger23 (10:29:30 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (10:29:36 PM): i jsut dont know how tiebreakers go
g1nger23 (10:29:40 PM): re-vote
mymiddlefingr (10:29:52 PM): but then if it stays the same
mymiddlefingr (10:29:54 PM): is it past votes?
g1nger23 (10:30:04 PM): dont think so
g1nger23 (10:30:07 PM): i think it'd be a challenge
mymiddlefingr (10:30:15 PM): that'd be nice
mymiddlefingr (10:30:20 PM): i'll try and remember to ask sarah later
mymiddlefingr (10:31:29 PM): monica's got a lot of ammo to turn y'all against me
mymiddlefingr (10:31:44 PM): just a heads up, there was that point when i was genuinely undecided and i got too involved with them
mymiddlefingr (10:31:57 PM): i'm gonna be fucked forever from that
g1nger23 (10:32:07 PM): lol its fine
g1nger23 (10:32:24 PM): the only thing that makes sense right now is for the 5 of us to work together
mymiddlefingr (10:32:43 PM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (10:33:09 PM): we'll see what happens... when i talk to the host abt the tie breaker thing i'll let ya know
mymiddlefingr (10:33:58 PM): is monica yul from BT?
g1nger23 (10:34:09 PM): uhh
g1nger23 (10:34:10 PM): no idea
g1nger23 (10:34:14 PM): but that'd be surprising haha
g1nger23 (10:34:19 PM): i dont think so
mymiddlefingr (10:34:23 PM): just some of the things she says...
mymiddlefingr (10:34:26 PM): ya i dont tink so either
mymiddlefingr (10:34:31 PM): it's a few of the words she uses
mymiddlefingr (10:35:16 PM): all right well i'll be back in a bit
mymiddlefingr (10:35:28 PM): probably like an hour and a half, if ya need anything
mymiddlefingr (10:36:02 PM): if you guys do end up needing someone to just dump off to preserve the rest of you or anything...
mymiddlefingr (10:36:10 PM): dont worry if that person has to be
mymiddlefingr (10:36:25 PM): this game is way more screwed up then it looked like o nthe outside, it's gonna give me a nervous breakdown
mymiddlefingr (10:36:27 PM): ttyl
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can you tell how down i felt after yesterday's implosion?
okay, now a convo with fairplay:
November 3, 2010
johnnyfairplay64 (12:15:22 AM): you on?
mymiddlefingr (12:28:19 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:28:20 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:28:27 AM): what do u need?
mymiddlefingr (12:30:00 AM): i suppose i missed you like usual
mymiddlefingr (12:30:06 AM): all right... talk later
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:38:46 AM): you still around
mymiddlefingr (12:39:03 AM): yep
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:39:07 AM): alright
mymiddlefingr (12:39:07 AM): this time iactually am
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:39:13 AM): well monica gave you immunity
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:39:40 AM): so your safe this round
mymiddlefingr (12:39:57 AM): ya i saw
mymiddlefingr (12:39:58 AM): MG
mymiddlefingr (12:40:00 AM): OMG
mymiddlefingr (12:40:04 AM): that's pretty nice of her
mymiddlefingr (12:40:14 AM): or him, whatever
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:40:14 AM): but I think something is gonna come to a head at this TC
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:41:08 AM): jamie is targeting me
mymiddlefingr (12:41:12 AM): is she?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:41:18 AM): yea, from what jane told me
mymiddlefingr (12:41:20 AM): well clearly you guys aren't targetting me
mymiddlefingr (12:41:24 AM): so i'm fuckin on board
mymiddlefingr (12:41:26 AM): 100%
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:41:29 AM): I told her too
mymiddlefingr (12:41:37 AM): thats exactly what i needed... just like... that push from monica
mymiddlefingr (12:41:46 AM): awesome
mymiddlefingr (12:41:55 AM): i dont get to vote next round but we shouldn't need it, right?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:02 AM): no
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:06 AM): not after this round hopefully
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:14 AM): but either me or jamie is going home this TC
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:33 AM): keep this a secret alright?
mymiddlefingr (12:42:37 AM): well...
mymiddlefingr (12:42:40 AM): okie yeah no problem
mymiddlefingr (12:42:54 AM): ummmmm what was i gonna say
mymiddlefingr (12:42:55 AM): shit
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:43:03 AM): I told jane to tell them that her and tyrone were with jamie and the rest
mymiddlefingr (12:43:05 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:43:10 AM): yeah?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:43:13 AM): yep
mymiddlefingr (12:43:17 AM): did you tell jane to tell them they wanted me out?
mymiddlefingr (12:43:19 AM): by any chance?
mymiddlefingr (12:43:32 AM): to tell jaime that she wanted to vote me?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:43:58 AM): well that was the plan at first
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:09 AM): jane didn't trust you after last TC
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:14 AM): I talked to her about it
mymiddlefingr (12:44:17 AM): oh so she actually DID say that?
mymiddlefingr (12:44:22 AM): to jaime?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:25 AM): yes
mymiddlefingr (12:44:27 AM): oh okay cool
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:29 AM): I won't lie about it
mymiddlefingr (12:44:30 AM): wow jaime was being honest
mymiddlefingr (12:44:31 AM):
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:33 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:44:42 AM): brb
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:48 AM): but me, monica and jane talked about it
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:45:19 AM): and I told jane straight up that if I could give you a second chance after the TC during tribal swap that you need to give eliza another shot
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:46:06 AM): she said yea and monica gave you the immunity
mymiddlefingr (12:47:26 AM): back
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:47:30 AM): then I told Jane that I was tired of fucking up and having someone else get burned because of it
mymiddlefingr (12:47:47 AM): yeah...
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:47:49 AM): so I told her to tell jamie and the rest that her and tyrone were on board to get me out
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:48:24 AM): so if this goes wrong, it'll be me and not another person that I dont want gone
mymiddlefingr (12:49:09 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:49:20 AM): so they're gonna be voting you, over there?
mymiddlefingr (12:49:26 AM): and all we gotta do is vote one of them?
mymiddlefingr (12:49:27 AM): all together?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:49:33 AM): yep
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:49:41 AM): it'll be a 6-4 vote if everything goes right
mymiddlefingr (12:49:51 AM): yeah, and then next time we'll have 5-3
mymiddlefingr (12:49:59 AM): as long as everything continues to go right
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:50:05 AM): right
mymiddlefingr (12:50:16 AM): okie...
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:50:26 AM): you ok with that?
mymiddlefingr (12:50:27 AM): so i'm on board with... 5 other people
mymiddlefingr (12:50:31 AM): that could get me a final 6
mymiddlefingr (12:50:34 AM): i'm good with that
mymiddlefingr (12:50:42 AM): yeah i'm great
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:50:56 AM): lol look at it this way
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:06 AM): its better than being screwed first time XD
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:10 AM): then getting back in the game
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:21 AM): only to be screwed first time again
mymiddlefingr (12:51:30 AM): yepperz
mymiddlefingr (12:51:37 AM): it's to... final 9 right nwo right?
mymiddlefingr (12:51:45 AM): so that's still 3 more rounds
mymiddlefingr (12:51:48 AM): after this
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:51 AM): no there are 10 people right now
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:56 AM): after this it'll be F9
mymiddlefingr (12:51:57 AM): that i can probly not worry... not too much anyway
mymiddlefingr (12:52:16 AM): well that's good
mymiddlefingr (12:52:31 AM): will u get afraid of me going on an immunity run?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:52:39 AM): lol no
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:52:52 AM): I don't worry about people on immunity runs
mymiddlefingr (12:53:04 AM): lol... okie
mymiddlefingr (12:53:11 AM): monica can beat me anyway
mymiddlefingr (12:53:34 AM): well... i'm on board
mymiddlefingr (12:53:53 AM): who are we voting?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:53:56 AM): jamie
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:54:05 AM): its gonna come to a battle at this TC XD
mymiddlefingr (12:54:38 AM): all right
mymiddlefingr (12:54:44 AM): thank god
mymiddlefingr (12:55:06 AM): i get to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (12:55:09 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:55:17 AM): and i wont just be alone
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:55:40 AM): lol
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:55:47 AM): I thought you voted na onka at that first TC?
mymiddlefingr (12:56:37 AM): ya i did
mymiddlefingr (12:56:42 AM): i just meant
mymiddlefingr (12:56:43 AM): coming in
mymiddlefingr (12:56:48 AM): i thought if i ever tried to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (12:56:52 AM): it'd be alone at best
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:56:55 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:57:03 AM): i really had no idea what was going on obviously
mymiddlefingr (12:57:56 AM): okie sarah's gonna post tribal now
mymiddlefingr (12:58:03 AM): i told her "hurry up and let us vote "
mymiddlefingr (12:58:04 AM): LOL
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:58:21 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:58:36 AM): you know i've talked abt being a part of voting out jaime... "the all fucking important jaime"... for sooooooooo long in my confessional
mymiddlefingr (12:58:49 AM): doing this... and doing really well in these challenges
mymiddlefingr (12:58:59 AM): and just writing a mountain of stuff...
mymiddlefingr (12:59:04 AM): i might actually get all-stars
mymiddlefingr (12:59:05 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:59:11 AM): damien wanted to give it to me he said
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:59:18 AM): awwww
mymiddlefingr (12:59:25 AM): final 6 is worthy of all-stars, right?
mymiddlefingr (12:59:38 AM): hell yeah it is
mymiddlefingr (12:59:42 AM): sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:59:52 AM): i'm rambling now, kinda like excited and stuff
mymiddlefingr (1:16:32 AM): did amanda ever ask u to play in her game?
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:16:40 AM): no
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:16:42 AM): why?
mymiddlefingr (1:17:08 AM): just curious
mymiddlefingr (1:17:15 AM): i am like stuck there now
mymiddlefingr (1:17:17 AM): all alone
mymiddlefingr (1:17:23 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:17:43 AM): yay tribal is up
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:30:55 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:32:38 AM): i dont know how to answer my questions... everything i write is too long and comes off arogant
mymiddlefingr (1:32:39 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:36:44 AM): there i'm done... i editted it down and it's still long
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:11 AM): lol
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:28 AM): alright I'm going to bed
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:43 AM): I'll talk to you later ^^
mymiddlefingr (1:37:43 AM): well thnx for giving me a chance to get acclamated and stuff before judging me too hard
mymiddlefingr (1:37:47 AM): it's appreciated
mymiddlefingr (1:37:52 AM): ttyl
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:56 AM): ur welcome
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:38:07 AM): I trust ya
mymiddlefingr (1:38:24 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:38:27 AM): thnx
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and a few PMs with monica...
starting with one from her to me:
So, I saw your TC question.
And, yeah, it was partially strategy, but it wasn't strategy like "OMG I don't want Eliza to be able to vote," it was strategy like, "I promised Eliza I'd keep her safe, and this is a good way to make sure nothing happens to her."
But, don't worry. I confirmed with Jane that she's on our side, and will vote with us. She was nervous, but I think she knows that you're gonna be loyal. Also, people were willing to go Jaime. I had to promise everyone that you were gonna keep your word this time, so I'm putting a Huuuuuuuuuuuuge amount of trust in you, girl.
If you vote the way you've promised you will, Jaime will go 6-4. Then next round, we'll vote off one of the others, 5-3, and you'll have nothing to worry about.
Ttyl!
~Monica
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and this is my reply to monica (which i sent today... this is the beginning of the stuff from today, as opposed to last night):
sounds good. about the tribal council questions, i was jsut screwing around. you shoulda saw before i editted it down... LOL.
and yeah, jane came and talked to me... a bit, by PM... said her hellos and stuff... so, hopefully i can get a relationship started with her.
thnx for the immunity, it really does help my confidence level. and really the vote next time doesn't matter to me, because, if y'all want me out next time then that's what's gonna happen regalrdess of whether i can vote or not
i'm not syaing i tink you want me out, either, i'm just saying... with or without the vote, doesn't change the scenario
i already voted by the way. and yes i voted jaime.
so... my life, from here on, is entirely 100% in your hands. and just so ya know, i'm only hoping for final 6. i totally realize that there is like no way to get further than the people you've had with you from day 1, i don't expect to take any of their places... just, please don't take me out before you take out the other side
and is your name kyle, by any chance?
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and this is her reply to me:
Kyle as in superkyle? lol
And, no worries. I definitely wanna help you get rid of the people who voted you off. (I was an Outcast once, and I aligned with the people who (unknown to me) had voted me off. I got to the end with them, then they picked me off, and after the game all of their confessionals were full of them talking about what a dumbass I was for sticking with them. So I definitely know how much it sucks to be an Outcast.)
And, to be honest, I do actually plan on taking you further than the final six. Much further. I really like you, and it would be a total bitch move to get you to help me out and then dump you like that. That's not how I play. Think of yourself as being like Cirie in Micronesia. Amanda and Parvati seriously needed her vote, and they promised her that if she helped them, they'd take her to the final three. And they did, because she totally saved their asses. I'm offering you the same thing. (Except without Amanda winning the final three IC and totally robbing you of the mil. ;p)
Don't worry. You voted Jaime, so this is all gonna work out beautifully.
~ Monica
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and this is my reply to her, which has not been read yet:
.... wait are you kyle?
i mean, this being tara's game, it would make sense. i've been looking for some time now...
of everyone here, ur clearly the best. so that's why i wonder if you're kyle.
"superkyle"
and... thnx for like... even considering bringing me further than the people you've been with all this time... i really appreciate the thought, even.
but, really, if you change your mind or whatever... whatever happens, i'm happy with it. when i came back in i decided i wasn't gonna try and step on people's toes as far as trying to get them to bring me further than their original alliances.
but hey, if that's what you want, i'm not gonna complain. just, either way, it's really no pressure from my end. just wanna make sure you know that
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and other than that short little convo with jaime where she said to stick together, and the convo i had with alexis yesterday about trying to get them to vote jaime (she meant just trying to get fairplay to vote jaime so they'd split their votes and we could still vote fairplay)... they have not talked to me.
that's... a big thing. the strategizing is lacking, badly, from them. we'll see if i even get approached today...
i would be thinking, lets make sure everyone is on the same page.... lets make sure it's atleast a tie.
but we'll see that the hell they're thinking, i guess, in time.
zombie on a leash
"MR2" by the way means "merge round 2". if i abbreviate that i can date my posts and give them a title in the same subject field.
to begin my posting today, i am going to show some convos... both by private message and AIM. i do have things to actually say, i just don't have the time to say them, at this point, so for now i'll stick with the convos.
the title of this probably won't make any sense untill i find time later on to actually talk.
to begin with, a private message from jane (the first time her and i have shared words):
Hey Eliza!! Nice to meet you. Sorry that i we havent talked before, my bad. So, whats up?
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and i replied to jane with this:
not much... well finally done doing that challenge! and no problem, i coulda said hi to you too! i heard you were away for a little while there, so, welcome back
do you talk on AIM? if so, you can message me if you want. mymiddlefingr is my SN... i know, it's a stupid one, but i was kinda drunk when i signed up and i picked a crappy SN for it
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and jane replied to me with this:
All righty! I'll try to catch you on AIM =)
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and then i sent tis to jane (this one hasn't been read yet... i sent it last night at 12:42 am EST):
cool cool!
sorry about last vote. jon told me how he explained everything to you. i'm on board fully this time, i wont get scared or anything.
and we are voting jaime is what i'm under the impression of.
she actually told me you wanted to get me out with them... jon explained all that too tho, so i think we're on the same page even though we've barely spoken two words to eachother
ttyl jane
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and now here is a convo that i had with alexis... VERY short...
mymiddlefingr (10:10:48 PM): hey...
mymiddlefingr (10:10:57 PM): i dont have long, but i talked to monica
mymiddlefingr (10:11:10 PM): and i told her i wanted to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (10:11:16 PM): she basically said she'd see if she could change it
mymiddlefingr (10:11:19 PM): to jaime
gamerkennyhoang (10:11:51 PM): k sweet
mymiddlefingr (10:12:13 PM): ya... that's all i can do tho really...
mymiddlefingr (10:12:18 PM): i gtg, talk to you later
gamerkennyhoang (10:12:51 PM): see ya
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as you can see, that one was before i knew monica was giving me an immunity and actually really wanted me around for tis round. and when i was still in the tail winds of that storm i nearly drowned in yesterday...
this next convo, which i had with jaime, is from the same general period... during the tail winds. it surprised me that she'd come to me to initiate talking.
wait a sec... while o nthe topic of jaime, it's important to say... i'm actually really starting to feel bad abt my vote. she was giving me the benefit of the doubt...
she even told me something in here, i nthis next convo, which was true. something abt jane, and something she had said to jaime. i mean, it was for her benefit that she told me, but i am starting to feel like we may have actually been ableto stick together to final 5. like the alliance would have genuinely stayed true to me till then. which is really nice, and makes me feel bad.
but, it's a game... and one that they obviously dotn care as much abt was some people... otherwise they'd have done better in the challenge. that's the way i see it, anyway.
but... genuinely sorry to jaime for my vote...
anyway, the quick convo we had:
November 2, 2010
g1nger23 (10:26:33 PM): heyy
mymiddlefingr (10:26:41 PM): hey
mymiddlefingr (10:26:48 PM): i'm just about to go... but i got a few minutes
mymiddlefingr (10:26:51 PM): wassup?
g1nger23 (10:26:59 PM): oh lol
g1nger23 (10:27:00 PM): its fine
g1nger23 (10:27:07 PM): just wanted to let you know
g1nger23 (10:27:21 PM): the other 5 are trying to split us up
g1nger23 (10:27:26 PM): janes pushing me to vote you out right now
g1nger23 (10:27:28 PM): i'm not going to
mymiddlefingr (10:27:36 PM): yeah i figured
mymiddlefingr (10:27:45 PM): monica was pushing me around kinda to get me out of the challenge
mymiddlefingr (10:27:56 PM): so i just gave up like 4 hours ago
g1nger23 (10:28:14 PM): yeah i did awful on the challenge
mymiddlefingr (10:28:28 PM): i got 2nd
mymiddlefingr (10:28:31 PM): monica won
g1nger23 (10:28:39 PM): aw damn
mymiddlefingr (10:28:43 PM): stupid thing is i let her
mymiddlefingr (10:28:49 PM): just got fed up
g1nger23 (10:28:59 PM): damn
g1nger23 (10:29:04 PM): well
g1nger23 (10:29:12 PM): since janes trying to push me to vote for you
g1nger23 (10:29:15 PM): they might be voting for you
mymiddlefingr (10:29:20 PM): they most likely are
g1nger23 (10:29:21 PM): so as long as the 5 of us stay strong
mymiddlefingr (10:29:28 PM): it will tie
g1nger23 (10:29:30 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (10:29:36 PM): i jsut dont know how tiebreakers go
g1nger23 (10:29:40 PM): re-vote
mymiddlefingr (10:29:52 PM): but then if it stays the same
mymiddlefingr (10:29:54 PM): is it past votes?
g1nger23 (10:30:04 PM): dont think so
g1nger23 (10:30:07 PM): i think it'd be a challenge
mymiddlefingr (10:30:15 PM): that'd be nice
mymiddlefingr (10:30:20 PM): i'll try and remember to ask sarah later
mymiddlefingr (10:31:29 PM): monica's got a lot of ammo to turn y'all against me
mymiddlefingr (10:31:44 PM): just a heads up, there was that point when i was genuinely undecided and i got too involved with them
mymiddlefingr (10:31:57 PM): i'm gonna be fucked forever from that
g1nger23 (10:32:07 PM): lol its fine
g1nger23 (10:32:24 PM): the only thing that makes sense right now is for the 5 of us to work together
mymiddlefingr (10:32:43 PM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (10:33:09 PM): we'll see what happens... when i talk to the host abt the tie breaker thing i'll let ya know
mymiddlefingr (10:33:58 PM): is monica yul from BT?
g1nger23 (10:34:09 PM): uhh
g1nger23 (10:34:10 PM): no idea
g1nger23 (10:34:14 PM): but that'd be surprising haha
g1nger23 (10:34:19 PM): i dont think so
mymiddlefingr (10:34:23 PM): just some of the things she says...
mymiddlefingr (10:34:26 PM): ya i dont tink so either
mymiddlefingr (10:34:31 PM): it's a few of the words she uses
mymiddlefingr (10:35:16 PM): all right well i'll be back in a bit
mymiddlefingr (10:35:28 PM): probably like an hour and a half, if ya need anything
mymiddlefingr (10:36:02 PM): if you guys do end up needing someone to just dump off to preserve the rest of you or anything...
mymiddlefingr (10:36:10 PM): dont worry if that person has to be
mymiddlefingr (10:36:25 PM): this game is way more screwed up then it looked like o nthe outside, it's gonna give me a nervous breakdown
mymiddlefingr (10:36:27 PM): ttyl
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can you tell how down i felt after yesterday's implosion?
okay, now a convo with fairplay:
November 3, 2010
johnnyfairplay64 (12:15:22 AM): you on?
mymiddlefingr (12:28:19 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:28:20 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:28:27 AM): what do u need?
mymiddlefingr (12:30:00 AM): i suppose i missed you like usual
mymiddlefingr (12:30:06 AM): all right... talk later
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:38:46 AM): you still around
mymiddlefingr (12:39:03 AM): yep
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:39:07 AM): alright
mymiddlefingr (12:39:07 AM): this time iactually am
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:39:13 AM): well monica gave you immunity
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:39:40 AM): so your safe this round
mymiddlefingr (12:39:57 AM): ya i saw
mymiddlefingr (12:39:58 AM): MG
mymiddlefingr (12:40:00 AM): OMG
mymiddlefingr (12:40:04 AM): that's pretty nice of her
mymiddlefingr (12:40:14 AM): or him, whatever
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:40:14 AM): but I think something is gonna come to a head at this TC
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:41:08 AM): jamie is targeting me
mymiddlefingr (12:41:12 AM): is she?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:41:18 AM): yea, from what jane told me
mymiddlefingr (12:41:20 AM): well clearly you guys aren't targetting me
mymiddlefingr (12:41:24 AM): so i'm fuckin on board
mymiddlefingr (12:41:26 AM): 100%
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:41:29 AM): I told her too
mymiddlefingr (12:41:37 AM): thats exactly what i needed... just like... that push from monica
mymiddlefingr (12:41:46 AM): awesome
mymiddlefingr (12:41:55 AM): i dont get to vote next round but we shouldn't need it, right?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:02 AM): no
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:06 AM): not after this round hopefully
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:14 AM): but either me or jamie is going home this TC
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:42:33 AM): keep this a secret alright?
mymiddlefingr (12:42:37 AM): well...
mymiddlefingr (12:42:40 AM): okie yeah no problem
mymiddlefingr (12:42:54 AM): ummmmm what was i gonna say
mymiddlefingr (12:42:55 AM): shit
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:43:03 AM): I told jane to tell them that her and tyrone were with jamie and the rest
mymiddlefingr (12:43:05 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:43:10 AM): yeah?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:43:13 AM): yep
mymiddlefingr (12:43:17 AM): did you tell jane to tell them they wanted me out?
mymiddlefingr (12:43:19 AM): by any chance?
mymiddlefingr (12:43:32 AM): to tell jaime that she wanted to vote me?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:43:58 AM): well that was the plan at first
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:09 AM): jane didn't trust you after last TC
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:14 AM): I talked to her about it
mymiddlefingr (12:44:17 AM): oh so she actually DID say that?
mymiddlefingr (12:44:22 AM): to jaime?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:25 AM): yes
mymiddlefingr (12:44:27 AM): oh okay cool
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:29 AM): I won't lie about it
mymiddlefingr (12:44:30 AM): wow jaime was being honest
mymiddlefingr (12:44:31 AM):
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:33 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:44:42 AM): brb
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:44:48 AM): but me, monica and jane talked about it
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:45:19 AM): and I told jane straight up that if I could give you a second chance after the TC during tribal swap that you need to give eliza another shot
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:46:06 AM): she said yea and monica gave you the immunity
mymiddlefingr (12:47:26 AM): back
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:47:30 AM): then I told Jane that I was tired of fucking up and having someone else get burned because of it
mymiddlefingr (12:47:47 AM): yeah...
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:47:49 AM): so I told her to tell jamie and the rest that her and tyrone were on board to get me out
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:48:24 AM): so if this goes wrong, it'll be me and not another person that I dont want gone
mymiddlefingr (12:49:09 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:49:20 AM): so they're gonna be voting you, over there?
mymiddlefingr (12:49:26 AM): and all we gotta do is vote one of them?
mymiddlefingr (12:49:27 AM): all together?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:49:33 AM): yep
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:49:41 AM): it'll be a 6-4 vote if everything goes right
mymiddlefingr (12:49:51 AM): yeah, and then next time we'll have 5-3
mymiddlefingr (12:49:59 AM): as long as everything continues to go right
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:50:05 AM): right
mymiddlefingr (12:50:16 AM): okie...
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:50:26 AM): you ok with that?
mymiddlefingr (12:50:27 AM): so i'm on board with... 5 other people
mymiddlefingr (12:50:31 AM): that could get me a final 6
mymiddlefingr (12:50:34 AM): i'm good with that
mymiddlefingr (12:50:42 AM): yeah i'm great
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:50:56 AM): lol look at it this way
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:06 AM): its better than being screwed first time XD
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:10 AM): then getting back in the game
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:21 AM): only to be screwed first time again
mymiddlefingr (12:51:30 AM): yepperz
mymiddlefingr (12:51:37 AM): it's to... final 9 right nwo right?
mymiddlefingr (12:51:45 AM): so that's still 3 more rounds
mymiddlefingr (12:51:48 AM): after this
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:51 AM): no there are 10 people right now
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:51:56 AM): after this it'll be F9
mymiddlefingr (12:51:57 AM): that i can probly not worry... not too much anyway
mymiddlefingr (12:52:16 AM): well that's good
mymiddlefingr (12:52:31 AM): will u get afraid of me going on an immunity run?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:52:39 AM): lol no
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:52:52 AM): I don't worry about people on immunity runs
mymiddlefingr (12:53:04 AM): lol... okie
mymiddlefingr (12:53:11 AM): monica can beat me anyway
mymiddlefingr (12:53:34 AM): well... i'm on board
mymiddlefingr (12:53:53 AM): who are we voting?
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:53:56 AM): jamie
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:54:05 AM): its gonna come to a battle at this TC XD
mymiddlefingr (12:54:38 AM): all right
mymiddlefingr (12:54:44 AM): thank god
mymiddlefingr (12:55:06 AM): i get to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (12:55:09 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:55:17 AM): and i wont just be alone
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:55:40 AM): lol
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:55:47 AM): I thought you voted na onka at that first TC?
mymiddlefingr (12:56:37 AM): ya i did
mymiddlefingr (12:56:42 AM): i just meant
mymiddlefingr (12:56:43 AM): coming in
mymiddlefingr (12:56:48 AM): i thought if i ever tried to vote jaime
mymiddlefingr (12:56:52 AM): it'd be alone at best
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:56:55 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:57:03 AM): i really had no idea what was going on obviously
mymiddlefingr (12:57:56 AM): okie sarah's gonna post tribal now
mymiddlefingr (12:58:03 AM): i told her "hurry up and let us vote "
mymiddlefingr (12:58:04 AM): LOL
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:58:21 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:58:36 AM): you know i've talked abt being a part of voting out jaime... "the all fucking important jaime"... for sooooooooo long in my confessional
mymiddlefingr (12:58:49 AM): doing this... and doing really well in these challenges
mymiddlefingr (12:58:59 AM): and just writing a mountain of stuff...
mymiddlefingr (12:59:04 AM): i might actually get all-stars
mymiddlefingr (12:59:05 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:59:11 AM): damien wanted to give it to me he said
Johnnyfairplay64 (12:59:18 AM): awwww
mymiddlefingr (12:59:25 AM): final 6 is worthy of all-stars, right?
mymiddlefingr (12:59:38 AM): hell yeah it is
mymiddlefingr (12:59:42 AM): sorry
mymiddlefingr (12:59:52 AM): i'm rambling now, kinda like excited and stuff
mymiddlefingr (1:16:32 AM): did amanda ever ask u to play in her game?
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:16:40 AM): no
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:16:42 AM): why?
mymiddlefingr (1:17:08 AM): just curious
mymiddlefingr (1:17:15 AM): i am like stuck there now
mymiddlefingr (1:17:17 AM): all alone
mymiddlefingr (1:17:23 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:17:43 AM): yay tribal is up
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:30:55 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:32:38 AM): i dont know how to answer my questions... everything i write is too long and comes off arogant
mymiddlefingr (1:32:39 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:36:44 AM): there i'm done... i editted it down and it's still long
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:11 AM): lol
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:28 AM): alright I'm going to bed
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:43 AM): I'll talk to you later ^^
mymiddlefingr (1:37:43 AM): well thnx for giving me a chance to get acclamated and stuff before judging me too hard
mymiddlefingr (1:37:47 AM): it's appreciated
mymiddlefingr (1:37:52 AM): ttyl
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:37:56 AM): ur welcome
Johnnyfairplay64 (1:38:07 AM): I trust ya
mymiddlefingr (1:38:24 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:38:27 AM): thnx
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and a few PMs with monica...
starting with one from her to me:
So, I saw your TC question.
And, yeah, it was partially strategy, but it wasn't strategy like "OMG I don't want Eliza to be able to vote," it was strategy like, "I promised Eliza I'd keep her safe, and this is a good way to make sure nothing happens to her."
But, don't worry. I confirmed with Jane that she's on our side, and will vote with us. She was nervous, but I think she knows that you're gonna be loyal. Also, people were willing to go Jaime. I had to promise everyone that you were gonna keep your word this time, so I'm putting a Huuuuuuuuuuuuge amount of trust in you, girl.
If you vote the way you've promised you will, Jaime will go 6-4. Then next round, we'll vote off one of the others, 5-3, and you'll have nothing to worry about.
Ttyl!
~Monica
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and this is my reply to monica (which i sent today... this is the beginning of the stuff from today, as opposed to last night):
sounds good. about the tribal council questions, i was jsut screwing around. you shoulda saw before i editted it down... LOL.
and yeah, jane came and talked to me... a bit, by PM... said her hellos and stuff... so, hopefully i can get a relationship started with her.
thnx for the immunity, it really does help my confidence level. and really the vote next time doesn't matter to me, because, if y'all want me out next time then that's what's gonna happen regalrdess of whether i can vote or not
i'm not syaing i tink you want me out, either, i'm just saying... with or without the vote, doesn't change the scenario
i already voted by the way. and yes i voted jaime.
so... my life, from here on, is entirely 100% in your hands. and just so ya know, i'm only hoping for final 6. i totally realize that there is like no way to get further than the people you've had with you from day 1, i don't expect to take any of their places... just, please don't take me out before you take out the other side
and is your name kyle, by any chance?
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and this is her reply to me:
Kyle as in superkyle? lol
And, no worries. I definitely wanna help you get rid of the people who voted you off. (I was an Outcast once, and I aligned with the people who (unknown to me) had voted me off. I got to the end with them, then they picked me off, and after the game all of their confessionals were full of them talking about what a dumbass I was for sticking with them. So I definitely know how much it sucks to be an Outcast.)
And, to be honest, I do actually plan on taking you further than the final six. Much further. I really like you, and it would be a total bitch move to get you to help me out and then dump you like that. That's not how I play. Think of yourself as being like Cirie in Micronesia. Amanda and Parvati seriously needed her vote, and they promised her that if she helped them, they'd take her to the final three. And they did, because she totally saved their asses. I'm offering you the same thing. (Except without Amanda winning the final three IC and totally robbing you of the mil. ;p)
Don't worry. You voted Jaime, so this is all gonna work out beautifully.
~ Monica
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and this is my reply to her, which has not been read yet:
.... wait are you kyle?
i mean, this being tara's game, it would make sense. i've been looking for some time now...
of everyone here, ur clearly the best. so that's why i wonder if you're kyle.
"superkyle"
and... thnx for like... even considering bringing me further than the people you've been with all this time... i really appreciate the thought, even.
but, really, if you change your mind or whatever... whatever happens, i'm happy with it. when i came back in i decided i wasn't gonna try and step on people's toes as far as trying to get them to bring me further than their original alliances.
but hey, if that's what you want, i'm not gonna complain. just, either way, it's really no pressure from my end. just wanna make sure you know that
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and other than that short little convo with jaime where she said to stick together, and the convo i had with alexis yesterday about trying to get them to vote jaime (she meant just trying to get fairplay to vote jaime so they'd split their votes and we could still vote fairplay)... they have not talked to me.
that's... a big thing. the strategizing is lacking, badly, from them. we'll see if i even get approached today...
i would be thinking, lets make sure everyone is on the same page.... lets make sure it's atleast a tie.
but we'll see that the hell they're thinking, i guess, in time.
zombie on a leash
