jaime... the all fucking important jaime

[Eliza Orlins]

MERGE ROUND 1 during tribal council


see... i usually like to post the round number, and what stage of the round we're at... to keep track of when i posted my confessionals... but i honestly don't know what round this is. if you could tell me, that'd be cool.




"we can't be absolutely certain that she'll win the game unless EVERYONE works together for that common goal". my signature's might be annoying but they are honest. look at this shit. 13 karma. yes, some of it is from me early on pointing out that in the future this is what would happen and then a few lately. but c'mon people!

"oh my god i'm so surprised that i won this challenge"... lol... she's up everyone's ass. how could you be surprised at that when you are up EVERYONE'S ASS?

fuck off.



and people call me fake. shit, just because i hate you all and i obviously can't be 100% up front about that. i speak a lot more truth than most of these people. hell i speak a lot more truth in my fuckin signature updates than these people speak in conversation.


i speak a lot more bitterness too



a convo with alexis....


October 30, 2010
mymiddlefingr (2:04:17 PM): hey there
mymiddlefingr (2:04:23 PM): grats on merge and jury
gamerkennyhoang (2:04:25 PM): welcome back girlie!
mymiddlefingr (2:04:30 PM): thnx u!
mymiddlefingr (2:04:34 PM): sorry i beat out rob
mymiddlefingr (2:04:37 PM): it was... close... ish
gamerkennyhoang (2:04:55 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (2:04:56 PM): ish?
gamerkennyhoang (2:05:01 PM): haha he said you were the only 2 on
mymiddlefingr (2:05:19 PM): ya, that's why it was between us
mymiddlefingr (2:05:35 PM): but i just had more time than him cause of tara putting it on a weeknight
gamerkennyhoang (2:05:46 PM): it was last night?
mymiddlefingr (2:05:52 PM): thursday night
gamerkennyhoang (2:05:56 PM): oh yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:06:03 PM): bad timing
gamerkennyhoang (2:07:28 PM): so any idea on whose voting
mymiddlefingr (2:07:42 PM): lol i only talked to you and fairplay while i was out
mymiddlefingr (2:07:47 PM): and amanda since i came back
mymiddlefingr (2:07:51 PM): which was last night
mymiddlefingr (2:07:54 PM): so... not really
gamerkennyhoang (2:08:02 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (2:08:05 PM): im voting fairplay prolly
mymiddlefingr (2:08:06 PM): i'd imagine fairplay will go soon
mymiddlefingr (2:08:12 PM): ya that's what i figured
mymiddlefingr (2:08:23 PM): if no one told me how to vote i was just gonna vote him
gamerkennyhoang (2:08:48 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:09:16 PM): lol am i supposed to answer the question at tribal thats abt me?
mymiddlefingr (2:09:18 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (2:10:00 PM): lol i love ur answer about the merge and the swap being pointless
gamerkennyhoang (2:10:06 PM): yeah it was
gamerkennyhoang (2:10:13 PM): there was one challenge
mymiddlefingr (2:10:22 PM):
mymiddlefingr (2:10:28 PM): that's kinda silly
gamerkennyhoang (2:10:32 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (2:10:38 PM): saved Charlie one tribal
mymiddlefingr (2:10:43 PM): true
gamerkennyhoang (2:10:47 PM): cuz if we would of lost we would of voted him off
mymiddlefingr (2:11:06 PM): ya that makes sense, he was too busy for the game
mymiddlefingr (2:13:04 PM): lol i always kinda suspected you and fairplay were actually not enemies
mymiddlefingr (2:13:07 PM): guess i was wrong!
gamerkennyhoang (2:13:16 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (2:13:49 PM): he's not that bad
gamerkennyhoang (2:13:52 PM): but i still want him to go
mymiddlefingr (2:14:33 PM):
mymiddlefingr (2:14:42 PM): well, i'm wateva
mymiddlefingr (2:14:49 PM): i'm just here for jury instead of 16th place
gamerkennyhoang (2:14:53 PM): haha yeah
gamerkennyhoang (2:15:11 PM): the hwole secret alliance collapsed after you left lol
mymiddlefingr (2:15:22 PM): ya well i screwed that up royally
mymiddlefingr (2:15:27 PM): gave jaime the win
gamerkennyhoang (2:15:45 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (2:15:50 PM): jaime is cool
gamerkennyhoang (2:16:02 PM): just not a huge amanda fan
gamerkennyhoang (2:16:10 PM): idk
gamerkennyhoang (2:16:16 PM): she is kind of snobby with the host
gamerkennyhoang (2:16:56 PM): but im glad your back
mymiddlefingr (2:16:59 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (2:17:01 PM): amanda...
mymiddlefingr (2:17:02 PM): OMG
mymiddlefingr (2:17:07 PM): every fuckin challenge eh?
gamerkennyhoang (2:17:10 PM): because i trusted you before that whole drunk thing...
mymiddlefingr (2:17:20 PM): awwwww, well thnx u
gamerkennyhoang (2:17:21 PM): and yeah she every challenge.... THIS IS TUPID
mymiddlefingr (2:17:26 PM): ya it was my fault that i ruined it
gamerkennyhoang (2:17:37 PM): good you got a second chance though
mymiddlefingr (2:17:51 PM): yepperZ!!!
mymiddlefingr (2:17:55 PM): i'll try not to ruin it
mymiddlefingr (2:18:06 PM): you know what's funny abt you not liking amanda?
mymiddlefingr (2:18:15 PM): she doesn't really like you either
gamerkennyhoang (2:18:50 PM): yeha
gamerkennyhoang (2:18:51 PM): idc
mymiddlefingr (2:19:09 PM): but she's kinda an amanda stalker, which is scary... so if i get lucky and survive long enough i'll be taking ur side over hers
mymiddlefingr (2:19:41 PM): but she didn't say she's coming after u or anything so i dont htink u gotta worry too much
mymiddlefingr (2:20:09 PM): she did tell me that her alliance is with christy and jaime... but, obviously that's not really news
gamerkennyhoang (2:20:18 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (2:20:25 PM): is she the oen that always plays as Amanda
mymiddlefingr (2:20:31 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (2:20:35 PM): in loev with amanda
mymiddlefingr (2:20:38 PM): gonna marry amanda
mymiddlefingr (2:20:43 PM): that's the one
gamerkennyhoang (2:20:52 PM): cuz ive played with some Amandas
gamerkennyhoang (2:20:56 PM): and they've always been snobby
mymiddlefingr (2:20:59 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (2:21:04 PM): probably her then
gamerkennyhoang (2:21:13 PM): haha
mymiddlefingr (2:21:50 PM): so... ya... that's abt all i know
mymiddlefingr (2:22:01 PM): kinda been out of the game too long to have gatherd much
gamerkennyhoang (2:24:10 PM): haha
gamerkennyhoang (2:24:21 PM): Monica would be a good alliance mate
gamerkennyhoang (2:24:24 PM): she is ont he outs
mymiddlefingr (2:25:22 PM): ya?
mymiddlefingr (2:25:24 PM): i like her
mymiddlefingr (2:25:28 PM): she wished me good luck
mymiddlefingr (2:25:30 PM): out of te blue
gamerkennyhoang (2:25:31 PM): yeah she's nice
mymiddlefingr (2:25:32 PM): in my challenge
mymiddlefingr (2:26:03 PM): i'd never even talked to her and when she foudn out abt the outcast thing she messaged me to say "good luck" and that she was hoping for me
mymiddlefingr (2:26:13 PM): kinda caught me off gaurd
gamerkennyhoang (2:26:23 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (2:26:47 PM): brb
mymiddlefingr (2:28:51 PM): okie back...
gamerkennyhoang (2:28:57 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (2:28:57 PM): so, fairplay is probly as good as dead eh?
gamerkennyhoang (2:29:04 PM): i think so
mymiddlefingr (2:29:12 PM): cool, i will just stop talking to him then
gamerkennyhoang (2:29:20 PM): lol k
mymiddlefingr (2:29:42 PM): when he started talking to me i figured he might be my only hope if i make it back in since i thought no one else liked me... but, i'd rather not be on his sinking ship if i have another option
mymiddlefingr (2:30:12 PM): i asked amanda to talk to jaime for me...
mymiddlefingr (2:30:35 PM): so hopefully jaime doesn't just come right after me, thinking i'm doing the same
gamerkennyhoang (2:30:44 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (2:30:58 PM): hopefully our tribe can stick together... girl alliance
mymiddlefingr (2:31:29 PM): that would make sense... y'all seem to be here way more than the other group
gamerkennyhoang (2:31:36 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:31:39 PM): minus monica i guess
gamerkennyhoang (2:31:44 PM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (2:31:50 PM): brad is cool too
mymiddlefingr (2:31:54 PM): brad?
gamerkennyhoang (2:31:58 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:32:04 PM): oh shit brad virata
mymiddlefingr (2:32:11 PM): i had to look at the memory wall for that one
gamerkennyhoang (2:32:15 PM): we had fun doing a 1 on 1 challenge
mymiddlefingr (2:32:28 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (2:32:37 PM): oh that judo one?
mymiddlefingr (2:32:53 PM): amanda had a list of complaints for that challenge that was soooooooooo long
gamerkennyhoang (2:33:08 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (2:33:14 PM): i didnt' mind it
mymiddlefingr (2:33:57 PM): i dont mind most of the challenges... or well, i dont tink i would if i were playing them
mymiddlefingr (2:34:12 PM): i think amanda just believes she's the best host ever and so everyone else must suck
mymiddlefingr (2:36:21 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (2:36:37 PM): well fairplay "has brad and monica" for sure
gamerkennyhoang (2:36:45 PM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (2:36:48 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:36:50 PM): no idea who he's gonna be voting but it's funny to listen to him
gamerkennyhoang (2:36:50 PM): but he's done
gamerkennyhoang (2:36:53 PM): Tyrone will vote with hm
gamerkennyhoang (2:36:57 PM): *for
mymiddlefingr (2:37:17 PM): well last time didn't he want john kenney to survive?
mymiddlefingr (2:37:24 PM): that's what i think he told me
mymiddlefingr (2:37:26 PM): i THINK
mymiddlefingr (2:38:30 PM): i'm just gonna tell him what he wants to hear, and hope he doesn't go tell everyone that i'm on his side or something
gamerkennyhoang (2:38:37 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (2:38:41 PM): do they show the actual votes that people make?
mymiddlefingr (2:38:51 PM): like if i make mine in my special font, will people see?
gamerkennyhoang (2:39:07 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:39:16 PM): i got my font that i use on my siggy right now so hopefully i can just use that to vote his ass out and people will know i voted right
gamerkennyhoang (2:39:20 PM): your tribal was the only one tey didn't
mymiddlefingr (2:39:24 PM): good
gamerkennyhoang (2:39:27 PM): you can use paint and lke draw stuff on it
mymiddlefingr (2:42:59 PM): oh yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:43:01 PM): all right nice
mymiddlefingr (2:50:36 PM): oh my god
gamerkennyhoang (2:50:38 PM): ?
mymiddlefingr (2:50:48 PM): johny fairplay 2:49 pm
(2:49:47 PM): alright I'm gonna figure that we're gonna vote for amanda

mymiddlefingr (2:50:53 PM): yeah right
gamerkennyhoang (2:50:57 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (2:51:01 PM): that's fuckin retarded
mymiddlefingr (2:51:23 PM): wateva... i'm gonna go get stuff ready for dinner later
mymiddlefingr (2:51:40 PM): i should be back in like an hour or something if u need me
gamerkennyhoang (2:56:19 PM): haah
gamerkennyhoang (2:56:19 PM): okay
gamerkennyhoang (2:56:22 PM): see ya
gamerkennyhoang (2:56:23 PM): later


_______________________________________________





i told fairplay he's the target. or well, sounds like he's the target "because amanda said so". from here on tho, i am dropping fairplay. i was using him, as i said to alexis, as my only means of staying alive if i were to get back i nthe game. he wanted to talk to me one day when i was out, so i kept that going in case i came back. but if i have the option, and i do, atleast from talking to amanda extensively last night, i am not going with fairplay. so from here on out i will do with fairplay as i told alexis i would do with him... tell him what he wants to hear till he's gone.



there may be a chance to save him, i don't know, but i doubt it. i'll put it this way, i would like to save him. just because fuckin jaime already has the game and i'm jumping on board this whole give jaime the game train that these people got going. but i mean, i'm not voting amanda. i am NOT voting amanda.


she is the single most honest person in this game. she may be weird... in a way that's much different than me... in a way i cant even quite wrap my head around... but she's honest in the way she talks. she is soooooooooooooo not fake.

and i know her, and she knows me, and she is willing to give me a second chance. she even said if she'd known it was me when she voted me, she would have secodn gussed that and talked it out with me first. and i believe that, because as long as i've known her she's never lied to me, even when it hurt her to tell the truth.


plus, she's got the same general enemies as i do. and for the same good reasons as i do. not enemies from past games that you played with someone... but enemies for things like fake hosting and stuff... rigging challenges... that sorta thing. real stuff that honestly should not be overlooked.


so i'm not voting amanda.... which brings me to... johnny fairplay told me he wants to vote amanda.

another reason why i can not help to save fairplay. anyone else, sure, i may have given it a thought or two... maybe felt the waters out some to see how possible getting someone other than fairplay out would be.



i'm gonna choose to only include the alexis convo here because the chat i had last night with amanda was before i was announced back in, before i realized i should not let anyone know it was me who won. as soon as i started talking to her about it i was like oh shit and i asked you, sarah, about whether it was announced yet... and then shut up after that


and the convo with fairplay was just... i dont like fairplay. he's here then he isn't, leaves his AIM on, he's cocky as shit and never says anything of any value...


and all the other convos i had with him prior to today was when i didn't know if i'd even be back in or not and so we didn't talk very much game at all, i just needed to be somewhat close to someone so i had a chance of having someone if i got back in... sorta deal.... so those aren't even worth showing.


also... if ur not talking to one of the girls, is it really worth posting here?





if you find yourself talking to someone and it's not jaime or one of her friends, you might as well just be talking to me.

hahaha









i don't know what else to say... basically amanda says she'll talk to jaime... the all fucking important jaime... and try to get her to not just come right after me. she was honest and told me straight out it's a good thing i have immunity this time

and alexis... i dont know. i can't trust alexis worth shit. but i cant just rely on amanda to try and put in a good word for me. and at the same time, i'm not going to go talk to christy and jaime right now. i'm just not. for one, i really don't think it's a good idea... i'd just come off as annoying, again, because i annoy them. it's the truth, i am quite often just annoying to a lot of people. and they are a couple of these said people. and for two... and this is the big one... i FUCKING hate talking to jaime. we both have to be 100% fake. it's just... like jumping into a pit of needles. i imagine she enjoys it about as much as i do, which is to say not at all.


and that's abt it... i'm gonna try to talk to monica some since alexis said "she'd be good for an alliance" or whatever... lol...


that's my plans. try not to get voted out the first round that i'm not immune. i'm not gonna win, as i said in the tribal council... i'm just simply not.




i'm having a convo with monica right now...


kinda upsetting. fairplay and alexis are already saying i'm with them... to other people... like ... i just got here y'all, i dont know who i 'm with. i dont even know what's going on...




i'll post te convo in a bit.


peace.

[Eliza Orlins]

all right...


remember like an hour ago or whatever when i said i am NOT voting amanda?




well, i wish they weren't all going after amanda first... but while writing that last confessional, and thinking abt it after... i kinda really psyched myself up to go after jaime. and now i kinda just wanna fuckin go after jaime, for better or for worse...



as promised, my chat with monica...




October 30, 2010
UblazRob (3:35:21 PM): Hey!
UblazRob (3:35:26 PM): 'grats on making it back in!
UblazRob (3:41:39 PM): ..
mymiddlefingr (3:43:30 PM): oh hey sorry
mymiddlefingr (3:43:36 PM): i was bringing in groceries for my parents
UblazRob (3:43:39 PM): lol
UblazRob (3:43:40 PM): No worries
mymiddlefingr (3:43:42 PM): thnx you!!!
mymiddlefingr (3:43:50 PM): it was a bitch of a challenge
UblazRob (3:43:55 PM): Ech, I bet
UblazRob (3:44:00 PM): I've done Outcast challenges before
mymiddlefingr (3:44:07 PM): ya?
mymiddlefingr (3:44:10 PM): do they usually suck?
mymiddlefingr (3:44:12 PM): this is my first
UblazRob (3:44:13 PM): Yeah
mymiddlefingr (3:44:29 PM): well i never wanna do one again
UblazRob (3:44:33 PM): Hahaha
UblazRob (3:44:36 PM): I don't blame ya
mymiddlefingr (3:45:02 PM): i made jury tho!!!
UblazRob (3:45:04 PM):
mymiddlefingr (3:45:06 PM): kept my record clean
UblazRob (3:45:13 PM): Good job!
mymiddlefingr (3:45:15 PM): lol
UblazRob (3:45:19 PM): So... uh... for TC.
UblazRob (3:45:34 PM): I've heard different things about what you're doing
UblazRob (3:45:42 PM): And... I honestly don't care, as long as you're not voting for me
UblazRob (3:45:43 PM):
mymiddlefingr (3:46:22 PM): lol i'm not voting for you
mymiddlefingr (3:46:26 PM): aren't u immune anyway?
mymiddlefingr (3:46:34 PM): and how many things have u heard?
mymiddlefingr (3:46:38 PM): LOL
UblazRob (3:46:44 PM): well, I know Alexis/Jaime/Christy think you're with them
UblazRob (3:46:50 PM): to vote off Fairplay
mymiddlefingr (3:46:59 PM): fairplay IS going right?
UblazRob (3:46:59 PM): And Fairplay thinks you're with him to vote off Amanda
UblazRob (3:47:03 PM): No idea
mymiddlefingr (3:47:06 PM): oh okay
UblazRob (3:47:12 PM): It all depends on what Jane and Tyrone do
mymiddlefingr (3:47:18 PM): well i have no idea who is going for real cause i dont talk to very many people
UblazRob (3:47:34 PM): Well, I know Alexis/Christy/Jaime/Amanda are voting Fairplay
UblazRob (3:47:47 PM): I know Brad/Marcus/Fairplay are voting Amanda
mymiddlefingr (3:47:48 PM): well amanda and alexis have both told me that they like you...
mymiddlefingr (3:47:54 PM): so... i assumed you were with them?
UblazRob (3:48:31 PM): We've just talked. They've never promised me anything specific.
mymiddlefingr (3:48:39 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (3:48:51 PM): ewwww i soooo dont wanna get caught in the middle
UblazRob (3:49:11 PM): Yeah, me neither
UblazRob (3:49:19 PM): Like, I like Fairplay. I don't want him to go
UblazRob (3:49:37 PM): But I also don't want to totally screw my chances of staying in
mymiddlefingr (3:51:08 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (3:51:12 PM): i know what ya mean
mymiddlefingr (3:51:27 PM): i dont know... kinda sucks that alexis and fairplay are going around saying i'm with them
mymiddlefingr (3:51:29 PM): already
mymiddlefingr (3:51:32 PM): i just got in the game
mymiddlefingr (3:51:38 PM): i dont know what's going on yet
UblazRob (3:51:51 PM): Well, to be fair
UblazRob (3:51:58 PM): Alexis hasn't actually said "you're with them"
UblazRob (3:52:04 PM): I think she said she "thinks you're with them"
mymiddlefingr (3:52:14 PM): oh okay... well that's okay then
mymiddlefingr (3:52:36 PM): i mean... fairplay was cheering me on and stuff for te challenge
mymiddlefingr (3:52:39 PM): so were you...
UblazRob (3:52:45 PM): Yeah, Fairplay's told me he likes you a lot
mymiddlefingr (3:53:02 PM): and alexis and amanda never talked to me till i was back and... i had to say hi to alexis i tink
UblazRob (3:53:12 PM): Hrm
mymiddlefingr (3:53:28 PM): i dont know... i dont know how much i care
UblazRob (3:53:32 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (3:53:35 PM): i mean honestly jaime's gonna win regardless
UblazRob (3:53:44 PM): Eh, probably
UblazRob (3:54:01 PM): But, last season, Greenland, there was one chick that everybody that was gonna win
UblazRob (3:54:08 PM): She had immunity for like the whole game
UblazRob (3:54:13 PM): Lost the final 3 challenge
UblazRob (3:54:15 PM): Got kicked off
UblazRob (3:54:23 PM): So... I don't think it's a for sure thing for Jaime
mymiddlefingr (3:55:05 PM): oh wow
mymiddlefingr (3:55:11 PM): well that's kinda cool
mymiddlefingr (3:55:18 PM): i dont want to have called it from the very start
mymiddlefingr (3:55:45 PM): you know... i know jaime is gonna come after me next round too
mymiddlefingr (3:55:52 PM): regardless of how i vote
UblazRob (3:55:56 PM): Probably, yeah
mymiddlefingr (3:55:56 PM): whether it's with her or not...
mymiddlefingr (3:56:03 PM): she just doesn't like me
UblazRob (3:56:06 PM): She was telling me you were insane and stuff
mymiddlefingr (3:56:14 PM): ya from bermuda triangle
mymiddlefingr (3:56:23 PM): and one night on my brithday i nthis game when i was drunk out of my mind
mymiddlefingr (3:56:28 PM): she's gotta let that one go
UblazRob (3:56:40 PM): lol
UblazRob (3:59:11 PM): Well, whatever you do, I'll still like ya
mymiddlefingr (4:01:18 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (4:01:29 PM): i take it ur gonna vote amanda?
mymiddlefingr (4:01:31 PM): or...
UblazRob (4:01:36 PM): Oh, I haven't decided.
mymiddlefingr (4:01:46 PM): oh i see
UblazRob (4:02:02 PM): It really depends
UblazRob (4:02:12 PM): If you're not voting Amanda, I don't think it's a good idea for me to
mymiddlefingr (4:02:15 PM): hmmmmmm... well i need to choose a side
mymiddlefingr (4:02:29 PM): onec i do tht i can be loyal... but i have no idea what side to choose
mymiddlefingr (4:02:37 PM): if i do would amanda go?
mymiddlefingr (4:02:41 PM): am i like a swing vote or something?
UblazRob (4:02:42 PM): I think so, yeah
mymiddlefingr (4:02:46 PM): oh wow
mymiddlefingr (4:02:52 PM): see i did not know that
UblazRob (4:03:35 PM): Well, it looks like there are 4 confirmed for Fairplay
UblazRob (4:03:49 PM): 3 confirmed for Amanda
UblazRob (4:04:00 PM): Nobody knows how Jane/Tyrone are voting
UblazRob (4:04:09 PM): But based on everything I've heard, I think it's for Amanda
mymiddlefingr (4:04:21 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (4:04:23 PM): if it helps
mymiddlefingr (4:04:28 PM): i have a convo with amanda
mymiddlefingr (4:04:35 PM): of her stating she wants tyrone blindsided next
mymiddlefingr (4:04:39 PM): after this week
mymiddlefingr (4:04:43 PM): either tyrone or alexis
UblazRob (4:04:46 PM): What, really?
UblazRob (4:04:49 PM): Seriously?
mymiddlefingr (4:04:51 PM): ya
UblazRob (4:04:51 PM): Can you send me that?
mymiddlefingr (4:04:55 PM): yep i'll get it
mymiddlefingr (4:05:16 PM): just dont crucify me with it like jaime did to me when i tried to help her
UblazRob (4:05:33 PM): Heck no
mymiddlefingr (4:06:11 PM): oh my god she talks soooooooooooooo much
UblazRob (4:06:19 PM): Amanda? Or Jaime?
mymiddlefingr (4:06:30 PM): amanda
mymiddlefingr (4:06:35 PM): can i just send it by like PM?
UblazRob (4:06:42 PM): Sure
mymiddlefingr (4:06:44 PM): i dont have enough time to read thru and fin the parts
mymiddlefingr (4:06:47 PM): find*
UblazRob (4:08:50 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (4:10:14 PM): okie i'm gonna send a big chunk of convo... because it's just way tooo long to find what i wanted
mymiddlefingr (4:10:23 PM): there's prolly stuff in here i dont really want u to read
UblazRob (4:10:33 PM): Oh
UblazRob (4:10:33 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (4:10:36 PM): so just skim over those parts if there are any
UblazRob (4:10:38 PM): k
mymiddlefingr (4:10:45 PM): lol i've never said i wanted you out or naything tho
mymiddlefingr (4:10:55 PM): and just to fill ya in...
mymiddlefingr (4:11:13 PM): when i originalyl got voted out... it's cause alexis came to me week one abt getting rid of christy/amanda/jaime
mymiddlefingr (4:11:20 PM): i was with amanda and them at the time
mymiddlefingr (4:11:22 PM): so i told them
mymiddlefingr (4:11:25 PM): then they voted me out
UblazRob (4:12:04 PM): Ech
UblazRob (4:12:11 PM): That sucks
mymiddlefingr (4:12:18 PM): LOL enjoy that
mymiddlefingr (4:12:25 PM): reading material for like the next day
UblazRob (4:12:31 PM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (4:12:39 PM): it's i nthere somewhere
mymiddlefingr (4:12:52 PM): basically amanda talking abt how she thinks tyrone is this guy... brownlost
mymiddlefingr (4:12:59 PM): and like is major enemies with this guy
mymiddlefingr (4:13:03 PM): and wants to blindside him
mymiddlefingr (4:13:08 PM): and it starts with the alexis thing
UblazRob (4:13:11 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (4:13:13 PM): i gotta go eat, be back in a bit
UblazRob (4:13:33 PM): kk
UblazRob (4:34:43 PM): Well, I gotta go
UblazRob (4:34:48 PM): But, I'm glad we could talk
UblazRob (4:34:52 PM): And, good luck with your decision
UblazRob (4:35:01 PM): FTR, I don't think it'd be suicide to go with Fairplay
UblazRob (4:35:07 PM): I think he'd take you far
mymiddlefingr (4:38:25 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (4:38:33 PM): well... FTR, i think i will
mymiddlefingr (4:38:40 PM): if you tell me you are, then i will too
mymiddlefingr (4:38:50 PM): that's enough of a chance for me to do what i really wanna do
mymiddlefingr (4:39:04 PM): which clearly is to vote out the people who voted me out
mymiddlefingr (4:39:11 PM): so just give me the go, whenver
UblazRob (4:39:16 PM): Well, I will definitely help you do that, then.
mymiddlefingr (4:39:24 PM): cool !
UblazRob (4:39:26 PM): I'd say vote for Amanda
UblazRob (4:39:37 PM): And it should be at least 5-5-1
mymiddlefingr (4:39:43 PM): honestly i wish it didn't have to be amanda first but i'll deal with that bit of guilt
UblazRob (4:39:51 PM): No, I know.
UblazRob (4:39:56 PM): I like Amanda, too
UblazRob (4:40:04 PM): But she's really the best option at this point
mymiddlefingr (4:40:08 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (4:40:11 PM): if people are open to voting her
mymiddlefingr (4:40:17 PM): then that's just how you gotta play it
UblazRob (4:41:09 PM): Yeah. :/
mymiddlefingr (4:41:11 PM): i'll keep quiet abt it... and i'll vote her and hope for the best... honestly, i'm not gonna win this game regardless. i might as well do what i actually wanna do while i am here
UblazRob (4:41:22 PM): Well, I will definitely stick with you
UblazRob (4:41:25 PM): After allI
UblazRob (4:41:33 PM): I got randomly backstabbed
UblazRob (4:41:43 PM): So, I kinda am not really all about tribal lines
UblazRob (4:41:44 PM): lol
UblazRob (4:42:40 PM): And since you're someone who obviously is loyal to their allies
UblazRob (4:42:51 PM): I'd rather stick with you than people who tried to get rid of me, y'know?
UblazRob (4:43:48 PM): But, yeah. Let's do this
UblazRob (4:43:49 PM):
mymiddlefingr (4:44:58 PM): awesome
mymiddlefingr (4:45:03 PM): well not that u got backstabbed
mymiddlefingr (4:45:11 PM): and yeah i am loyal... like i said, once i pick a side
mymiddlefingr (4:45:16 PM): which i guess i just did
UblazRob (4:45:23 PM):
UblazRob (4:45:44 PM): Well, I promise you you won't regret it
mymiddlefingr (4:45:52 PM): yay!!!!
UblazRob (4:45:59 PM): Alright, I gotta go
mymiddlefingr (4:46:04 PM): ya
mymiddlefingr (4:46:07 PM): i wanna get off too
mymiddlefingr (4:46:13 PM): i'm bored of the computer
mymiddlefingr (4:46:13 PM): ttyl
UblazRob (4:47:06 PM): ttyl

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so yeah i'm gonna be voting amanda. and i feel bad abt it. abt her, personally, being the one. but i can't choose WHO to target. i just have to choose a SIDE. and i can't honestly be like sitting here bitching abt jaime... bitching bitching bitching... and knowing she's doing the same about me... or having been told so anyway... and then fuckin go and try to work with her.


so i dont know that this will work. i am pretty doubtful, in fact. but, i'm not gonna win... as i said to monica... regardless, i will not win, whatever side i choose. why the hell choose the side that i don't want to be on in just because i am afraid that they are unstoppable? that would just be weak.

clearly, of all the things i am... stupid... insane (yes, jaime, you are correct, i actually am insane)... annoying... a "time bomb"...

of all the things i am, i am not fuckin weak. so... sorry amanda. she doesn't deserve to be the one voted out.




with johnny fairplay:


johny fairplay (Johnnyfairplay64) is available 2:01 pm
mymiddlefingr 2:01 pm
(2:01:12 PM): heya, u around?
(2:02:13 PM): i have bad news for you when u get in
(2:02:26 PM): sounds fun eh? :-P message me when ur around
johny fairplay 2:11 pm
(2:11:30 PM): what's up?
mymiddlefingr 2:13 pm
(2:13:18 PM): heya
mymiddlefingr 2:13 pm
(2:13:35 PM): well, did u see the results from last night yet?
johny fairplay 2:14 pm
(2:14:25 PM): yea
(2:14:32 PM): Jamie has it
mymiddlefingr 2:14 pm
(2:14:57 PM): ya
(2:14:59 PM): so...
(2:15:07 PM): you can probably guess who i've bene told is the target
johny fairplay 2:33 pm
(2:33:51 PM): hmmm *takes burger and beer from tribal storage*
(2:33:57 PM): can I guess
(2:34:02 PM): now this is just a crazy idea
(2:34:16 PM): that the target just might be johnny fairplay?
mymiddlefingr 2:34 pm
(2:34:23 PM): lol
(2:34:28 PM): i've only talked to amanda
(2:34:32 PM): but i mean
(2:34:34 PM): ya...
johny fairplay 2:34 pm
(2:34:43 PM): well
(2:34:57 PM): my tribe will stay loyal
(2:35:04 PM): hopefully
(2:35:12 PM): last time I said that it didn't necessarily work well for me
mymiddlefingr 2:35 pm
(2:35:40 PM): ya...
(2:35:48 PM): wish i could help
mymiddlefingr 2:35 pm
(2:35:52 PM): but i dont talk to anyo f ur tribe
(2:35:58 PM): so i cant confirm or deny that :-P
johny fairplay 2:36 pm
(2:36:04 PM): lol
(2:36:12 PM): I'm talking to brad right now
mymiddlefingr 2:36 pm
(2:36:15 PM): cool :-)
mymiddlefingr 2:38 pm
(2:38:00 PM): well there's lots of time this tribal right?
johny fairplay 2:39 pm
(2:39:12 PM): 1 day
mymiddlefingr 2:43 pm
(2:43:19 PM): ewww
(2:43:24 PM): okay well not as much as i'd hoped
(2:43:29 PM): wateva
mymiddlefingr 2:49 pm
(2:49:30 PM): i'm gonna go get started on prep work for my dinner tonight...
(2:49:42 PM): ummmm... should be back in like an hour or something if you need me
johny fairplay 2:49 pm
(2:49:47 PM): alright I'm gonna figure that we're gonna vote for amanda
mymiddlefingr 2:50 pm
(2:50:03 PM): wow!
(2:50:15 PM): all right, work on that and let me know for sure later
(2:50:29 PM): i'm gonna wait to vote since i'll be around all day on and off :-)
johny fairplay 4:25 pm
(4:25:28 PM): hey
(4:25:36 PM): I wanted to talk to you about christy and amanda
johny fairplay 4:28 pm
(4:28:19 PM): I think we'll stick with amanda
(4:28:37 PM): christy told me something I didn't nesesarily like
johny fairplay 4:30 pm
(4:30:24 PM): you still preparing the dinner? h
mymiddlefingr 4:38 pm
(4:38:04 PM): okie i'm back
(4:38:14 PM): what's going on?
johny fairplay 4:43 pm
(4:43:06 PM): alright
(4:43:49 PM): well I was talking to christy about you
(4:43:59 PM): she said 2 things
(4:44:06 PM): 1. was kinda mad that rob didn't come back
(4:44:22 PM): 2. that you're a time bomb
(4:44:29 PM): kinda can understand the first one
(4:44:36 PM): cause, you know of alexis and rob
(4:44:45 PM): can't understand the 2nd one much
mymiddlefingr 4:45 pm
(4:45:34 PM): lol
(4:45:38 PM): she doesn't even know me
(4:45:40 PM): i dont think
johny fairplay 4:46 pm
(4:46:19 PM): look that's just what I heard
mymiddlefingr 4:46 pm
(4:46:23 PM): i dont like that they just sit there and talk abt me
johny fairplay 4:46 pm
(4:46:31 PM): well what she told me
(4:46:38 PM): and heard form both alexis and jamie
mymiddlefingr 4:46 pm
(4:46:44 PM): oh yeah i know
(4:46:48 PM): i've seen convos from amanda
(4:46:53 PM): where they just group chat and diss me
(4:46:58 PM): they barely even know me
(4:47:08 PM): they're judging from one night... on my BIRTHDAY
(4:47:21 PM): and from bermuda triangle where i didn't care, i was ony there to be a problem... that was the point
(4:47:32 PM): so... fuck em
mymiddlefingr 4:47 pm
(4:47:42 PM): i mean to be perfectly honest i wish it didn't have to be amanda first
(4:48:00 PM): but... i told monica this too... i'lll just deal with that bit of guilt
(4:48:09 PM): it's necessary to weaken them
(4:48:36 PM): so... is that what we're doing then?
johny fairplay 4:48 pm
(4:48:49 PM): ...
mymiddlefingr 4:48 pm
(4:48:52 PM): cause if so, i'm gonna vote now and just take my chance
johny fairplay 4:48 pm
(4:48:53 PM): bermuda triangle?
mymiddlefingr 4:49 pm
(4:49:04 PM): yeah this stupid game ...
(4:49:06 PM): u were probly in it
(4:49:07 PM): everyone was
johny fairplay 4:49 pm
(4:49:13 PM): how many were in it?
mymiddlefingr 4:49 pm
(4:49:17 PM): like 50
(4:49:18 PM): or something
johny fairplay 4:49 pm
(4:49:21 PM): h
(4:49:26 PM): is this a board?
(4:49:29 PM): do you have the link?
mymiddlefingr 4:49 pm
(4:49:32 PM): ya
johny fairplay 4:49 pm
(4:49:35 PM): jesus, 50 fucking people
mymiddlefingr 4:49 pm
(4:49:35 PM): no i dont have the link anymore
mymiddlefingr 4:49 pm
(4:49:43 PM): ya... jaime was in it on a tribe i was on
(4:49:58 PM): but the thing is, i was there to cause problems
(4:50:05 PM): it was more or less a dare from someone else
(4:50:27 PM): cause i just didn't like the host at the time, they had been a bitch to me... and me to them... and it was this whole thing
(4:50:30 PM): but that's the past
mymiddlefingr 4:51 pm
(4:51:48 PM): lol sorry to rant
(4:51:59 PM): i'm kinda just psyching myself up to vote amanda
johny fairplay 4:51 pm
(4:51:59 PM): thats alright
mymiddlefingr 4:52 pm
(4:52:06 PM): i like amanda... more than any of them
johny fairplay 4:52 pm
(4:52:12 PM): well, I know I'd rather do christy than amanda
mymiddlefingr 4:52 pm
(4:52:23 PM): ya but others want amanda... i assume
johny fairplay 4:52 pm
(4:52:28 PM): they do
(4:52:33 PM): and from the vote last time
(4:52:40 PM): jane and tyrone would rather do amanda also

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now i will post what i gave to monica... the chat that i had with amanda... remember, as i said before, i told her before the announcement that i was back in, but way later than the announcement about the outcast twist. this was not intentional, i just didn't think abt it because i was dead tired from doing the challenge all night then having to do other stuff all friday and i just... well... wasn't thinking.



and also keep in mind that in sending this to monica the thoughts of how bad an idea it probably was were in my mind. i even told monica, there's parts of this i probably dont want you to read. i'm not so stupid that i don't know what i'm doing... i think i've said this before... i'm just stupid enough to not care, a lot of the time.


this was also the point when i said fuck it, i'm gonna be voting that side from here on regardless of whether it kills me or not. so, i'm putting my life into her hands. into monica's hands, not fairplay's. well... both i guess cause fairplay clearly talks too much... remind you of anyone? ... monica can do with my life in this game as she will. if she's not really for getting rid of jaime's people, then i had no hope doing that anyway... thus, it doesn't really matter if she intends to crucify me with what i gave her or not. without her vote, i'm crucifying myself. everything after that is just a bonus for jaime.







i'm gonna vote in like... a couple hours. i just don't feel like it right now.

[Eliza Orlins]

the convo i had with amanda that i sent to monica... fuck... already... am i just here to screw shit up for myself and cause drama or what?


MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:50:22 PM): Did Alexis come to you about getting rid of Jaime?
mymiddlefingr (10:50:23 PM): at the core of it... i was trying to help
mymiddlefingr (10:50:27 PM): i was just too drunk
mymiddlefingr (10:50:33 PM): no, abt getting rid of you
mymiddlefingr (10:50:37 PM): and her and christy later
mymiddlefingr (10:50:41 PM): like all of you, but you first
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:50:46 PM): ...then let's get rid of Alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:50:56 PM): i wish
mymiddlefingr (10:50:57 PM): trust me
mymiddlefingr (10:51:02 PM): even if i had been prefectly nice
mymiddlefingr (10:51:08 PM): jaime played in BT with me
mymiddlefingr (10:51:15 PM): so... that's that i'm fairly certain
mymiddlefingr (10:51:24 PM): but i would LOVE it if she could look past that
mymiddlefingr (10:51:29 PM): if even just for a couple rounds
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:51:37 PM): I'll see if I can talk to her about that
mymiddlefingr (10:51:43 PM): that would be nice
mymiddlefingr (10:52:03 PM): i mean... dont get me wrong
mymiddlefingr (10:52:09 PM): i realize that If she wants me out... i am out
mymiddlefingr (10:52:13 PM): hands down
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:52:17 PM): You won't vote for Jaime if she doesn't vote for you.
mymiddlefingr (10:52:18 PM): and i just dont wanna be out first again
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:52:31 PM): We have to get rid of Alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:52:31 PM): ya, i really dont wanna continue on the way we were
mymiddlefingr (10:52:55 PM): i didn't stay up all night just to fight with jaime
mymiddlefingr (10:53:01 PM): i'd vote her if we can
mymiddlefingr (10:53:02 PM): definately
mymiddlefingr (10:53:22 PM): prety sure fairplay and his peeps would too i'd imagine
mymiddlefingr (10:53:29 PM): unless they aren't actually enemies
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:53:32 PM): Alexis is conniving.
mymiddlefingr (10:53:48 PM): ya she is
mymiddlefingr (10:53:57 PM): more so than me
mymiddlefingr (10:54:00 PM): and clearly better at it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:54:24 PM): We should have dumped her earlier, but you went nuts, NaOnka was useless, Benry was even more useless...
mymiddlefingr (10:54:33 PM): i know
mymiddlefingr (10:54:37 PM): i woulda been really helpful
mymiddlefingr (10:54:40 PM): i wish i had not come on that night
mymiddlefingr (10:54:45 PM): or left earlier
mymiddlefingr (10:54:46 PM): or something
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:54:51 PM): We would have dumped NaOnka
mymiddlefingr (10:54:55 PM): really?
mymiddlefingr (10:54:58 PM): was jaime actually going to?
mymiddlefingr (10:55:01 PM): even knowing who i was?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:55:04 PM): Yes.
mymiddlefingr (10:55:08 PM): i just find it hard to believe... lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:55:13 PM): But when you went crazy...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:55:18 PM): Lemme see if I have a log
mymiddlefingr (10:55:22 PM): it's okay
mymiddlefingr (10:55:25 PM): i dont need to read it
mymiddlefingr (10:55:35 PM): i dont tink u'd lie abt stuff
mymiddlefingr (10:55:41 PM): i dont think u've ever lied to me abt anything
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:55:42 PM): All right. But Jaime wanted you gone when you started spewing things like "I have to make a new sn every game"
mymiddlefingr (10:55:52 PM): even when we weren't really seeing eye to eye in... china or whatever it was
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:56:00 PM): FvF, lol
mymiddlefingr (10:56:00 PM): ya...
mymiddlefingr (10:56:05 PM): FvF, ya
mymiddlefingr (10:56:15 PM): i shoulda said that a better way
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:56:18 PM): hmmm, Jaime voted for NaOnka, then changed her vote
mymiddlefingr (10:56:18 PM): i dont like that i have to
mymiddlefingr (10:56:24 PM): i dont wanna be the villain
mymiddlefingr (10:56:26 PM): i just am
mymiddlefingr (10:56:32 PM): wow
mymiddlefingr (10:56:34 PM): well that
mymiddlefingr (10:56:35 PM): s cool
mymiddlefingr (10:56:50 PM): maybe jaime won't just automatically go after me
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:57:09 PM): She will if you explode again.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:57:14 PM): So be careful.
mymiddlefingr (10:57:27 PM): if she doesn't i'm not gonna try and beat her or anything either... i realize i missed way too much to expect to get further than the alliances that are there
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:57:49 PM): You can team up with us
mymiddlefingr (10:57:53 PM): okie i wont explode
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:58:00 PM): I'll see if Jaime's okay with that
mymiddlefingr (10:58:04 PM): okie
mymiddlefingr (10:58:10 PM): you should wait till it's announced tho
mymiddlefingr (10:58:13 PM): that i am coming back
mymiddlefingr (10:58:29 PM): not sure if ur allowed to know yet actually
mymiddlefingr (10:58:52 PM): it's just hard to care abt the little rules like that in this game... the challenges are too... they piss me off
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:59:05 PM): The challenges are retarded
mymiddlefingr (10:59:20 PM): yepperZ
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:59:37 PM): Challenge-wise, this game is even worse than FvF
mymiddlefingr (10:59:46 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:59:58 PM): if they dont get better i am soooooo not winning immunitie
mymiddlefingr (11:00:06 PM): no way in hell i am doing that night over again
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:00:21 PM): This game assumes the lifelessness of its players.
mymiddlefingr (11:00:28 PM): ya i know
mymiddlefingr (11:00:30 PM): sucky
mymiddlefingr (11:00:34 PM): cant wait for your game
mymiddlefingr (11:00:41 PM): ur on the same page as me abt these crappy challenges
mymiddlefingr (11:00:48 PM): so i can only assume yours will be much better
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:00:53 PM): I can tell you this:
I won't have ANY "post every hour" shit
mymiddlefingr (11:00:59 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:01:01 PM): thank god for that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:01:04 PM): No coin distribution either, because that's an AWFUL challenge too
mymiddlefingr (11:01:11 PM): it is really
mymiddlefingr (11:01:29 PM): i wonder who will lose this challenge
mymiddlefingr (11:01:35 PM): that's interesting
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:01:38 PM): And I'd hate myself forever if I made my players do Hold the Button
mymiddlefingr (11:01:43 PM): there are a few people who really sucked at getting coins
mymiddlefingr (11:01:48 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:01:51 PM): hold the button
mymiddlefingr (11:02:04 PM): actually i did that once kinda
mymiddlefingr (11:02:14 PM): made them check in every 108 minutes
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:02:34 PM): Trust me about my challenges... I try my hardest to make them FUN
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:02:45 PM): Round one of S1 was Attack or Defend...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:02:58 PM): ...but it was 2-on-2 matchups and the person who took the fewest undefended hits won a point
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:03:23 PM): It ended as a 2-2 tie and the tribe that did the most damage won
mymiddlefingr (11:03:31 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:03:35 PM): that sounds fun
mymiddlefingr (11:03:38 PM): instead of one on one
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:03:55 PM): Yep. I'd never done it like that before, so I thought it'd be a good way to open the game up
mymiddlefingr (11:04:07 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:04:18 PM): i am excited to play... well, actually i'm too tired to be excited
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:04:23 PM): I try to be creative. And in Japan... they picked the WRONG challenges to be creative with
mymiddlefingr (11:04:24 PM): but it sounds like it'll be fun
mymiddlefingr (11:04:29 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:04:37 PM): well tara's not the smartest
mymiddlefingr (11:04:41 PM): and damien is screwey
mymiddlefingr (11:04:57 PM): i'm just gonna be low key in namibia
mymiddlefingr (11:05:04 PM): so hope you dont expect any like drama and stuff
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:05:13 PM): lol, Tara and Damien's games in Tonga show a lot about their character
mymiddlefingr (11:05:16 PM): damien and tara wanted drama from me...
mymiddlefingr (11:05:22 PM): but i just... i dont like it as much anymore
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:05:59 PM): Good. I want there to be intense drama with the voting... but I don't want someone going crazy and getting voted out. I want this to live up to Tonga, which was pure game
mymiddlefingr (11:06:13 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (11:06:21 PM): i'm not gonna play overly hard either tho
mymiddlefingr (11:06:23 PM): sorta just...
mymiddlefingr (11:06:25 PM): be there... for fun
mymiddlefingr (11:06:29 PM): to play challenges
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:06:31 PM): Sounds good!
mymiddlefingr (11:06:35 PM): i'm not gonna stress over it
mymiddlefingr (11:06:57 PM): okie well...
mymiddlefingr (11:07:04 PM): i cant stay up for the announcement that i'm back
mymiddlefingr (11:07:18 PM): i was gonna change my name from the ghost of eliza to just eliza orlins
mymiddlefingr (11:07:24 PM): and change my signature and stuff
mymiddlefingr (11:07:30 PM): but... an hour is too long to wait
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:07:40 PM): You can lay down for a half hour or so and then come back
mymiddlefingr (11:07:49 PM): that's true... then make my changes
mymiddlefingr (11:07:52 PM): then go back to bed
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:08:21 PM): Yup. Good idea.
mymiddlefingr (11:08:55 PM): hey wait do you like alina too?
mymiddlefingr (11:09:02 PM): i just noticed you healed her in that thread i made
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:09:10 PM): Yeah, I like what I've seen of her
mymiddlefingr (11:09:16 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:09:19 PM): she's my favorite
mymiddlefingr (11:09:20 PM): and benry
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:09:26 PM): Benry is boring to me atm
mymiddlefingr (11:09:36 PM): i see... yeah i guess not much coming from him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:09:41 PM): Yve is my current target. She was too high... she was boring too
mymiddlefingr (11:09:41 PM): he just seems like a nice guy
mymiddlefingr (11:09:43 PM): so does chase
mymiddlefingr (11:09:52 PM): yve was boring
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:09:53 PM): I like Chase.
mymiddlefingr (11:10:02 PM): i was just healing her for awhile cause of her untimely demise o nthe show
mymiddlefingr (11:10:02 PM):
mymiddlefingr (11:10:09 PM): i liek chase too... he's my third
mymiddlefingr (11:10:14 PM): i just wish he'd g et away from na onka
mymiddlefingr (11:10:18 PM): i hate that girl
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:10:23 PM): NaOnka isn't human.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:10:32 PM): It is an evil creature.
mymiddlefingr (11:10:37 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (11:10:44 PM): it looks like it when she's in confessional
mymiddlefingr (11:10:50 PM): she looks like an alien or something
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:10:57 PM): She is.
mymiddlefingr (11:11:32 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (11:11:40 PM): well i am gonna go lay down then
mymiddlefingr (11:11:51 PM): thnx for talking to jaime for me sometime
MsMontanaUSA2005 (11:11:57 PM): All righty. And no problem! See ya
mymiddlefingr (11:12:02 PM): that's a HUGE favor
mymiddlefingr (11:12:05 PM): ttyl
October 30, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:10:07 AM): you still online?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:10:38 AM): For now, yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:10:42 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:11:00 AM): Someone is downright lazy. I start tallying as soon as results are due.
mymiddlefingr (12:11:07 AM): i know
mymiddlefingr (12:11:09 AM): i even stayed up
mymiddlefingr (12:11:15 AM): that's kinda disappointing
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:11:28 AM): Chew that whore out
mymiddlefingr (12:11:38 AM): well i wanted to say sorry if i came off as snippy or anything before
mymiddlefingr (12:11:46 AM): after i get some sleep i'll be fine
mymiddlefingr (12:11:55 AM): someone should!
mymiddlefingr (12:12:04 AM): i did last night for the challenge
mymiddlefingr (12:12:08 AM): what a dumbass thing to do
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:12:33 AM): She's been a pretty bad host
mymiddlefingr (12:12:59 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:13:08 AM): i just came from one of oliver's games tho...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:10 AM): These challenges have just been terrible... not to mention her attitude about how she's a goddess
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:16 AM): You have a point
mymiddlefingr (12:13:16 AM): so... anything is better than that
mymiddlefingr (12:13:30 AM): yeah what the fuck eh?
mymiddlefingr (12:13:37 AM): why does she tink she's so awesome?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:43 AM): Tara seems to think her game is the best ever
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:51 AM): When people have complained about the challenges left and right
mymiddlefingr (12:13:52 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:14:16 AM): shes a weird one
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:14:17 AM): Me in particular, but I know I'm not the only
mymiddlefingr (12:14:26 AM): no ur definately not
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:14:35 AM): I made a whole post that was somewhat of an essay on theories of why S2 sucked so bad
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:14:50 AM): My thesis was that the game assumed the lifelessness of its players and, thus, they couldn't budget the time for it
mymiddlefingr (12:15:10 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:15:12 AM): you cant do that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:15:12 AM): I wasn't complaining then, just pointing it out.
mymiddlefingr (12:15:18 AM): these challenges are way too demanding
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:16:57 AM): Things I have complained about... let's see:
-Posting every hour
-Being unable to stop punches in the judo fight
-Needing all tribe members on for the live challenge, which fucked us over
-Doing a SECOND post every hour challenge when we all HATED the first one
-The coin distribution being stupid
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:17:18 AM): So it seems like I've complained about nearly every challenge
mymiddlefingr (12:17:23 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:17:27 AM): i agree with them all
mymiddlefingr (12:17:48 AM): wait
mymiddlefingr (12:17:55 AM): what is the coin distribution one?
mymiddlefingr (12:18:01 AM): what's ur complaint with that one?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:18:39 AM): Except the first two, though the kimono was just flag-making on a different surface. Lazy.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:18:49 AM): The last one. Give coins to people but you can't talk to them about it.
mymiddlefingr (12:19:05 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:19:07 AM): oh yeah that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:19:09 AM): Person who gets the fewest is out
mymiddlefingr (12:19:15 AM): and u know ppl do talk to eachother abt it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:19:19 AM): I'm willing to bet almost everyone did
mymiddlefingr (12:19:24 AM): you cant govern that
mymiddlefingr (12:19:28 AM): oh yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:19:36 AM): it just means ur at a disadvantage by following the rules
mymiddlefingr (12:20:06 AM): it's not like anyone is gonna tell on eachother
mymiddlefingr (12:20:10 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:20:31 AM): I would never do any of these challenges.
mymiddlefingr (12:20:41 AM): no flag making?
mymiddlefingr (12:20:42 AM): YAY
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:20:47 AM): The live one? Something like it, yeah, but I always give a cushion for those.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:20:55 AM): My S1 had a flag-making challenge...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:21:01 AM): ...but it was to design a BAD flag for the OTHER tribe
mymiddlefingr (12:21:12 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:21:16 AM): that's a funny idea
mymiddlefingr (12:21:31 AM): it just sucks sometimes when you get crappy people in ur tribe
mymiddlefingr (12:21:36 AM): and EVERYONE has to take part
mymiddlefingr (12:21:41 AM): like what are u supposed to do?
mymiddlefingr (12:22:33 AM): i'm gonna go get something to eat
mymiddlefingr (12:23:05 AM): i'm gonna try to stay up untill midnight for tara's announcement that the results will be at 1:00 am when no one is around at all
mymiddlefingr (12:23:11 AM): brb
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:23:42 AM): My flag-making challenge was in round 3... after the inactives were supposed to be gone
mymiddlefingr (12:23:50 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:24:07 AM): That's a bad first challenge, really. And okay, see ya in a few!
mymiddlefingr (12:33:54 AM): hello
mymiddlefingr (12:34:00 AM): i got stuffing, eggs, and toast
mymiddlefingr (12:34:01 AM): weird
mymiddlefingr (12:34:02 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:34:21 AM): lol weird late-night meal
mymiddlefingr (12:34:25 AM): i cant believe i am still awake
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:34:41 AM): We'll see when Tara the Terrible gets around to posting results...
mymiddlefingr (12:34:48 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:34:53 AM): it's barely worth it to stay anymore
mymiddlefingr (12:34:57 AM): i was just gonna change my stuff
mymiddlefingr (12:35:06 AM): but no one's even here to see it anymore so who cares
mymiddlefingr (12:36:26 AM): so ummmmm... if fairplay ever mentions voting you out, i'll let ya know... just so ya know
mymiddlefingr (12:36:50 AM): obviously he's the one who was talking abt getting jaime out when he found out abt the outcast twist
mymiddlefingr (12:37:33 AM): actually it was more like jaime and everyone else from your original tribe
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:38:53 AM): Well, Fairplay has a huge target on his arse.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:38:59 AM): And he has for a few rounds
mymiddlefingr (12:41:05 AM): i figured that
mymiddlefingr (12:41:32 AM): he seems to be pretty like... open abt everything
mymiddlefingr (12:41:43 AM): or like in your face
mymiddlefingr (12:41:45 AM): sorta deal
mymiddlefingr (12:42:01 AM): and not so trustworthy
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:42:55 AM): I gotta reboot AIM, hold on
mymiddlefingr (12:42:58 AM): no prob
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:44:35 AM): Okay back
mymiddlefingr (12:44:52 AM): welcome back
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:44:55 AM): Thanks!
mymiddlefingr (12:45:03 AM): does this AIM name refer to amanda?
mymiddlefingr (12:45:07 AM): i was curious
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:45:15 AM): Yes, it does
mymiddlefingr (12:45:45 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:45:49 AM): she was miss montana?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:45:55 AM): Yep.
mymiddlefingr (12:45:57 AM): cool
mymiddlefingr (12:45:59 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:46:07 AM): your avatar looks like her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:46:14 AM): lol, that's the intent
mymiddlefingr (12:46:15 AM): is that on purpose?
mymiddlefingr (12:46:18 AM): i see cool
mymiddlefingr (12:46:19 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:46:24 AM): good job
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:46:31 AM): Thanks! I'm working on changing it for the impending merge
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:46:53 AM): I update the buff color lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:47:15 AM): I did when I got flipped to Neishi
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:47:26 AM): Might change the hat color, too.
mymiddlefingr (12:47:29 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:47:32 AM): i never noticed it
mymiddlefingr (12:47:36 AM): that's pretty cool
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:48:07 AM): I'm keeping the hat, looks better that way. Plus, Amanda wears hats a lot lol
mymiddlefingr (12:48:19 AM): yeah she does
mymiddlefingr (12:48:28 AM): they suit her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:48:36 AM): In Micro I think she wore it more often than not... and yeah, they do.
mymiddlefingr (12:48:43 AM): she would look good in most anything tho i would imagine
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:48:46 AM): I'm a really lucky guy to have her in my future <3
mymiddlefingr (12:48:57 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:49:35 AM): ten minutes
mymiddlefingr (12:49:46 AM): i guess i made it tis long, i will finish waiting
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:49:53 AM): I can't wait either lol
mymiddlefingr (12:50:00 AM): i dont know why
mymiddlefingr (12:50:20 AM): i know what's gonna happen
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:50:23 AM): You know you're coming back in, but need to make an "entrance, BITCHES!" type of thing?
mymiddlefingr (12:50:24 AM): oh wait actually i dont
mymiddlefingr (12:50:27 AM): there is the elimination as well
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:50:37 AM): I would be surprised if I was out
mymiddlefingr (12:50:41 AM): i just wanna take away the ghost from my name
mymiddlefingr (12:50:46 AM): and take away my depressing signature pic
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:50:51 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:51:02 AM): ya i'd imagine like someone who is barely here would be out right?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:51:19 AM): It's based on who is aligned with who
mymiddlefingr (12:51:22 AM): and monica is immune
mymiddlefingr (12:51:26 AM): she's hot
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:51:27 AM): If I go, I will be shocked.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:51:32 AM): Monica is really a dude
mymiddlefingr (12:51:41 AM): i dont know if you like her or if she is against y'all, but she is hot. lol
mymiddlefingr (12:51:46 AM): i know
mymiddlefingr (12:51:53 AM): can tell from the AIM name
mymiddlefingr (12:52:01 AM): but i mean... the real monica, is hot... lol!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:52:06 AM): I have no idea who's gone, but if Neishi blindsides Fairplay...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:52:16 AM): ...I mean they probably all talked and said they weren't giving their coins to him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:52:21 AM): The original Neishi
mymiddlefingr (12:54:05 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:54:08 AM): i could see that
mymiddlefingr (12:54:14 AM): he sounded very...
mymiddlefingr (12:54:18 AM): i dont know
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:54:19 AM): Cocky
mymiddlefingr (12:54:21 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:54:24 AM): when he talked to me
mymiddlefingr (12:54:32 AM): if he talks to everyone like he talked to me...
mymiddlefingr (12:54:39 AM): then that's probly not good for him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:54:44 AM): He tried to hit on me
mymiddlefingr (12:54:51 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:55:04 AM): I just play along.
mymiddlefingr (12:55:06 AM): mer too
mymiddlefingr (12:55:08 AM): me*
mymiddlefingr (12:55:20 AM): what's the point?
mymiddlefingr (12:55:24 AM): everyone is a dude anyway
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:55:37 AM): There are some known females. Tara, for instance.
mymiddlefingr (12:55:49 AM): yeah, true
mymiddlefingr (12:55:52 AM): but still
mymiddlefingr (12:56:03 AM): are they really the types of girls you wanna be getting with?
mymiddlefingr (12:56:12 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:56:24 AM): Tara? She's the type I want to align with and betray later down the road.
mymiddlefingr (12:56:43 AM): ya... i suppose flirting is just to get closer
mymiddlefingr (12:56:50 AM): but still, feels pointless to me
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:56:54 AM): Tara is ruthless
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:56:58 AM): She won Samoa Remade
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:57:07 AM): And now she's probably winning Amazon Remade, but that game was rigged for her
mymiddlefingr (12:57:19 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:57:23 AM): ya i've heard a lot abt her
mymiddlefingr (12:57:35 AM): i dont like her tho
mymiddlefingr (12:57:38 AM): i dont care
mymiddlefingr (12:57:41 AM): just dont tell her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:57:55 AM): She is fun in ORGs unless you're playing against her
mymiddlefingr (12:58:38 AM): ya i suppose
mymiddlefingr (12:59:08 AM): i guess i am jsut anti social lately
mymiddlefingr (12:59:12 AM): i dont like anyone
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:59:13 AM): She got 3 episode titles in Samoa Remade
mymiddlefingr (12:59:17 AM): especially not popular people
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:59:18 AM): What about me?
mymiddlefingr (12:59:30 AM): i dont view you as that kinda person
mymiddlefingr (12:59:33 AM): where everything is abt you
mymiddlefingr (12:59:40 AM): and fuck everyone else kinda thing
mymiddlefingr (12:59:58 AM): and you dont remind me of like a 16 year old girl either, which helps
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:00:29 AM): I play for fun. I'm playing a quiet social game in Japan, aside from chewing Tara about about lame challenges.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:00:36 AM): out about*
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:01:01 AM): If I lose, oh well, at least I tried
mymiddlefingr (1:01:05 AM): ya, i like ur game
mymiddlefingr (1:01:14 AM): i cant even try to win
mymiddlefingr (1:01:25 AM): lol honestly i am almost 100% jaime will win
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:01:28 AM): Charlie quit
mymiddlefingr (1:01:28 AM): and i dont mind
mymiddlefingr (1:01:33 AM): charlie quit???
mymiddlefingr (1:01:34 AM): ewwwwww
mymiddlefingr (1:02:15 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:02:19 AM): i wonder what will happen
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:02:44 AM): and with that, we have our elimination
mymiddlefingr (1:03:31 AM): think so?
mymiddlefingr (1:03:34 AM): that would make sense
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:04:09 AM): Yes, it would
mymiddlefingr (1:04:47 AM): charlie was the co-host in the game of oliver's that i was playing before tis
mymiddlefingr (1:04:54 AM): that... BB mix up game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:05:07 AM): He was the host, rather
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:05:09 AM): Or so I heard
mymiddlefingr (1:05:12 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:05:16 AM): ya i guess so
mymiddlefingr (1:05:24 AM): oliver sure as hell isn't a host
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:05:54 AM): I was the host of Tocantins and Samoa Remade
mymiddlefingr (1:05:55 AM): if he was spencer in it then he was the main host
mymiddlefingr (1:05:59 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:06:12 AM): and oliver is a thing of the past
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:06:39 AM): I went from player to host. When I saw how bad Tocantins was around the merge, I took over completely
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:07:50 AM): He wanted a tribe swap in round 3 to screw someone over
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:07:59 AM): I blocked him from doing it
mymiddlefingr (1:08:28 AM): oh god
mymiddlefingr (1:08:30 AM): what the fuck
mymiddlefingr (1:08:34 AM): just out of the blue wanted to do it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:08:58 AM): Tocantins turned out to be very interesting at the merge
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:16 AM): There was a tie at tribal
mymiddlefingr (1:09:17 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:20 AM): Samoa topped it though...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:29 AM): We dumped the two tribes onto one beach in the final 12
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:39 AM): And each had to go to the SAME Tribal
mymiddlefingr (1:09:50 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:10:30 AM): Two HIIs were played. Monica played an HII on someone she wanted to flip on Foa Foa and take out Tara.... and Tara got wind of it. She played an HII and changed her vote, thus sending someone home with only 1 vote.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:10:41 AM): Then on the other tribe... there was a tie between Monica and someone else
mymiddlefingr (1:10:55 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:06 AM): And our dolt of a "host" got the tiebreaker results wrong
mymiddlefingr (1:11:13 AM): god
mymiddlefingr (1:11:17 AM): that's when that happened eh?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:19 AM): John posted two screencaps. Only the first was counted.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:40 AM): Monica won but she had really lost. I thought I'd give both a second shot... and Monica was eliminated the next week
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:50 AM): But due to the fuckup she was on the jury when she originally would not have been
mymiddlefingr (1:11:52 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:57 AM): Oliver IS a fuckup
mymiddlefingr (1:11:59 AM): that's pretty bad
mymiddlefingr (1:12:05 AM): brb
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:12:09 AM): okay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:12:22 AM): Amazon... he changed results after they were posted since people changed their votes late.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:12:42 AM): ...and then all hell broke loose and I took a lot of shit for it, including from the Charlie that just quit Japan
mymiddlefingr (1:16:01 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:16:10 AM): no wonder people dont like him now
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:16:19 AM): Oliver or Charlie?
mymiddlefingr (1:16:22 AM): oliver
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:16:27 AM): Has he ever been liked?
mymiddlefingr (1:16:34 AM): glad there's someone who's less liked than me
mymiddlefingr (1:16:38 AM): that feels good
mymiddlefingr (1:16:43 AM): i dont know, i never liked him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:16:52 AM): I don't like him either
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:04 AM): I'm playing in China Remade so I can keep an eye on him for Brendan
mymiddlefingr (1:17:07 AM): ur probly his biggest enemy
mymiddlefingr (1:17:12 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:17:15 AM): who is brendan?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:21 AM): The new host of Remade
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:36 AM): You should have seen the fights I got into with Oliver in Survive Big Brother
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:52 AM): He didn't even know it was me at first!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:18:15 AM): (he still doesn't know that this SN is me; I would have used the same one as SBB if he didn't know it)
mymiddlefingr (1:18:33 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:18:42 AM): so he doesn't know u were here
mymiddlefingr (1:18:43 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:18:45 AM): But yeah he was a jerk to me. He called me a bitch on his way out, and then I stole on of his quotes:
"This is Big Brother, hun. Get used to it."
mymiddlefingr (1:18:45 AM): did u vote for him?
mymiddlefingr (1:18:49 AM): or were u there?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:18:52 AM): I was HoH when he got evicted
mymiddlefingr (1:18:58 AM): no i mean i nthis game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:19:04 AM): I wasn't on his tribe
mymiddlefingr (1:19:09 AM): oh i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:19:18 AM): But in SBB I was HoH when he got evicted
mymiddlefingr (1:19:26 AM): lol nice
mymiddlefingr (1:19:33 AM): i was HOH in a game when he got evicted before
mymiddlefingr (1:19:38 AM): game sucked bad tho
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:19:40 AM): I put him and his ally up. His ally won veto. He obviously went bye-bye.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:03 AM): We're at the final four. HoH started at the final 9 (first half was Survivor, second half Big Brother)
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:11 AM): I've won HoH 3 times already.
mymiddlefingr (1:20:22 AM): oh wow that's bizarre
mymiddlefingr (1:20:26 AM): survivor and big bro
mymiddlefingr (1:20:27 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:31 AM): I like it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:39 AM): The game has had a lot of problems though
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:53 AM): The original Survivor tribe was full of evil bitches
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:01 AM): Who caused a bunch of others to go inactive
mymiddlefingr (1:21:12 AM): lol ya that makes sense
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:13 AM): They had to have 3 waves of replacements, including bringing me in
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:25 AM): and there were STILL inactives and a QUITTER
mymiddlefingr (1:21:25 AM): that would make me go inactive
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:39 AM): so the Survivor portion flew by fast
mymiddlefingr (1:21:50 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:59 AM): Big Brother portion has gone slow, but my allies and I have won every single HoH so far
mymiddlefingr (1:22:08 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:22:13 AM): that's the way to go
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:22:19 AM): One of them got evicted because he volunteered to be the pawn though
mymiddlefingr (1:22:30 AM): ewwwwww
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:22:39 AM): But we have a good shot now. It's 2 on 2. I have HoH.
mymiddlefingr (1:22:46 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:22:48 AM): awesomeness
mymiddlefingr (1:22:54 AM): so u got a good chance of making it to the end
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:03 AM): We just need to wax Jase's ass at Veto
mymiddlefingr (1:23:09 AM): oh ya
mymiddlefingr (1:23:12 AM): final 4 veto
mymiddlefingr (1:23:16 AM): is super powerful
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:25 AM): Yes. And it's a brutal endurance I hardly have time for.
mymiddlefingr (1:23:30 AM): especially in a 2-2 scenario
mymiddlefingr (1:23:34 AM): ewwww
mymiddlefingr (1:23:36 AM): when is it?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:45 AM): It's due tomorrow evening. I asked for an extension.
mymiddlefingr (1:23:49 AM): wow
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:56 AM): I have essays to write and homecoming games to go to
mymiddlefingr (1:24:14 AM): good luck!!!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:24:29 AM): Thanks!
mymiddlefingr (1:24:48 AM): no prob! it's a wonder u have time for everything!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:25:27 AM): I'm just not sure at all about this draft of my essay... and I'm getting mad tired
mymiddlefingr (1:25:42 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:26:05 AM): what is it an essay for??
mymiddlefingr (1:26:08 AM): liek what class?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:14 AM): It's for Critical Writing
mymiddlefingr (1:26:18 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:24 AM): I have to write a psycho-analysis of "The Yellow Wallpaper"
mymiddlefingr (1:26:34 AM): oh what fun
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:50 AM): Because that's the only one of the options I know well enough... and it's making me crazy
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:56 AM): Most of the class was confused
mymiddlefingr (1:27:11 AM): i so do not envy you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:27:50 AM): This professor expects a lot out of us
mymiddlefingr (1:28:16 AM): so... how old r u?
mymiddlefingr (1:28:22 AM): i may know and jsut forgot
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:28:32 AM): 22
mymiddlefingr (1:28:38 AM): cool
mymiddlefingr (1:28:48 AM): i'm 23
mymiddlefingr (1:28:56 AM): and u seem much more accomplished so far
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:29:32 AM): The past two years or so have been tremendously beneficial for me. I was pretty much a dweeb until I made the all-important realization
mymiddlefingr (1:29:46 AM): which was?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:30:16 AM): That Amanda is my soulmate
mymiddlefingr (1:30:29 AM): i thought so
mymiddlefingr (1:30:37 AM): and that has helped u to apply yourself?
mymiddlefingr (1:30:43 AM): in the right ways?
mymiddlefingr (1:30:46 AM): or.....?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:31:07 AM): She's helped me realize who I am
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:31:25 AM): And knowing that I'm in love... makes it all the better
mymiddlefingr (1:31:29 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:32:44 AM): well i'm happy for you
mymiddlefingr (1:32:59 AM): it's gotta be nice to have a positive outlook
mymiddlefingr (1:33:03 AM): and be generally happy
mymiddlefingr (1:33:05 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:33:29 AM): Yeah, but when my mom is such a pessimist, it makes it harder
mymiddlefingr (1:33:37 AM): ya...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:33:40 AM): I don't really talk to her like I used to at least
mymiddlefingr (1:33:42 AM): i got the same kinda mom
mymiddlefingr (1:33:51 AM): but i'm more of a pessimist than anyone i know
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:33:56 AM): I've grown very distant from my mom
mymiddlefingr (1:34:00 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:34:02 AM): that sucks
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:34:30 AM): And it's because she doesn't believe in me and still treats me like a little kid
mymiddlefingr (1:34:43 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:34:49 AM): well that's not good
mymiddlefingr (1:35:49 AM): lol results are up
mymiddlefingr (1:35:51 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:35:56 AM): Yup. Jaime has immunity!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:36:05 AM): I just hope this means we can take out Fairplay or Alexis
mymiddlefingr (1:36:05 AM): big surprise
mymiddlefingr (1:36:06 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:36:34 AM): i find that hilarious
mymiddlefingr (1:37:08 AM): did you notice my status update or my signature when i had "we can't be absolutely certain that she will win the game unless EVERYONE works together for that common goal"
mymiddlefingr (1:37:29 AM): looks like everyone is working toward that goal
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:37:34 AM): umm I think so, lol
mymiddlefingr (1:38:19 AM): fairplay guessed that jaime would be immune too
mymiddlefingr (1:38:23 AM): i find it kinda funny myself
mymiddlefingr (1:38:43 AM): who would urather vote for?
mymiddlefingr (1:38:50 AM): if it's up to you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:39:51 AM): Well, I think it's best that we see where a few people stand
mymiddlefingr (1:39:59 AM): oh ya of course
mymiddlefingr (1:40:18 AM): i was just curious how u felt
mymiddlefingr (1:40:27 AM): i'd prefer alexis but either way, i'm wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:40:55 AM): Well, Alexis might still be willing to vote with us for a round. Fairplay is less predictable.
mymiddlefingr (1:41:07 AM): ya this is true
mymiddlefingr (1:41:12 AM): however y'all want
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:41:36 AM): We'll need to ask around
mymiddlefingr (1:41:39 AM): i'm glad i'm immune
mymiddlefingr (1:41:41 AM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (1:41:46 AM): i'll leave that up to you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:41:48 AM): If you weren't, you'd be gone
mymiddlefingr (1:41:48 AM): just let me know how to vote
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:41:52 AM): and okay
mymiddlefingr (1:41:55 AM): i know i would
mymiddlefingr (1:42:00 AM): i love people
mymiddlefingr (1:42:09 AM): everyone here who has barely tried
mymiddlefingr (1:42:17 AM): and i've been more active than some even being out of the game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:42:24 AM): lol yes
mymiddlefingr (1:42:28 AM): people just are not forgiving
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:42:42 AM): But now we're at the merge and the point is getting rid of threats
mymiddlefingr (1:43:02 AM): am i a threat?
mymiddlefingr (1:43:04 AM): or no?
mymiddlefingr (1:43:20 AM): i could see challenge-wise maybe...
mymiddlefingr (1:43:23 AM): but i have no one
mymiddlefingr (1:43:29 AM): so i dont view myself as a threat
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:43:29 AM): You're active, but I don't think you're a big threat to anyone since people wouldn't expect you to be in an alliance
mymiddlefingr (1:43:35 AM): ya
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:43:38 AM): Except you are with me.
mymiddlefingr (1:43:40 AM): i'm basically just... here
mymiddlefingr (1:43:44 AM): thnx u
mymiddlefingr (1:43:50 AM): fairplay probly thinks i'm with him
mymiddlefingr (1:43:52 AM): just so ya know
mymiddlefingr (1:44:01 AM): but i think he thinks everyone is with him
mymiddlefingr (1:44:02 AM): so wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:05 AM): Then see what he wants to do
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:16 AM): Well I have never talked serious game with him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:32 AM): I mean we both bitched about the challenge when Tara posted "You will be posting every hour" as Treemail
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:40 AM): aka the second time
mymiddlefingr (1:44:46 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:46:36 AM): i wonder what will happen next round
mymiddlefingr (1:46:41 AM): if i vote with y'all
mymiddlefingr (1:46:50 AM): i'll probly still be voted out
mymiddlefingr (1:46:53 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:46:58 AM): wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:47:33 AM): If that's the case, then it would suck for me.
mymiddlefingr (1:47:39 AM): would it?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:47:44 AM): I no doubt already have a "challenge whore" label
mymiddlefingr (1:47:58 AM): true
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:15 AM): They might try to get me out... without telling Christy or Jaime
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:24 AM): I don't know if there are any HIIs in this game or not
mymiddlefingr (1:48:32 AM): maybe i should be with fairplay and stuff then
mymiddlefingr (1:48:37 AM): so i can find out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:44 AM): and then report to me?
mymiddlefingr (1:48:48 AM): atleast i wont say no to him when he asks me stuff
mymiddlefingr (1:48:50 AM): sure
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:54 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:49:02 AM): honestly it's either u or fairplay that i can go with
mymiddlefingr (1:49:06 AM): and i'm not oging with him
mymiddlefingr (1:49:09 AM): that would be suicide
mymiddlefingr (1:49:11 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:49:15 AM): besides i actually like you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:49:21 AM): Fairplay is already a big target.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:49:22 AM): and
mymiddlefingr (1:51:22 AM): hehehe
mymiddlefingr (1:51:42 AM): well... i'd say it's about time for bed
mymiddlefingr (1:51:46 AM): i'm just making a new siggy
mymiddlefingr (1:51:48 AM): then gonna go
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:52:07 AM): yeah I need to take some Nyquil and knock myself out
mymiddlefingr (1:52:58 AM): awwwwwww
mymiddlefingr (1:53:01 AM): i just ran out
mymiddlefingr (1:53:05 AM): and i'm still a bit sick
mymiddlefingr (1:53:11 AM): now i'm really jealous
mymiddlefingr (1:53:16 AM): that's like my savior...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:53:46 AM): I'm coughing a bit, have a bit of s stuffy nose, and a headache. I'm kinda low myself I think
mymiddlefingr (1:53:59 AM): ya... i got a headache too
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:54:00 AM): Might have to go to Walgreens sometime soon and pick up a two-pack, though they card for that
mymiddlefingr (1:54:04 AM): a bad one
mymiddlefingr (1:54:12 AM): they card for that?
mymiddlefingr (1:54:14 AM): really?
mymiddlefingr (1:54:20 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:54:24 AM): I was carded at Walgreens for buying NyQuil since it has 10% alcohol
mymiddlefingr (1:54:29 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:54:33 AM): that's retarded
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:54:38 AM): I was taken off guard
mymiddlefingr (1:54:41 AM): be pretty hard to get drunk off of it
mymiddlefingr (1:54:47 AM): without falling asleep first
mymiddlefingr (1:54:47 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:55:23 AM): so you dont drive, i take it?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:55:29 AM): I do.
mymiddlefingr (1:55:41 AM): oh...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:55:46 AM): But Walgreens is within walking distance anyway
mymiddlefingr (1:55:56 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:56:00 AM): Heck, 75% of this town is
mymiddlefingr (1:56:11 AM): ya i used to live in a town that everything was like that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:56:18 AM): This is a college town
mymiddlefingr (1:56:20 AM): that's why i JUST got my driver's license this month
mymiddlefingr (1:56:21 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:56:39 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:56:46 AM): i53.tinypic.com/2ik8hhl.jpg
mymiddlefingr (1:56:50 AM): that a little too much?
mymiddlefingr (1:56:56 AM): lol they usually only last a few days at the most
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:07 AM): I was about to say you don't need to keep that one forever
mymiddlefingr (1:57:13 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:25 AM): I have only two sigs. One for when I'm playing, one for when I'm staffing.
mymiddlefingr (1:57:35 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:36 AM): One's for Japan, the other's in Namibia
mymiddlefingr (1:57:41 AM): that's cool
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:46 AM): I made the one in Namibia myself
mymiddlefingr (1:57:52 AM): i can never find real like... GIF images
mymiddlefingr (1:57:55 AM): awesome
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:58:12 AM): Someone gave that GIF to me knowing I'd love it. It's been my playing sig ever since
mymiddlefingr (1:58:23 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:58:27 AM): it is a good one
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:58:31 AM): I got an episode title in SBB
mymiddlefingr (1:58:35 AM): i wish i had one for eliza
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:58:38 AM): "My Sig Is Making Me Horny"
mymiddlefingr (1:58:42 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:58:44 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:59:28 AM): I dunno where to find GIFs, but you can ask Damien for an Eliza one. I think he has a few of them
mymiddlefingr (1:59:36 AM): yeah?
mymiddlefingr (1:59:39 AM): oh... that'd be nice
mymiddlefingr (1:59:48 AM): next time i see him i will
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:59:59 AM): He used one as a sig in this game he played as Eliza in
mymiddlefingr (1:59:59 AM): i figured there must be some of eliza somewhere
mymiddlefingr (2:00:02 AM): she's pretty popular
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:16 AM): I see several Elizas in ORGs... and, of course, she's a mod at Sucks
mymiddlefingr (2:00:25 AM): lol yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (2:00:31 AM): everyone uses eliza
mymiddlefingr (2:00:33 AM): it's my first time
mymiddlefingr (2:00:39 AM): glad that 16th place didn't stick
mymiddlefingr (2:00:39 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:43 AM): um I don't use Eliza, lol
mymiddlefingr (2:00:50 AM): well okay not everyone
mymiddlefingr (2:00:56 AM): so... above that picture in my siggy i wrote:
mymiddlefingr (2:00:58 AM): i'm back!!!! and with that...

MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:58 AM): I've only ever played as Amanda. She matches my playing style the best.
mymiddlefingr (2:01:11 AM): i think it works as a humorous ting... that's how i intend it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:01:16 AM): lol okay
mymiddlefingr (2:01:20 AM): only?
mymiddlefingr (2:01:24 AM): never anyone else?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:01:28 AM): Correct.
mymiddlefingr (2:01:30 AM): wow
mymiddlefingr (2:01:38 AM): i've never played as two people twice except for mookie lee
mymiddlefingr (2:01:44 AM): who i've won as once
mymiddlefingr (2:01:45 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:01:48 AM): why him?
mymiddlefingr (2:01:49 AM): dont know
mymiddlefingr (2:01:51 AM): i dont even like him
mymiddlefingr (2:01:53 AM): OH!
mymiddlefingr (2:01:54 AM): sierra
mymiddlefingr (2:01:58 AM): this will be my second time
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:02:16 AM): I keep things the same. It would feel wrong to not be Amanda lol
mymiddlefingr (2:02:24 AM): LOL my personal text on the board is "zombie eliza"
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:02:33 AM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (2:02:40 AM): lol amanda suits you
mymiddlefingr (2:02:49 AM): i hope it doen't come off as weird or annoying
mymiddlefingr (2:02:53 AM): i'm just playing around
mymiddlefingr (2:03:05 AM): i like changing my quotes and stuff... it's fun for me
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:13 AM): Amanda is my soulmate. So yeah, she suits me.
mymiddlefingr (2:03:18 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:41 AM): I sort of play FOR her too...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:51 AM): Like I said, I've never been pre-jury in a fair game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:04:17 AM): I've been rigged out pre-jury once by brownlost, who appears to be Tyrone in Japan.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:04:28 AM): We might have to blindside him in a round or two
mymiddlefingr (2:04:46 AM): seriously?
mymiddlefingr (2:04:49 AM): that's tyrone?
mymiddlefingr (2:04:51 AM): EWWWWW
mymiddlefingr (2:04:55 AM): ya dude
mymiddlefingr (2:04:58 AM): let me be around for that
mymiddlefingr (2:05:00 AM): PLEASE
mymiddlefingr (2:05:05 AM): i saw oliver go
mymiddlefingr (2:05:12 AM): if that guy is in a game with me i need to see him go first too
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:05:28 AM): I want to blindside his ass and put "brown lost" on my vote.
mymiddlefingr (2:05:34 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:05:35 AM): I know that's sorta racist but it's him
mymiddlefingr (2:05:42 AM): hahahaha
mymiddlefingr (2:06:19 AM): tyrone eh...
mymiddlefingr (2:06:27 AM): that may explain why he is never on his alias
mymiddlefingr (2:06:29 AM): he tends to do that
mymiddlefingr (2:06:32 AM): make aliases and not use them
mymiddlefingr (2:06:33 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:06:38 AM): He posted in Neishi camp that he's Canadian too
mymiddlefingr (2:06:51 AM): ahhhhhhh
mymiddlefingr (2:06:59 AM): that's another clue
mymiddlefingr (2:07:04 AM): he is less than active
mymiddlefingr (2:07:10 AM): which brownlost does a lot
mymiddlefingr (2:07:14 AM): is he flirting with al lthe girls?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:17 AM): So he's not really a threat, but...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:33 AM): ...we can still just get rid of him in a couple rounds. Fairplay or Alexis has to go first.
mymiddlefingr (2:07:45 AM): cool cool
mymiddlefingr (2:07:56 AM): i wanna be around for it tho
mymiddlefingr (2:07:58 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:06 AM): But I'm not up for game talk with anyone else right now. I think we both need to get to bed...
mymiddlefingr (2:08:14 AM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (2:08:19 AM): i was kina hoping you'd say that
mymiddlefingr (2:08:20 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:08:24 AM): i am ready to pass out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:25 AM): hahaha
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:27 AM): Me too
mymiddlefingr (2:08:29 AM): all right
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:30 AM): Good night!
mymiddlefingr (2:08:33 AM): take care

[Eliza Orlins]

oh shit by the way tara i do not agree with most of the stuff amanda says.


before when i was commenting on my own fakeness when talking to people... this is what i meant, stuff like this. i just tend to agree and conform, a lot of the time to the extent that it's unbelievable... thus actually coming off as fake and getting a bad name for being that way. i also do not approve of her... whole amanda thing... but i mean so far it doesn't seem to have been too stalkerish... and i dont think he's crazy in the way that he wants to like kill amanda or something so i dont think it could hurt anyone... except for maybe him if the most likely scenario happens and he never does get to meet amanda... then it would definately hurt him... but yeah...

there is sooooooooo much in this conversation that i do not agree with but i just went along with...


so don't feel insulted, please. i haven't even been playing your challenges and so i haven't had the abaility to even form an opinion about them.




oh and the whole... slutty thing... that's a general like... complaint about girls and girl-characters in ORGS that i have. i figured since he's dissing you, i could talk about that because that's something i don't like.

you and i both know, though, that you've never even been that way around me. so how would i know if you are that way that i don't like or not? i wouldn't...


so again, not really about you, was just trying to be agreeable and easy to get along with the person i was talking to at the time. i am fake, and i am a hypocrite.


don't know if i spelled that correctly.





please don't be offended or insulted. i love ya, and i'm kinda jealous of how famous you are.


i like damien too even tho i don't really know anything abt him.

[Eliza Orlins]

oh and while i'm clarifying things...


all this bitching abt jaime... i feel i need to say to point something out.


jaime and i do not know eachother. like at all. i don't know anything abt her, she doesn't know anything abt me. she can say she does, but honestly she hasn't seen enough of me to know much more than what people tell her. and people can be honest, or they can't, or they can be honest and bend the truth as they see it. the truth is, afterall, in the eyes of the beholder. like beauty


the fact is, i just don't like talking to jaime. and i don't like what i believe her to be... the general idea of people like her, i don't like. but again, that's kinda unfair to say because i dont know her well enough to really say what she's like. so, that considerred, this is really nothing more than opinion.


i've tried to leave out any insults or anything abt jaime, for this reason. i've tried to not say anything other than "i don't like jaime" or "i FUCKING HATE jaime"... i don't want to attack her character, or actually be insulting or offensive to her. maybe if i KNEW she was something i would say that, maybe... but i dont know anything. other than, for whatever reason, i just do not like her.


and most likely that's just me and my ever growing hatred for everyone that i meet. so... it's not really even saying anything abt her.


more so just saying i am a bitter fuckin prick who will never actually get along with anyone ever again in my life.


*mwah*

[Host Sarah]

UHM the tribal swap was not pointless, it revealed cracks, that was the whole point <3

[Eliza Orlins]

hey it wasn't my words... i thought the tribal swap came at a good time. really, i dont have any problem with you or the game at all, i promise

well i do have a problem with the game but that's not you, that's jaime




love ya!!!

[Eliza Orlins]

2. How does everyone feel about Eliza coming back in the game?

"The twist was interesting, and even though we voted for Eliza she proved that she wants to be here, so I've got no problem with it"



oh wow thank you! oh my thank you jaime! thank you for being okay with it! *bowing to jaime* oh thank you thank you thank you for not having a problem with it *worshipping jaime* fuck off

[Eliza Orlins]

i'm feeling really bad about my decision... i'm so getting myself caught in the middle here...


i really dont know if i want to vote out amanda. i trust her more than anyone in the game. i hate that she's with jaime but... ii dont know. i feel like maybe i should give jaime the benefit of the doubt. maybe wouldn't just immediately target me if amanda talks to her? you know... like... yeah, i dont know...

i still might just end up voting fairplay, to ease my conscience...


it's just really... i cant vote the one single person i actually trust to be straight with me and tell me the truth... or atleast like... most of the truth. more of the truth than anyone else.


i could tell monica, straight up, so that she's not upset with me. and just tell her... something like... i cant vote amanda, because i really feel like it's unclear whether there are five votes other than mine against amanda... and i could even tell her if it was anyone else... christy, alexis, jaime, i'd vote them... because i would, in a heartbeat. i'd be the FIRST one to vote them.


and the more i think about it... the more i kinda just... really want to give jaime the chance to prove me wrong. like... will she vote me if i'm not against her? if i choose her side, and amanda backs me up, will jaime still come after me?

i am VERY curious to know.




i guess... i need to think more of what i want to get from this game. as i've said a lot, i'm not playing for a win or even like final 4... so i need to really figure out what it is that i want to get out of my short time that i'll have here. and then go after that.




but don't get me wrong... the possibility of weakening them here and then possibly like breaking them next round... that is a really, really, really attractive prospect...

so i guess, despite my whole just jumping at stuff before... this is a difficult decision and i need to think abt it for a bit.




i thought it was gonna be easier for me to make. and so i'll have myself really cuaght in the middle since i've basically flipped sides twice now. hopefully it's not perfectly clear that i'm doing that.




it should be okay for me to take a day or two to figure out what side i'm really going to try and be on... really, it SHOULD be okay... it's not, i don't think, but it should be. everyone else had time to decide what side they'd be on. i'm just starting here, afterall. but i'll be expected to have already known, and this indecisiveness that i'm showing here... will not be good.



this is kinda like what happened last time. i'm sooooo fucking indecisive lately

[Eliza Orlins]

i wonder if fairplay has an idol...


just saying. now he's like going around trying to stir up some "cat fight" thing within the girls...


i dont know... i was trying to talk to him earlier but he kept doing his thing where he like fucks off half way through a sentence...

and then amanda says he's talking to her at the time. it's like... he fuckin starts a conversation with me, goes away as soon as i reply to whatever he said, then starts talking to amanda and forgets to come back to answer my question. that's annoying. and he leaves his AIM on all day long so you never know when to say hi, when he's there... i totally gave up after a couple times. and then he'll message me when i'm offline asking "you around right now?"

like... no, fuck no. and if so i'm on invisible... and that's probably for a reason... most likely the reason being that i don't wanna start up a new conversation with someone... especially since it won't go anywhere cause he'll just fuck off midway through.




so.... oh my god.


i think i'm gonna vote with jaime's side. actually. and that's just fuckin bizarre after today. i didn't realize all this was going on dude...



what the hell did i get myself back to here? this is like the most confusing mess to walk into.




and now amanda and christy aparently are thinking he has an idol, and amanda's thinking of changing the vote to brad. except not telling some of the people... tyrone and jane. cause then it might get back to fairplay.


and i'm thinking right here like what the fuck? i'm probably about to go tell him right now myself, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing. i have no idea why i would even be told that. i just walked in off the street dude, and my fuckin head is like a bunch of confetti in a whirlwind.





wow... jeez... sorry for swearing so much. i'm in one of those moods...



so yeah i'm confused. here i should show my convos now... i told amanda she was the target of jon's when i started to realize i really dont wanna vote her.... like... of all the people in the game she's the one that i feel is talking to me on the same level as i'm talking to her. i mean like... i feel like she doesn't hate talking to me, and i don't hate talking to her, either. so, yeah, it's just... it's not strategic that i dont wanna vote her...


it's like i have to make a strategy around that... aroudn the fact that i'm not being strategic when it comes to that at all... or whatever... here are some convos i have had tonight...



first, with amanda...

October 30, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:10:07 AM): you still online?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:10:38 AM): For now, yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:10:42 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:11:00 AM): Someone is downright lazy. I start tallying as soon as results are due.
mymiddlefingr (12:11:07 AM): i know
mymiddlefingr (12:11:09 AM): i even stayed up
mymiddlefingr (12:11:15 AM): that's kinda disappointing
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:11:28 AM): Chew that whore out
mymiddlefingr (12:11:38 AM): well i wanted to say sorry if i came off as snippy or anything before
mymiddlefingr (12:11:46 AM): after i get some sleep i'll be fine
mymiddlefingr (12:11:55 AM): someone should!
mymiddlefingr (12:12:04 AM): i did last night for the challenge
mymiddlefingr (12:12:08 AM): what a dumbass thing to do
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:12:33 AM): She's been a pretty bad host
mymiddlefingr (12:12:59 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:13:08 AM): i just came from one of oliver's games tho...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:10 AM): These challenges have just been terrible... not to mention her attitude about how she's a goddess
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:16 AM): You have a point
mymiddlefingr (12:13:16 AM): so... anything is better than that
mymiddlefingr (12:13:30 AM): yeah what the fuck eh?
mymiddlefingr (12:13:37 AM): why does she tink she's so awesome?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:43 AM): Tara seems to think her game is the best ever
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:13:51 AM): When people have complained about the challenges left and right
mymiddlefingr (12:13:52 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:14:16 AM): shes a weird one
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:14:17 AM): Me in particular, but I know I'm not the only
mymiddlefingr (12:14:26 AM): no ur definately not
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:14:35 AM): I made a whole post that was somewhat of an essay on theories of why S2 sucked so bad
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:14:50 AM): My thesis was that the game assumed the lifelessness of its players and, thus, they couldn't budget the time for it
mymiddlefingr (12:15:10 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (12:15:12 AM): you cant do that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:15:12 AM): I wasn't complaining then, just pointing it out.
mymiddlefingr (12:15:18 AM): these challenges are way too demanding
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:16:57 AM): Things I have complained about... let's see:
-Posting every hour
-Being unable to stop punches in the judo fight
-Needing all tribe members on for the live challenge, which fucked us over
-Doing a SECOND post every hour challenge when we all HATED the first one
-The coin distribution being stupid
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:17:18 AM): So it seems like I've complained about nearly every challenge
mymiddlefingr (12:17:23 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:17:27 AM): i agree with them all
mymiddlefingr (12:17:48 AM): wait
mymiddlefingr (12:17:55 AM): what is the coin distribution one?
mymiddlefingr (12:18:01 AM): what's ur complaint with that one?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:18:39 AM): Except the first two, though the kimono was just flag-making on a different surface. Lazy.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:18:49 AM): The last one. Give coins to people but you can't talk to them about it.
mymiddlefingr (12:19:05 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:19:07 AM): oh yeah that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:19:09 AM): Person who gets the fewest is out
mymiddlefingr (12:19:15 AM): and u know ppl do talk to eachother abt it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:19:19 AM): I'm willing to bet almost everyone did
mymiddlefingr (12:19:24 AM): you cant govern that
mymiddlefingr (12:19:28 AM): oh yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:19:36 AM): it just means ur at a disadvantage by following the rules
mymiddlefingr (12:20:06 AM): it's not like anyone is gonna tell on eachother
mymiddlefingr (12:20:10 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:20:31 AM): I would never do any of these challenges.
mymiddlefingr (12:20:41 AM): no flag making?
mymiddlefingr (12:20:42 AM): YAY
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:20:47 AM): The live one? Something like it, yeah, but I always give a cushion for those.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:20:55 AM): My S1 had a flag-making challenge...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:21:01 AM): ...but it was to design a BAD flag for the OTHER tribe
mymiddlefingr (12:21:12 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:21:16 AM): that's a funny idea
mymiddlefingr (12:21:31 AM): it just sucks sometimes when you get crappy people in ur tribe
mymiddlefingr (12:21:36 AM): and EVERYONE has to take part
mymiddlefingr (12:21:41 AM): like what are u supposed to do?
mymiddlefingr (12:22:33 AM): i'm gonna go get something to eat
mymiddlefingr (12:23:05 AM): i'm gonna try to stay up untill midnight for tara's announcement that the results will be at 1:00 am when no one is around at all
mymiddlefingr (12:23:11 AM): brb
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:23:42 AM): My flag-making challenge was in round 3... after the inactives were supposed to be gone
mymiddlefingr (12:23:50 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:24:07 AM): That's a bad first challenge, really. And okay, see ya in a few!
mymiddlefingr (12:33:54 AM): hello
mymiddlefingr (12:34:00 AM): i got stuffing, eggs, and toast
mymiddlefingr (12:34:01 AM): weird
mymiddlefingr (12:34:02 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:34:21 AM): lol weird late-night meal
mymiddlefingr (12:34:25 AM): i cant believe i am still awake
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:34:41 AM): We'll see when Tara the Terrible gets around to posting results...
mymiddlefingr (12:34:48 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:34:53 AM): it's barely worth it to stay anymore
mymiddlefingr (12:34:57 AM): i was just gonna change my stuff
mymiddlefingr (12:35:06 AM): but no one's even here to see it anymore so who cares
mymiddlefingr (12:36:26 AM): so ummmmm... if fairplay ever mentions voting you out, i'll let ya know... just so ya know
mymiddlefingr (12:36:50 AM): obviously he's the one who was talking abt getting jaime out when he found out abt the outcast twist
mymiddlefingr (12:37:33 AM): actually it was more like jaime and everyone else from your original tribe
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:38:53 AM): Well, Fairplay has a huge target on his arse.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:38:59 AM): And he has for a few rounds
mymiddlefingr (12:41:05 AM): i figured that
mymiddlefingr (12:41:32 AM): he seems to be pretty like... open abt everything
mymiddlefingr (12:41:43 AM): or like in your face
mymiddlefingr (12:41:45 AM): sorta deal
mymiddlefingr (12:42:01 AM): and not so trustworthy
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:42:55 AM): I gotta reboot AIM, hold on
mymiddlefingr (12:42:58 AM): no prob
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:44:35 AM): Okay back
mymiddlefingr (12:44:52 AM): welcome back
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:44:55 AM): Thanks!
mymiddlefingr (12:45:03 AM): does this AIM name refer to amanda?
mymiddlefingr (12:45:07 AM): i was curious
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:45:15 AM): Yes, it does
mymiddlefingr (12:45:45 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:45:49 AM): she was miss montana?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:45:55 AM): Yep.
mymiddlefingr (12:45:57 AM): cool
mymiddlefingr (12:45:59 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:46:07 AM): your avatar looks like her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:46:14 AM): lol, that's the intent
mymiddlefingr (12:46:15 AM): is that on purpose?
mymiddlefingr (12:46:18 AM): i see cool
mymiddlefingr (12:46:19 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:46:24 AM): good job
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:46:31 AM): Thanks! I'm working on changing it for the impending merge
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:46:53 AM): I update the buff color lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:47:15 AM): I did when I got flipped to Neishi
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:47:26 AM): Might change the hat color, too.
mymiddlefingr (12:47:29 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:47:32 AM): i never noticed it
mymiddlefingr (12:47:36 AM): that's pretty cool
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:48:07 AM): I'm keeping the hat, looks better that way. Plus, Amanda wears hats a lot lol
mymiddlefingr (12:48:19 AM): yeah she does
mymiddlefingr (12:48:28 AM): they suit her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:48:36 AM): In Micro I think she wore it more often than not... and yeah, they do.
mymiddlefingr (12:48:43 AM): she would look good in most anything tho i would imagine
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:48:46 AM): I'm a really lucky guy to have her in my future <3
mymiddlefingr (12:48:57 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:49:35 AM): ten minutes
mymiddlefingr (12:49:46 AM): i guess i made it tis long, i will finish waiting
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:49:53 AM): I can't wait either lol
mymiddlefingr (12:50:00 AM): i dont know why
mymiddlefingr (12:50:20 AM): i know what's gonna happen
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:50:23 AM): You know you're coming back in, but need to make an "entrance, BITCHES!" type of thing?
mymiddlefingr (12:50:24 AM): oh wait actually i dont
mymiddlefingr (12:50:27 AM): there is the elimination as well
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:50:37 AM): I would be surprised if I was out
mymiddlefingr (12:50:41 AM): i just wanna take away the ghost from my name
mymiddlefingr (12:50:46 AM): and take away my depressing signature pic
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:50:51 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:51:02 AM): ya i'd imagine like someone who is barely here would be out right?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:51:19 AM): It's based on who is aligned with who
mymiddlefingr (12:51:22 AM): and monica is immune
mymiddlefingr (12:51:26 AM): she's hot
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:51:27 AM): If I go, I will be shocked.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:51:32 AM): Monica is really a dude
mymiddlefingr (12:51:41 AM): i dont know if you like her or if she is against y'all, but she is hot. lol
mymiddlefingr (12:51:46 AM): i know
mymiddlefingr (12:51:53 AM): can tell from the AIM name
mymiddlefingr (12:52:01 AM): but i mean... the real monica, is hot... lol!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:52:06 AM): I have no idea who's gone, but if Neishi blindsides Fairplay...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:52:16 AM): ...I mean they probably all talked and said they weren't giving their coins to him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:52:21 AM): The original Neishi
mymiddlefingr (12:54:05 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:54:08 AM): i could see that
mymiddlefingr (12:54:14 AM): he sounded very...
mymiddlefingr (12:54:18 AM): i dont know
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:54:19 AM): Cocky
mymiddlefingr (12:54:21 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:54:24 AM): when he talked to me
mymiddlefingr (12:54:32 AM): if he talks to everyone like he talked to me...
mymiddlefingr (12:54:39 AM): then that's probly not good for him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:54:44 AM): He tried to hit on me
mymiddlefingr (12:54:51 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:55:04 AM): I just play along.
mymiddlefingr (12:55:06 AM): mer too
mymiddlefingr (12:55:08 AM): me*
mymiddlefingr (12:55:20 AM): what's the point?
mymiddlefingr (12:55:24 AM): everyone is a dude anyway
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:55:37 AM): There are some known females. Tara, for instance.
mymiddlefingr (12:55:49 AM): yeah, true
mymiddlefingr (12:55:52 AM): but still
mymiddlefingr (12:56:03 AM): are they really the types of girls you wanna be getting with?
mymiddlefingr (12:56:12 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:56:24 AM): Tara? She's the type I want to align with and betray later down the road.
mymiddlefingr (12:56:43 AM): ya... i suppose flirting is just to get closer
mymiddlefingr (12:56:50 AM): but still, feels pointless to me
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:56:54 AM): Tara is ruthless
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:56:58 AM): She won Samoa Remade
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:57:07 AM): And now she's probably winning Amazon Remade, but that game was rigged for her
mymiddlefingr (12:57:19 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:57:23 AM): ya i've heard a lot abt her
mymiddlefingr (12:57:35 AM): i dont like her tho
mymiddlefingr (12:57:38 AM): i dont care
mymiddlefingr (12:57:41 AM): just dont tell her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:57:55 AM): She is fun in ORGs unless you're playing against her
mymiddlefingr (12:58:38 AM): ya i suppose
mymiddlefingr (12:59:08 AM): i guess i am jsut anti social lately
mymiddlefingr (12:59:12 AM): i dont like anyone
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:59:13 AM): She got 3 episode titles in Samoa Remade
mymiddlefingr (12:59:17 AM): especially not popular people
MsMontanaUSA2005 (12:59:18 AM): What about me?
mymiddlefingr (12:59:30 AM): i dont view you as that kinda person
mymiddlefingr (12:59:33 AM): where everything is abt you
mymiddlefingr (12:59:40 AM): and fuck everyone else kinda thing
mymiddlefingr (12:59:58 AM): and you dont remind me of like a 16 year old girl either, which helps
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:00:29 AM): I play for fun. I'm playing a quiet social game in Japan, aside from chewing Tara about about lame challenges.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:00:36 AM): out about*
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:01:01 AM): If I lose, oh well, at least I tried
mymiddlefingr (1:01:05 AM): ya, i like ur game
mymiddlefingr (1:01:14 AM): i cant even try to win
mymiddlefingr (1:01:25 AM): lol honestly i am almost 100% jaime will win
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:01:28 AM): Charlie quit
mymiddlefingr (1:01:28 AM): and i dont mind
mymiddlefingr (1:01:33 AM): charlie quit???
mymiddlefingr (1:01:34 AM): ewwwwww
mymiddlefingr (1:02:15 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:02:19 AM): i wonder what will happen
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:02:44 AM): and with that, we have our elimination
mymiddlefingr (1:03:31 AM): think so?
mymiddlefingr (1:03:34 AM): that would make sense
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:04:09 AM): Yes, it would
mymiddlefingr (1:04:47 AM): charlie was the co-host in the game of oliver's that i was playing before tis
mymiddlefingr (1:04:54 AM): that... BB mix up game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:05:07 AM): He was the host, rather
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:05:09 AM): Or so I heard
mymiddlefingr (1:05:12 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:05:16 AM): ya i guess so
mymiddlefingr (1:05:24 AM): oliver sure as hell isn't a host
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:05:54 AM): I was the host of Tocantins and Samoa Remade
mymiddlefingr (1:05:55 AM): if he was spencer in it then he was the main host
mymiddlefingr (1:05:59 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:06:12 AM): and oliver is a thing of the past
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:06:39 AM): I went from player to host. When I saw how bad Tocantins was around the merge, I took over completely
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:07:50 AM): He wanted a tribe swap in round 3 to screw someone over
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:07:59 AM): I blocked him from doing it
mymiddlefingr (1:08:28 AM): oh god
mymiddlefingr (1:08:30 AM): what the fuck
mymiddlefingr (1:08:34 AM): just out of the blue wanted to do it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:08:58 AM): Tocantins turned out to be very interesting at the merge
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:16 AM): There was a tie at tribal
mymiddlefingr (1:09:17 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:20 AM): Samoa topped it though...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:29 AM): We dumped the two tribes onto one beach in the final 12
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:09:39 AM): And each had to go to the SAME Tribal
mymiddlefingr (1:09:50 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:10:30 AM): Two HIIs were played. Monica played an HII on someone she wanted to flip on Foa Foa and take out Tara.... and Tara got wind of it. She played an HII and changed her vote, thus sending someone home with only 1 vote.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:10:41 AM): Then on the other tribe... there was a tie between Monica and someone else
mymiddlefingr (1:10:55 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:06 AM): And our dolt of a "host" got the tiebreaker results wrong
mymiddlefingr (1:11:13 AM): god
mymiddlefingr (1:11:17 AM): that's when that happened eh?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:19 AM): John posted two screencaps. Only the first was counted.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:40 AM): Monica won but she had really lost. I thought I'd give both a second shot... and Monica was eliminated the next week
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:50 AM): But due to the fuckup she was on the jury when she originally would not have been
mymiddlefingr (1:11:52 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:11:57 AM): Oliver IS a fuckup
mymiddlefingr (1:11:59 AM): that's pretty bad
mymiddlefingr (1:12:05 AM): brb
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:12:09 AM): okay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:12:22 AM): Amazon... he changed results after they were posted since people changed their votes late.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:12:42 AM): ...and then all hell broke loose and I took a lot of shit for it, including from the Charlie that just quit Japan
mymiddlefingr (1:16:01 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:16:10 AM): no wonder people dont like him now
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:16:19 AM): Oliver or Charlie?
mymiddlefingr (1:16:22 AM): oliver
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:16:27 AM): Has he ever been liked?
mymiddlefingr (1:16:34 AM): glad there's someone who's less liked than me
mymiddlefingr (1:16:38 AM): that feels good
mymiddlefingr (1:16:43 AM): i dont know, i never liked him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:16:52 AM): I don't like him either
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:04 AM): I'm playing in China Remade so I can keep an eye on him for Brendan
mymiddlefingr (1:17:07 AM): ur probly his biggest enemy
mymiddlefingr (1:17:12 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:17:15 AM): who is brendan?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:21 AM): The new host of Remade
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:36 AM): You should have seen the fights I got into with Oliver in Survive Big Brother
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:17:52 AM): He didn't even know it was me at first!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:18:15 AM): (he still doesn't know that this SN is me; I would have used the same one as SBB if he didn't know it)
mymiddlefingr (1:18:33 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:18:42 AM): so he doesn't know u were here
mymiddlefingr (1:18:43 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:18:45 AM): But yeah he was a jerk to me. He called me a bitch on his way out, and then I stole on of his quotes:
"This is Big Brother, hun. Get used to it."
mymiddlefingr (1:18:45 AM): did u vote for him?
mymiddlefingr (1:18:49 AM): or were u there?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:18:52 AM): I was HoH when he got evicted
mymiddlefingr (1:18:58 AM): no i mean i nthis game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:19:04 AM): I wasn't on his tribe
mymiddlefingr (1:19:09 AM): oh i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:19:18 AM): But in SBB I was HoH when he got evicted
mymiddlefingr (1:19:26 AM): lol nice
mymiddlefingr (1:19:33 AM): i was HOH in a game when he got evicted before
mymiddlefingr (1:19:38 AM): game sucked bad tho
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:19:40 AM): I put him and his ally up. His ally won veto. He obviously went bye-bye.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:03 AM): We're at the final four. HoH started at the final 9 (first half was Survivor, second half Big Brother)
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:11 AM): I've won HoH 3 times already.
mymiddlefingr (1:20:22 AM): oh wow that's bizarre
mymiddlefingr (1:20:26 AM): survivor and big bro
mymiddlefingr (1:20:27 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:31 AM): I like it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:39 AM): The game has had a lot of problems though
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:20:53 AM): The original Survivor tribe was full of evil bitches
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:01 AM): Who caused a bunch of others to go inactive
mymiddlefingr (1:21:12 AM): lol ya that makes sense
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:13 AM): They had to have 3 waves of replacements, including bringing me in
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:25 AM): and there were STILL inactives and a QUITTER
mymiddlefingr (1:21:25 AM): that would make me go inactive
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:39 AM): so the Survivor portion flew by fast
mymiddlefingr (1:21:50 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:21:59 AM): Big Brother portion has gone slow, but my allies and I have won every single HoH so far
mymiddlefingr (1:22:08 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:22:13 AM): that's the way to go
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:22:19 AM): One of them got evicted because he volunteered to be the pawn though
mymiddlefingr (1:22:30 AM): ewwwwww
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:22:39 AM): But we have a good shot now. It's 2 on 2. I have HoH.
mymiddlefingr (1:22:46 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:22:48 AM): awesomeness
mymiddlefingr (1:22:54 AM): so u got a good chance of making it to the end
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:03 AM): We just need to wax Jase's ass at Veto
mymiddlefingr (1:23:09 AM): oh ya
mymiddlefingr (1:23:12 AM): final 4 veto
mymiddlefingr (1:23:16 AM): is super powerful
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:25 AM): Yes. And it's a brutal endurance I hardly have time for.
mymiddlefingr (1:23:30 AM): especially in a 2-2 scenario
mymiddlefingr (1:23:34 AM): ewwww
mymiddlefingr (1:23:36 AM): when is it?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:45 AM): It's due tomorrow evening. I asked for an extension.
mymiddlefingr (1:23:49 AM): wow
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:23:56 AM): I have essays to write and homecoming games to go to
mymiddlefingr (1:24:14 AM): good luck!!!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:24:29 AM): Thanks!
mymiddlefingr (1:24:48 AM): no prob! it's a wonder u have time for everything!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:25:27 AM): I'm just not sure at all about this draft of my essay... and I'm getting mad tired
mymiddlefingr (1:25:42 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:26:05 AM): what is it an essay for??
mymiddlefingr (1:26:08 AM): liek what class?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:14 AM): It's for Critical Writing
mymiddlefingr (1:26:18 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:24 AM): I have to write a psycho-analysis of "The Yellow Wallpaper"
mymiddlefingr (1:26:34 AM): oh what fun
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:50 AM): Because that's the only one of the options I know well enough... and it's making me crazy
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:26:56 AM): Most of the class was confused
mymiddlefingr (1:27:11 AM): i so do not envy you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:27:50 AM): This professor expects a lot out of us
mymiddlefingr (1:28:16 AM): so... how old r u?
mymiddlefingr (1:28:22 AM): i may know and jsut forgot
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:28:32 AM): 22
mymiddlefingr (1:28:38 AM): cool
mymiddlefingr (1:28:48 AM): i'm 23
mymiddlefingr (1:28:56 AM): and u seem much more accomplished so far
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:29:32 AM): The past two years or so have been tremendously beneficial for me. I was pretty much a dweeb until I made the all-important realization
mymiddlefingr (1:29:46 AM): which was?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:30:16 AM): That Amanda is my soulmate
mymiddlefingr (1:30:29 AM): i thought so
mymiddlefingr (1:30:37 AM): and that has helped u to apply yourself?
mymiddlefingr (1:30:43 AM): in the right ways?
mymiddlefingr (1:30:46 AM): or.....?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:31:07 AM): She's helped me realize who I am
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:31:25 AM): And knowing that I'm in love... makes it all the better
mymiddlefingr (1:31:29 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:32:44 AM): well i'm happy for you
mymiddlefingr (1:32:59 AM): it's gotta be nice to have a positive outlook
mymiddlefingr (1:33:03 AM): and be generally happy
mymiddlefingr (1:33:05 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:33:29 AM): Yeah, but when my mom is such a pessimist, it makes it harder
mymiddlefingr (1:33:37 AM): ya...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:33:40 AM): I don't really talk to her like I used to at least
mymiddlefingr (1:33:42 AM): i got the same kinda mom
mymiddlefingr (1:33:51 AM): but i'm more of a pessimist than anyone i know
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:33:56 AM): I've grown very distant from my mom
mymiddlefingr (1:34:00 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:34:02 AM): that sucks
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:34:30 AM): And it's because she doesn't believe in me and still treats me like a little kid
mymiddlefingr (1:34:43 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:34:49 AM): well that's not good
mymiddlefingr (1:35:49 AM): lol results are up
mymiddlefingr (1:35:51 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:35:56 AM): Yup. Jaime has immunity!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:36:05 AM): I just hope this means we can take out Fairplay or Alexis
mymiddlefingr (1:36:05 AM): big surprise
mymiddlefingr (1:36:06 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:36:34 AM): i find that hilarious
mymiddlefingr (1:37:08 AM): did you notice my status update or my signature when i had "we can't be absolutely certain that she will win the game unless EVERYONE works together for that common goal"
mymiddlefingr (1:37:29 AM): looks like everyone is working toward that goal
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:37:34 AM): umm I think so, lol
mymiddlefingr (1:38:19 AM): fairplay guessed that jaime would be immune too
mymiddlefingr (1:38:23 AM): i find it kinda funny myself
mymiddlefingr (1:38:43 AM): who would urather vote for?
mymiddlefingr (1:38:50 AM): if it's up to you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:39:51 AM): Well, I think it's best that we see where a few people stand
mymiddlefingr (1:39:59 AM): oh ya of course
mymiddlefingr (1:40:18 AM): i was just curious how u felt
mymiddlefingr (1:40:27 AM): i'd prefer alexis but either way, i'm wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:40:55 AM): Well, Alexis might still be willing to vote with us for a round. Fairplay is less predictable.
mymiddlefingr (1:41:07 AM): ya this is true
mymiddlefingr (1:41:12 AM): however y'all want
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:41:36 AM): We'll need to ask around
mymiddlefingr (1:41:39 AM): i'm glad i'm immune
mymiddlefingr (1:41:41 AM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (1:41:46 AM): i'll leave that up to you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:41:48 AM): If you weren't, you'd be gone
mymiddlefingr (1:41:48 AM): just let me know how to vote
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:41:52 AM): and okay
mymiddlefingr (1:41:55 AM): i know i would
mymiddlefingr (1:42:00 AM): i love people
mymiddlefingr (1:42:09 AM): everyone here who has barely tried
mymiddlefingr (1:42:17 AM): and i've been more active than some even being out of the game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:42:24 AM): lol yes
mymiddlefingr (1:42:28 AM): people just are not forgiving
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:42:42 AM): But now we're at the merge and the point is getting rid of threats
mymiddlefingr (1:43:02 AM): am i a threat?
mymiddlefingr (1:43:04 AM): or no?
mymiddlefingr (1:43:20 AM): i could see challenge-wise maybe...
mymiddlefingr (1:43:23 AM): but i have no one
mymiddlefingr (1:43:29 AM): so i dont view myself as a threat
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:43:29 AM): You're active, but I don't think you're a big threat to anyone since people wouldn't expect you to be in an alliance
mymiddlefingr (1:43:35 AM): ya
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:43:38 AM): Except you are with me.
mymiddlefingr (1:43:40 AM): i'm basically just... here
mymiddlefingr (1:43:44 AM): thnx u
mymiddlefingr (1:43:50 AM): fairplay probly thinks i'm with him
mymiddlefingr (1:43:52 AM): just so ya know
mymiddlefingr (1:44:01 AM): but i think he thinks everyone is with him
mymiddlefingr (1:44:02 AM): so wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:05 AM): Then see what he wants to do
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:16 AM): Well I have never talked serious game with him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:32 AM): I mean we both bitched about the challenge when Tara posted "You will be posting every hour" as Treemail
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:44:40 AM): aka the second time
mymiddlefingr (1:44:46 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:46:36 AM): i wonder what will happen next round
mymiddlefingr (1:46:41 AM): if i vote with y'all
mymiddlefingr (1:46:50 AM): i'll probly still be voted out
mymiddlefingr (1:46:53 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (1:46:58 AM): wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:47:33 AM): If that's the case, then it would suck for me.
mymiddlefingr (1:47:39 AM): would it?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:47:44 AM): I no doubt already have a "challenge whore" label
mymiddlefingr (1:47:58 AM): true
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:15 AM): They might try to get me out... without telling Christy or Jaime
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:24 AM): I don't know if there are any HIIs in this game or not
mymiddlefingr (1:48:32 AM): maybe i should be with fairplay and stuff then
mymiddlefingr (1:48:37 AM): so i can find out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:44 AM): and then report to me?
mymiddlefingr (1:48:48 AM): atleast i wont say no to him when he asks me stuff
mymiddlefingr (1:48:50 AM): sure
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:48:54 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:49:02 AM): honestly it's either u or fairplay that i can go with
mymiddlefingr (1:49:06 AM): and i'm not oging with him
mymiddlefingr (1:49:09 AM): that would be suicide
mymiddlefingr (1:49:11 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:49:15 AM): besides i actually like you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:49:21 AM): Fairplay is already a big target.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:49:22 AM): and
mymiddlefingr (1:51:22 AM): hehehe
mymiddlefingr (1:51:42 AM): well... i'd say it's about time for bed
mymiddlefingr (1:51:46 AM): i'm just making a new siggy
mymiddlefingr (1:51:48 AM): then gonna go
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:52:07 AM): yeah I need to take some Nyquil and knock myself out
mymiddlefingr (1:52:58 AM): awwwwwww
mymiddlefingr (1:53:01 AM): i just ran out
mymiddlefingr (1:53:05 AM): and i'm still a bit sick
mymiddlefingr (1:53:11 AM): now i'm really jealous
mymiddlefingr (1:53:16 AM): that's like my savior...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:53:46 AM): I'm coughing a bit, have a bit of s stuffy nose, and a headache. I'm kinda low myself I think
mymiddlefingr (1:53:59 AM): ya... i got a headache too
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:54:00 AM): Might have to go to Walgreens sometime soon and pick up a two-pack, though they card for that
mymiddlefingr (1:54:04 AM): a bad one
mymiddlefingr (1:54:12 AM): they card for that?
mymiddlefingr (1:54:14 AM): really?
mymiddlefingr (1:54:20 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:54:24 AM): I was carded at Walgreens for buying NyQuil since it has 10% alcohol
mymiddlefingr (1:54:29 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (1:54:33 AM): that's retarded
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:54:38 AM): I was taken off guard
mymiddlefingr (1:54:41 AM): be pretty hard to get drunk off of it
mymiddlefingr (1:54:47 AM): without falling asleep first
mymiddlefingr (1:54:47 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:55:23 AM): so you dont drive, i take it?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:55:29 AM): I do.
mymiddlefingr (1:55:41 AM): oh...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:55:46 AM): But Walgreens is within walking distance anyway
mymiddlefingr (1:55:56 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:56:00 AM): Heck, 75% of this town is
mymiddlefingr (1:56:11 AM): ya i used to live in a town that everything was like that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:56:18 AM): This is a college town
mymiddlefingr (1:56:20 AM): that's why i JUST got my driver's license this month
mymiddlefingr (1:56:21 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:56:39 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (1:56:46 AM): i53.tinypic.com/2ik8hhl.jpg
mymiddlefingr (1:56:50 AM): that a little too much?
mymiddlefingr (1:56:56 AM): lol they usually only last a few days at the most
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:07 AM): I was about to say you don't need to keep that one forever
mymiddlefingr (1:57:13 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:25 AM): I have only two sigs. One for when I'm playing, one for when I'm staffing.
mymiddlefingr (1:57:35 AM): i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:36 AM): One's for Japan, the other's in Namibia
mymiddlefingr (1:57:41 AM): that's cool
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:57:46 AM): I made the one in Namibia myself
mymiddlefingr (1:57:52 AM): i can never find real like... GIF images
mymiddlefingr (1:57:55 AM): awesome
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:58:12 AM): Someone gave that GIF to me knowing I'd love it. It's been my playing sig ever since
mymiddlefingr (1:58:23 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:58:27 AM): it is a good one
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:58:31 AM): I got an episode title in SBB
mymiddlefingr (1:58:35 AM): i wish i had one for eliza
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:58:38 AM): "My Sig Is Making Me Horny"
mymiddlefingr (1:58:42 AM):
mymiddlefingr (1:58:44 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:59:28 AM): I dunno where to find GIFs, but you can ask Damien for an Eliza one. I think he has a few of them
mymiddlefingr (1:59:36 AM): yeah?
mymiddlefingr (1:59:39 AM): oh... that'd be nice
mymiddlefingr (1:59:48 AM): next time i see him i will
MsMontanaUSA2005 (1:59:59 AM): He used one as a sig in this game he played as Eliza in
mymiddlefingr (1:59:59 AM): i figured there must be some of eliza somewhere
mymiddlefingr (2:00:02 AM): she's pretty popular
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:16 AM): I see several Elizas in ORGs... and, of course, she's a mod at Sucks
mymiddlefingr (2:00:25 AM): lol yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (2:00:31 AM): everyone uses eliza
mymiddlefingr (2:00:33 AM): it's my first time
mymiddlefingr (2:00:39 AM): glad that 16th place didn't stick
mymiddlefingr (2:00:39 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:43 AM): um I don't use Eliza, lol
mymiddlefingr (2:00:50 AM): well okay not everyone
mymiddlefingr (2:00:56 AM): so... above that picture in my siggy i wrote:
mymiddlefingr (2:00:58 AM): i'm back!!!! and with that...

MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:58 AM): I've only ever played as Amanda. She matches my playing style the best.
mymiddlefingr (2:01:11 AM): i think it works as a humorous ting... that's how i intend it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:01:16 AM): lol okay
mymiddlefingr (2:01:20 AM): only?
mymiddlefingr (2:01:24 AM): never anyone else?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:01:28 AM): Correct.
mymiddlefingr (2:01:30 AM): wow
mymiddlefingr (2:01:38 AM): i've never played as two people twice except for mookie lee
mymiddlefingr (2:01:44 AM): who i've won as once
mymiddlefingr (2:01:45 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:01:48 AM): why him?
mymiddlefingr (2:01:49 AM): dont know
mymiddlefingr (2:01:51 AM): i dont even like him
mymiddlefingr (2:01:53 AM): OH!
mymiddlefingr (2:01:54 AM): sierra
mymiddlefingr (2:01:58 AM): this will be my second time
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:02:16 AM): I keep things the same. It would feel wrong to not be Amanda lol
mymiddlefingr (2:02:24 AM): LOL my personal text on the board is "zombie eliza"
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:02:33 AM): hahaha
mymiddlefingr (2:02:40 AM): lol amanda suits you
mymiddlefingr (2:02:49 AM): i hope it doen't come off as weird or annoying
mymiddlefingr (2:02:53 AM): i'm just playing around
mymiddlefingr (2:03:05 AM): i like changing my quotes and stuff... it's fun for me
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:13 AM): Amanda is my soulmate. So yeah, she suits me.
mymiddlefingr (2:03:18 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:41 AM): I sort of play FOR her too...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:51 AM): Like I said, I've never been pre-jury in a fair game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:04:17 AM): I've been rigged out pre-jury once by brownlost, who appears to be Tyrone in Japan.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:04:28 AM): We might have to blindside him in a round or two
mymiddlefingr (2:04:46 AM): seriously?
mymiddlefingr (2:04:49 AM): that's tyrone?
mymiddlefingr (2:04:51 AM): EWWWWW
mymiddlefingr (2:04:55 AM): ya dude
mymiddlefingr (2:04:58 AM): let me be around for that
mymiddlefingr (2:05:00 AM): PLEASE
mymiddlefingr (2:05:05 AM): i saw oliver go
mymiddlefingr (2:05:12 AM): if that guy is in a game with me i need to see him go first too
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:05:28 AM): I want to blindside his ass and put "brown lost" on my vote.
mymiddlefingr (2:05:34 AM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:05:35 AM): I know that's sorta racist but it's him
mymiddlefingr (2:05:42 AM): hahahaha
mymiddlefingr (2:06:19 AM): tyrone eh...
mymiddlefingr (2:06:27 AM): that may explain why he is never on his alias
mymiddlefingr (2:06:29 AM): he tends to do that
mymiddlefingr (2:06:32 AM): make aliases and not use them
mymiddlefingr (2:06:33 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:06:38 AM): He posted in Neishi camp that he's Canadian too
mymiddlefingr (2:06:51 AM): ahhhhhhh
mymiddlefingr (2:06:59 AM): that's another clue
mymiddlefingr (2:07:04 AM): he is less than active
mymiddlefingr (2:07:10 AM): which brownlost does a lot
mymiddlefingr (2:07:14 AM): is he flirting with al lthe girls?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:17 AM): So he's not really a threat, but...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:33 AM): ...we can still just get rid of him in a couple rounds. Fairplay or Alexis has to go first.
mymiddlefingr (2:07:45 AM): cool cool
mymiddlefingr (2:07:56 AM): i wanna be around for it tho
mymiddlefingr (2:07:58 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:06 AM): But I'm not up for game talk with anyone else right now. I think we both need to get to bed...
mymiddlefingr (2:08:14 AM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (2:08:19 AM): i was kina hoping you'd say that
mymiddlefingr (2:08:20 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:08:24 AM): i am ready to pass out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:25 AM): hahaha
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:27 AM): Me too
mymiddlefingr (2:08:29 AM): all right
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:30 AM): Good night!
mymiddlefingr (2:08:33 AM): take care
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:02:36 PM): Hey!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:02:49 PM): I'l a little toasted right now, just an FYI
mymiddlefingr (9:03:04 PM): lol... like drunk?
mymiddlefingr (9:03:11 PM): dont think i've ever talked to you while ur drunk
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:03:25 PM): Not drunk exactly... feeling side-effects from earlier alcohol
mymiddlefingr (9:03:43 PM): oh i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:03:44 PM): Jello shots do not go down well right after you have Pepsi
mymiddlefingr (9:03:49 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:03:55 PM): no i wouldn't imagine
mymiddlefingr (9:04:04 PM): i only got like ten mins here but i can talk for that long
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:04:36 PM): Okay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:04:44 PM): I got the message that Fairplay is the target
mymiddlefingr (9:05:55 PM): all right
mymiddlefingr (9:06:00 PM): do you know how for sure that is?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:06:00 PM): Don't know if I should debate it or not, since he's one of the two we want out anyway
mymiddlefingr (9:06:06 PM): when i talked to alexis it sounded pretty unsure
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:06:16 PM): Jaime IMed me about it
mymiddlefingr (9:06:21 PM): like vote numbers wise
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:06:26 PM): No clue
mymiddlefingr (9:06:29 PM): i see
mymiddlefingr (9:06:36 PM): well we still have another day to find out i guess
mymiddlefingr (9:06:45 PM): doesn't end till tomorrow night i think
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:07:03 PM): It's a holiday weekend so that's why they gave two days
mymiddlefingr (9:07:08 PM): good
mymiddlefingr (9:07:14 PM): i could use it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:07:16 PM): I partied too much today to go to the big one
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:07:22 PM): Plus that one's dangerous
mymiddlefingr (9:07:26 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:07:32 PM): i am not partying at all
mymiddlefingr (9:07:40 PM): i'm very... i dont know... depressed lately
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:07:44 PM): I'm kinda sick myself
mymiddlefingr (9:07:58 PM): ya... i;'m just getting over my sickness
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:08:17 PM): Mine got worse today lol
mymiddlefingr (9:08:21 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:08:24 PM): from drnking?
mymiddlefingr (9:08:27 PM): or just got worse?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:08:34 PM): It was either the Jello Shots or the burgers
mymiddlefingr (9:08:52 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:09:00 PM): well, atleast u got it narrowed down
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:09:20 PM): and then there's the cough on top of it
mymiddlefingr (9:09:47 PM): alexis had mentioned that she thinks brad and osmeone else would also vote fairplay... i cant remember who tho... i tried talking to brad but he's either busy or just less than interested in meeting me
mymiddlefingr (9:09:55 PM): ya i still got the cough part
mymiddlefingr (9:10:04 PM): coughing stuff up for a few days now
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:10:20 PM): Mine has come off and on
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:10:28 PM): It could be something in my apartment
mymiddlefingr (9:10:46 PM): ya...
mymiddlefingr (9:10:51 PM): do you have ur own apartment?
mymiddlefingr (9:12:24 PM): lol i like ur new status update
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:12:48 PM): Yeah, I have my own apartment
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:13:07 PM): I've been working on cleaning it over the past few days. Would have tonight if I didn't feel like crap
mymiddlefingr (9:13:16 PM): cool... did u live with ur mom last time we talked? like during... FvF or whatever?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:13:28 PM): Nope... well not really
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:13:36 PM): I went back home on weekends
mymiddlefingr (9:13:39 PM): i'm a clean freak myself...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:13:47 PM): I like to keep things neat
mymiddlefingr (9:13:48 PM): oh i see, that's why it probly sounded that way back then
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:14:06 PM): Yeah, but now I'm very annoyed with my mother, as I'm sure I told you
mymiddlefingr (9:14:27 PM): yepperZ you told me
mymiddlefingr (9:14:41 PM): she doesnt seem very supportive at all
mymiddlefingr (9:14:44 PM): i'd be annoyed too
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:14:57 PM): She's not supportive, period. She always suggests that I cheat on Amanda.
mymiddlefingr (9:14:59 PM): well i mean, i know how it feels not being supported
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:15:12 PM): And I'm like not interested in anyone else... hellooooo
mymiddlefingr (9:15:35 PM): ya, well, to each their own
mymiddlefingr (9:15:55 PM): when my mom found out i was dating a guy...
mymiddlefingr (9:16:03 PM): or, i should say, when i came out, she definately wasn't supportive of that
mymiddlefingr (9:16:13 PM): i got a lot of suggestions of girls to date
mymiddlefingr (9:16:14 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:16:24 PM): i mean, i like girls too
mymiddlefingr (9:16:32 PM): i just happened to be with a guy... at the time
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:16:36 PM): Some parents never support their kids when they come out... but that's a lifestyle choice.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:17:02 PM): Me? I'm straight. And there's only one person. Next time my mom suggests something dumb like that, I will look at her in the eyes and threaten to cut her finger off if she does it again.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:17:20 PM): Because I don't sleep around
mymiddlefingr (9:17:41 PM): well, atleast you;'ve got your convictions

mymiddlefingr (9:18:03 PM): whether she hates it or not
mymiddlefingr (9:18:09 PM): it's not the worst thing i nthe world being hated
mymiddlefingr (9:18:16 PM): i know that better than anyone
mymiddlefingr (9:18:35 PM): sure it's depressing when you have no friends and stuff but, whatever
mymiddlefingr (9:18:38 PM): fuck em all, i say
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:18:40 PM): Well, my plan is to make love to Amanda... and make sure my mom knows about it. I want to diss my mom and move on.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:18:47 PM): I at least have friends, lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:18:56 PM): Today wouldn't have been fun if I didn't
mymiddlefingr (9:19:10 PM): lol well then ur doing better than me
mymiddlefingr (9:19:16 PM): i'm 100% alone
mymiddlefingr (9:19:24 PM): and then i come online and everyone hates me here too
mymiddlefingr (9:19:29 PM): but, like i asid, fuck em all
mymiddlefingr (9:19:46 PM): the power of hatred is great
mymiddlefingr (9:19:47 PM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:20:09 PM): lol, at least you know what's going on and don't really care!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:20:13 PM): But I don't hate you. Remember that.
mymiddlefingr (9:21:10 PM): well thnx you
mymiddlefingr (9:21:13 PM): i dont hate u either
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:21:25 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:21:30 PM): i dont know why i entered this stupid game
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:21:34 PM): I do have a few enemies... not too many though
mymiddlefingr (9:21:36 PM): just to make myself more depressed
mymiddlefingr (9:21:52 PM): i like to remind myself that i am not liked LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:22:40 PM): Or you could work on it. If you were calm, sober, and collected in Namibia... people would be SHOCKED to find out who you were, lol
mymiddlefingr (9:24:18 PM): hmmm... ya that's an option i guess
mymiddlefingr (9:24:28 PM): but at the same rate, i seem to hate everyone back
mymiddlefingr (9:24:29 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (9:24:46 PM): but yeah in namibia i'm just gonna blend in
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:24:59 PM): And remember: Don't come online while drunk
mymiddlefingr (9:25:04 PM): i'm gonna lear na lesson from miley cyrus... lol.
mymiddlefingr (9:25:15 PM): yeah that's a good thing to remember

mymiddlefingr (9:25:20 PM): cause people dont let that go
mymiddlefingr (9:25:27 PM): jaime was still talking abt it with people apparently
mymiddlefingr (9:25:29 PM): christy too
mymiddlefingr (9:25:30 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:25:37 PM): i'm a "time bomb"
mymiddlefingr (9:25:49 PM): and it's too bad that rob didn't make it back in cause "i'm insane"
mymiddlefingr (9:25:58 PM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:26:07 PM): Well, if I can talk to those two, I can convince them that you're not anywhere near as bad as they think you are
mymiddlefingr (9:26:08 PM): so ya in namibia i will be better
mymiddlefingr (9:26:22 PM): hopefully you can
mymiddlefingr (9:26:26 PM): otherwise i'm screwed
mymiddlefingr (9:26:44 PM): alexis doesnt seem to mind me too much
mymiddlefingr (9:26:47 PM): but i really dont trust her
mymiddlefingr (9:27:01 PM): i THINK she is talking abt me behind my back too, just being nice to my face
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:27:14 PM): Alexis won't be lasting very long. She's high on my hit list
mymiddlefingr (9:28:28 PM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (9:28:33 PM): she seems to be with y'all nwo tho
mymiddlefingr (9:28:34 PM): now*
mymiddlefingr (9:28:41 PM): like, yeah, before she wanted you guys out
mymiddlefingr (9:28:57 PM): but she asking me today abt whether i was really gonna stick with you guys or not... trying to talk me into it
mymiddlefingr (9:29:07 PM): so, really, i think you can trust her more now than you could before, atleast
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:29:12 PM): Snake in the grass, though
mymiddlefingr (9:29:20 PM): true
mymiddlefingr (9:29:47 PM): well for now she is with y'all, i'm almost positive
mymiddlefingr (9:30:07 PM): lol i keep saying y'all
mymiddlefingr (9:30:13 PM): wonder if i'll ever say "us"
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:30:28 PM): You probably should, lol
mymiddlefingr (9:30:42 PM): ya... i guess so...
mymiddlefingr (9:31:01 PM): well if jaime and christy respond all right to you're talking to them abt me... then i might start saying "us"
mymiddlefingr (9:31:10 PM): how can you stay awake anyway?
mymiddlefingr (9:31:16 PM): after i drink, and then i stop...
mymiddlefingr (9:31:18 PM): i get super tired
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:31:44 PM): I already crashed for a couple hours
mymiddlefingr (9:32:01 PM): oh i see
mymiddlefingr (9:32:02 PM): that's why
mymiddlefingr (9:32:12 PM): i'd have done the exact same thing, just for a little longer
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:33:11 PM): When I got home I was a bit dizzy
mymiddlefingr (9:34:08 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:34:18 PM): i find it hard to stop drinking
mymiddlefingr (9:34:22 PM): till i fall asleep
mymiddlefingr (9:34:28 PM): that's a big problem of mine
mymiddlefingr (9:34:41 PM): i'm like... a step away from being an alcoholic
mymiddlefingr (9:34:48 PM): that step being that it just kills me the next day
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:35:11 PM): I never drink too much, I'm good at controlling myself
mymiddlefingr (9:35:17 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:35:20 PM): well that's good
mymiddlefingr (9:35:27 PM): you've seen how good i am at controlling myself
mymiddlefingr (9:35:29 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:35:41 PM): i think christy is right when she says i'm a time bomb
mymiddlefingr (9:35:43 PM): LOL!
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:36:14 PM): You have to work on defusing yourself, then.
mymiddlefingr (9:37:11 PM): ya...
mymiddlefingr (9:37:17 PM): i think i'll be fine for the rest of this game
mymiddlefingr (9:37:38 PM): i just had to like accept that i've already gone as far as i need
mymiddlefingr (9:37:58 PM): it'll be a fun challenge for namibia, too
mymiddlefingr (9:38:02 PM): being like calm and stuff
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:38:41 PM): Yeah. In S1, someone who is normally very evil was given the task of being a Hero.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:38:50 PM): They succeeded only somewhat
mymiddlefingr (9:39:10 PM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:39:15 PM): As for Japan... yep, you're on the jury. And in Namibia, you need to make the merge/jury in order to make All-Star
mymiddlefingr (9:39:25 PM): cool
mymiddlefingr (9:39:34 PM): well, i'll do my best
mymiddlefingr (9:39:46 PM): keeping in mind i am like on the very edge of retiring for good
mymiddlefingr (9:39:56 PM): stupid oliver making me come back
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:40:17 PM): oh?
mymiddlefingr (9:40:38 PM): ya that big bro game
mymiddlefingr (9:40:53 PM): he caught me when i was drinking and said he needed a good sabeteur and stuff
mymiddlefingr (9:40:57 PM): and promised it'd be really good
mymiddlefingr (9:41:02 PM): so i figured i'd give him one last chance
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:41:05 PM): Yet he cancelled it. Who were you in that game?
mymiddlefingr (9:42:36 PM): jen johnson
mymiddlefingr (9:42:39 PM): i was kicking major ass
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:42:42 PM): I thought so.
mymiddlefingr (9:42:45 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:42:50 PM): i see you obviously looked at it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:42:54 PM): I remember you chewed him out when he canceled it.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:43:09 PM): I did, too, only at Remade
mymiddlefingr (9:43:19 PM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (9:43:26 PM): ya i was pissed at him
mymiddlefingr (9:43:33 PM): most of it i kept private
mymiddlefingr (9:43:40 PM): but i still wanted to do a dig or two on the board
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:44:13 PM): When he canceled it, I made a topic about it at Remade to chew him out.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:44:25 PM): To be nice, actually
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:44:38 PM): And hit home that lesson I'd been trying to teach him for several months
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:44:49 PM): He can't host two games at once
mymiddlefingr (9:45:11 PM): lol well you did a good thing
mymiddlefingr (9:45:14 PM): in trying to teach him that
mymiddlefingr (9:45:18 PM): but i doubt it'll ever work
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:45:44 PM): He'll probably start another new game up without either of us knowing... and then either that or Remade will get canceled
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:46:00 PM): Considering he appears to be rigging Amazon Remade
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:46:13 PM): and the host, Brendan, isn't very happy about it
mymiddlefingr (9:46:52 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:46:55 PM): jeez man
mymiddlefingr (9:46:59 PM): people gotta just block him and move on
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:47:33 PM): I'm playing in China Remade in hopes that I can nail him
mymiddlefingr (9:48:01 PM): ya, i think you told me that... not sure
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:48:53 PM): I have to keep an eye on him. And if I catch him, Brendan's gonna know.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:48:56 PM): Brendan's gonna quit.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:48:59 PM): Amanda's gonna quit
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:49:03 PM): A bunch of others are gonna quit
mymiddlefingr (9:49:10 PM): ewwwww
mymiddlefingr (9:49:15 PM): well we've seen that happen before
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:49:41 PM): Yep
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:50:46 PM): And it'll happen again... but I can probably get him to stop hosting for good
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:51:01 PM): Because if I quit China and Brendan opts out of hosting the game for him... that's two more All-Stars out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:51:09 PM): His All-Star won't happen
mymiddlefingr (9:51:39 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:51:44 PM): you should almost do that if u need too
mymiddlefingr (9:51:46 PM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:52:12 PM): I have my own games to plan
mymiddlefingr (9:52:36 PM): ya, exactly
mymiddlefingr (9:52:38 PM): good games
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:52:52 PM): Ones where I don't have a co-host that rigs and ruins
mymiddlefingr (9:53:21 PM): how does this guy even have friends... that's amazing
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:53:45 PM): Some people sign up for his games because they feel sorry for him
mymiddlefingr (9:54:21 PM): that's why i did
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:54:24 PM): But... I wouldn't consider him a friend
mymiddlefingr (9:55:06 PM): no, me niether
mymiddlefingr (9:55:10 PM): not by any stretch
mymiddlefingr (9:55:35 PM): well...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:55:36 PM): I don't plan on playing in any more of his games after that All-Star... if it happens
mymiddlefingr (9:55:43 PM): this tribal council sucks...
mymiddlefingr (9:55:46 PM): i am soooooooo tired
mymiddlefingr (9:55:53 PM): good, dont
mymiddlefingr (9:55:57 PM): i never will, i know that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:56:10 PM): I might destroy it in China if he pulls his crap
mymiddlefingr (9:56:21 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:57:26 PM): well... i think i am gonna go in a few mins... i'm tired
mymiddlefingr (9:57:32 PM): this game has alreayd drained my energy
mymiddlefingr (9:57:41 PM): there's a lot more going on than i thought when i was out of it
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:57:55 PM): I'm playing a pretty quiet game, I don't know the half of it
mymiddlefingr (9:58:03 PM): and i'm getting caught in the middle of stuff again cause of fairplay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:58:10 PM):
mymiddlefingr (9:58:16 PM): i should never talked to him when i was out
mymiddlefingr (9:58:30 PM): now he just thinks i'm with him automatically
mymiddlefingr (9:58:39 PM): and is going around telling people i am, none the less
mymiddlefingr (9:58:51 PM): and apparently alexis went around telling his people i was with y'all
mymiddlefingr (9:59:01 PM): it's like c'mon people i JUST got back
mymiddlefingr (9:59:18 PM): i haven't even had time to choose a side for real yet
mymiddlefingr (9:59:44 PM): well i mean... i have, i guess, i just... it's so qwuick for people to be talking abt me already
MsMontanaUSA2005 (9:59:57 PM): I have not enjoyed this game, to be honest
mymiddlefingr (10:00:20 PM): me niether right now
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:00:43 PM): I have been in worse, but this one is the worst fair game I've been in
mymiddlefingr (10:00:45 PM): and no one will even be honest abt how they are voting it seems
mymiddlefingr (10:00:53 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:00:56 PM): lol i like the way u put that
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:01:09 PM): I voted Fairplay, but might change it since I'm talking to him...
mymiddlefingr (10:01:25 PM): see that's annoying
mymiddlefingr (10:01:31 PM): i was talking to him, in mid sentence he leaves
mymiddlefingr (10:01:34 PM): starts talking to you
mymiddlefingr (10:01:37 PM): and forgets to reply
mymiddlefingr (10:01:41 PM): he does that a lot
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:01:43 PM): And he's saying he's voting for Alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:01:43 PM): fuckin guy
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:01:59 PM): No matter what, Fairplay or Alexis goes. Win-win for me.
mymiddlefingr (10:02:13 PM): ya...
mymiddlefingr (10:02:20 PM): well, wateva for me
mymiddlefingr (10:03:26 PM): the vote, as i understand it, is probably more up to jaime than anyone else, correct?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:03:39 PM): Probably. Jaime told me Fairplay...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:04:36 PM): Fairplay says that you like me quite a bit
mymiddlefingr (10:04:52 PM): yeah, i'm honest abt some things i guess
mymiddlefingr (10:04:54 PM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:06:00 PM): I lied that I haven't talked to you much since that night... lol
mymiddlefingr (10:06:17 PM): lol... well everyone lies sometimes
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:06:27 PM): I told him that I'd be willing to dump Alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:06:29 PM): i have to lie abt basically everything when i talk to fairplay
mymiddlefingr (10:06:39 PM): kinda funny that he told you the one true thing i said
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:06:47 PM): But I'm not telling him too much
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:07:00 PM): and he says you said that I was the only one you could tolerate on Kansai lol
mymiddlefingr (10:07:30 PM): that too is kinda true
mymiddlefingr (10:07:36 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:07:54 PM): but i can tolerate y'all, i just dont really like the others that much...
mymiddlefingr (10:08:00 PM): however, i also dont barely know the others
mymiddlefingr (10:08:02 PM): like at all
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:11:14 PM): You haven't really talked to them?
mymiddlefingr (10:11:21 PM): just alexis
mymiddlefingr (10:13:05 PM): god that's annoying how fairplay leaves off midway through a conversation
mymiddlefingr (10:13:15 PM): and then he leaves his AIM on ALL DAY LONG
mymiddlefingr (10:13:24 PM): so you never know when he's actually around
mymiddlefingr (10:13:33 PM): but i gotta go
mymiddlefingr (10:13:45 PM): i'm gonna wait to vote since we still have time
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:15:05 PM): I might change mine too... idk yet
mymiddlefingr (10:15:12 PM): okie
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:15:14 PM): I don't want to backstab people
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:15:21 PM): Because that would screw me over totally
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:15:31 PM): But anyway, I'll see ya!
mymiddlefingr (10:15:37 PM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (10:15:46 PM): i'll vote how you vote
mymiddlefingr (10:15:52 PM): ur really the only one i trust
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:16:03 PM): I'll PM you tomorrow if things change, if I don't it's staying Fairplay
mymiddlefingr (10:16:10 PM): cool cool
mymiddlefingr (10:16:17 PM): talk to ya later, feel better
msmontanausa2005 (10:17:49 PM): You too! [late]
mymiddlefingr (10:24:55 PM): hey, back again... lol... sorry, just wondering, will u be here in like 50 mins?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:25:06 PM): probably
mymiddlefingr (10:25:19 PM): okie cool
mymiddlefingr (10:25:44 PM): well, i'll be back then
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:25:49 PM): Okay, see yas!
mymiddlefingr (10:25:52 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:31:59 PM): okie so i actually had to wait a couple mins for my show so i came back to tell you now instead of later

[Eliza Orlins]

mymiddlefingr (10:32:11 PM): u still talking to fairplay?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:32:17 PM): uh okay. and yeah sorta
mymiddlefingr (10:32:29 PM): okie well he thinks i'm gonna be voting you
mymiddlefingr (10:32:33 PM): just so ya know
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:32:51 PM): Okay, then I'm voting him. He's lying to me.
mymiddlefingr (10:33:06 PM): ya i just kinda clued in there
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:33:09 PM): If I go, I won't show up at the FTC lol
mymiddlefingr (10:33:15 PM): for some reason i thought you'd like alreayd know or whatever
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:33:23 PM): I kinda figured I'd be a target
mymiddlefingr (10:33:42 PM): ya i just never thought to tell you... i am sorta out of it right now
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:33:56 PM): Well, thank you for informing me.
mymiddlefingr (10:34:01 PM): but yeah like it's 5 voting him atleast i'd imagine
mymiddlefingr (10:34:09 PM): so... that's enough right?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:34:11 PM): Hopefully Jane and Tyrone as well
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:34:14 PM): We need 6
mymiddlefingr (10:34:19 PM): oh okay we need 6
mymiddlefingr (10:34:28 PM): yeah hopefully
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:34:34 PM): I hope Jane is up for taking Fairplay out
mymiddlefingr (10:34:41 PM): alexis seemed to think monica was voting fairplay too
mymiddlefingr (10:35:18 PM): i dont know why i didn't clue in to make sure you knew that was going on... when you started talking abt voting alexis i started to wonder if you were aware or not
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:35:24 PM): hmmm... not much to do but wait and see
mymiddlefingr (10:35:31 PM): i was htinking like... but alexis is voting fairplay and fairplay wants to vote you...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:35:34 PM): I was thinking he was baiting me to change my vote so he'd have majority.
mymiddlefingr (10:35:34 PM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (10:35:48 PM): ah i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:35:48 PM): I'm pretending I'm drunk to him
mymiddlefingr (10:35:59 PM): ya, good idea
mymiddlefingr (10:36:23 PM): okie well...
mymiddlefingr (10:36:29 PM): monica when i talked to her seemed on the fence
mymiddlefingr (10:36:42 PM): so i'm thinking if i get to talk to her again, i may jsut tell her the truth
mymiddlefingr (10:36:49 PM): and she may just vote him as well p
mymiddlefingr (10:37:04 PM): who knows, but i dont see it being a bad thing if i just tell the truth to her
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:37:18 PM): Who was Monica on the fence with voting? Fairplay or Alexis, did he say?
mymiddlefingr (10:37:29 PM): between you and fairplay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:37:46 PM): ugh
mymiddlefingr (10:37:51 PM): like, seemed like she was considering voting fairplay
mymiddlefingr (10:38:01 PM): and would if that's where the numbers were kinda deal
mymiddlefingr (10:38:10 PM): so, if i just tell the truth, then it's obvious that that's where the numbers are
mymiddlefingr (10:38:15 PM): and i'm pretty sure she'd vote with us
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:38:32 PM): Jane would probably vote Fairplay out over me. Not sure about Marcus or Tyrone.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:38:42 PM): Brad? No clue at ALL
mymiddlefingr (10:38:46 PM): lol
mymiddlefingr (10:38:50 PM): ya i have no idea either
mymiddlefingr (10:38:54 PM): marcus and brad never reply much
mymiddlefingr (10:38:58 PM): i tried talking to them
mymiddlefingr (10:39:01 PM): but it's like talking to a wall
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:39:09 PM): lawls
mymiddlefingr (10:39:16 PM): and i've never even seen tyrone online
mymiddlefingr (10:39:21 PM): i dont think i have the right AIM for him
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:39:26 PM): well he's a brownlost alt so...
mymiddlefingr (10:39:35 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (10:39:37 PM): gross
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:40:00 PM): but I don't think he can pick me out too easily
mymiddlefingr (10:40:05 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:40:35 PM): okie then, i gotta go now for real
mymiddlefingr (10:40:40 PM): my disk is finally done
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:40:53 PM): Okay, thanks for telling me
mymiddlefingr (10:40:57 PM): no prob
mymiddlefingr (10:41:01 PM): sorry it took me awhile
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:41:04 PM): I will talk to a few others and see where they stand
mymiddlefingr (10:41:05 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:41:29 PM): cool. that'd be good. all i can do is assume that you'll be safe just cause of who ur with
mymiddlefingr (10:41:37 PM): they seem a lot more convincing than fairplay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:41:46 PM): I can't assume that if my name is coming up
mymiddlefingr (10:41:51 PM): yeah, true
mymiddlefingr (10:42:10 PM): i'll let ya know what monica says if i get to talk to her again
mymiddlefingr (10:42:21 PM): i'm just gonna be like...
mymiddlefingr (10:42:23 PM): i dont know...
mymiddlefingr (10:42:29 PM): i'll say it sounds a lot like fairplay is going
mymiddlefingr (10:42:34 PM): so i feel like i HAVE to vote fairplay
mymiddlefingr (10:42:35 PM): or something
mymiddlefingr (10:42:39 PM): that should work
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:42:45 PM): You shouldn't vote for me
mymiddlefingr (10:42:56 PM): ya, exactly
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:43:02 PM): That'd mean you'd be dealing with Lividmanda
mymiddlefingr (10:43:07 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:43:15 PM): dont worry, i'm not voting out the only person i trust
mymiddlefingr (10:43:31 PM): i mean, admittedly i dont like the group ur with
mymiddlefingr (10:43:33 PM): but i do like u
mymiddlefingr (10:43:36 PM): so that's enough
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:43:38 PM): And I hope that Fairplay doesn't tell Alexis... I'm going to leave her a message
mymiddlefingr (10:43:50 PM): tell alexis?
mymiddlefingr (10:43:52 PM): oh...
mymiddlefingr (10:43:56 PM): did you tell him you want her out?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:44:10 PM): Yes. I'm going to say something to Alexis.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:44:36 PM): "jsyk, Fairplay says he's going after you, but he's told other people that he's going after me... don't believe anything he tells you I said. I was lying to him because I don't trust him."
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:44:55 PM): I think that looks good
mymiddlefingr (10:45:06 PM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (10:45:09 PM): that works
mymiddlefingr (10:45:12 PM): your word over his
mymiddlefingr (10:45:18 PM): dont think that's a very hard battle to win
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:45:28 PM): Adding a little more
mymiddlefingr (10:45:33 PM): especially considering alexis already doesn't like fairplay
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:45:54 PM): "jsyk, Fairplay says he's going after you, but he's told other people that he's going after me... don't believe anything he tells you I said. I was lying to him because I don't trust him and didn't want him to vote me, but it turns out he was lying anyway. He'd probably boot you next..."
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:45:57 PM): That's the final
mymiddlefingr (10:46:13 PM): perfect
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:46:15 PM): Sent it
mymiddlefingr (10:46:22 PM): i doubt alexis would believe him anyway
mymiddlefingr (10:46:32 PM): he's all over the place telling things to everyone, from what i've heard
mymiddlefingr (10:46:42 PM): oh shit he's pulling an eliza!
mymiddlefingr (10:46:43 PM): LOL
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:46:54 PM): lol yep
mymiddlefingr (10:47:01 PM):
mymiddlefingr (10:47:05 PM): all right, talk to you i na bit
mymiddlefingr (10:47:09 PM): or tomorrow
mymiddlefingr (10:47:11 PM): or sometime
MsMontanaUSA2005 (10:47:38 PM): Okay. I'll see ya!
October 31, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:24:37 AM): heya, you still around?
mymiddlefingr (12:25:42 AM): actually nevermind, i don't tink i'm gonna stay right now
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:21 AM): Alexis is down with getting rid of Fairplay
mymiddlefingr (2:00:34 AM): oh hey!
mymiddlefingr (2:00:37 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:00:49 AM): yeah i talked to her a little bit ago... not for long but for a few mins
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:00:52 AM): She thinks he's a creep and understands that if one of us goes, the others are next
mymiddlefingr (2:01:17 AM): yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:01:25 AM): i just hope one of fairplay's original tribe mates vote him out
mymiddlefingr (2:01:42 AM): it didn't sound very promising when i talked to monica
mymiddlefingr (2:01:59 AM): and marcus i know is voting you
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:02:16 AM): Christy is saying that Fairplay is gunning for Alexis now
mymiddlefingr (2:02:24 AM): i hear that ummm... brad will vote with fairplay no matter what too
mymiddlefingr (2:02:28 AM): oh wow
mymiddlefingr (2:02:41 AM): why alexis?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:02:56 AM): Apparently because we might be voting her off because of this "catfight" that's, um, idk?
mymiddlefingr (2:03:00 AM): he's so all over the place
mymiddlefingr (2:03:10 AM): catfight?
mymiddlefingr (2:03:12 AM): wtf?
mymiddlefingr (2:03:20 AM): no one's fighting are they?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:21 AM): Between Jaime and Alexis
mymiddlefingr (2:03:22 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:03:26 AM): oh i see
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:26 AM): I have no idea what he's talking about
mymiddlefingr (2:03:31 AM): between jaime and alexis?
mymiddlefingr (2:03:38 AM): well if that exists i've never heard of it
mymiddlefingr (2:03:40 AM): wow
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:42 AM): I haven't either
mymiddlefingr (2:03:42 AM): wateva
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:44 AM): Christy hasn't
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:03:46 AM): Alexis hasn't
mymiddlefingr (2:03:50 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (2:03:56 AM): okay then
mymiddlefingr (2:04:04 AM): he's doing a LOT of damage to himself with this
mymiddlefingr (2:04:22 AM): if he's so worried abt getting you guys to turn against eachother...
mymiddlefingr (2:04:28 AM): that might mean he doesn't think he has the votes
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:06:34 AM): Christy seems to think Fairplay's got a reward like an HII or something
mymiddlefingr (2:07:15 AM): really?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:25 AM): From the tribe swap thing... he got something for free
mymiddlefingr (2:07:26 AM): was there any challenges or anything when there was an HII possible?
mymiddlefingr (2:07:30 AM): oh...
mymiddlefingr (2:07:32 AM): really?!
mymiddlefingr (2:07:35 AM): oh my god
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:39 AM): Yeah. One of the boxes had something random.
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:07:47 AM): If I get idoled out, I'm deleting my account
mymiddlefingr (2:07:58 AM): and none of you guys got it?
mymiddlefingr (2:07:59 AM): damn
mymiddlefingr (2:08:08 AM): well then of his people have it if y'all done
mymiddlefingr (2:08:09 AM): don't
mymiddlefingr (2:08:17 AM): which means there's a good possibility it would be used
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:30 AM): Yeah. If it is an HII, that's an incredibly dumb way to give one out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:37 AM): You have to work for an HII
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:08:49 AM): In Tonga, you had to buy one at the Survivor Shop - you had to earn enough points for it
mymiddlefingr (2:08:54 AM): ya... i've seen it a lot before
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:09:17 AM): You can't get a free HII.
mymiddlefingr (2:09:37 AM): well
mymiddlefingr (2:09:48 AM): i hope christy is wrong
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:09:52 AM): I do too
mymiddlefingr (2:10:06 AM): he really doesn't see mthat worried
mymiddlefingr (2:10:09 AM): when i talked to him
mymiddlefingr (2:10:15 AM): he basically just kept saying
mymiddlefingr (2:10:19 AM): make sure you vote with me
mymiddlefingr (2:10:24 AM): you won't regret it
mymiddlefingr (2:10:28 AM): and like... it's the best move u can make
mymiddlefingr (2:10:45 AM): and like said that if he gets the most votes he'll be fine with it and stuff
mymiddlefingr (2:10:54 AM): and he'll "keep smiling"
mymiddlefingr (2:10:58 AM): that's klinda scary
mymiddlefingr (2:11:00 AM):
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:11:14 AM): So that might mean he has a plan
mymiddlefingr (2:11:21 AM): omg
mymiddlefingr (2:11:22 AM): this sucks
mymiddlefingr (2:11:42 AM): what do we do if he has an idol?
mymiddlefingr (2:11:48 AM): we dont have enough votes to split
mymiddlefingr (2:11:50 AM): that just sucks
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:12:02 AM): This means we might have to change the target, that's what.
mymiddlefingr (2:12:12 AM): ya i guess so
mymiddlefingr (2:12:15 AM): he'd use it either way
mymiddlefingr (2:12:22 AM): as long as he doesn't find out
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:14:17 AM): Okay, I think I know what we gotta do here
mymiddlefingr (2:14:31 AM): ?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:14:32 AM): Pretend that we're going after Fairplay, but in reality we're blindsiding Brad
mymiddlefingr (2:14:43 AM): okie
mymiddlefingr (2:14:54 AM): so...
mymiddlefingr (2:14:58 AM): when i talk to monica
mymiddlefingr (2:15:02 AM): i cant tell her the truth anymore
mymiddlefingr (2:15:03 AM): oh well
mymiddlefingr (2:15:05 AM): damn
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:15:15 AM): If she votes for Fairplay, that makes our lives easier
mymiddlefingr (2:16:06 AM): true
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:16:07 AM): We need to tell Alexis, Jaime, Jane, and Tyrone, but telling the last two is a risk
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:16:12 AM): I have a plan.
mymiddlefingr (2:16:32 AM): oh ya jane and tyrone
mymiddlefingr (2:16:35 AM): that makes it screwy
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:16:48 AM): We can tell them that Fairplay is the target
mymiddlefingr (2:17:21 AM): ya
mymiddlefingr (2:17:25 AM): we could do that
mymiddlefingr (2:17:53 AM): jeez this tribal sucks yo
mymiddlefingr (2:18:02 AM): i had no idea all this was going on
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:18:36 AM): I didn't either
mymiddlefingr (2:18:58 AM): stupid idol stuff
mymiddlefingr (2:19:02 AM): god
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:20:53 AM): We're not changing the votes just yet
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:21:04 AM): We have to make sure this works
mymiddlefingr (2:21:04 AM): okay
mymiddlefingr (2:21:17 AM): christy and jaime know i'm voting with y'all right?
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:21:49 AM): Yeah
mymiddlefingr (2:21:55 AM): okie good
mymiddlefingr (2:22:06 AM): well just so ya know...
mymiddlefingr (2:22:10 AM): the font on that signature i had
mymiddlefingr (2:22:22 AM): will be the one i am using
mymiddlefingr (2:22:28 AM): and it'll be pink
mymiddlefingr (2:22:33 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:22:36 AM): Okay. Don't vote for me! lol
mymiddlefingr (2:22:40 AM): i wont
mymiddlefingr (2:22:50 AM): i jsut wanted to make sure u knew which one mine would be
mymiddlefingr (2:23:02 AM): i can make a fairplay vote right now actually well i'm bored
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:23:12 AM): That makes me uneasy, lol
mymiddlefingr (2:23:16 AM): and just have it ready
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:23:24 AM): You're telling me what vote to look for....... lol
mymiddlefingr (2:23:25 AM): lol sorry
mymiddlefingr (2:23:31 AM): yeah just like...
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:23:37 AM): That's often a sign of someone blindsiding...
mymiddlefingr (2:23:38 AM): that way after this vote you'll know i'm with you
mymiddlefingr (2:23:47 AM): and hopefully that'll mean something to jaime and christy as well
mymiddlefingr (2:23:48 AM): and alexis
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:23:59 AM): Okay.
mymiddlefingr (2:24:04 AM):
mymiddlefingr (2:24:08 AM): no worries hun
mymiddlefingr (2:24:18 AM): i told alexis what my vote would look like too
mymiddlefingr (2:24:25 AM): i just wanna make sure y'all know
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:24:44 AM): Okay.
mymiddlefingr (2:26:44 AM): i54.tinypic.com/2ikw3l.jpg
mymiddlefingr (2:26:51 AM): lol it actually KINDA looks handwritten
mymiddlefingr (2:26:55 AM): just handwritten in pink
mymiddlefingr (2:26:56 AM): lol
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:27:35 AM): lol, I handwrote mine. But I'd have to make a new one... we have to talk to the others
mymiddlefingr (2:27:46 AM): yeah...
mymiddlefingr (2:27:50 AM): i still am leary to talk to them
mymiddlefingr (2:27:53 AM): besides alexis
mymiddlefingr (2:28:00 AM): i just dont wanna annoy them
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:28:07 AM): You talk to Alexis if you see her
mymiddlefingr (2:28:13 AM): okie i will
mymiddlefingr (2:32:08 AM): hmmmmmm... i guess we should talk more tomorrow...
mymiddlefingr (2:32:11 AM): it's 2:30 here
mymiddlefingr (2:32:24 AM): stupid challenge screwed up my sleeping schedule really badly
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:32:41 AM): Okay then. Good night!
mymiddlefingr (2:32:46 AM): yepperZ
mymiddlefingr (2:32:58 AM): thnx for helping me out with the girls
MsMontanaUSA2005 (2:33:04 AM): No problem! See ya


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a quick note... if he changes his target, fairplay i mean... if he changes to alexis, then it gives me a reason to back off and not like... like i mean, i would hope he wouldn't tell me, and i could use that as a reason for not voting with him and not trusting him... or something.


i dont know where i'm going with that, its getting late...



here, a convo with alexis:


October 31, 2010
mymiddlefingr (12:25:27 AM): wassup!
gamerkennyhoang (12:26:09 AM): hey
mymiddlefingr (12:26:31 AM): how ya doing?
gamerkennyhoang (12:26:38 AM): decent
gamerkennyhoang (12:26:39 AM): you
mymiddlefingr (12:27:00 AM): annoyed
gamerkennyhoang (12:27:08 AM): why/
mymiddlefingr (12:27:07 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:27:16 AM): oh nothing just the stupid game
mymiddlefingr (12:27:21 AM): fairplay
mymiddlefingr (12:27:24 AM): nothing new
gamerkennyhoang (12:27:25 AM): now what lol
gamerkennyhoang (12:27:26 AM): oh
gamerkennyhoang (12:27:31 AM): fairplay is just annoying
mymiddlefingr (12:27:38 AM): ya i know
gamerkennyhoang (12:27:42 AM): sad part is he doesn't seem like the guy
gamerkennyhoang (12:27:44 AM): that will just walk away
mymiddlefingr (12:27:51 AM): he's going around saying i'm with him
mymiddlefingr (12:27:58 AM): no he really doesn't
gamerkennyhoang (12:28:22 AM): lol yeah
mymiddlefingr (12:28:53 AM): i sooooo hope people dont vote with him
mymiddlefingr (12:29:10 AM): he says he's got like monica and tyrone and like... jane i think
mymiddlefingr (12:29:11 AM): and marcus
mymiddlefingr (12:29:13 AM): and all these people
mymiddlefingr (12:29:21 AM): jeez man, he's sooooooo cocky
mymiddlefingr (12:29:40 AM): lol sorry i'm venting
gamerkennyhoang (12:31:55 AM): i doubt it
mymiddlefingr (12:34:43 AM): ya, good
mymiddlefingr (12:34:47 AM): i talked to monica
mymiddlefingr (12:34:54 AM): she just basically said she didn't know what to do
gamerkennyhoang (12:35:01 AM): yeah that was same with em
mymiddlefingr (12:35:04 AM): but like, it was the first time actually talking to her
mymiddlefingr (12:35:09 AM): so what else is she gonna say
gamerkennyhoang (12:35:20 AM): she's really cool
mymiddlefingr (12:35:23 AM):
gamerkennyhoang (12:35:25 AM): well i think its a he
gamerkennyhoang (12:35:41 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:36:29 AM): ya... the name sounds like it
mymiddlefingr (12:36:33 AM): who knows
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:01 AM): lol he was ibrehem in another game with me
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:12 AM): on a different aim account of mine
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:19 AM): we got into a minor arguement
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:18 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:37:24 AM): lol i see
mymiddlefingr (12:37:32 AM): does he know its you?
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:38 AM): nah
mymiddlefingr (12:37:43 AM): okie
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:44 AM): we resolved it
mymiddlefingr (12:37:48 AM): oh that's good
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:50 AM): then he went mia and got booted
gamerkennyhoang (12:37:57 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:37:59 AM): i see
gamerkennyhoang (12:38:14 AM): you in any other games?
mymiddlefingr (12:38:16 AM): well i think if i talk to her... or him... or whatever... again, i'll just say the truth
mymiddlefingr (12:38:21 AM): that i'm gonna vote fairplay
mymiddlefingr (12:38:28 AM): i joined amanda's game
mymiddlefingr (12:38:35 AM): and ummm...
mymiddlefingr (12:38:41 AM): oh god who was he
mymiddlefingr (12:38:50 AM): oh my god my brain is messed up...
mymiddlefingr (12:38:58 AM): oh rob c... i joined a game with him
mymiddlefingr (12:39:04 AM): he asked me to... called costa rica
gamerkennyhoang (12:39:07 AM): oh yeah im in that one too!
mymiddlefingr (12:39:10 AM): oh cool !
gamerkennyhoang (12:39:12 AM): Fincher
mymiddlefingr (12:39:16 AM): i see
mymiddlefingr (12:39:18 AM): i am kelly shin
gamerkennyhoang (12:39:24 AM): i love her
mymiddlefingr (12:39:36 AM): i dont really have a feeling much either way
mymiddlefingr (12:39:41 AM): he just told me to sign up as her
gamerkennyhoang (12:39:45 AM): lol
gamerkennyhoang (12:39:56 AM): she sucks at playing survivor... but she's funny lol
mymiddlefingr (12:40:12 AM): ya she seems like it so far
mymiddlefingr (12:40:26 AM): my favorite this season is alina...
mymiddlefingr (12:40:28 AM): for some reason
mymiddlefingr (12:40:32 AM): i dont know why really
gamerkennyhoang (12:40:40 AM): i liked Tyrone... and now i like Fabio and Brenda
mymiddlefingr (12:41:21 AM): LOL
mymiddlefingr (12:41:24 AM): fabio is awesome
mymiddlefingr (12:41:28 AM): he's hilarious!
gamerkennyhoang (12:41:32 AM): i know
mymiddlefingr (12:42:05 AM): i cant believe he peed in the water
gamerkennyhoang (12:42:13 AM): that was great...
gamerkennyhoang (12:42:20 AM): Jeff: "What are you doing"
mymiddlefingr (12:42:22 AM): LOL
gamerkennyhoang (12:42:29 AM): Fabio: "Uh getting up on the pedestool Jeff"
gamerkennyhoang (12:42:34 AM): Jeff: "No before that"
gamerkennyhoang (12:42:44 AM): Fabio: "i was releaving myself" XD
mymiddlefingr (12:42:51 AM): lol
mymiddlefingr (12:42:54 AM): relieving myself
mymiddlefingr (12:43:13 AM): i wanna see him win by some weird fluke
mymiddlefingr (12:43:18 AM): well, i mean, it'd be funny
mymiddlefingr (12:43:22 AM): i dont know if i want that
mymiddlefingr (12:44:15 AM): oh just so ya know, i told amanda earlier that she was the target on fairplay's side
mymiddlefingr (12:44:27 AM): i think that's okay... hopefully
mymiddlefingr (12:44:49 AM): she was talking to fairplay and started doubting voting him and stuff so i figured she should probably know they are voting her
gamerkennyhoang (12:45:06 AM): yeah
gamerkennyhoang (12:45:10 AM): she talked to me about it
mymiddlefingr (12:45:15 AM): oh okay cool
mymiddlefingr (12:45:16 AM):
mymiddlefingr (12:45:36 AM): one of them better vote him
mymiddlefingr (12:46:21 AM): i think i'm gonna take off... for awhile anyway
mymiddlefingr (12:46:32 AM): i cant find anything to do on here that's any fun really
gamerkennyhoang (12:47:28 AM): k see ya
mymiddlefingr (12:47:43 AM):


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hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...... who else... i guess the rest of my struggle to talk to johny fairplay...

man i dont like trying to talk to him.


Johnnyfairplay64 (9:40:41 PM): look I know amanda might be our best bet of them starting a tribal cat fight
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:41:01 PM): but if it makes Jane and Tyrone not backstab us, I'd rather have 2 than 1
mymiddlefingr (9:41:28 PM): oh i'm not arguing for amanda to stay, dont worry
mymiddlefingr (9:41:50 PM): i just wanted to share
mymiddlefingr (9:42:03 PM): alexis SHOULD be voting amanda but i dont wanna talk to her abt it
mymiddlefingr (9:42:22 PM): she's being totally screwed by the girls right now and i dont think she realizes it
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:43:41 PM): ...
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:43:42 PM): wtf is going on?
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:43:47 PM): like
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:43:49 PM): seriously
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:43:56 PM): one minute I'm being told I'm leaving
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:43:57 PM): the next
mymiddlefingr (9:43:59 PM): i dont know
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:44:02 PM): tribal catfight on that side
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:44:08 PM): I hear that monica wants me gone
mymiddlefingr (9:44:13 PM): i dont think alexis knows tho
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:44:15 PM): I'm hearing you flopping
mymiddlefingr (9:44:15 PM): really?
mymiddlefingr (9:44:19 PM): monica told me she was voting amanda
mymiddlefingr (9:44:23 PM): fuck this is confusing
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:44:27 PM): well she did disban it
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:44:33 PM): I do have reason to believe her
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:44:49 PM): jane and tyrone are unknowns
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:45:05 PM): and brad and marcus are kinda dead weight yet help me in so many ways
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:45:24 PM): you comming back doesnt help since amanda and alexis are telling me that your voting with them
mymiddlefingr (9:45:35 PM): ya they think i am
mymiddlefingr (9:45:38 PM): dont worry, i'm not
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:45:40 PM): and fairplay just wants to know whats going on
mymiddlefingr (9:45:49 PM): i just wanted to know there was a CHANCE that this would work
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:45:49 PM): lol I wish I had hacks to see the logs of everybody
mymiddlefingr (9:46:08 PM): i thought it was a sure thing that jaime had complete control
mymiddlefingr (9:46:21 PM): but there's a chance so i'm taking it, i dont wanna just lie down and watch her win
mymiddlefingr (9:47:17 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (9:47:19 PM): i dont know
mymiddlefingr (9:47:27 PM): i'm pretty nervous abt this
mymiddlefingr (9:47:34 PM): i mean alexis told me that monica was with her, as well
mymiddlefingr (9:47:39 PM): but monica said she wasn't...
mymiddlefingr (9:49:56 PM): so...
mymiddlefingr (9:50:04 PM): you actually talk to amanda and alexis?
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:50:08 PM): yes I do
mymiddlefingr (9:50:14 PM): are they like... when u talk to them, dod thye just tell you straight out you're going home?
mymiddlefingr (9:50:18 PM): like bitchy abt it?
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:50:28 PM): alexis did
mymiddlefingr (9:50:33 PM): oh my god
mymiddlefingr (9:50:36 PM): that's really rude
Johnnyfairplay64 (9:50:43 PM): I just heard that from monica
mymiddlefingr (9:51:24 PM): heard what?
mymiddlefingr (9:51:27 PM): abt u going home?
mymiddlefingr (9:52:14 PM): jeez i am confused

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so i guess whatever with that.



as much as i've bagged on jaime today, and like for the title of this whole thread...

really, atleast she can hold a goddamn conversation when you talk to her. and u dont have to do ALL the talking, and wait like a fuckin year for a response.



whatever. i think that's it. i talked to marcus very breifly. he's no fun to talk to either. atleast english is his second language and he has an excuse, kinda. ummmmm... he just said he's voting amanda. no big surprise there.


i wonder if fairplay will switch his vote to alexis like amanda said he might. i wonder if he has an idol.



i wonder if... if i actually vote fairplay... would that give jaime the incentive to give me a chance?



i wonder a lot of things.


i wonder what i'm doing. oh, and on that note, please don't comment on my gameplay. i know, i'm doing it again, i'm just running around like a fuckin retard. i am lost. i have no idea what i'm doing here. my time is like... it has long expired. this is NOT the place for me.


not anymore.













gonna go exalt jaime some more. and then vote her way. fuckin hypocrite.

[Eliza Orlins]

wow what a fitting end